shit lah.. i hate chemistry MCQ sia.. hrumph! killer paper. now, there REALLY goes my distinction for chemistry. how the hell am i going to get the much wanted L1R4 less than 13 pts, and L1R5 less than 20 pts, when my distinction flies away, thanks to my MCQ for chemistry, and kns a. maths results.

grrs. i hate my prelim exam lah. i want cry ler. how am i going to score for O lvl like this?? demoralise ler. terrible terrible. >.<
a. maths can be given up mah? i still cannot escape the F9 fate leh. really want to give up, but another side of me tells me that i cannot give up or i am wasting everything, including the $43 my dad paid for me to take the paper. mdm low also say cannot give up. but the problem is..... BRAIN BLOCK lah. just cannot get things right.

note to a. maths: i know you hate me. i hate you too. we just dont have the chemistry ok? i am going to accept the fact.

anyway, attendence for 4e4 yest was pathetic. from what i recall on dont-know-when, fathdul said" timetable for thursday and friday will resume"

then mr hafiz's hp was flooded on wed night. one example (me)
me: tmr need to go sch?
mr hafiz: -confidential-

i went to school today. because i want to know my results. in the end, our class got only 14 people turn up. the others had 'diarhoea'. haha

since class yesterday was such a bore, and teachers confirm that today we wont be getting any scripts back, i predicted yesterday that i will have diarhoea and stomachache today. the result...???
and i predict today's attendence for TPSS 4e4 will be:

absentee list: 38/38

ok ok. i really HAD a stomachache ok! i am not faking it. because i really had a stomachache (repeat). that was THREE DAYS AGO!!! haha. =D

argh... >.<

overview of prelimnary examinations

11092006: english paper 1
can i say it is managable?? at least i was able to write some things.

12092006: Pure Biology Practical
shucks man... i wrote a freaking enzyme catalyst as hydrogen. Freaking hell lah!!! and i hate drawing tomatoes... grr... it is so difficult de lor. so many seeds. a person with no drawing talent to draw a freaking tomato with so many seeds. hrumph~ but i love the grape man.. reducing sugar test rox. overall, i hope i wont screw up.

13092006: Pure Chemstry Practical
i did the practical happily... until i ALMOST screw up my chemical analysis. luckily i didnt. hohoho. but i did my moles all wrongly lah!!! method correct, answer wrong... argh~~~ *tear hair out*

15092006: maths paper 1
it was a shocking paper. never knew it could be so okay. first time do maths find that it can be so okay one. but i won't say much in case i flunk my paper. >.<

15092006: social studies
the same question for good governance came out again for essay. actually i want to look for my mid year paper de, but i too lazy... shit lah... i think i touch and go on everything. good? bad? i think is bad more. a lot of people didnt finish source base question due to poor time management. i can be counted as one of them bah. left one sentence, which i think no matter if i write or not, wont make any difference.

18092006: Pure Biology Paper 1 and 2.
chiong the whole weekend for this subject, pray that it was managable. in the end... haish... what can i say? ok bah... the essay was like.. duh?? -.- i studied reflex action of involuntarily action, but not voluntarily action. both came out. so i talk cock for voluntarily action. i admit, i know nothing of it. i waste three marks on it.
the genetics question made me almost tear my paper into pieces. i forgot how to draw the lines lah. for genetic label diagram. grr... checked textbook. realise i forgot to write pnly one word. but overall, hopefully ok bah. it is either i pass well, or i flunk like hell. until want to jump down.

20092006: a maths paper 1
if i can get more than 10 marks, i will be okay.
if i can get more than 20 marks, i will be glad.
if i can get more than 30 marks, i will be jumping up and down.
if i can get more than 40 marks, i am sure that, confirm, gurantee plus chop that it is one hell of miracle.

p.s: the paper is upon 80 marks. >.<

21092006: english paper 2

dont know what to say... if i say it's ok, later i flunk, i will die!!!!
so no comments.

21092006: pure chemistry paper 1 and 2
i hate paper 1 lah. MCQ really sucks lor. almost everything is tikam one. there goes my distinction for chemistry... with the 'help' pf practical and MCQ lah.
paper 2 was better bahs. i dont know.better than MCQ a lot. that's what i think lah. but i dont like one thing. i memorise all the extraction of metals, haber process and contact process until almost all brain juice used up. dried. IN THE END, ALL NEVER COME OUT!!! WTH LAH!!! argh!

22092006: history elective
i practically used the whole night at WenQiang-kor kor and HuiLin-jie jie house to study War In Europe. and essay came out effects of WW1 (i flipped through it). war in pacific (i flipped through it TWICE) and cold war. (i didnt even know it will come out). the whole thing on hitler didnt come out. his expanionist policy blah blah... in the end, i did war in pacific. can scrape through mah? i dont know. AND I DIDNT FINISH SBQ!!!

22092006: a maths paper 2
i dint even revise! coz i spent the whole night on history. mdm shareena isnt that bad, it seems, to set a difficult paer, like she always did. now, mdm foo seems like the bad one, to set a freaking HARD paper. i mean amaths paper 1 lah. i hope i can pass this. though overall confirm still f9 one. due to paer 1 fault. looks like the blessings from auntie, the forced 'gd-luck' from WenQiang-korkor and good luck charm from JunXiong sort of works, heh heh =)

25092006: e maths paper 2
shock 1: no transformation question. arent i glad.
shock 2: no cummilative frequency graph.
shock 3: im not forced to do vectors, because it is an 'either or' question.

comment 1: probability sux! came to a question about a dartboard. i went -.-.. who knows about it when i didnt play with it sia...
comment 2: i really waste paper. haha. i used 7 foolscap paper, not counting the ones i threw away, plus one graph paper. because i do it in a way that 1 question occupy one page or 1 piece of paper. no 2 question share the same side. haha. i love wasting paper for maths.
comment 3: i hope i will pass my maths beautifully. yeah! =D

07092006: literature paper 1 and 2
both lit papers were.... er.. i dont know what to say. how to describe. pray hard i can pass well.. heh heh.!! stomachache can kill okay. plus a stupid sorethroat. im so lucky i survived the papers. this is definetely not a good omen. >.<

happy birthday to me!!!
yeah!!
'Sweet sixteen'!! haha
^.^

thanks lots to all. birthday wishes from Mum, Michelle, Auntie Amy, Melissa, Derick, Aunt Ailian, Cassandra, Jessica, Daddy, Wendy (mummie poh), JiaJun.
belated wishes from, Maizurah, Huda, MiaoRu, WengYan, Dolyce, ShiQian.

