IT'S XIAOMAO'S 17TH BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

happy birthday to u~
happy birthday to u~
happy birthday to xiaomao~~~
happy birthday to u~~~

this might be 2 days late.
sorry... i wasnt free to blog.
>.<>

分享。。

人在成长的过程中，
难免遇到挫折
懂得保护自己
也要懂得爱自己
生命的乐章
看你自己怎样去谱写
躲避不一定躲得过
面对不一定最难受
得到不一定能长久
失去不一定不再有
转身不一定最软弱
别急着说别无选择
别以为世上只有对与错
许多事情的答案都不只一个
所以我们永远有路可以走
你能找到理由难过
也一定能找到快乐
懂得放心的人找到轻松
懂得遗忘的人找到自由
懂得关怀的人遭到朋友
***

she has not been in a good mood recently. hasnt been in a mood to do things, even those that she likes. she doesnt even knows why. so there isnt a need to ask much. everything in her world seems to be going all over the place, things are becoming weirder and weirder. nothing seems to be normal. at least, that is what she thinks. her weird behavior might have affected some people in a way or other. hence, she apologises for her weird attitude. for being normal at some times, and abnormal at the other times. apologises for the attitude problems that she has been giving. she will try her best to recover. as soon as possible. if she can. =/

i literally slept through the whole of IT lecture today.
and i mean,
i REALLY sleep...
-.-
i just woke up,
flip to the page,
see what slide lecturer is talking about,
scribble a bit here and there,
then continue to sleep...
-.-

really tired today...
practically slept everywhere...
on bus,
in lecture...
BUT BUT BUT
i didnt sleep during organic chemistry lecture..
haha
it's like..
the fourth lecture conducted by her,
and yet, this is the first lecture i didnt fall asleep in lectures conducted by her.
hence,
i know what she is talking about when she explains
reaction mechanism
haha.
*proud*

LiChao has fallen sick le..
>.<>.<>.<>明天过后
dont know why..
it really makes me think a lot...

then 家的名字
suits people who are missing home alot alot..
because it sorts of talking about missing home..
*nice nice*

k la..
i want catch beauty sleep already...
tmr gt wushu again..
gong li quan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

byebuaiz ^^

i havent really seen u for a long time
i havent talk to u for a long time
i havent been receiving messages from u for a long time
am i thinking too much,
or is it really because of the last message...

u disappeared for a period of time once...
i got used to it after a while..
i didnt really gave much care that time..
but after a while, yeah, i did gave it a damn.

now, i do hope that u would not disappear again...
i would not want to get used to it again...

it's true that ur appearance these few weeks did not make much difference to me.
but i guess recently it does..
when i am faced with so many problems.
and i realise that i've always been telling you them.
u were once my rubbish bin
one whom i can tell all my problems.
now, we arent even talking.
u cannot even see my gloomy face...
and ask me what's wrong..

i really dont know what to say now....
randomized...

dont ask me whats wrong...
coz everything is very wrong.

okok.. after finishing with the pictures, here is my... diary of the day. actually is 2 days la..
firstly, yesterday:

8th november:
deepavali day. it's a public holiday, but i gt work. AND IT'S FULL SHIFT!!!!!!!!!!!
damn tiring yesterday lo.. plus i wasnt in a good condition.
i didnt clear the bin of clothes at all lor!!!!!!
am so disappointed with myself... l
uckily there wasnt any stocks.
the whole shop was in a total mess, as though it was sales period, though it wasnt...
i stand by the fitting room duty the whole day since the crowd came.
before that, i changed the mannequin's clothes.
but i felt that the top looked weird.
heck care.
anyway, i stood the fitting room the whole day trying to clear everything, but no avail..
=(
i was really tired,
so towards end of day, KB took over me,
then i went to tidy up the G2 side.
tired tired~~
luckily, derick and LiChao worked full too.
accompany me.
but LiChao like falling sick le...
must take care~~
then derick.. haha.
he work full, then went for break.
we got our pay, and he like rich liao..
actually agreed to my suggestion of having our lunch at cafe cartel,
even though i say he treat me.
-.-
in the end still end up at U-taste ma~...
then dinner time, when i suggested for fun that we go Hans,
he actually really went lo..
but take a look at the menu only then no more liao.
hahha. too ex.. cannot la~~~
but he promised me that he will treat me to Ramen 10 when he gets the job at Espirit. YEAH!!!!!!
i hope he gets the job.
haha.
then i shall burn his pocket.
hahah...
*evil grins*
oh ya oh ya....
i simply love derick's PSP!!!
coz gt that car racing game, which made me got hooked.
then i pester him during both breaks for his PSP..
of course he got let me play. haha
actually i position 2 de..
but end up last.
coz i was speeding,
then the police car buang me..
>.<>

pictures time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WARNING: LOTS OF PICTURES AHEAD!!!!!!!!

work:

me and nuh,

my pack stock partner.

we packed the whole storeroom together last week

and im glad that it has not been back to square one YET!!!

hah.

derick's pink psp.

i played with it during break time

i love the car racing game!!!!!!

