i am a bad girl today.
i skipped all my lessons today.
well, it's only maths and elective...
*shrugs*
i didnt really regret skipping maths.
coz khairul told me that KuanKo did nothing except for drawing a few graphs.
well... when is he teaching something???
work is so damn bored today...
but Su was here... haha
yingzhen came too.
*woots*
tmr full shift...
i am so not looking forward to that....
hope no MSP
hope wendy tam nt cuming
hope gt shuai ge-s tmr
hope we gt 40k by closing, then no need extent time.
hope tmr everyone gd mood
then fast fast close shop
hope cindy poh wont biitch too much. i will bite!
hope daddy is free at night,
then he can bike me home.
i WONT walk home tmr!!!

when walking to interchange today,
i realised that tpss is celebrating racial harmony today.
and i just missed the days when we wore the ethnic costumes la....
especially during sec 3 and 4.
haha.
shall go and dig out those photos...
and post them up post them up once again.
heehee...
i am missing those days man....
>.<

i miss lit

i just realise that i have written a one and a half page of 'essay' for my ipct report under 'account'. and it's only 10 marks lo..... it's 10 marks, but it seems like i am writting my literature essay like that... haish... i do miss those days when i am writting my essay.... of course, only those when i gt inspiration la... no inspiration = let assignment rot until inspiration comes. that was how i did lit... aha. omg. this is so random. back to report. bye.

sian ah~~~
i still have:
1. ipct report by monday
2. micro a report by week 16
3. biz mandrin oral presentation on week 16
4. formal communication skills presentation on week 16
5. inorganic chemistry report by week 17
6. exams...

tmr is friday.. and i've work again...
sians....
exams are coming, yet i need to work 4 days coz of sales..
kuku lah...
saturday full shift AGAIN!!!
3rd full shift liao...
happy: more than 65 bucks will enter my pocket in a day
sad: 1. SALES LEH!!! SALES!!!!!!! how to survive????
2. no eye candy to accompany me.... =((( means no motivation to work.

i nv look forward to full shifts before.
i nv will.
except the 65 bucks.
saturday better be a quiet day.
AS IF!!!
hopefully no MSP ah....
anw, evelyn aw yung wont be cuming de..
hahaha.
tt one nvm liao....
wendy tam is ok de~
haha.
*cindy poh better not bitch too much tt day.
i will bite her head off.*

1 hr of sleep is not enough to wake me up for the day
but it is enough to make me feel like sleeping for the rest of the day
and not waking up...
>.<>.<

due to the sales,
there was a temporary suspension of the following:
exchange/refund.
reservation
STOCK ENQUIRES
PACK STOCK
there is definitely a reason why the last two are in caps.
haha.
how i LOVE sales period man....
'sorry for the inconvience caused'
haha.
to myelf: nono, no sorry...
it's just so fine with me.
it didnt caused any inconvience. haha!
but clothes everywhere that part..
hmmss....
i replenish stock also must think carefully de...
then fold clothes fold slowly....
slow slow separate..
fold so fast, later messed up again
fold until face green green..
nt worthy..
haha.
and i take back my words on saying that
the neatest place in gtm is the store room.
coz when i went in today
i almost fainted.
like just finish war like tt lah!!!!
omg!!!

g2000

woots.
G2000 end season sale.
up to 50% discount!!
today is the first day.
and it ends at 25th, i think.
i was at men side today
phew~
ladies side was...
haha.
needless to say.
it is always during this time when u can see ugly singaporeans
u can see the kiasu attitude of singaporeans coming out...
just by looking at the ladies side.
haish..
wonder why people used to say that females are neater than the guys.
1 look at the shop,
and i object to it seriously.
haha.
men side was quiet today.
derick said that coz they know that there were two students
coming to work straight after school
then will be tired.
so they dun come,
let us relax.
-.-
haha.
and a guy who was quite gd looking came lah.
i served him
woots.
hah.
derick so bad.
say tt guy my 梦中情人
he said that the guy dont like him
coz the guy didnt want him to serve.
he asked the guy if he needed assistance,
but the guy asked 'where's that lady?' instead.
haaha...
then derick kept teasing me abt tt guy.
*blush*
but he say that guy shorter than him (coz of the pants length)
and also fatter than him... (coz of the size)
>.<>

i saw this on PeiPei's blog. and i really thought it was... hmm.. true.
haah.. i am too lazy to type everything out. so i am just going to copy them from her blog and re edit them. =)

*credits to PeiPei*

'At my workplace, theres 2 gangs. I don't mean segregation, its more like a foodie mini gang. The 1st gang is the bubbletea gang. I myself love bubbletea, then theres also PeiPei, Elaine & Evelyn. The 2nd gang is the 包 gang, the Ho Kee 包 from B1 of Tampines Mall is a must try! Yum. Theres of course myself in this gang, then theres Soo Bee-jie & PeiPei.' i guess we are trying ti recruit more people into these gangs. hahah.

my jiejie say she will invest 10 bucks for the milubing album i have been wanting to buy for so long..... yeahs!!!!!!!! hhaah. i think i should buy it fast, in case she changes her mind anytime. hahaha..... YEAHS!!! 10 bucks leh. that is almost half the price. heh heh. i love jie jie. ^^v

bored

im bored again...

haha.

i guess i get bored very easily....

i ate my donuts liao......

but the mint dark chocolate donut didnt settle my craving

for dark chocolate mint...

coz there wasnt any mint flavour at all...

=(

but looking at the bright side,

at least i get to eat dark chocolate.

heehee...

=)))

i just ate 2 donuts.

cannot like tt lah...

like that sure gain weight de...

lol!

duhs!

>.<

im bored

i am bored....
im stuck with my inorganic chemistry report....
and my eyes are closing....
sad...
today worked.
the madness has started... with the 50% thingy...
die die die...
these people are nv neat.
these people are forever so kiasu....
me one small person serve 4 to 5 customers at one time???
wth...
but i like these sales.
coz it will also be the time when i dun really need to spend big bucks on my clothes
i bought a pair of shorts and a top.
hehe.