birthday present thanks to, WengYan and MiaoRu.
love the dangou lots. haha. and thanks in advance for the upcoming present after O lvl. yeah. =D

birthday present thanks to, Maizurah and CheeYan.
i like the muggie.... haha.

birthday thanks to michelle.
hints: i will use it if i have the chance, though i dun have the habit. haha. thanks anyway. Promise.

birthday present thanks to aunt ailian:
i love the greeting cards lots. nice one. and i love the angbao more, i am being practical here. haha. though the $$ is directed to daddy. i dont mind, coz it will be used on me anyway. hehehe.

birthday present thanks to HuiYu.
u really know me ah. know that i have shortage of rubber bands to tie hair. haha. they are cute too..
haha. but anyone knows i am short of hairclips too, after losing 9 of them??? haha. im not hinting on anything ah....

birthday 'song' from mummie poh, and aunt ailian, not forgetting myself!!
happy birthday to me,
happy birthday to me
happy birthday to me~~~
happy birthday to me... ^.^

1st wish: do VERY well for O lvl.
2nd wish: everyone to be healthy. take care.
3rd wish: SECRET lah.... sshhh...

mi lu bing jia you worx!!!

05092006
nice day! woke up to realise a cool weather...
yeah man! i love this knd of weather. heeshees.
BUT, i still have to go for literatureextra lessons.
sian.
woke up at 7 am to meet mummie poh and hanyi to eat breakfast at Yakun.i have never been so siao before lor..
then after that, when i saw aishah bought potato chips, i ate too...
plus some tidbits athome, and hotdogs.
shit man...
hao bu rong yi lose some weight, now pile them back again in just few hrs. sheesh~and i ate KFC yesterday...
sheesh~ sheesh~
oh yahs! i am excited man..
think i am going to have a new daddy soon.not the real daddy lah. as in my mummie poh's 'husband'
lalakkx. i will be looking forward to that day. haha... =D
but mummie poh always fan guo lai say i like my 'future daddy'lols.
i heard that, and i was like.. -.-
ok lah.. i admit,i must like him right?
where got people hate their daddy de.
but not to the extreme that romance is involve mah...
hate my daddy?
later chinese new year no red packet lah...
cannot....
*winks*

oh.. i am so great man.. i broke record again. i sent 52 messages today.. lols.. usually my monthly SMS is not even 100... around 70+?80+? now one day send 52 msg? and i sent about 226 msg last month. shit man.. i am going to get shit frommy mum. pocket money is decreasing.. there goes my aim of saving money.. fo something special.grrs...

01092006
okay, okay! i admit, this is not the result that i am expecting, and the only person to blame is me,for lacking self-discipline. haish.. ah ping~ ah ping~ u think by drinking coffee everynight and mugging until 1 ameveryday means you are studying and revising for O levels and prelims? that is total bullshit man!seems like u are suffering from eyebags for nothing. i am sure about it. when mr sharil questions us social studies, i am still stammering. mdm low put a maths question in front of meand i am still asking the pros beside me how to start the questions. all these signs shows that i am not prepared, isnt it?and prelims is like.. 10 days away? shit man! can someone please finish off this universe before 1109?i dont want to take prelims lah.. *sobx* i dont mind not celebrating my sweet sixteen birthday... really, i dont. haha. just kidding... i MIND not celebrating it. it will be unfair to me de lor.i am going insane..insane..insane... PRELIMS, HERE I COME!!! SAY HI TO ME!!!

shit man... it's friday again. why must time pass so fast? i mean.. last friday seem so much like yesterday.and i remembered so man things of last week and last last week...
the kfc (yummie!) by huang lao shi, michelle's birthday.. haish....tme pass so fast. now september already.. shit man...last week was one 'memorable' week, because i broke my records. haha. i sms-ed in class. that might sound normal for many people,but not for me, because i dont usually do that unless emergency. last week's was much due to boredom and searching for entertainment.(but i was still paying attention to mr sharil!) spent half of social studies period sms-ing him, paying attention to mr sharil,and keeping my eyes open, so that i would not drop dead. anyway, had to thank him lots for 'keeping me company' by sms-ing me and make me not sleep in class, though i was tired, and ps-ing me after a while... >.<(i did not break my promise! yeah!) i am such a good girl. =D

teachers' day celebration

 woohoo.. it's quite a nice day.. rain rain and more rain. finally man.. but quite sad that it was raining when school let off, though i dint mind. =D anyway, went back to tampines primary with mummie poh,and cherie, and daryl. went to see the canteen auntie.. and then went to meet some JiaJun and vivian, whom i have no impresseion on. since i was never in the same class as them.angie was with JJ. and she remembered me, though i sort of forgot her for a moment. THEN i realise,she was in the same class as me in primary 5, under that stupid Mr Low. she was also the firstperson to write in my contact book. haha. Angelina Ong! i remember her now... oh, what a fantasticmemory i have. lols.

anyway, daryl soon ps us. so mummie poh, JJ, vivian, and angie went gai gai, but we end up sitting at Macto talk cock. blah blah...wont go into details. angie and vivian left us, leave me, mummie pohand JJ. after that, coz we were so bored, we went gai gai around TM and CS. not even 2 hrs we finish shopping ler... went to those toys sectin and play the barbie dolls and keyboard. toy r us, isetan, whatever...all those toys section.. -.-in the end, we went separate ways at abt 1545, coz i need to o other place. left with happy happy smile,coz, firstly, i enjoy myself with those toys, and second, i make a new friend. though i admit, i stilldont know there is one person called CJJ in tampines primary, until today.

I DIDNT GET TO WATCH 'MY LOVELY SAMSOON' *sobx sobx*. didnt get to see the president.ZhenXian.. oo.. handsome lad he is. something awful happen.. blah blah... couldnt smile for a long timebecause of it... double 'tragedy'. no president, plus THAT.oh yeah, i am going to mug my studies from tmr onwards. i am going to create a higher mountain than what i did during mid yr. yeah! and i am going to snatch every packet of coffee i can. haha.=D that's a deal man.. what a long post. my fingers ache. poor fingers, my poor fingers...lols. >.<

holiday...

(1) 2 elementary mathematics practice papers
(2) 2 additional mathematics practice papers
(3) 2 literature essays
(4) 3 chemistry prelimnary papers
(5) 4 english essay

gosh... i am going to have white hair soon man...
hasta la vista... beauty sleep.... *sobx*

mixed feelings

mixed feelings today.. grr..

i feel so unlucky today man...

(1) got told off by mr hafiz today,

for becoming more fidgety and talkative lately.

after being caught talking in assembly and PCCG time.