^^

derick engrossed in his game.

i hope he wont whack me when he sees this.

IF he comes.

haha.

school

what the lecturer went through today.

a mindmap about immunology of human.

*faints*

going through it in yr 2 de.

*faints faints*

the moss leave cell drawing that i drew

for cell biology.

the first drawing which i am so damn proud of.

^^

what PeiShan drew on HongYi's phone.

she drew it upside down.

clever gal...

at Microbiology B practical lesson

PeiShan

i dont know if she's going to whack me not..

but i know,

she asked me to post de ma..

hor???

hahah.

*did you?*

lab buddies,

felyssia, me, khairul

the main aim of this picture is not the messy table.

but the crowd at the side.

everyone wants to take a look at their cells and viruses,

and whiping out the camera phones to snap those cells pictures.

me and PeiShan

^^

PeiShan, Felyssia, me

MicroBiology B follow up 2:

the 3 gals who were left out of the lab

coz they forgot their lab coat.

RuiYi and Dionis in it.

Janella hid away...

see...

the 3 gals..

look so ke lian hor??

the fun of the day:

snapfreezing our media

in liquid nitrogen

our crayovials in liquid nitrogen.

WARNING: cannot put hand in.

later ur hand take out will break.
like glass...

the snapfreeze-ed crayovials.

turned yellow.

cool~

Microbiology B follow up 1:

SiauHui and mine...

T75 flask.

with the maintenance media and HepG2 cells + Kunjin virus...

HeoG2 cells before being infected with KunJin virus.

HepG2 cells after being infected with Kunjin virus.

zone of clearing, dead cells seen visible.

this is the cytopathic effect,

aka CPE.