******
today is evelyn's birthday.
went to suntec to celebrate it with her.
and we bought donuts.
hehe
i bought mint dark choc donut.
but have to ask Dionis help me take home
coz i going to work, then abit late mah
later they see le, know i go gai gai then late for work
i willl die ah...
haha.

today is tiring..
my eyes are closing soon.
my battery is flat.
>.<

Mr Jay vs Mr Hafiz

i just realised that Mr Jay;'s teaching style is similar to Mr Hafiz. they are damn humorous with many stories. just that mr jay doesnt throw things around, and also doesnt call out " turtle brain' and 'god-damn-idiot' . haha. i miss those days man..

food!!!

i have a sudden craving for donuts!!!
o.O
the chocolate mint donut from donut factory!!!!
woahs... i missed it man....
speaking of chocolate mint,
michelle and i were chatting the other day
and we touched about our birthdays.
we are 1 month apart.
of course she is the older one... haha
we were saying that we are going to celebrate our birthdays together.
and we are going to have a HUGE cake.
half tiramisu for darling mimi
and half chocolate mint flavour for me.
hehehe!!!!!
MiMi promised me a HUGE pacifier on my birthday too.
coz i told her i am a baby.
haha.
i am looking forward to it.
but maybe we should find 1 for XiaoMao too.
she's more baby younger than me!
haahaa
=)))

big big headache

i am going bonkers soon man!!! week 16 is coming soon. exams are round the corner. (are they?) many projects' deadline are coming up... haish...

look at what i have been studying today:
MicroBiology A: chytridiomycota
basidiomycota
glomeromycota

Inorganic Chemistry: hexaamminecobalt (III) trichloride
pentaaquabromorhodium (IV) triiodide
sodium tetracyanonickelate (II)
potassium hexafluoroaluminate (III)

omg. i dont even know where to start. and exams are coming (are they?) i am going to tear my hair out over these man... someone please bar me from chatting online in the wee hours.... PLEASE!!!! and i need to stop bubble shooting.. argh... >.< i have to admit, whatever happened yesterday really affected me badly. hopefully, everything will be back to normal again soon. HOPE

conversation

had a conversation with Lisa on MSN the other day. it was quite 经典. hehe. it went something like that:

Lisa: Evelyn and Wendy dropped by today
Me (innocently thinking that she was referring to Evelyn Chia
n Wendy Poh): NOT FAIR!!! I DIDNT WORK TODAY!!!
Lisa: no, is DOM (district manager)
Lisa: Evelyn Aw Yung and Wendy Tam
Me: Woahs!!!! LUCKY I NV WORK AH!!!!!
*****

没事gtm why so many people same name for what seh?!?!

miaomiao's birthday

tomorrow is miaomiao's birthday!!!!
MIAOMIAO!!!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!
17 YRS OLD LE!!!!!!
HAHA...
i cant celebrate ur birthday with you
but i am really very happy that u guys popped down to find me.
=))))
i sing birthday song for u ok?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DARLING MIAOMIAO~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U~
=)))))
HAPPY BIRTHDAY....
BEST OF LUCK FOR UR O LVL.

rmb nt to forget me ok?
haha.
last of all....
i still wanna announce.
i am still 16!
haha.
xiao mao, we same same...
haha.
*hug-Z*

070707

yesterday night was defintely worth it. coz derick and wendy he hao lo!!! yeahs!!!! haha. great to see them talking to one another again. it feels so weird when they dont talk to each other. make me feel so paiseh. dont know who to talk to, or i will neglect the other. anyway, hope they will be fine liao... no more dao-ing one another ok?? suppers really help improve friendship after work. hehe. reached home quite late. 1am. but mum didnt nag or scold. coz i gt keep her informed about my whereabouts wherever i am. hehe. i good girl seh.. haha.

today's work is absolute boring... weekend not like weekend like that. so quiet. not used to not busy weekend seh... weekend should be very very bz mah.... like that then fun. haha. so bored until keep packing stock. and 8pm is so like so long la... wait until sian lo... pack stock duno pack how many times, check stock duno check how many times, fold clothes fold until sian liao... haish....

BUT BUT BUT michelle, xiao mao, miaomiao any yuying came to look for me lehs!!! haha. actually want half do work, half alk with them, but kim kept looking at me. then in the end, they didnt even say bye bye to me then left la! =(((((( nvm. one day i will go out play with them, play until siao. hehe. PROMISE!!!

i have earned a new nickname in g2000. given by belinda. she called me 'baby shi ping'. coz i am the baby of gtm. i sort of liked it. haha. i like to be the baby. no matter how many new staffs they recruit, none of them is younger than me. haha. that's nice. haha. omg. i sound as if i am very old in gtm lah. ok. i will stop.

ah boy say i fat. =(((
im nt THAT fat la.
i more chubby nia...
cannot ah?
grrs!!!!!!
i dun want fren him.
he say i fat,
and he di siao me abt last night thingy! =(

random murmurs

i've changed my blog title and... ending?? changed it because i suddenly think that if i should forget him, i should not leave those phrases in this skin bahs... it makes myself think that i am dedicating this skim to him AGAIN. and i dont want it! the turtle skin is one, and enough. now, i have changed my blog title dedicating to my eye candy. hehe. and my blog background song... it might not be a mew/ latest song, yet it reminds me of my eye candy whenever i hear it. hehe. everything is all about my eye candy. haha. how come it sounds like i am using my eye candy to tao bi reality? but i want to clarify: i dont have any BGR feelings towards him, i dont have any crush on him... just purely eye candy. PURELY eye candy. can see cannot touch. hehe. =)

shutter

hohoho...
no ipct today,
3 hr break.
after eat, went to find empty tutorial room
and the 8 of us watched shutter.
scary lah~ tt movie...
see us all hide behind hands...
i hide behind my bag la..
haha
then watched halfway at a scary part,
someone tried to open tut room door.
freaked us out lo.
watched till the climax.
but dun dare watch.
was hiding behind my bag throughout..
but watched till there then stopped le
coz have to go for prac..
haha.
i guess this is the most interesting part of today
which is worth to blog bahs.
haha....

i sms-ed mummie poh, and she didnt reply lo!
nt fair!

i am left with:
micro a ppt by friday to janella.
physical chemistry proj by week 16
inorganic chemistry report by week 16
oral presentation for com skills week 16
chinese oral presentation duno when.
omg.
week 16. i hate u!
i am going to bed.
bye bye. =x

02072007

hohoho. i am a crazy girl. first, i sleep only for about 2.5 hrs. my physical chemistry titration curves were at fault. >.<>.< after that, went to bugis to shop while waiting for her friend, erick, to arrive. shopped ard bugis street, then the 3 of us went to Ic Monster. i intro them the place, but dont know where. in the end walk ard so long, and found it opp. sim lim. -.- after that went so sim lim, then went back to bugis street , coz before that, many shops were not open yet.

after that we walked to suntec city. janella led the way. then went to citylink. then went to marina square. damn far lo. walk tilll sweat all over. walk till leg ache lo! after that went to Hans to eat dinner. damn funny la, coz of the roast chicken vs chicken chop issue. haha. make the 3 of us duno want to cry or laugh. especially eric. haha. janella exchanged with him. haha. his chicken chop become roast chicken, coz janella exchanged with him when they saw the roast chicken's zhen mian mu. haha.... my fried rice was the safest. haha.

after eating, went back to gtm work. yes, WORK!!! it's monday ma. almost late lo. ALMOST! haha. phew!! imagine standing and walking ard whole day la.reached home my leg numb liao. still cnt slp, coz micro a proj havent do. siao liao, coz janella say this fri must send to her. in the end realise we still haev few more weeks to go. growls! and i sleep 5 hrs nia! same thing la. HY companied me talk cock. haha. *thank you ah* tot 5 hrs would be enuf, in the end wake up damn tired. quite regret i volunteer to work today! hhaa.