-.-

so, i will make myself more'calm and composed'

from next monday onwards.

before my effort of saving my year-end

testimonial goes down the drain. =)

(2) i got pissed off.

i am pissed off.

i am burning with anger

i am burning... not chao da yet, though.

why?

thanks to this aprticular guy call JOHNATHAN.

a guy none better than my younger sister's tution teacher.

he made me really mad man.

my sister told me, tuition starts at 4.30pm

but she need to check homework,

so must reach at 4.00pm

reluctantly, i fetched her there at 4.05pm to the tuition centre.

instead of being able to go home straight away to enjoy the

so wonderful planned-nap,

i sa down there and waited for that MR JOHNATHAN till 4.33pm

28 minutes leh! WHOLE 28 MINUTES!

wth.

28 minutes can do a lot of things leh.

he came at 4.33pm.

finally, with bubble tea in his hands.

that made me even more pissed off

after sitting in front of the tuition centre dor for 28 minutes

under the big, hot sun,

sweating from head to toe.

so pissed off, i felt like telling him

"MR JOHNATHAN,

YOU ARE REALLY A VERY PUNCTUAL MAN.

SO PUNCTUAL THAT YOU ARE

EARLY FOR -28 MINUTES."

he didn't do anything,

except asking those'innocent' kids

'who is that person'.

of course, use knee think also know.

'that person' refers to me.

felt like telling him straight.

"I AM JUST A PASSER-BY SITTING HERE

MULTI-TASKING-LISTENING TO RADIO,

SWEATING(EXCRETING),

BURNING FATS AND CALORIES,

SUN TANNING

AT THE SAME TIME."

then, if this is not enough,

my sister told me they let off at 6.15pm

in the end, they were let off at 6.32pm

16 minutes wasted!

grr.

so, i have just wasted 45 minutes of my life,

outside an RC, thanks to JOHNATHAN.

i know what to do now.

no worries, i will remember to come back for revenge.

sheesh~ what an idiot.

mi lu bing- nic

heyhey...
recently, heard nic's composition of music on radio
about his feelings,
before he went into the home,
and before he came out from the home
his music were touching....
i want to listen again....
hiash~

reflections

woo.. i realise something interesting.. mi lu bing is on the headlines of most newspaper today. of course, they should. THEY ARE SUPERBAND le... and i learn another truth.

nic actually sort of had a bad past, i dont know if he has a criminal record... he smashed someone's shop once, got caught, and put in a home. that was many years agao lah, and he has changed, for the better. cool.
suddenly, i sort of admire him lots.. a lot more than before. last time, i like him because i thought he is quite.. erm... good-looking, and because i like mi lu bing. now, i admire him lots, more than ever, having the courage to admit that he had done something wrong. i mean, everyone makes mistakes, but not everyone has the courage to admit it right? even i admit, there are some mistakes which i made in the past, which until now, don't have the courage to tell anyone, or even admit it. but nic admitted it like... public(ly)? i was like.. shocked.

yeah, i am shocked that he did got sent to a home before, never thought he was that sort of person. but i am more shocked, okay, surprised, that he would admit his past so openly.

nic, he is my idol man.. really pei fu him. my role model.. my idol.

MI LU BING

tada......

mi lu bing is superband
mi lu bing is superband...
mi lu bing is superband....
mi lu bing is superband....
MI LU BING IS SUPERBAND!!!!!!!

woohooo!!!!!!!!!
i love mi lu bing!!!
MLB!! you guys rox....

MI LU BING... POWER ARH!!!!

new knowledge

woots woots.
i learn something new today. something that i never really knew it existed before, and this 'something' is very interesting. here goes.

(1) 'I don't know'-- it can kill your brain's growth.
saying 'i don't know' is the surest way to stop neuro-connections from growing, because you are actually telling your brain to stop thinking.

(2) have anyone ever thought about this question: "Do you day-dream a lot in class or end up doodling on your note-pad during lectures?" this happens because most lessons involve your left brain functions and so your right brain has hardly anything to do. it 'looks for something to do'. your right brain happily goes off day-dreaming and makes you start drawing and doodling in any paper nearby. this applies to people who need to turn on radio or have music going before studying. it is because the right brain is looking for some attention.


wow.. cool huh? i am amazed by it too...
above information is taken from: "i am gifted, so are you"

random thinking

i was daydreaming.. clearing my brain. then don't know why, i thought of these stupid thoughts. so i just pen it down here. i must admit it, my brain works in a funny and weird way. anyway, here goes:

start time: 7.40pm

my new pattern: -^ShiPing^-

age: 15, 16[depend on situation]

my wishes: (1) to pass english, maths(both) in O levels
(2) to pass O levels with less than 14 points
(3) no need to retake O levels.

my dream: (1) to be the most successful in family

fav colours: blue and purple

top 5:
food: hello panda(chocolate), koko krunch, fishball, choclate milk, milo peng

brand: adidas

songs: chong lai(lee sheng jie), hei se mao yi(jay), chu dian(she), ni kuai ler ma(jolin), deng dai (chen yi)

things i am busy with: making mount everest with my books, mi lu bing chasing, dieting(with no avail), seeing stars with my maths, trying very hard not to screw up practicals.

things i enjoy doing: sleep, slack, do chemistry practical, do food tests, daydreaming

things i cannot don't have: handphone, earpiece, waterbottle, contact lense, my darling.... soft toys

things i want to buy most: sweater, water bottle, bag, file, watch

days i look forward to: 23/09(birthday), 02/11(start of O levels), 17/11(end of O levels)

hates: mosquitoes, CATS, crows, humid days, O level. >.<

end time: 7.55pm

racial harmony

today... tampines secondary celebrates racial harmony day..
haha
it was a whole load of fun...
4e4 kept taking pictures.. util everyone was like sick and tired of it.
from the day till night.. god..
my mouth hurts.
here are some which i manage to grab through maizurah from ain.

me and maizurah...

i am actually not that short de...

this is 4e4.

this is taken in AVA room...

another taken at steps. 4e4


there will be more... but i dnt know when....i will be looking around for it though...

disappointed

i didnt know what happened...
i didnt wished for it to happen...
seriously
i didnt even know how it started.
im tired of everything...
friendship problems, studies... everything
i just wish that i am able to lie on my bed and sleep and never to wake up again.
i rather live in dreamland, where i can be happy...
seriously tired.
i don't want to comment on anything too.. i am too tired to comment anyway.

changing

right! i realised, after reflections, i am still as bad as ever. still shooting my mouth off without thinking, still picking up fights, still chasing idols, still not revising my studies, still sleeping in class...
therefore, i have make up my decison:

(1) from now on, no matter what happens, i will not comment on anything which have no business with me/ not involving me. eg, conflicts within classmates, schoolmates, family.