cool!!!!!!!!!
~~~

seriously, i dont know what to say now...
to me, i preferred the way we used to be.
i do not hope for any changes between u and me.
can we just remain the way we are?

yeahs... back to blogging... these few days had really been very hectic. work, school, everything la.. though i had my timetable planned out nicely about what i should be doing everyday, i havent been keeping to it... sian lo. practicals were ok bah.. the reports fang mian jiu... haha. *guilty* i think i should really do my things during break time again.. as in.. REALLY do them and do them well. haha. oh yah... took some photos during practical lessons... but i am just too lazy to upload them... tired la.. next time bah...

today had training. sad to say, i wasnt in a good condition. and really disappointed in my own performance. didnt even do the li he tui properly lo.. couldnt even touch my own hands. sad... gong li quan part.. haish haish.. what eric taught last week were all given back to him. *guilty* then could not really follow what he did lo.... today followed up abit already, but when we did it one by one, i thought my performance really sucks big time lo... easily distracted, then could not get the movements right blah blah.. and grading is like 2 more weeks??? like that how to get gold??????? aarrggghhhh!!!!!!!!!! me and corinne actually filmed skye and jiang da demonstrating gong li quan.. haha. i shall view it everyday.. like tt next week should be can remember bah.. haah

corinne told me that tonglei was feeling down and wanted to talk to me.. coz i would know what he was going to say. but i wasnt online last night. made me feel so bad lo.. haiyo... then now i online he not online... hope he is doing fine. tong lei.. cheer up!!!!!

i can only say,
i want to leave thing to fate.

forgot to blog about the main thing that happened at work yesterday. which is, my ai ren came down to visit me at work!!!!!!!!! woohoo~~~~~~ coz i complained to her that she had not been visiting us and so long never see her already.. so she came down yesterday. haaha.. really miss her alot alot.. and she become thinner le. of course, still as beautiful.. hahha!!!! miss her lots. haha. that made my working mood better, especially when working with XXX will really piss one off.

yesterday i did something that made me feel bad. KB came down after his course, then he was waiting for me to fang gong. but in the end, i forgot to tell him that i already ask my dad to fetch me le. hah. in the end, he was like waiting for 4 hour plus abit for nothing. hehe. sorry ah.. =x

just finished drawing my plant cells last night, then in the end today i find that i draw until a bit too big. then i erase it off.. now, i dont have the mood to draw the cells le. as in, not in the 'drawing mood' to draw the cells. hah. sian. must wait for the mood to come first.. dont know when.. =x

no mood, moodless, whatever~

i am seriously drafting a complain letter in my head...
something funny happened seh...
someone big shot who doesnt say 'excuse me', who doesnt take stocks herself,
actually doesnt even know how to fix a fax machine.
actually... not surprising la..
this type of manager,
where will know anything?
sheesh~
i am drafting a complain letter in my head now.
seriously...
it's either that,
or a cup of tea with someone more big shot.
haha.

*****

i forgot to say...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KHAIRUL~~
hahha.
twinny is now officially 17.
muahaha!!!!!!

heyhey.. hahah i am very very very proud of myself today at work. haha. because i tided the storeroom.. the g2000 blu part. haha. the very very sastified feel came from the part whereby i actually really changed the positions of some of the stocks, to make them look like the way i want. shirts with shirts, skirts with skirts, blouse with blouses.. blah blah... haha. proud of myself. hehe... but i KIV-ed lots of stocks. i just threw them out whenever there wasn't enough space for the stocks that i want. though there wasn't a lot of styles, but just one style can make me headache already. because there were a lot of pieces. then when i KIV-ed them, i have to count them one by one.. it is like.. manually count them, and there are hundreds of them lo.oh my god..... haiyo... like that, when i was tidying the store room, i am very happy, but when i am doing the KIV, i got like regret regret le, coz 早知道不要 KIV 这么多了... sians.... somemore not enough cartons lo... ggrrr... i shall continue them tmr.... i dont have the mood to serve customers. i shall spend my days in the storeroom instead. cool!. i love the storeroom now. muahaha. i shall help it do a 打扫除 these few days. muakaka!!! derick is going to pang seh me soon. sad seh... like tt no one will pei me eat supper after work, no one will entertain me at work, i've got a rubbish bin less at work, no one will company me eat dinner at 4pm.. not fair la.. then i become senior part-timer? i dont want. later people talk talk more ok la.. i want go slp le..

this is what i have taken in school these two days.
haha.
ya la..
with cybershot.
*shows off*
but i suaku, dont know how to use it.



onion plant cell
under the microscope.
yala...
my skills not very good.



taken at lecture.
the lecturer was showing us how cell cultivation was done.
then these few gory pics shows how the first scientist need to kill the animal,
in this case, a chick embryo,
before getting its cells.
the first slide shows the yolk and the chick separately.
second slide is the chick being cut up into pieces
third slide, i forgot.
fourth slide is being mixed with i-forgot-what.
hahah...

well... cybershot is good.
let me take these pictures..
muahaha.
i love my phone...

yala yala..
show off show off..
-.-

happy belated birthday to me -- 12102007

yeah.. im very very very late in posting these pics...
but cannot help it la..
had been real busy ever since school starts.
havent really settle down proper until few days ago. haha




our donuts
michelle's: lotus blah blah (forget the name) + double choc
miaoru's: apple cinammon + double choc
wengyan: raspberry + double choc
me: spicy cheese + raspberry dark choc.