I PASSED MATHS!!! haha
great motivation to do a maths better le.
hahha.

well... corinne tagged me to do this. so here goes:
here are the rules: each player of the game starts off by giving six weird things about themselves. people who get tagged next will have to write in a blog of their own six weird things as well as state the rules above clearly. at the very end, the chosen person will have to choose the next 6 person to be tagged and in turn do this thing.

6 weird things about me:
1. i am slow in memorizing things. but when i finally gets it, i wont forget it easily.
2. i cant picture 3-D images. (dont ask me why)
3. i can be superstitious about many many things when it comes to exams period.
4. i like to buy new things, but i dont like to throw away old stuffs.
5. i like to shop, but i dont like to spend money.
6. i dont like to spend my hard saved money.

i dont know what to write la. it's mostly xia bai-ing. i dont know what weird stuffs i have la!

people to write in their blog:
1. weng yan
2. miao ru
3. evelyn
4. felyssia
5. selicia
6. yuying

hmm

i just realise i my shooting skills and aiming skills is super duper kns lah. hhaa.
ok.
weichong asked me to help him find a song: 光芒 by 苏永康, which is the song for 谁与zhen锋. that show is a wushu show, main characters, of course, includes vincent ng lah.
haha. people.. help me find that song ok? vincent ng show... support. ahah

*heart-Z* eye candy

o.O
after common test today, went to toa payoh with evelyn and lionel to find my eye candy. took such a long time to find him lo. we went so many rounds everywhere, even almost gave up. haha. thanks lots to lionel for leading the way. never really go toa payoh before, also dont know where to start. walk here walk there... kept cant find la... then we walked the last street. towards interchange. then i was already telling myself, if still cannot find, then too bad lo. i go home, dont find him le. but luckily got find tt shop. haha. happy happy. he saw me he also shocked, was like.... ' so nice of u to come see me wor'... haha. of course lah... dont know how long never see him liao wat... i kept telling him i very sian, work in g2000... continuing coz of money. he told me i shouldnt work for money, should work for myself, my future. hah. and he keep motivating me to study. dont so sian. coz study life is the most enjoyable life. then we talk alot alot la. about his shop and g2000, his army thingy... and the aeroplane thingy. haha! what else??? i cnt remember for now la. haha. i only know he keep asking me to jiayou, dont so sian la, and he will drop by TM if he got time. haha. coz i said that i got no motivation for work, then he say alot of things, then say what 'i motivating u now lo, but cannot everyday motivate u mah, coz not working there le'. haish.... his boss la. all the boss fault. everything boss' fault. hahah.
o.O he say he miss disturbing me lehs!!!!! hahah. i miss disturbing him too, and letting me disturb too. haha. i guess i will drop by again, one day, when i have a short day in school.

to eye-candy: hopefully my appearance today will bring luck to u for the next two days. then u can hit target, got commission lo. haha. take care during reservist ah. hurt ur hand again, i will laugh the hell out at u. hahaha. thanks for motivation, must drop by ah!!!! haha. =DDDDD

tmr i am working.
purple uniform. hmms.

common test reflections.

hey hey!!! i am back!!!! finally, i have passed this torturous week. common test is over!!!!!! yeahs yeahs!!! haha. okok. since last year, after common tests or exams, i will do reflections on the paper, except O levels, coz i was tired. anyway, here's my reflections for my common tests:

Monday: Physical Chemistry
i concentrated alot on the pH calcualtions. in the end, come out how many questions???? argh!!! first few questions and i am already stoning at the paper. wth. but cannot say my efforts are all gone down the drain la. it helped in some ways. I HATE GASES! I HATE GASES!!!

Tuesday: Inorganic Chemistry
the paper was like.... ok??? it was do-able. but i am quite disappointed with myself for 2 questions. MCQ question, which we were supposed to find the percentage yield. i did not manage to find it, in the end, anyhow shade. another MCQ question about the mass sample also dont know how to do.. haish.... i am keeping my fingers crossed for a minimum B. hopefully an A. hope it doesnt turn out like O level Bio, expect a b3, turn out three grades lower. >.<

Wednesday: Maths.
i have never passed a maths exam before. i wont be surprised if i dont pass this too. i did know how to do a few questions la.. few marks here, few marks there... i will be glad enough to scrape through. a pass will do... pleaseeeeee.....

Thursday: Microbiology A
i'm glad i studied hard for it. at least when going through, i know what i am learning. but i am disappointed in 1 area: i forgot what is metabolism. 3 marks leh! in the end, i crapped la! all catabolism, anabolism, enzyme.. all come out. ha!

Friday: Business Mandrin
the most chim chinese paper i have ever taken in my life. hence, all the chimilogy answers all came out, without me myself knowing what i am writing. haha. if i fail this paper, i guess this will be the first mother tongue paper i fail la! i rather writ bao zhang du hou gan seh.....

i guess that's all for my papers. one thing is common throughout my papers- my handwriting sucks big time. dont be surprise. my tutorials handwriting and exams writing will never be the same. i dont write neatly during these papers. i write words which are readable. haha. the only exam which my handwriting was neat was O levels english paper 2. and i got a b3. maybe the nice handwriting gained me some marks. haha. crap! common test over!!!! yipee!!!!!

我回来了

hey people
im back from my wushu camp.
hahha.
though only go for 2 days 1 night,
but still quite fun lah.
the games played are nice.
like the human checkers.
haha.
jump here jump there,
see the seniors, all the stunts come out already seh..
haha.
watched the movie 少林寺by 李连杰.
cool la!!!!
actually want to watch 食神by 周星驰
but alot of people watch before liaos..
sad lah.
wat else???
i like the envelop thingy that the seniors created too...
so nice
see the stuffz they wrote,
sweet lah!!! haha
i mean, the encouraging words.
haha =D
and i spammed alot of people's envelops.
haha.
by drawing stickman spoon. haha =D
mmm...
oh ya, i slept on the hard floor, without mattress lehs...
woke up with a damn pain shoulder.
15 minutes after waking up,
physical training started.
with lots of stretching exercises.
pain ah....
can hear all my bones crack lo..
especially my knees and neck.
now, i am aching all over.
hands, legs, butt, neck...
haish....
and my leg has three different shades of tan lah.
*growls*
and im slightly sunburnt. red colour on my arms and face.
*humps*
but i gt make new frens in the camp lah..
gals like Corrine, ShuYan, JunYuan, Geraldine...
guys like ChoonHong
(bo bian, who ask him is ah tao..)
he is ok la, though he keeps trying to split me and jingting up. =(
then there is WeiChong.
he gt something that reminds of Blackie ah..
cnt mention lah...
he played TaiDi with us. haha
then got KahHui (is that how i spell)?
talk cock with me and JingTing during the movie.
influenced by our lame-ness.
haha.
duhs.
who else?
i forgot la
oo tired to remember everything.
bluahs.
slp, tmr study ah!!!!!!
common test!!!
*growls*

new blogskin

i've got myself a new blogskin. because i think that i should not hold on to the past. i guess that i should move on with my life, without him, since the 'turtle owner' has moved on to the next phase of his life. i guess that i should not hold on to this childish hope of mine. from today onwards, he will just be a memory to me. a beautiful memory, which will occupy a space in my heart. =)))

randomly random

this is an absolute random blogpost. because i really dont know what to do. im suppose to be doing my project lo.... or should i say, i should be revising my maths today, and nt slacking as i am doing now??? haha. lol. let's all say bye bye to good comon tests grades for me. bluahs!!!!!