(2) IF POSSIBLE, no more vulgarities (even on XXX). i realise i am becoming more and more vulgar.

(3) i will TRY MY BEST not to pick a fight/ quarrrel, be it physically or verbally, with classmates/schoolmate/parent/sister.

(4) i will do revison of my studies everyday. i dont know how, but i will try.

(5) i will TOTALLY stop chasing idols from now on until after O levels. [MILUBING dont count can?]

(6) Back to the past, i will be only using the computer only once a week unless there is something important. for the sake of saving electricity bills too.

(7) i will try to pry my eyes open no matter what during lessons/ infocus/ mock exams.

(8) i will finish my TYS-es by O levels. i wonder how.

(9) i am going to a place to study with no temptations (as in food and TV). to STUDY and revise my work with my earpiece on .

(10) i will TRY TO not get too high over MiLuBing/Soul/J3 if they win, not too sad if they didnt win Superband concert.

(11) i will not beg my mum to buy me gary's album anymore...

(12) i will not get to high over Cloud Strife.

i guess for now, that is all. pray that i will be successful in doing so.

toot and toot

suddenly, i thought of this, when bathing.
i know this sonds quite weird, but it just came... i dont know why.
what would happen:

if a TOOTYTOOT pairs up with a TOOT?????

would the both of them explode? like a very reactive metal in water.
or would there be no reaction?
i sound so chem... wth

does that sounds like a stupid qn?
i dont know
but i have a feeling.... can someone give me the answer??

damn freaking angry!!!!

875$&*(&)&)_&#&TRE^#*(()_*U&*+&^%&#^@*$

IN A FREAKING BAD MOOD!!! DO NOT DISTURB!!!

Names of some romantic countries.

Names of some romantic countries.

HOLLAND: Hope Our Love Lats And Never Dies.

ITALY: I Trust And Love You.

LOBYA: Love Is Beautiful: You Also.

FRANCE: Friendships Remain And never Can End.

CHINA: Come Here... I Need Affection.

BURMA: Between Us, Remember Me Always.

NEPAL: Never Ever Part As Lovers.

INDIA: I Nearly Died In Adoration.

KENYA: Keep Everything Nice, Yet Arousing.

EGYPT: Everything's Great, You Pretty Thing!

MANILA: May All Nights Inspire Love Always

THAILAND: Totally Happy. Always In Love And Never Dull.

interesting!! ~~

recently, actually not very recent lah, i saw these quotes in the newspaper. which date one, i forget ler. but anyway, one of them is nice, the others are... erm... u guys decide for yourself bahx.

(1) To the world, you might be one person,
but to one person, you might be the world.

(2) never, under any circumstances,
take a sleeping pill and a laxative
on the same night. (that's obvious right?).

(3) the most destructiveforce in the universe is gossip.
(yeah, i agree...)

(4) why is it that no matter what colour bubble bath you use,
the bubbles are always white?

(5) why is it that whatever you try to catch something
that's falling off the table, you always manage
to knock over something else over?

(6) when someoe rams our ankle with a shopping cart
and then apologises, why do we say
"It's all right"? It's not, so why don't we say.
"That hurts, you idiot!"?

(7) Why do we wash our bath towels?
Aren't we clean when we use them?
If not, why take a bath?

pictures!!!

hehehehe.. this is mi lu bing cartoon. designed by someone i dont know. taken from mi lu bing's bloggie!! ^.^

tada!!! mi lu bing and their autographs!!! handsome right?? must say right arh!!!

m|Lo peng

date: 26062006 time: 2359

MiLuBing eliminated in QF 10. lost under Soul's hands. [but i still like soul, though i like milo peng more!!!] ^.^

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date: 03072006 time: 2359

superband revival round 2. MiLuBing has successfully made it into the semi-finals. wahahaha.. i'm so happy!!!! MI LU BING! MI LU BING! MI LU BING!~ gonna chiong my studies until like siao ler. not only is this term 3 second week, [omg, time pass so fast] need to spend more time studying so wont lose out when watching superband. everyone seems studying hard so i cannot lose out. buck up buck up!!! cheers for MLB and me.

to mi lu bing, u guys chiong for grand finals, i chiong for big O. love Nic, Sam, and Wei Qi forever!!! MiLuBing, POWER AH!!!

week reflections

monday
-school reopen, new timetable
-mock exams: eng paper 1 and maths paper 1
(i didnt complete my eng.. sigh..)
-let off at only 1745 (wth)
-fell asleep in chinese class...
-superband QF 10: last QF
-mi lu bing eliminated (really sad man...)

tuesday
-was really down the whole day when told MLB was out.
(i didnt watch the results)
-sad the whole day
-jun xiong's 20 yrs old birthday...
so old ler.. (it's mature)
-fell asleep during english infocus
(it wasnt really on purpose. i couldnt keep my eyes open anymore)

wednesday
-assembly was.... boring...
-got healthcheck after recess....
-almost everyone from lit skipped the lessson, except for the 3, including me.
michelle thought i disappeared.. =.=
-i fell asleep again during chinese... bored and tired and hot... were the reasons why i fell asleep.

thursday
-a REAL hot day...
-i forgot what happened yesterday...
-i dont intent to remember anyway
-i fell asleep during chemistry infocus
-was really really really tired.. cant help it..
-plus having big headache, which i dont know why i got
-in the end fell asleep in chem infocus,
BUT i was only semi-concious, i still heard mr lai explaining the oxidation and reduction thingy,
which i still is very blur in...

friday
-today!!
-finally, released at 1220, no infocus, no late release...
-had luch at coffeeshop
-then went home, first thing i did was to sleep!!!
-from 1315 all the way to 1515
-got woken up by phone ringing
-mummy asked me to fetch my sister from sch back home..
sianz.. but what to do? she bz mah....
-reached home at 1545. sleep for another 45 minutes then have to fetch my sister
to tuition, but in the end coz she fed up on the fact that i would be lazing until 1630 (the time her tuition start) so in the end she called my mum and asked her to fetch her. i then slpet all the way till 1830
-oh ya, we got our class photos back.. they were nice, i have to admit.

im feeling old...