our drinks...
i like this picture...



our drinks...
all double straws.
hehe.



xiaomao cut her donut....



and eat them...
hahahaha
yummy yummy donuts.. ^^V



mimi had the honour to be fed by me.
hahaha!!!!



me happily eating away my donuts..
yummy yummy~~
hahah.
^^V



my donuts + my candle
special. =))))))



me, donuts + candles = happy day outing.
^^V

went home with 1 dozen of donuts.
picture shows one missing spicy cheese donut
and 1 missing double choc donut.
eaten by me.
muahaha....

sure miss them lots. ^^V

oh~~ i am back again.. hahah... havent been blogging for quite some time. had been busy, and so many things have happened at the same time. good things, bad things.. well, mostly bad things. the worst was what i saw on sunday, i guess. shall not elaborate much on it. not worth keeping it in here. coz it is only going to make me think more negatively only.

then, my november schedule is out. what i can say is that, i think i have my retribution for laughing at derick la.... i saw his schedule with 2 or 3 of full shifts and 12-10on the first weekend. and i laughed at him. in the end i got full shift on deepavali, and 12-10 on both weekends on the second week. why did i laugh at him seh?????? see la.. always laugh at him for 12-10... now i also got already. and gt two at the same time. double heart attack..... aarrggghh...

besides that, another bad thing that happened to me was that i had to pay $12.25 for a pair of pants that i dont know disappear until where. aarrgghh... calling for a pair of pants... 78 2671 13 38... with a alteration reference number on the tag, ending with number 90.... anyone knows where is it or not???? aiya.. no matter what, even if it is found, i guess also no use already... 12 bucks just flew away from my pocket... to somewhere. >.< style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);font-size:78%;" >i not only hate you now.
i very very very hate you.
when i say three times, it means really very hate.
and it very hate that hate.

call me childish, immature, for all i care.
this is what i am feeling, thinking.
i keep telling myself that i shouldnt do that.
but i just cant stop myself from doing so....
am i seeing things, or is it true?
the smile on ur face has disappeared....
for that, i shall not hate you so much.

i hate u.
>.<

felt really dumb today. because i actually slept one hour later than the usual time. usually, when i have classes at 9am, i will wake up at 630am. but today, i actually woke up at 7.30am. and i didnt realise it until 7.45am. and it was really very very late that time lo.. in the end, daddy fetch me to school. haha. on motorbike. and i was the first one to reach school lo.. haha. -.- full day practical. was all over level 7 the whole day. hehhe. but i wasnt really in the right mood for it. then wushu training was quite tiring.. because today before the whole training, we ran around the court for dont know how many rounds. then in the end was really very tired la.. all that stupid ziwei's fault de.. run until like tt.. hahah *oops* blah blah.. then eric taught us gong li quan. almost finishing it le... but in the end, memory too full, couldnt continue all. hahah. left abit abit nia.. then next month grading.. haish... hahhaha kkies.. im going to bed... tmr really is 630 wake up. hahah. LOL

shit man. two days of full shift. want die liao. stupid nazron. take what MC la. he sick he take MC, i sick i work two days of full shift leh. >.< thats all i can say i guess. i think i am going to bed soon. im tired.

it's only a few days since i have updated this blog, but it really seems like it has been a long time. just this few days really had a lot of things that have happened. like kim, our g2000 manager, has left us for g2PP. and hence, we are having a new manager. haha. from what we heard about her, i guess, our nightmare is starting soon. though in the past, there were times when i wasn't pleased with her, but i guess i might prefer her to the new manager, whom i shall not name, until i know her well. but i guess... most people who work g2 de should know. most importantly, i seriously hope that she will approve my schdule of only working for 3 days instead of 4 days, because school is really packed. =x

then, school has reopened. my stuffs are almost done. lecture notes, tutorials, practical manuals... blah blahs... all except cell biology de.. hahha. but i guess that one still ok... this month really spent a lot of money on these stuffs. so, i am repeating what i said last semester, which is, i am going to study hard, so i would not be letting the money i spent on these notes go to waste, go down the drain. hahah =p

then... the reason why i havent been online for the past few days was because, my right eye is swollen. sian.... it's the same thingy that has been happening to me since i was young la... im used to it already. haha.... but seriously, i guess i wont be online this often anymore, when school has started, because i need to catch up on my beauty sleep again, because from the day school has start to term break, i dont think i am going to have any more days whereby i can sleep till i wake up without an alarm clock.

and as though my eyes are not giving me enough problems, i am sick. currently having sore throat, flu. and during training yesterday, i felt as though i was going to vomit any time lo. i think i scared jing ting... anyway, thanks for concern yesterday. =p

eric says he wants us to go for grading on november. =x. *stressed*
green white belt..........

vincent ng didnt get into the top 40 for this year's star awards. stupid mediacorp. this year star awards no need watch le... go work go work.... >.<>.<

i guess that's all bah... cantface this screen too long.. hahah. nights.

stupid penguin

i am pissed off with that stupid penguin again. but i shall not blog about it. it is just so going to ruin my blog. no point remembering it anyway....

i swear, ladies are just horrible creatures..... excluding me. ^^
女人啊女人。。。。。
haish......

i am so not looking forward to school....
timetable seriously sucks.