shrek ice cream

i finally ate shrek ice cream.
hehehehehehehe..
it wasnt as nice as i expected it.
but it wasnt that bad either. hahah
but quite expensive lah. $1.80 leh.
*****
seems like i am still not yet prepared for my common tests.
still so much havent study.
still got wushu camp sumore.
omg.
how? how? how???
haish.....
*****
i have make up my decison.
hopefully, i can succeed.
wish me luck.

jay's performnace.

reputation tarnished!!!

i officially announce that my reputation is tarnished in g2000!!!! why? i am kena complained. for? wrong measurement of altering a pair of pants. growls. i seriously dont know what the hell went wrong. it is either i took the wrong measurement, i remember her measurement wrongly, or i took the wrong alteration slip for her. coz i helped so many people take alteration at one go... growls. she found out that her pants were too short. she called up customer service and rant and rant, scold and scold and scold about it. then evelyn aw yong called up and want to know what went wrong. buthow could i remember??? grrs!!!!!!! i only know i take many people's measurement la... evelyn aw yong say if it were to happen again, i will have to pay full price for the pants. shit shit shit.
i am not going to touch alteration anymore. i rather stand at the door, fold clothes, greet customers for the whole day... hrumphs!!

i still want to eat hashbrown!!!!!!!!
derick and leon still owe me 2 maths qn!!!!

mac

i've been to mac for the past three days for supper... haha..
see mac, now feel like vomiting lah. haha.... super full...
but tonight different... got claire!!!!! hahahhaha.... so long nv eat together le....
thanks lots to derick boy, who walk home with me every night... haha... poor boy have to take bus 34 back alone.... =x scary leh. midnight take bus alone.... =xxxx
but he is 'spared' from it tonight, coz the 3 of us took our bus from interchange... lucky i no need wait for 292 for 30 mins ah... lucky ah..hehe. abo very scary lo.... take bus alone at midnight very scary.... or am i thinking too much??? haha

anyway, things at work seems to sux alot, and i duno why. after going back to men side to work on friday, i feel that.... at men side, i fee more 'real'. things at the opposite just seems abit too fake. i dont know why. maybe i am thinking too much... who knows? i see people change during this six months. i see the true colours of many many people. haish.... maybe this is because i know abit too much here and there. and this makes my position even more awkward. dont know what to say la..... but all i know is, i feel lik going back to men side lah.... i dun mind fold men shirt..... i dun mind go into that small storeroom.... i dun mind doing housekeeping at men side.... REALYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!! can someone bring me back there?
or maybe i should listen to evelyn, quit this job and focus hard on my studies, before i get lousy grades, which results me in having to mug harder for more As in the future so as to secure a space in university before my future is doomed. which route should i choose??? HIASH~

o.O
i am back from work!!!!
i was at men side today.
hehehehe.
nice!!!!
abit slack ah.
and i volounteered to do housekeeping....
because i long time never do liao...
haha.
sumore i youngest there. hehe
volunteer... no one bully me ok, derick?
but tt stupid vaccum kept yi yor yi yor, with a damn high pitch.
irritating lah...
and coz of that, i cnt hear what they were talking abt, and derick say i dao.
-.-
vaccumming tt time, duno why lah, i kept bumping into things.
derick say i like destroying house like that.
growls!!!
after work went Mac again. haha
felt like eating apple pie mah... craving.
it was pathetic lo
went to TM and the 24 hr Mac, all no space to sit de....
wth. so many nocturnal tampinesians for what seh.....
poor me and derick had to ta pao and went to some other places to sit.
went to the Hans there. but thry lock the chairs to the tables.
-.-
then went to coffeebean
actually ok de, but then got a person sitting beside us smoking.
wth lo.
the table pasted a sticker saying 'no smoking' leh....
but, we were lucky we did not need to go sit at void deck eat lah. hah
talk cock, then he walked me home...
haha.
grumbled to him about micro a lecture.
hehe
i want to feedback ah...
bluahs!!!
hhaa
nothing to blog le.
sleep.
tmr still need to work....
sads.
=(
no one company me again...........

photos!!!!

taken during inorganic chem

practical make-up lesson

good girls, we wear lab coat

and goggles

(felyssia and me)

bad girls. we didnt wear goggles.
LOL

re-crystallization process

waiting for crystals to grow....

see the crystals??

cool huh??

filtering....

actually, there were more photos of the experiment

which peishan took for me.

but i cnt upload them into my com.

sad.

nvm.

next time bahs...

credits to felyssia's blog.

ps: PeiShan, cnt credit u YET, wait till photos are uploaded ok?

=DDD

more photos!!!!

credits from evelyn's blog

nyp's pond...

pond everywhere,

fishes everywhere.

evelyn ah.... i found out liao ah...

u die u die...

我告你侵犯我的隐私ah...

haha.

while we were decorating the neoprints.

my itchy hands resulted in this.

felt so guilty lah...

actually everything perfect le lo...

sorry, people.

that will be the last time i touch neoprint machine...
but i have to say, the neoprints taken are quite nice... haha

=DDD
this might be abit late, but late is better than not uploading it, isnt it?

haha. these pics were taken on wednesday...

when our lessons only lasted for 50 mins.

so me, felyssia, evelyn, dionis, rui yi and janella went to J8 to watch movie.

we watched shrek, and it was funny lah... haha

dionis and RuiYi were abit suay though.

their ice lemon tea, firstly, had gas bubbles in it

(eewww)

then went to exchange.

in the end, their ice lemontea was diluted till no taste one lo...

omg...

after the movie, we went to take neoprints.

took 2.

coz first one, the proportion wasnt right.

second one, actually could be perfect de lo..

in the end, destroyed by me.

coz the pen i was holding touched the screen, and became what wass shown in the photo lah...

one big big one....

omg.. feel so bad loo...

and it couldnt be changed coz it was the last minute lah.

omg... sorry sorry sorry people.....

after that, we rushed back to school

for the SGH hospital trip....

and it was tiring de lo....

the person walk til so relax,

we run behind like duno wat like tt..

sians ah...