haiz... dont know why, after bringing my sister for tuition to the RC for a few times, and passed by the childcare centre, i suddenly got this feeling that time pass very fast, and... i feel old suddenly... there's a reason for this.. that childcare practically grew up with me, although i never study there before. that time when i passed by the childcare, i saw those little kids playing with one another, with the so- innocent look on their face, then i suddenly think of my childhood... though i admit, i was never innocent last time.... and this doesnt mean im mature too... anyway, really miss the time in childcare centre, where during those playtimes when we sit together and play those plastacine, paint, listen to teacher say stories, and last but not least, fight(physically) with our friends when we were tidying those toys corner. also miss the time when we had our break, and were served milo and biscuits. evryone were fighting over that plate of biscuits... see who eat the most biscuits, and fighting over who should eat the batman-shaped biscuits. not forgetting soaking those biscuits into the milo..yumm... suddenly got this craving for it.. *lame* haiz.... kk... time to wake up.... i am no longer 4 yrs old.. i am 15.. going on to 16 in fact, with this O level burden on my back, which i die die also must do well, cannot let down my parents, must not let my stupid sister look down on. saying this for the dont know how many times, time really flies... scholl is reopening tmr, and i dont even know if i am looking forward to it or not.... 10 weeks of revison, september break, prelims, study break, and the big O is here... haiz.. can we freeze time? if can, how? put ice? kk.. that is a lame one.. think i have written too much today.. it's enough... gtg... tata~ today, i didnt blog about Mi Lu Bing!!!

superband

i've changed my blogskins... guitar addict..
got reason why i chose this blogskin..
coz it reminds me of nic... he plays electric guitar... coolll...

on monday while watching superband and the results, i was mao leng han-ing all the way, especially during results. woah.. ~scary~ man.. lucky mi lu bing never out... *wipe sweat*

j3 this time change a bit, because the guitarist hurt his finger, so jacky took his place as guitarist, then the latter become lead singer. then jacky cute sia.. he put the car license thingy.. dont know what's that thing called.. like on probation de... on his mike stand, say he not very good.. =.=

qinobe didnt change much, in fact, they went downhill.. in the end they out.. sad sia.. i last time actually don't like them de, but slowly, listen them sing every week can like make everyone high, then think they not that bad.. then out ler.. the liu de hua very sad like that.. haish~~

soul arh.. hmmz.. what to say leh?? erm.. i like their dance a lot lor.. their dancing very shuai.. suddenly like andy a lot.. monday that time he wear spectacles.. so cute... why am i attracted to guys who wear specs? first nic, now andy... ANYWAY, hope he wear specs again next week, he looks really cute in it... oh ya, btw, they are singing K One and 5566's 'Feng Yun Bian Se' next week, looking forward so much to it...

as for Mi Lu Bing.. hmmz... wait, i think first...
*thinking*
ok.. i tink they performed below average that night, the judge say they zhou ying or something like that.. don't know lah... music thing i don't know de.. then nic's mike halfway like got prob like that.. in the end got 32.5 marks.. not bad though usually they can get better results. But i still love them anyway.. yepx.. love mi lu bing...

lucify got 38 marks on monday... grr.. wth..
sg!%^$&%% afupg sfpi
shit man.. this type of marks is Mi Lu Bing get de lor... Hrumph!!
don't like lucify.. ANYWAY, back to MI LU BING *smilex* i'm sure they next week will do better again.. back to normal... Mi lu bing bu zai mi lu ler.. yepx!! support them forever!!! Mi lu Bing JIA YOU!!!!! *smilex*

cao ge-- shu dao wu da ying wo

this mv very nice leh... so sweet...

school is reopening..

haish.. holiday no more ler.. school reopening, must study liao, chiong studies like siao gi-na like that... pek chek arh.... so 'pe che'... time pass so fast one meh? everyday so fast night time like that, everyday slack also every fast, everyday study also pass very fast, everyday slack also pass every fast.. wth.. i'm talking crap here..

say before holiday must revise homework, turn out like do nothing like that.. do bio tys until don't want do ler.. sian diao.. social studies study yue duo, more blur i get.. chemistry do until see stars, maths no need say lah.. never touch de.. hate those numbers sia... see snow ler... lit also sian diao.. stockmann this stockmann that.. study some more later can even dream of them.. eee.. i dont want... it will be a scary nightmare... anyway, the two seminars for literature sort of scare me of the books for now.

speaking of seminars, last week attended three seminars.. chiong until like dont know what like tt.. two literature seminars, one english seminars.. though it's tiring, but must admit that they are quite useful

4 weeks holiday -- 2 weeks return school
1 week got three seminars
1 week left.
do what? study? slack?
dont ask me, i also dont know...
dont know.. dont now.. everything dont know..
ignorance is bliss..
i'm seeing this everywhere... why???
i dont know also...

idol fever

went through my folders,
and realised that have so many idols photo...
i concluded them
and these are top three...
sad to say,
there arent any gals...
only guys...
and more handsome guys..
*so hua chi*

1st:


the forever number 1: weng qinghai
*wushu champ*

2nd:


asia number 1 boyband: 5566
one also cannot less!! ^.^

3rd:
bai ma wang zi: bryan
wang yan li

*not fated to have his pic.. haish...*

NEW ADDITION TO MY COLLECTION:



my new 3 loves:
-nic
-sam
-wei qi
*mi lu bing*
*superband*

*END*

friends....

hmm....
recently, i got nothing to do...
so went to browse through my folders....
then realised....
i know the bunch of them since....
long ago mahs?
it doesnt seem that long lor....
then realised, time really flies....

knew wendy since...
4 yrs old?
im nt sure....
i only know it was since kindagarden time....
our parents even knew each other....
we had the most quarrels between us...
hahaha...
now she promote become my mama liao....
*nag nag*

knew miao ru since...
sec 1?
or sec 2?
i forgot...
but i think we got to know each other through ee xuan...
if im not wrong...
and i dont think we ever quarrelled right??
if u dont count those joke joke ones....
now she promote become my jie jie liao...
*chirp chirp*

chee yan...
knew her through wendy..
during sec 2???
hehe..
forgot...
this can show...
time really flies...
i didnt even noticed it...
only know at night sleep,
wake up morning...
now.. chee yan promote become my ah ma liao...
*play play*

weng yan arh...
special de...
xiao mao...
knew her when sec 3...
remember clearest...
funny..
didnt even noticed her during sec 1 and sec 2..
only sec 3 same class ler then noticed her....
haha..
we also didnt really quarrel right??
anyway, who cares?
bad memories all must throw...
now, she de-mote
become my mei mei liao...
haha...
I"M JIE JIE LEH...
*xiao mao, xiao mi, xiao mao mi..*
haha...


cheers to our friendship...