woohoo... i am back from work!!!!! haha. work today was quite busy. i guess it's because it is public holiday eve bah.. then plus it is friday... so a lot of people cam out to shop. haha. before work, met up with miao ru, michelle and weng yan to celebrate my belated birthday. hehhe. we went to suntec city to queue for donut factory. we dined there, and michelle even bought candles. hahha. it was really really very nice lo. even michelle, miaoru and wengyan agreed. i ordered raspberry dark chocolate and the spicy cheese de.... and spicy cheese is like so so so so so nice lo~~~~ haha. and i bought another 1 dozen home. with 2 spicy cheese de, and 2 double chocolate. hehe. i ate one each for dinner, and the other double chocolate donut i gave my small sis, since she likes chocolate de. hehe. i so good huh? haha. then then...... on the way home, my big big box was like giving me alot of trouble, because it was like a bit fragile... and i kept saying, the donuts are first priority. i fall down can, but my donuts cannot. haha. and mimi they kept laughing at me. we went back to century square to take neoprints after buying donuts. hahah. fun fun. because the thingy can pull out de.. haha. with miaomiao now... getting it when we see each other again. hehe.

i simply love them more and more now. once, we were so close. we didnt really had any quarrels between us. maybe between michelle and me, yeah, we had. but everything cleared up very fast. and i am proud to say that there hadn't been any quarrels or arguments between miaoru, or wengyan, ever since i know them. then, due to various reasons, we began to drift apart. to the extent that when we met up, we had nothing much to say to each other. however, after more and more meetings with each other, we now, can be like what we once were like, chatting non stop for so many hours. even though the 4 of us are in four different schools, 4 different institutions. i can say that, we have been closer than we were once used to be. and i love you guys more than last time. hehe.

pics shall be uploaded when i have the time. heheh
off to bed. im tired. ^^

i'm sorry i gave u a bit of attitude today. or did i? i dont know. but, i guess it was you who ignored me first. im just doing the same thing. besides, i wasnt in the mood to talk to you. i really have lost my motivation in my work. i find it meaningless. haish.....

i am very very very very very very very very angry today. stupid penguin. being the most senior, it is your job, duty, and responsibility to make sure that everything in the shop goes fine. especially when the shoplifter is back, almost every day. today, when i realise a piece of top has a lose sensor tag after a lady tried it on, i informed tt penguin straight, since she is the most senior. instead of asking me who was that person who last tried on the top, and keep an eye on her, she turned to me and asked me, 'is it i never put the sensor tag properly, and hence it is lose?' what the hell!?!?!?!?!?!?! so that is more important than keeping an eye on a potential shoplifter huh? fine, then i shall not keep a look out for u, since u arent even bothered, so why should i. and which person keeps to the counter the whole night, calling everyone else to get things for u, while u idle at the counter, doing other stuffs. when i called out to you regarding the senosor tag, u rather talk on the phone about some other stuffs, rather than concerning about this issue. i seriously wonder what type of senior are you, and whether u are suitable to be one. i am seriously very pissed.

in life,
everything happens for a reason.
because of this reason,
things happen.
be it good or bad.
hence,
the reason why i am typing all these out
is because my brain is loaded.
with a lot a lot of things.
things i dont know.
i dont know what is in my brain
it is just....
loaded.

=X

i just watched CSI.
a guy who died had a waist of 19 inches.
oh my god....
19 inches leh...
makes me feel so fat,
especially after what i ate today....


had lunch at 3pm plus,
then had kit-kat at 5pm+
then had a chocolate moo-s ice cream
then had KFC bandito student meal for dinner.
then had a 旺旺吸的冻 strawberry flavour.
then daddy bought small donuts.
and i ate four.
2 were chocolate flavour.....


see....
i am growing fat.
>.<

i know hong yi is gonna be the first.

so i shall be the second,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BEST BUDDY

PEI SHAN!!!!!!!!!!

erm.. hem...

*clears throat*

happy birthday to u~

happy birthday to u~
happy birthday to PeiShan~~~~~

happy birthday to u~~~

here to wish u a very very very

18th birthday.

best wishes to you.

stay pretty, cool and fun forever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

18 years old le...

can learn driving,

can buy cigarette,

can watch M18 movie

can buy 4D

hahaha...

most importantly of all.....

u are older than me again.

muahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyway, happy birthday.

cheers!!!!!!!

^^V

time table is out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

school on monday is cool.

only 2 hrs of practical on IT for life science.

i hate tuesday.

school is from 8am to 6pm.

shit tuesdays!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wednesday is whole day practicals....

hope it's fun.

thursday also 8am start sch

hahaha.

and ends at 5pm.

darn thursday too.

friday.... 6pm too.

with KuanKo's 3hr of biostatistics lecture.

yes.

Kuan Ko, 3 hours.

god damn freaking 3 hours....

how to survive?????????????????

haish........

*****

Nuh bully me just now.

he asked me to mop the floor,

while he wipes the mirror.

how can????

i want wipe mirror de lo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

in the end,

of course is i get to wipe the mirror....

hahahhahahah.....

=)))))

thomas low got disturbed my me just now.

because i close shop le,

he still havent.

hahhaa.

he almost went crazy with my counting down-s....

muahahaha.

disturb me some more la.

bleahs!!!!!

he aint reading this.

so...

who cares~~~~

hahahah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

part 2 story

the story about that aunty who was transferred from OUB centre has a part 2 series.