THEN after that,

still got wushu practice.

omg....

tired + tired la...

haishs.....

photos!!!!!

we went to UK funfair

norty janella took the pic of us when no one was looking.


felyssia and evelyn went on it...


see it turns...


round...


and...

round....


me too scared to ride lah....


more thrillers...


genting look alike...


take a break!!!
our california raisins bread and felyssia's donut.


kiddy rides, anyone?


reminds me of genting only...


but this is in woodlands lah...


how i love to get on the 'flying chair'...


felyssia and evelyn


brave evelyn took this all alone...


looks scary huh?


but i think nt tt scary lo...
but then again,
i stil dun dare ride lah...
haha

pics

lab results for microbiology a....

see the bacteria grow.... cool...

=D

chalet.

chalet photos.

i just realised i havent upload them yet.

haha.

jonathan pee and me

(he looks so toot blur)

爱人 and me
=DDD

me and ah boy (leon)

(clean me + sweaty him =x)

noisest bunch in g2000

partimers + airen
=DDD

chalet group =)

tolerance, endurance, patience

tolerance, patience, endurance. i guess that's what made me stay in g2000 for 6 months. haha. to think that time has passed so fast. i have actually worked in g2000 for 6 months. my contract has ended. haha

hmms... thinking back now, i remembered the first day i entered there. i ws trained by then DOM- stanley. omg. he was so strict lo.... taught me so many things at 1 go.... as though the slow me could rmb. but until nw, i still rmb. haha. then XiaoXuan so strict with me sumore.... scary~~ i also remember my first post about work. i blogged that there were nothing much, nothing special. but subsequently, there were more and more updates on work. spewing vulgarities, venting anger, sharing joy(playing at chalet) and unhappiness (***) and so on....

working there has also widen my circle of friends. Wendy and i became closer due to XXX (though we have drifted apart again.. =( ]. getting to know new friends like saobao Leizl, Claire, Jonathan (PeePee), Derick, Suriati (milk), Lisa (PeiPei), HuiXuan, JianWei (帅哥). of course, not forgetting my 爱人 Jazz!!! haha. oh ya, and nt forgetting my neighbours, Leon (ah boy)[bossini] and Thomas [SooKee] haha.

learnt alot from the seniors too.... funny Elaine mummy-to-be, SooBee, XiaoXuan, Kally korkor, Hafizah, Kim.... haha. btw, how cn i nt learnt anything under XiaoXuan lo... she's so strict.... im still scared of her.... @_@

6 months leh.... unbelivable right? i feel like opening champenge to celebrate. but i underage ah... haha. anyway, nothing to celebrate too... haha. hopefully still cn endure abit longer ah... so no need take money from parents... hah.

sad life

好累啊
也好怀念我们当初的接触.
有说不完的话, 聊不完的话题
就算聊了一小时也不完.
那种感觉, 那个时候....
非常 非常 怀念

好想见到你,
好想你站在我面前
拍拍我的肩膀 叫我 relax
有可能吗?
就想当初一样...

moodless in school today. why? because i saw someone whom i seriously dont feel like seeing. it's not the first time see her in school lah... but.. dont know lah. i just cnt imagine myself and her 在同一个空间呼吸. but maybe i should thank her for shaping the character that i 'possess' now? PeiShan is right. i should not let tis thing affect me anymore. thanks lots to khairul.... for hearing me talk too... =DDD let's go find eye-candy. i'll definetely cheer up. haha.

woohoo!!!!

chatted with my airen last night. haha. really miss her lots. haha. chatted about... hmms... alot alot alot alot of things.... she said that she will be coming down to GTM on weekend. haha. dont know whether true or nt leh.... haha.. hope to see her again soon lo.... yeah!!!!! =DDDDD

pinky uniform time:

chalet!!!!!

打工好累阿

媽媽說我已經沒有心做工了.
她說得沒錯,
我的確已經沒有心繼續做下去了.
累了
真的好想不干了.
hiash......

random thoughts again

hmms.... i have been high over my yan jing tang guo these 2 days.
haha
bo bian... because new de mah... haha
JingTing thought i have a crush on him.
but i dont lah... i know it myself... =D
PeiShan hear me say about him until she feels like meeting him...
haha. sometime later ba, girl. =D

hmms....
tuesday went back to collect my leaving cert....
saw my Os result....
demoralised seh....
i know lah.
the time when i gt my results, i was happy.
coz i gt scored better than expected,
i passed english, scored distinction for lit, scored a B for maths, broke the f9 curse for amaths.
but i am seriously demoralized, when i saw my science result.
until now... haish. high expectations, crap results. sians.....

anyway.... i saw wendy. so qiao lo. haha
AND I SAW MIAORU!!!!!
yeah!!! haha
so long nv see miaomiao le...
and she dedicated a post for me leh.. special request de.. haha.
i love u girl.....
we talked about some things.
and i feel that we are really drifting apart.
though we still cn catch up a bit lah..
haish.. dont know what to say. duno how to describe.. bluahs.

this slacker girl here is now trying to be hardworking.
before she regrets nt listening to lectures,
sleeping during lectures.
but the problem is, she has been saying that since last week.
but she has only started it yest, during free time, for 2 hrs.
working on InChem tutorial.
and abt 1 and a half hr on PhyChem.
haish...
her determination very weak leh....
tsk tsk...
*nids motivation badly*.
ok~ she will now go do her tutorial.
bye~

eye-candy~~~~

eye candy

this is my 152th post.
hence, it must be a happy post.
haha.

let's talk about MY eye candy.
yan jing tang guo =D
haha.
i saw him!!!
finally i saw my eye-candy again!!!
haha. so long nv see him le...
but i guess i wont be seeing him again for quite a while again bahs..
*sulks*
ok. never mind.
at least i know what's his next step.
that is the answer to the qn i was pondering about for the last few days.
but i WONT stalk him lah!!!!
haha!!!!!!

ps: i nv like him lah.... hehe.

how come blogger become like that???
sians... so wierd lo...
anyway...
g2000 change season le...
and of course, we've got new uniform.
our latest uniform is white with navy blue stripes. (vertical ones sumore)
so damn freaking look like zebra when worn lo...
but suddenly, it reminds me of colony streak when wearing that uniform.
-.-
reminds me of microbiology a
reminds me of the report i havent done.
kuku.
=(

胡思亂想

haish....

好累啊....

why so many reports?

it's tearing my hair out.....

I DUN LIKE THEM LAH!!!

STOOPID STOOPID STOOPID!!!!!! I DUN LIKE THEM LAH! BIG BOSS SO WHAT?!?!?! SENIOR SO WHAT???? GT AWARD BEFORE SO WHAT???? UR ATTIUDE TOWARDS US JUST MAKE ME THINK THAT U DONT DESERVE SUCH AWARDS AT ALL LO!!!! WTH!