quotes

so long never read newspaper ler...
dont know why...
recently got the 'feel' to read..
so i read flipped through it...
and saw some interesting quotes and 'situations'.

a white wedding
a boy at a wedding loos at his mum and says
"mummy, why does the girl wear white?"
his mum replies,
"the bride is in white because she's happy
and this is the happiest day of her life."
the boy thinks about this, and says,
"well then, why does the boy wear black?"

like father, like husband?
if it's true that women are inclined to marry men like their fathers,
it is understandable why so many mothers cry so much at weddings.

indirect way to call a person idiot.
i wish to have the stem cell of your brain,
because i hope to clone an idiot.

if everyone were to have another brain,
yours would be lonely...

weird phone conversations
customer: i've been ringing 0700 2300 for two days
and cant get through to enquires
operator: where did you get that number from, sir?
customer: it was on the door of the travel centre.
operator: those are our operating hours.

tech support: now right-click on the desktop icon
customer: okay
tech support: did you get a pop-up menu?
customer: no
tech support: right-click again. did you see a pop-up menu?
customer: no
tech support: what have you done so far?
customer: you told me to write 'click' and i wrote 'click'.
*****
*found in the newpaper*

stupid freaking idiot!

man.. how i hate "love" that nokia shop girl sia
must say "love" nicer right?
ggrr...
so attitude lor...
who does she think she is..
treat those adults so nice
then treat us like shit????
the paper ming ming say is estimated time 90 minutes de lor..
we 60 minutes come back liao leh..
although our turn is over,
but nt that many right?
anyhow throw another paper at us
want us wait for another 100 minutes...
who u think u are?
other people at the info counter,
before giving people the slip
got ask why want to service phone
u nv even ask....
anyhow give paper...
give us attitude somemore
we owe u one arh..
call this good service????
fuck u lah...
treat us like dirt....
got adult there waiting for u to serve
doesnt mean that anyhow can da fa us off right?
90 minutes leh..
cannot expect us sit down there wait right?
go eat lunchlike also wrong like tt
come back, not even late...
then like that da fa us off again
expect us sit down there another 100 minutes arh?
not 10 minutes leh..
is 100 minutes leh..
ttz another 1 hr plus....
go home also got othere thing do one lor....
sit down there....
bitch sia...
dont ever let me see u again...
especially with tt attitude of urs...
or else COMPLAIN liao..
this time i swallow down..
no more next time
I SWEAR!
grrr....

cations and anions..

~ so happy today~

did chemistry practical
on cations and anions
so fun....
get to see so many colours by adding
sodium hydroxide and aqueous ammonium...
got grey, green, blue...
colour so nice....
esp. the copper 2+..
add the sodium hydroxide liao.. clour change until pale blue...
nice sia...
then got another one..
dont know is Fe2+ or 3+, forget ler,
add dont know what, also forget ler,
turn from colourless to green..
woah.. cool neh...
(izzit?) that sounds lame leh =.=
*****
oh ya...
something funny...
edgar brought mcdonald's into the lab
then kena confiscated by mr lai..
fuuny sia..
then me and huiyu kept discussing what would happen if
we add sulfuric acid or HCL onto it..
haha
imagine the fish lan diao..
keekees..
then mr lai bet with weng yan they all
that edgar would not bring his practical bk...
in the end, he lost..
then had to stand on the bench table
become pole for edgar to dance..
haha
but in the end dont have..
sianz....
no show watch...
*****
CAMPUS SUPERSTAR!!!
heard weng yan say that today si renfred huang ye lun's birthday...
since weng yan cant use the com...
so on behalf of her,
wish RENFRED HUANG YE LUN HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
=D
*****
SUPERBAND!!
tonight got superband...
going to top 8...
very qi dai..
heard that soul will be singing K One's song..
really very qi dai their performance..
because i am very confident that they will do a great job
be it dancing , if there is,
or singing...
BUT..
though i look forward to their performance,
how can i forget my favourite
LOST SOLDIERS, mi lu bing???

yeah yea.. go go go...
jia you to them... lala.. looking very forward to tonight's performances..


mi lu bing: wei qi, sam, nic -->

haish...

hmmz.. seems like i very long nv blog liao leh...
coz my blog keeps giving me problems..
so i keep changing the blogskins...
but still got so many things dont know...
like inserting the tag board
and changing the songs..
haish.. looks like i need to learn everything...
stupid man...
make me so vexed...

tell myself that june holiday must study, must piang liao
but until now still havent leh..
no mood..
but i guess no mood must also find mood right??
haish...

recently, i am so hooked up on one song..
by gary cao ge--
gua mu xiang kan
ooo..
that song is so damned nice..
love it a lot..
mre than superwoman and shi jie wei yi de ni...
love it lotz...
keekess

oh ya... my blog is not completely updated
so got no taggie..
paiseh arh...
must wait first..
wait for a while...
=D

so hot...
gg of..
byebye

fed up!!!

fed up with everything...

gggrrrrr..

especially my blog.

first, the links gave me problem

second, the past were gone..

my past leh..

so many nice stories....

ye tian yu and dang

jay and k..

me..

yepx.. me alone..

and my so-called beautiful memories..

*****

yesterday, almost gt into accident

when i went to buy dinner..

that stupid driver...

knock a motorist

who almost knocked into me..

that stupid driver lor...

want to turn also dont on signals..

somemore nt in the lane..

then want to turn in nv do anything, just screech and brake...

what the hell sia..

nv even slow down her speed

except when she brake

to prevent knocking the motorist

then that motorist lost balance

almost hit me,

lucky i siam fast enough..

or else knock me..

siao..

i still want to take my O leh..

pay $$ liao

verification slip take liao somemore..

haish

*****

results..

haish.. like shit like that

overall gt improve..

everyone ask me improve maths

no need say i also know...

haish.. hols must really study ler..

no more slacking...

hopefully..

no school today... wooohooo

today TPSS no school... haha... because of the holiday in lieu thingy.... because of general election mah... after exams straight away got one day break liao.. so happy sia.... ^^

kkx.. but letz not talk about that.... today i very gt feel... want to talk about superband... so here it goes...