which is::::

she is staying permanent in g2000 tampines mall!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
everyone is fainting.

i dont wnt to be transferred to men side can????
hahha.
with that auntie there..
i dont know how to survive leh...
unless if they transfer me there when she isnt working.
then i dont mind.

i rather stay at ladies side.
hehe.
xi guan jiu hao.

*fainting*
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
*fainted*

this is my 260th post!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
coming 24th will be the second anniversary of this blog!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
woohoo!!!!!
haha.
i didnt get to pack stock today.
stupid nazron didnt come for work.
then there wasnt enough people outside.
so i cant pack stock.
=(((((

*****

kim was nice today.
because we had nothing to do around 8pm plus,
then i kept grumbling...
i want bubble tea.
and she let me go buy!!!!!
hahaha.
but i was busy with the alteration, so i didnt went.
when i wanted to go,
there were a lot of people in the shop,
then i couldnt go.
but before closing,
there wasnt much people,
then she let me go buy bubble tea
hahah.
kim is very nice.
^^V

*****

celebrate belinda's birthday today.
hafizah came down.
woots.
hahah
belinda will be leaving on 9th. sad.
next time who shall i call out to if i cant find my stocks?????
who will be packing the cartons????
who will help replenish stocks?????
belinda~~~ stay la.......
hahaa.

*****

i was happy when soobee told me that after belinda is gone,
i am the only one who can help with stock packing.
hahah.
i am also happy when she says i pack stock very good.
hahha.
kim praises me too ok????
she see the stocks i packed yesterday,
and she said i very good.
hahah.then i get to eat dinner at 4pm.
hahahhahahah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i am proud that they praised me.
now, i like to pack stocks even more,
though it makes me tired.
^^V

work: i love work a lot yesterday. because i was assigned to pack the store room the whole day. hahah. i guess today too. i like to pack the store room, and see them neat neat. though i know that within three days, everything would be back to square one. well.. i just like things to be neat can??? first weekend work without claire. since her last day last week. though she came down to visit us and stayed till closing, but, work without her is still sian lo..... cant gossip with her when she comes over to ladies side to take stocks. sad..... hmm...... i am beginning to think, when will my last day come....

work later at 2pm. pack store room again. i hope.

three things to blog today.

1. i forgot to blog something about the DND. it was the drink. first, it was ice water. then the waiter topped it up with 7 up. then another waiter topped it up with plain water. in the end, i ended up drinking ice water with gas almost throughout the whole dinner. derick too.. hahah

2. i had a slight diarrhea after the chalet. i didnt think much about it, as i thought maybe i had too much junk. but when i went to work today, i realised that i wasnt the only one who was suffering from it. apparently, almost everyone had it. they said because the food at Meritus Mandarin Hotel wasnt clean. they said it was the silver cod. i felt lucky that i didnt finish mine. i felt lucky that derick didnt give me his share. however, i pitied gerwin alot, because he took derick's share, and ad double of the unclean silver cod. omg.... heard that they were going to complain to the hotel. i guess it will lose one star after this complain. like what thomas said, such a hotel happen this type of thing is really very unbelievable. haha.

3. this part of the blog is dedicated to someone. i am not mentioning names, because i know she knows who i am referring to.

first of all, i didnt tell you what he said to us because i knew u would not be happy when told. anyway, the thingy was a past, not worth mentioning, when both of you have already moved on. i guess that was what he thinks as well, hence, we refused to tell you. maybe after that, he really brought the joke abit too far. to us, yeas, it's a joke. but i guess to you, it might still hurt a bit. im not surprised that you would feel so negative about it, to the extent that u actually kept to urself throughout the night while we were having fun at the slide. i knew u werent feeling too good. hence, i thought it would be better if i let u have some space to urself and not disturb you, and let u do some thinking on ur own. i guess u arent happy about me leaving u alone??? to the extend that u refuse to bother me when i called u, and when i asked you how u wanted to go home. i couldnt just leave u alone, but it was a fact that u walked away from me. to say the truth, i really dont know what you were thinking. are you the one who have changed, or am i the one? or do i really not know you at all, from the start. i feel that i do not really know you at all, from the behavior u gave me today. if this brings an end to our friendship, i really feel very ke xi, and stupid. that a friendship of more than 10 years actually comes to an end because of this. seriously, i am speechless. really speechless. and i think the others too.

i like sun plaza park. there's swings there. i want go again. hahah.

im back from chalet. hahha. wild wild wet was fun. haha. i tanned myself, though it wasnt very obvious. seriously, i would like myself to be tanner. haish.... ok... take me as sua ku or whatever. but this is the first time i went to wild wild wet, so to me, it really is fun. haha. i want go again... hahha. lalala. actually i thought i got work today. then i was very gan chiong, in the end, when i went home, and was preparing for work, and chekcing my schedule, i realised actually today i got no work. sians..... make me gan chiong for nothing. blah blah. hahah. watch tv now. later dont know what to do. blah blah. i very hot... i want drink slurpy. =x

wing tai dnd

some pictures i got in my phone for the DND on 3rd october.

taken at g2000:

senior part-timer, derick and me.
i took with others too,
but wasnt with my phone.