GROWLS!!! ITS NOT LIKE I DONT HAVE A VALID REASON WHY I WILL BE LATE TMR RIGHT? I HAVE OK?!?!? AND IT'S A VERY VERY VALID REASON LO. THAT IS, SCHOOL!!!! PAY BACK FOR BEING LATE?!?!?!? I AM NOT A FULL-TIMER LEH!!!!! WHY SHOULD I PAY BACK? I RATHER NOT HAVE THAT $5.50 LO!!! I WORK SO MANY EXTRA HOURS FOR U GUYS BEFORE! COMING TO WORK EARLIER. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE U GUYS CALLED ME TO WORK EARLIER OR ON MY OFF DAYS??? THINK OK? AND I ONLY REJECTED IT ONCE, BECAUSE I HAD SOMETHING URGENT. AND I SACRIFICED 1 OFF-DAY USED FOR SHOPPING TO WORK LEH. PAYBACK??? WTH! I NV ASK U NOT TO DEDUCT MY PAY EVEN THOUGH I AM LATE GOOD ALREDY LO!!!! STOOPID KUKU!!!! ASSHOLE!!!

ASK ME PACK STOCK PACK STOCK.... OK LA, I PACK. BUT MUST GIVE ME SOMEPLACE TO HANGTHOSE BLAZERS AND SKIRTS RIGHT? NV GIVE ME SPACE, ASK ME TO DIAN HUO, LATER WRONG ALREADY IS MY FAULT LEH. I SIGN MY NAME LEH. IDIOT! BRAINLESS!!! WTH. SENIOR SO WHAT??? LIAO BU QI AH? LOOK DOWN ON PART-TIMERS LIKE ME? TO THE EXTENT THAT U ALWAYS CHOOSE IF U WANT TO BOTHER ME OR NT? TALK TO ME AS THOUGH I AM AN IDIOT? PLEASE LO, I PACK STOCK HOW MANY TIMES NIA? I NV MEET SUCH SUITATIONS BEFORE LO. U TALK TO ME IN THE WAY THAT MAKES ME FEEL SO STUPID, SO DUMB! PACK STOCKS THESE TYPE OF THINGS SOULD BE U DO DE BAH?

NOW U KNOW THE REASON WHY I RATHER EAT ALONE DURING BREAK TIME? HUH? I RATHER EAT ALONE, DO MY HOMEWORK THAN SEE UR UGLY FACE COVERED WITH THICK MAKEUP CAN? AT LWAST I BENEFIT SOMETHINGS WHEN DOING MY HOMWORK. I DIDNT WASTE TIME. JUST BECAUSE U WANT TO EAT WITH ME, U SO NICE TO ME. AS THOUGH I WANT TO EAT WITH U LIKE THAT. CHEEZ~~~ U WILL ONLY SPOIL MY APPETITE CN?

>.<

in school nw

haha
i am in NYP school library.
why?
because i screwed up my inorganic chemistry mindomo mindmap.
so i have to redo.
plus the microbiology a research.
or can someone straight away tell me,
e coli bacteria performs aerobic respiration or anaerobic respiration when in nutrient broth and agar slants.
m. luteus bacteria performs aerobic or anaerobic respiration when i nutrient broth and agar slants?
sians.
how i wish mr lai and mr hafiz is with me...
or better still... they are my lecturers for microbiology and chemistry. haha

*****
later still got wushu training
hope it wont be too tough.
oh shit!
i just remembered.
i should be studying my inorganic chemistry now. now using the com leh....
wth.
i love inorganic chemistry... hehehe.
i dont like physical chemistry.
or rather
i rather count the number of moles in a compound or whatever
rather than learning physics.
bleahs. >.<
physics not nice
chemistry is nicer.
yeahs!!!

i duno what to say. i dont know what is exactly happening. seriously, i dont know. i never want things to turn out this way lo...... maybe it's just the fact that we have nothing in common to talk about now? sians lo. dont know, dont care, dont want to know. heck care la. ggrrss. is this the result i want? i dont think so lo.


*i feel so bad doing those things to XXX.
but seriously, if i dont speak up my true feelings,
i will burst. i have tolerated it for a long time le.
i want to do something about it.
but what?*

microbiology a

o.O

thanks, evelyn.

for helping me sooooooo much in my microbiology a report writing.

haha.

i am so freaking inexperienced in writing this report lo...

but evelyn saved me.

and my friends.

a bunch of sotongs in report writing.

haha.

mmmm.......

i hope everything will come out well bahs....

ipct test is like soo..... duno how to say lah. haish.

=x

2nd week of school...

time really flies... and it's the second week of school now... FINALLY my lecture notes and tutorials problems are solved. thanks to the business scool aunties who helped us alot. though they messed up PeiShan's and Janella's lecture notes, and also extra photocopied 6 pages of tutorias which i already had. =.= but they were nice enough to redo everything for us, and recharge us. haha. and their paper is good quality de lo.... i guess if the enginnering block printing shop aunties were to be in this suitation, she would be scolding vulgariteis, then chasing us to other blocks to do the photocopying because she 'still have alot of things to do'. haha. heck care. most importantly, i finished everything.

i guess i am too used to the way mr haifz and mr lai taught biology and chemistry bahs. i cant seem to get use to changing molar mass to Molarity, and dm^3 to Litres. blah blah.
i cnt seem to get use to not scribbling anything down onto my lecture notes when the lecturers are teaching. i think mr hafiz really trained us well by forcing us to take down everything he said. haha. lucky me.

now then i realise, the girls in my class are a bunch of ... hyper??? not really lah. but just that we can get very high about very little things. especially over what happened in South Canteen today. haha. laugh until bao. but i am not going to elaborate about it. haha. let's just laugh and laugh about it. haha. =D

BUT play gui play. we have alot of reports ad projects to do starting from this week. and we are a bunch of inexperienced people lo... then everyone like so blur like that. haish.... projects plus report plus test. omg. i am growing grey hair.. can i have some motivation?? someone give me some motivation can?

*smiles all over my face*
=DDD

1 wk le...

so fast. school has started for 1 wk le... after this wk, no more playing. nth but serious studying..... lecture and tutorials have been a torture, without my tutorials and lecture notes. but hopefully by wednesday, i have everythng already. my inorganic chem and physical chem tutorials are ready, microbiology a lecture notes are ready, tutorials are online, maths, microbiology a practical manuals, communication skills, ipct, business mandrin are printed out... i guess what's left over are my inorganic chemistry and physical chemistry lecture notes. haish.... they are costing a bomb man...... i better do well. so i wont dui bu qi the money i spent on these notes. so i wont dui bu qi the dont-know-how-many trees that i had mass killed. hah. ok.. i guess this is about it. seriously, i nid to go to bed now. i am freaking tired. =x

lessons

hmms..... suddenly, i feel so lucky that i did not gave up amaths in secondary school. why? because 'maths for life sciences' is all about amaths. nothing but amaths. though i failed amaths everytime in secondary school, i am glad that i have abit of basic knowledge. phew~ or with my kind of lecturer, i guess i wont be able to pass maths at all for my Diploma. haha.

lecture notes and tutorials are giving me headaches. lecturers are not giving us the hard copy to photocopy it, but asking us to dl frm CMS instead. but CMS is always so kuku. some notes are uploaded, some arent. wth lo. then when we went to the printing room to print, it is too time consuming lo.... the printer is always too slow.... haish....

anyway, today me and janella went to causeway pt to print the notes from our thumbdrive. but tht shop charges damn ex lo.... in the end went to slack at Mac. yesh, it's Mac again. everytime Mac. haha. anyway, we talked about alot alot of things lah.... nice knowing her. haha

peishan ah peishan.... get well soon hor? dun sick sick le lah. like tt how to interact with bacteria? haha. cheers.