SUPERBAND..
i started watching since the zhen ba zhan.. but didnt like the show, find it very boring.. but got one band manage to catch my attention-- mi lu bing.. especially that nic guy... soo cute.. heex...
then ever since then, i dont watch superband, until recently...
so, of course i still like mi lu bing, in fact crazy over them, but there are also other groups that caught my attention too..

for example, SOUL. like what weng yan said, they dance well man... i have to agree...damn powerful group. then there's J3. this group, their looks not very gd, but their singing skills quite good... or thatz what the judges think.. i got no comments, because i dont know anything..
besides mi lu bing, soul and j3, then there's also this group call Lucify... they monday just out only... hiash... actually they dont give me a deep impression, buti must admit, their make-up did attracted my attention... so like typhoon's make-up.. except that typhoon's members dont pierce at ... what's that called? the place below their mouths... anyway, im glad they dont... haha..
i thought among all the groups, Lucify would be the ones who have to spend a lot on their make-up, but after watching a few zhen ba zhan, i realise they are not the ones who spend most on make-up... the ones who spend most on make-up, or should i say, face paint is shi nuo bi.. i think they gt an english name, but i dont know what is it...
actually, in the beginning, i dont really like them.. but after watching them pereform last two weeks, i realise that they can make everyone high with their performances... then realise that they are actually not that bad one... heeheex....

okies... i forgot what else i wanted to blog about them... i think that's all bahs...
i am going to look for new blogskins ler... tata..
* *

hohoho.. exams is over...

"mid yr exams is finally over... yeah!!! so what? big Os is not over yet...

sianz..

i screw up totally in my mid yr exams...

although i havent get back my results,

i know

from the standard i did the papers

sianz..."

english:

i screwed up in my summary part

ms joanna is going to sentenced me to death..

i didnt finish it...

haish..

social studies:

the source-based qn sux lots

and i screwed up in the essay part

for giving wrong info..

13 marks leh..

haish...

Chinese paper 2:

i dont know what are they talking about from head to toe..

so many words i never see before 1...

haish...

chinese listening comphre:

so suay... our disc went hay-wire...

haish...

bio:

no comments...

amaths paper 1:

total screw up!!! no need to say anything..

confirm die until dry dry...

haish...

emaths paper 1:

i forgot about the paper...

all i know is...

i hate coordinates geometry..

haish...

chemistry:

no comments!

emaths paper 2:

is there anything intresting about it?

all i know is

it deepens my hatred for coordinate geometry

and transformations

and vectors.

with all those stupid numbers.

haish...

History:

i hate source based qn...

hopefully it will pul up my combined humanities marks...

haish..

a maths paper 2:

man... so amny differentiation..

and integration...

do until eyes see stars...

what de.. so many calculations...

must make sure calculator in radian mode

or degree mode...

so troublesome...

shit sia...

haish...

literature paper 1:

or i can say is

i dont know what i was doing during that 90 minutes

except writing crap...

haish...

literature paper 2:

total screw up...

i dont know what am i writing...

neither do i know what the qn is asking...

all i know is...

I HATE THE JOY LUCK CLUB!

there is no joy while doing the papers

i see only tears...

and the most untidy handwriting i have ever written

i was so pissed off by it..

i almost tore the paper...

haish....

"kx.. i've finished talking about my exams...

i hate exams...

im gonna get more than 20 for my L1R4

that's my prediction"

haish...

stressed up...

FEELING SHITTY...

er..... mid-year eaminations is coming.... shit man... i finally found a hole which my head is able to come out and take a breather.... you might think i am exaggerating... but it's true man... my table is filled with all my textbooks, notes, and ten-year-series.... mountains of it.. even my table is unable to contain them... my files are strewn on the floor... hehe... my mummy is going to kill me man...but what to do? no place what, chair also filled liao..... haish.. so many chapters... how to study??? aiyo...

FREAKED OUT!!!

we just had our paper 1 exam last friday. god, it was hell!!! stared at the paper for dont know how long then started writing.. waste so much time.. chinese paper qn is about what racial harmony thingy... though i expected it, but when it came out, i still wasted a few minutes staring at the qn.. freaked out man...

then when it came to the english paper, i almost cried man.... what proposal??? i didnt even thought that they would come out that.... and digesting the qn and thinking of its format alone took me so many dont know minutes.... the whole paper, there wasnt a singlwe word which was wriiten neatly. maybe the first paragraph could be considered presentable, and tidy, but wasnt really that neat... then the later paragraph, no need to say liao lor... i myself couldnt even believe that i could hand in such an untidy script for examinations... the free-writing no need to say also can think of the papers xia chang...

so many cancellations, screwed up conclusions also.... sians.... another untidy scripts... they gave us each 4 piece of writing paper, but i ended up throwing away 4 pieces of writing paper, and handing up another 4 pieces of paper.... stupid right??? dont know because of me how amny trees die liao...

RESOLUTIONS

IT A BIT TOO LATE FOR ME TO MAKE ANOTHER RESOLUTION?? IF IT ISNT,THEN I HOPE THAT ONE DAY, I WILL HAND IN A PERFECTLY TIDY, NEAT AND PRESENTABLE SCRIPT DURING EXAMINATIONS ONE DAY. WHICH SUBJECT DOESNT MATTER. *THOUGH THIS ISNT MY UNTIDEST SCRIPT HANDED UP. IF IM NOT WRONG, THE TOP TWO UNTIDY SCRIPTS WRITTEN BY ME IS THE FINAL YEAR PURE BIOLOGY AND PURE CHEMISTRY PAPER... THOSE PAPERS WERE FREAKING UNTIDY...*HEEE IF IT IS TOO LATE FOR THIS RESOLUTION, IT IS REALLY TOO LATE... I HAVE WRITTEN THEM DOWN, IM NOT DELETING THEM AWAY...

*dont ask me why the last paragraph is in caps lock... it was unintentional, and i am too lazy to change it, so i juz left it that way....

grrrrr

this week, im going to stain my blog to vent my anger...

how can they do that sia....

i thought they learnt cme..

where'z their respect for others???

they think they very pretty?

or very handsome?

anyway, even if they ARE handsome and pretty,

they still dont have the zi ge to say people,

critise people what

think he very handsome?

people with yan guang will know that

he doesnt even fall under the

'good-looking' category

let alone handsome

the face so mo peng

so rough

look like sa pi gou like that

still want to say other people...

never think about other people feelings

insult people until like that

what if that happens to u?

would u feel offended? humiliated?

huh?

please lah..

think before u talk la

brain rust ler izzit?

my friend didnt even offend you all lor..

just sit down there quietly

then u all like that bully her

please lah..

she is not born into this world for u all to bully one okies

u think she never say anything means she doesnt give a damn?

she DOES give it a damn

and so do i

although i know i dont have the li chang to scold u all

but as her friend,

i do think i gt the li chang to speak up for her

*this blog here only reflects my thoughts

and also as classmates, i do hope u all will still respect her

because no mattter what, she is still a living thing

she still deserves respect from all

and especially when she didnt even offend u guys from the start.