so couldnt post it up.
=x



the wing tai 'school logo'
haha.




my invitation card in the form of jotter book.
the logo is i paste anyhow de.
after the whole dinner.



stupid derick choo kept putting the 'school rules' in front of me.
>.< 'No vomiting on school grounds or risk a fine of S$850.' i love this rule. hahha.


pretty gal, LiChao and me.
she is my 大姐,
but derick choo kept calling her 阿嫂 because she is older than him for a few months.



derick choo and me.
he is my '二姐' cum brother.
haha.



my lucky draw number
0404.
such a nice number,
but did not let me win anything.
haish... sad.
=x
>.<
the souvenir given by wing tai retail.
looks nice.
hehe
^^

the dnd was fun. i went to meet the others at tampines mall at 5pm. but, i forgot to bring the invitation card. then i had to went all the way home again, and took the card. tired me out lo... we cabbed down to meritus mandrin hotel. quite bored when waiting to be seated. so we looked around, and saw alot of people in 'cute' uniforms. coz our theme is 'back to school'. a lot of people wore the japanese uniforms. then i saw someone in kia kia's wear. haha. ken liew, our general manager, really wore a general uniform. hahah.derick wore so formal, that wendy tarm was stunned when she saw him. kally kor kor also wear formal. haha. black label somemore. blah blah.... during performance time was the most funniest de lo. ken liew and lele quek 'dance' very funny. especially ken liew. omg... i dont know what to say. but really made us laugh until breathless. the food was ok~.. i like the mayonnaise prawn. but the scallop was really very balnd. then that stupid derick dont eat seafood de, and gave me all the prawn. ok. he was good enough to peel it liao, then give it to me. and say what, bcause he good, so he give it to me. bull shit lo. hahah. blah blah blah.... then the cheesecake is actually ok de. but because too full le, so never finish it. but there was a dark chocolate stick. of course i eat it. hahah. and ate derick's share too. hahah. blah blah... luck draw didnt get me anything. apple ipod nano, plasma tv all dont have my share. sad. after that took mrt home. reached home 12+, abt 1am i think.... then sleep, prepare for chalet the next day. hahah

=))))

im addicted to msn de hexic again. hahha. last time, was HongYi introduced this game to me de, then i was addicted. after a while, i didnt play it anymore. recently, i am back at it. and i just broke my high score. 70k. hahha. i still have a long way to go la..... must play more, then i can train. hahha.

oh yah, i officially announce that i have 3 tong lei-s. WeiChong, Corinne and HongYi.

WeiChong is because we like Vincent Ng, and we both like the same wushu movie. 王者之锋. then there is also some common things between us.

Corinne is because she likes vincent ng too, then she knows 王者之锋 as well, and... we have a secret in common. tong lei, u know i know hor??? hahah.

HongYi is because... we are literature students. haha.

and the common things in all between me and my tong lei-s is that... we share a passion for wushu. hahhahahah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

random post.

this is going to be a very very very random post. because i really have nothing in mind now. hahha. i have only 30 bucks left, and i have exceeded my this month's pocket money. this means, i have less pocket money next month. about 170 bucks for next month. INCLUDING 52 bucks of bus concession. oh my god. i dont know how am i going to survive man... people, this month please please dont ask me go out shopping. pay day is not here yet, but i am still going to be broke when it arrives. with only 30 bucks left till 7th october, i am not going anywhere bah. where can i go? tomorrow got DND, i have to top up my ez-link card, then cab fare at night.... all the way from orchard to tampines. it is so going to cost a bomb lo. then weekend still got work. dinner need money also ma..... supper no need le. go home eat whatever i can find already. hahha. i think i am going to stay at home for the next few days le. but, staying at home is going to be very sian. because that sister of mine is having her PSLE. that means, no television in the living room. no blasting of radio in the living room. no computers on with loud speakers. well, my lappie is not included la... hahah. tv, i can watch in my room. radio i can use the one at my table. but... so many restrictions, i dont know what i can do lo. cannot this cannot that. shit man! during my O lvl days, the tv in the living room was blasted on the whole day, the computer was on with loud speakers blasting together with the TV, and the radio was on the whole day. when i complained and grumbled about it, no one gave me a damn. grrr......... nothing to do. yeah, i am rotting at home. i really have nothing to do. i have cleared everything i can clear already leh. haish....

im back home!!!!! tired. haha. was out since afternoon to catch movie. watched that ratatoulie. i dont know how to spell. haha. CH treated me de. ^^ birthday treat. the movie was not bad. laughed alot. i like the part where the rats threw the health inspector into a room with him tied and gagged. that was cool man. 'he is appetite, and has a big ego.' muahaha. heheh. after that, went to loiter around tampines mall and century square until about work time. started work at 6pm. like i wished, there wasnt a lot of people. muahaha.... replenish alot very fast, before closing, butdont know why, after closing still got a lot of things to replenish. snatched housekeeping with that ah boon. (KaiWen la) in the end, he vaccumed, i wipe mirrors, and mopped the floor. hahah. die die also must wipe mirror. can train hand muscle. ^^ today, nothing much, except that i am back at ladies side again. no more men side duty. sian. oh yah. and i kena di-siaoed by someone, because of throw rubbis issue. bluahs!!!!