=D

xiao qing ge

my new background song-- xiao qing ge. by SuDaLu, or SodaGreen as they are known in their country bahs. i heard this song from 933. i thought it was quite soothing, especially after listening to it after a few times. so just intro this song to u guys bah.... have fun listening. =D

dead

2nd day of school nia and im battery flat. seriously. why dont u try. wake up 0530am for consecutive 2 days. listening to boring lectures. going blur about maths. to make things worse, it's additional maths. =.= i open my tutorial only. and the first thing i see is questions about surds. lol. and those lecture notes and lab coat cost me a bomb man. i only have $74 left to last me till 7th may. gd luck to me. i am going to be budget, i guess..... haish........ gd luck to me bahs..... b_d

Tired ah!!!!!

drop dead tired. woke up 0730 just to catch that stoopid MSP meeting by evelyn at 9am. want my life eh.... sit down there listen to her nag nag nag. then start work straaight away coz me morning shift. wth. then somemore i so damn freaking hungry, and i didnt know why. so stupid lo. and i went everywhere in the shop complaining to everyone (except the customers of course) that i am hungry... hahah. in the end, ah zah they let me 1pm take lunch. haha. went home 6pm + lo..... tired. want to slp. but im still sitting here blogging.. aha. tmr have to wake up 0530. i wonder how i am going to force myself up. sians............

BUT THEN HOR.......
i found something nice.
my fav song's mv:
点水蜻蜓


cool huh??? im so lucky. haha i love this song to bits. =D

tmr mummie poh's birthday. i wont be blogging tmr bahs. so today must wish her happy birthday in advance.
MUMMIE POH, HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY. BEST WISHES TO U. GD LUCK! FORGET EVERYTHING ABT.... AND START AFRESH BAHS! JIAYOU! HOPE U FIND A BOYFRIEND SOON. HAHA. =D

zhang jing xuan...

Zhang JingXuan's songs heal my bad mood.

he makes my day brighter. =D

My Way

Hurt so bad

Dear you

went to nyp.... for the adventure outing that my mentor organised... quite fun lah.... get to know more friends, like Janella, PeiShan, RuiYi.... haha.... actually is 1pm let off de, but because of the heavy rain, so in the end 2pm + then take bus home. reach tampines ard... 3+, 4+. went to GTM to look for AhBee they all. 'gop' almost all the moomoo milky boy sweets coz SheauShiuan asked me take them home. haha. then i become like santa claus like tt, go everywhere give people sweets... even that Sookee jeweller opposite G-Ladies also got them. haha. see him so kelian, stand there look so tired, 'want to die, dont want to die' those type of look. pity him seh..... so went to talk cock with him, laugh laugh joke joke at so many things. but in the end, he still nid to go and serve customer, so i went home lo..... dead tired when i reached home.... grrs.. haha.

grrs!!!!!!

grr!!!!!

VINCENT NG IS MORE HANDSOME THAN PHUA CHU KANG OK!!!!!!

CHEEZ!!!!!!

hafizah say phua chu kang more handsome....

no lor....

vincent ng is the most handsome lah.

ok?!?!?!

school starts

school is starting. playing time is ending. wait. when did i play in my hols? i was busy working. sloggin for money. haha. lame.
timetable for PS0701 is out. monday start school at 8am. first lesson only, and it's going to be maths. that means, i am going to force myself off the bed at 5.30am to catch my first lesson.-- my all time 'favourite' maths. sian diao. DIE lah.... of all subjects, it's maths.... HIASH!!!!!!


anyway, me and jingting went to watch the NATIONAL INTER SCHOOL WUSHU COMPETITION at manjusri sec. couldnt catch blackie in his 4 duan broadsword competition coz i nid to rush back for work. but guess he did well?? but we saw HerhKai's and ah gong Gordon's competition. not bad lah.... we saw that fierce coach and shortie wilson too... kept running away, avoiding them. butin the end, still got see them lah. the fierce one, guess, dont rmb us anymore. but that short one ah... still chat chat with him lo.... and he is easy to pian. haha. =D

Shop! Shop!

hoho! just went back from bugis with JingTing. actually this was a bu chang shopping day. coz the other time actually want to shop then in the end kena called back to work.
anyway, we went to Phin to eat lunch first. eat till so full.... but worthy. went to bugis street walk here walk there. nothing much to buy anyway. coz the main thing i want to buy is wallet. after that, went IP Zone to look for shuai ge JianWei. chit chat for a while, then JingTing make decison to buy the skeleton bag. she didnt bought it in the end. haha.
coz we got nothing to do, we went to children's arcade. spent $3.50 at there, play and have fun. in the end, redeem 2 pens and 2 packets of gummy. so =.= lo... next time must at least got cute cute soft toys for us to redeem mah.... after that, went home le. really nothing to do. haha.

nyp orientation. turtle memories

i was so looking forward to the orientation. but in the end, i actually missed the orientation for the first two days. it's so =.= duhs. lol.

anyway, i changed my blogskin. heh heh.
turtle makes me think of my dancing turtle few years back. lost it le. =( will never find it back. i miss the dancing turtle. i miss the qi dai feeling of seeing the 'turtle owner' being online when i signed in to MSN. i missed the times when 'turtle owner' and i could chat for hours online without any leng chang. talking about everything. absolute everything. but now, everything is different. everything is totally opposite. turtle owner even forgets that he is turtle owner. haish.... anyway, everthing has been sorted out. guess it's time to walk out of this shadow. missind everything, but i will defintely not miss him. guess that should be the right thing i should do. isnt it? SMILE and everything will pass. ;D

havent been updating my blog.
im still suffering from 'entertaining-bitches-till-siao' tiredness.
tired until dont know like what.
after my second full shift, i still had a nightmare tt night. THAT VERY NIGHT lo. stupid. that was how scary these people are. sheesh~ these few weeks our outlet alot of things happen le... so many tt im too lazy to type. im tired. bye!~

LOL!!!