hetic week

it seems like my bloggie a bit too quiet leh... but cannot help it arh.... mid-year is coming, and i havent even start on my so many revisons, except biology.... what the hell.... time pass so fast man... 1 week so fas pass one...

tis week damn hectic man.... so many test... monday got chinese paper 1 test, wednesday got summary test and chinese mock exam, thursay got chemistry and emaths test...study like siao like that sia... so many formulas, equations.... arh... going crazy soon... sobx...

yesterday i got physical fitness test.. i finally realise something... IM GETTING OLD!!! haish.... some of the stations i got improve, some... no need mention lah... i didnt even perspire when i finished the whole thing... so unexpected...

after that, i went or my cca... hahaha... that day was the MOST free one sia... no need to be angry with them, no need to shout at them, just see the juniors practice.... im so happy.... the coach was the one who was angry with them.. i just stand there yak ya talk cock with jingting and sujun lor... because nothing to do mah... then after that su airong told me we next week, during speech day have to perform...

that was so.... im going to perform alone.... on stage... my god... i got phobia leh..... later can see me tremble like hell like that... where got people perform wushu that time tremble de???? haish...

itz raining...

oh my god.... itz raining like hell man......
although i like rainy days, but this weather doesnt look too good too..
because later will got too much stagnant water, and will breed mosquitoes... the insects which i hope wiil extinct soon.... i hate them sia.. always make me lose my sleep....

anyway, something intersting happened just now.. i was on my way back home, i was already at the void deck and i want to press the lift button. then as i pressed the lift button, a lightning came, and followed by a LOUD thunder followed.... i was so shocked, that i thought the lift spoiled or wat... then got one auntie who saw my reaction, laughed at me.... i was like... grr... -.- like that also funny.. humph!! funny meh.... keekkee... but when i think about it now, i feel qiote stupid... what is worst, now for no good reason, i am afraid of thunder... what the hell...

now is the qing ming period.. so its always raining... though im not superstitious, but i guessed itz quite true leh... wednesday is the actual qing ming.... so i think it will rain really heavyily on that day.... hopefully it will rain heavily the whole day.. haha... why? so no wushu mah.... or at least no need to run.... so tired of running.... hope that day, it will rain so heavily that the jiao lain cannot come to our school... or if he got umbrella, then spoil or something like that, so cca cancel, go home sleep, study test.. haha... i feel so bad...

maybe it will be even a better idea if it rains heavily on thursday rather than wednesday, because we need to run 2.4 on thursday.... haish. i got no hope n confidence to pass leh... hiash....

hehe.. bad things aside... guess what???? zhi yang is campus superstar!!!!!! oh y god, i am so happy.... im so glad he won.. compared to teresa.... heheh... i dont really like him that much though.. i like yi yuan best.... oo.. yi yuan soo cute...[ i am fa hua chi-ing] dont bother me... =)

allosh... im back again... this two weeks... lots of things happen....

first, bryan won the star idol... im sooooooooo happy about it....god.. i thought he would lose to leo sia.. then luckily in the end, he won... man, i was so glad....

second, dunno why... maybe is because of study pressure, so many people are losing their tempers... of course, i did lost mine....and lots of time.....well, who doesn't get affected by the study pressure??? every week, if suay, got 5 tests a week.. or maybe 4.. if lucky, then only one or two test.... then after school, everyday , except monday, got in-focus, wednesday, still got cca, muz geng until 630pm... then during that time, still must go train the juniors.... im really tired of everything man....

speaking of those juniors... i know as their seniors, i shouldnt say this, but sometimes i really feel like smacking them sia... they just REFUSE to do everything properly... what the hell! they would rather go run ten runs around the parade square, rather do push ups than do those basic training for wushu!! since they like that so much, why didnt they join track n field from the start? they shouldnt have joined wushu in the first place.. sad to say, i dont think this cca can survive for a long time.... im just so freaking fed-up with them....

then, ther's is another person in my class, who yesterday, made me pissed off. maybe i shoouldnt menion his name... just call him E. [i think all knows who is it liao] he insulted one of my best friends, because of her figure.... how could he do that???? he thinks himself as someone who is 100% perfect huh???? i can swear, he is defintely not! he doesnt even have a 'fit' figure, those biceps muscle showing, and those six-pacs, and he goes around criticing my friend of her figure.... he thinks he is handsome??? he is definetly not... anyway, im not going to talk much about it anymore.... im just so pissed off with him... blogging about him makes me think that im staining my blog dirty... can i say that??? is it right to say that? have i gone too far??? im not so sure about it myself, to say the truth....

chinese o levels is coming... im getting worried about it sia... or maybe we shouldnt even talk about it, but talk about mid year exams first..... im just so worried that i would have no ling gan when doing my compositions, and essays... sometimes i really dont have it... and can leave my essay to rot for a few days...but exams how????? shit man!!

er.... hehe.. it has been exactly 1 month since i blogged... keke.. paiseh arh...
so long never blog, so many things happen...... li teng didnt won superhost, bryan is in the grandfinals of star idol, yi yuan is out of campus superstar.... haish...

holiday is ending soon.. so fast... im still struggling with my a maths qn... those stupid questions... grr. literature essay.. er.... i finally gt it done, i finally got ling gan last night, and completed it this morning.... yeah! i'm still cracking and racking my brain and wasting my so limited amount of brain cell on how to start.... sianz... my limbs are aching like hell.. brain overload... haish....

recently, i read ge tou tian wang book. then inside got quite a lot of meaningful phrases like 'zui sha jing de bu shi shu le de ren, er shi yi kai shi jiu bu xiang ying de ren' and 'a person without money might not be the poorest, but a person without any dreams is defintely the poorest'. i finished the book finally, but now, i dont know what to read.... haish...

oh ya... i finally changed my blogsin... no more dangou.. credits to weng yan.. heex... although no more wang zi bian qing wa, but now is so-called wang zi bian qing wa part 2 idol drama -- ai qing mo fa shi.. i lke it lotz.. to weng yan: thanks a lot arh... but the links got problem right?? i saw it... i will go and check...but must rack my brains to think of songs to put in blog... grr.. brain exploding.. haish..

oh ya.. today something interesting happened.. i was chewing gum while watching tv and dreaming at the same time, then i dont know why, the gum dropped and tangled with my hair... eww... it was damn disgusting sia... i juz washed my hair some more... then in the end i had to cut that part of hair off, because it was realy damn eww... now im losing hair.... haish....

time passed really fast.. haish....

tmr 5566 having concert in taiwan.... i cannot go... haish...

so long never blog liao, dont know what to say and what to blog... haish...