last few days went out with JingTing.. to settle our NYP blahs blahs... bills, online enrolment, photos... and preparation for school start!! she finally bought her shoes. converse de. so nice de lo... i found the pencil case which i think i might buy. BUT NO MONEY!!! cheez... 7th april, faster come can?? so far, i left shoes, stationery, and pencil case havent buy. oh yah, and more clothes!!!and accessories!!!! and my RING!!! my star star ring.... *pouts* 5th april, and my orientation will bw here. 16th april, and i will kai xue le!!! but until now, i still dont know where to alight lo.... NYP-School Of Chemical and Life Sciences!!! here i come!!! weets!!!!

anyone know where cn i buy a pencil case which i can put many many pens, 1 calculator and 1 20cm ruler?? oh yahs. i've gt a budget. >.

everything's fine nw bah?
buddies forever???

ling gan.. inspiration...

inspiration.. inspiration....
ling gan, ling gan... come to me bahs.... i want to change blogskins....

oh yahs.... i solved a maths problem using my chim method for my younger sister (pri 6 nia =.= ) in 2 attempts ok!!! my B3... i studied for it hor.. my jie took more than 3 attempts and still couldnt solve it. and she gt A1 neh... FINALLY SIA!!!!! i solved a maths qn she couldnt solve!! wakakas. im so proud of myself. =DDD

leizl went back to philippines le... =(((
miss her lots... no more sao bao to disturb... =(

2 versions of非你莫属

i like both.....

i love listening to it.......

so sweet =)))))

lol!!!

i've got a joke!!! it's an unexpected and unbelivable joke!!!! i laugh until bao lo.... hoho haha!!!! i am the happoest girl now... regarding the joke... hmms... though it is only a tinny weeny little xxx, but i am still happy about it. wakakakas....!!!!!! yeah!!!!!!!

latest craze
latest story
by our dear derick tan!!!!!
haha...
the long awaited story....
check it out.

www.destiny-laphia.blogspot.com

yehas....
derick tan...
u say u will make me cry in the nxt chapter.
u better be successful ah...
haha....
waiting for chapter 2
*winks*

CNY pics.....

close up: me and ryan

bestie cousin and me.. =p

my fav pic:

yang yang, auntie chloe and me

yang yang the photographer:

jie, me, chloe.

chloe auntie the photographer:

me and jie

the xi you pic:

me and ling ling cousin =))

k-boxing...

messy table....

we just kept eating and drinking in the cold cold room....

i got my nyp enrolment package le.....
finally....
but when i see the school start date is 16th april...
sian diao lo.
so fast... im nt prepared leh.....
=/

i'm down.....
i want baby tazmania....
i want zhang jing xuan's song....
i want CaoGe's songs.....
i want Tank's songs.....
these are the things which can make me high for now bahs....
dont know leh...
*
*
*
*
*
^cries^
u will nv know the truth. trust me

being emo...

i'm starting to be emo again.....
i'm bored.
i listened to stories.
until i become heavy-hearted...
ok lah. nt as bad as yesterday.
super duper emo.....
but have to qiang yan huan xiao.......
what for man?
i dont know....
grrrsss.....
*not pms lah*

i hate this

i hate u.

he is mine

dun fight with me cn?

take ur share,

and roll ur butt away.

cnt u understand?!?!?!?!

i just want to cry,

when listening to what u say.

i just wish i duno anything.

i want to escape from reality.

cn i???

lying to myself

equals to escaping frm reality.

cnfrm chance-less now.

seeing that the situation has

fa zhan until like tt.

=(

i will get over it.

confrm, gurantee

plus chop!

bt still,

im going to hide everything away when facing u.

im bored~~~

yesterday went chalet....

fun.. haha

woke up at 0730

nid to go market buy those food at 0900.

damn tired lo... havent wake up leh....

anw, everything finished fast lah.

then 1pm+ went to sowntown le.

but cnt go in until ard 4

because of some admin things.

when finally cn go into chalet le,

start washing those food, prepare for bbq...

blah blah....

then SLEEP!!!!!

super tired.

knock out for a few minutes.

then di-siao leon

because he didnt really slp mah...

then derick slp until like pig le...

bo bian...

leon is fun to di-siao. haha

the guys only bully weny, nv bully me.

haha.

then BBQ was fun lo...

everything derick and leon do.

as expected. haha

went home at midnte....

duhs.

i want to thon, bt cnt lah....

haha.

blah blah....

i want to slp le.

*snores*

random thinking

some random thinking:

Yeah!!!!!!

FULL SHIFT OVER!!!!

i think my yesterday's pay is only $65

how the hell did i calculated til $81.25???

shit man.

ok. at least it motivated me to pia thru the day.

with some ppl to play with me.

haha.

i was physically tired

mentally awake by closing.

but i still stay awake till ard 2am lo...

siaos...

actually full shift nt tt bad lah

but my hopes all came out opposite.

(1) no handsome guys

(2) no vincent ng, MiLuBing, Bryan

(3) big boss came, though didnt affect tt much

(4)MSP? i duno

what else?

i forgot.

haha.

but i think i cn survive full shift again.

but must gt some ppl ard lah..

for me to kachiao

and play with me....

tht's all.

haha

yeahs!

Derick bought Hello Panda!!!! choc biscuit + choc cream!!!! MY FAV!!!! haha.
i'm so happy!!! ok. he didnt buy it for me la. *pouts* but i took 2 packets from him. haha. *greedy me* =p he good leh. treat us MacDonald's, send us home, give me hellp panda, let us bully him... ok! i wont call him dinosaur derick anymore (if i remember). i'll just call him kong long. haha!!!
hello panda makes me happy!!! maybe i'll buy. but damn ex. $5+ leh... hmms.... but i still want YaYah's earring, though i buy new earrings le. how cum no more?? *pouts*

oh yahs!!!!
Evelynn like Derick??
haha.
nth to say.




i don't like to see that scene lah. make me feel shit.
i want to cry le.
=(

posting: Nanyang polytechnic.

course: Pharmaceutical Science

mix feelings. haish.

happy: at least tt was one of my choices.

sad: transport fare damn ex leh.... adult fare leh....

full shift

ho seh ah!!!

11th march 2007.

my first and hopefully last full shift.

sian lo.

hopefully on that day,

there will be many many handsome guys.

hopefully on that day,

vincent ng, milubing or bryan wong

came to the shop.

hopefully there wont be alot of customers.

hopefully there wont be any bitches or bitch bitches X2 patronising.

(impossible bahs)

hopefully no MSP on that day.

hopefully all the big bosses wont come down tht day.

let's make my full shift memorable ok?

i want $$$!!!!

bitching about work

suddenly thought of this:
few days ago, there was this handsome, ok, gd looking guy who came to g2000 with his gf. they were among the last to leave, which is after we pulled the shutters for them. being the nice staff, i opened the shutter for them. then of course, must bid them farewell.
but the gf damn dao de lo. nv reply me. only tt guy relied me. but do u think i care? of course not. because my main motive was to talk to that gd looking guy, wakaka... :p