haish.... dnd is just like.... tomorrow? (coz now is 2nd october le.) yet, i still dont know what to wear. it's just 'back to school'. but why is it so hard to decide??? because it is located at some dont know where, i think orchard, de high class hotel. because the guys are wearing till damn formal. coz everyone says that we, g2000 tampines mall de ladies, are going to wear black. that us the main problem. i only have 3 shirts in black, not counting NYP orientation shirt. one mickey mouse, one cartoon, and one long sleeve shirt, but, yeah, it's still to casual. sians......

happy belated children's day...

work again.

it's all about work again.....

saturday: actually i am supposed to be at men side de. but ladies were more busy than men. so kally asked me go over to help them. then he told me, he will call me back when men side needs help. that didnt happen throughout. coz i was stuck at ladies throughout. then something pissed me off. my customer wanted to transfer a dress from other outlet to tampines, because she wanted to buy it. then my colleague helped me called up Seiyu, and they said they would transferred it down for us. after a few hours, Seiyu called us, KaiWen answered the phone, then they told him to tell me that there was a customer at Seiyu who wanted that dress, so they gave her that dress. then i am supposed to call up other outlets to find other outlets to transfer it down myself. DAMN IT!!!! i booked it first, they gave me their word that they would transfer it down, and now this shit. i was damn pissed off, my 'before-then-ok' mood was ruined lo. then i complained to almost everyone about it. and i cursed Seiyu to close down. derick said that would be impossible. so i changed my curse. i hope they will not hit anymore of their target. from this month onwards. luckily, Wendy Tarm was there. she heard what happened, and called up Seiyu and had a talk with them. and i got back the dress. and Seiyu transferred not only one, but 2 for me. haha. I WIN!!!!! luckily, wendy was there. woohoo. Seiyu sucks. i am going to mess up their outlet one day.

after work, went to blk 85 for supper again. because it twas claire's last day.kally kor kor came also, then he treated us most of it. hhaha... was yummy-li-cious. of course la... hahah

sunday: had morning shift today. only got gerwin and me. it was ok la~ then there was this quite good-looking guy who came and bought a french-cuffed shirt. haha. he damn cute.. reminds me of the 'gotcha' host. he spoke with english accent also. haha. then when gerwin left me all alone in the shirt when he went to the toilet, then someone wanted to pay, someone wanted me go into storeroom check stock for pants, i need go over opposite side to help that good looking guy check his shirt. but i couldnt go anywhere. stuck. instead of complaining and grumbling, like what people usally would do, that guy actually laughed at me and said, 'oh, you are being left alone, huh?' hahah. so cute la~ then he was like in a rush or something like tt. he didnt take his change. and it was 1 dollar lo.. hhaa....

then i worked OT for 2 hours. actually my shift is till 6pm, but i work till 8pm, as there were a lot of people. because of the voucher things la. my leg was damn tired, i was mentally tired too. then i crossed over to men side that time, i accidentally buang into someone, whom i didnt see, coz i was looking at ladies side, at who was making the sensor sound. when i buang onto that person, my first reaction was, 'oh, i buang-ed.' then i walked another way to go back men side. i didnt even know who i buang into. LOL. nv say sorry also. haha. then that Thomas saw what happened, the he told me, 'u walk never see clearly, happy happy knock into people de ah' something like tt.... i got nothing to say. except '我真的好累阿'..... haha. 2 hours OT really no joke. especially when i have to go over ladies for a lot of times.grr......

这个世界根本不需要恐怖份子， 因为ladies本来就是恐怖分子了。。。 其实，男人有时也不例外。。。
今天终于知道‘临时抱佛脚’的意思。新加坡人就是有这种态度，也完全发挥了kiasu精神。导致我今天要加两小时的班。 累到快看到星星了~~~~

pics of my baby tazmania are uploaded.

=)))

the main picture could not be uploaded.

gt some stupid error.

my baby tazmania wears a shirt de...

i love my baby tazmania.

^^

baby tazmania and me

^^

baby tazmania and me again.

^^

i 舍不得 take out the plastic bag.

hahah

o.O
today, went to school. for the NE thingy. partnered SiauHui and brought an auntie around the school. have to thank SiauHui alot alot. because the auntie only spoke hokkien, and though i am hokkien, my speaking of hokkien is really totally private limited lo....... i only know how to listen, but i dont really know how to speak. hahah. SiauHui was the one who really took care of the auntie... hahha.... spoke to her, companied her, communicated with her. hahah... yeah, it was a fun day.

have to thank alot of people today, because i am quite a happy girl today.
firstly, khairul gave me a huge baby tazmania... hahha. and yeah, it's HUGE. hahaa.... mummy laughed at me when she saw it. going to take a picture of it, and post it up. hahha. thanks khairul!!! ^^
secondly, have to thank HongYi, for helping me complete my lappie. regarding the Microsoft Office, and the installation of chinese software, so i can type chinese words with this lappie. hahah...
thirdly, have to thank PeiShan for helping me download mozilla firefox, addition of the speed dial and add-on, and theme. hahah....... really very nice. ahah.. =)))))

walked home today. with my lappie in my bag, weighing on my shoulder, and carrying the huge baby tazmania with me. am tired. but happy. hahah =))))))

work today is considered ok. there were times when we were VERY busy, there were times when we were standing there, and grumbling to each other that we were very bored. hahaa. and i think 1460 style is cursed on me. i consecutively served 2 different customers who wanted to try that style of shirt, but ended up one customer nt buying, another took a different one after trying one new piece. haish.... kally kor kor asked me why i seem like opening alot of shirts... not as though i wanted it la~~~

break was fun... hahha. went with derick, then leon joined us a while later. he ate mixed vegetable rice with us, but what makes everything funny was that his 'one veggie, one meat' plate of rice cost him $3.50, while mine cost only $2.20, derick's 3 different veggie + meat costed mhim 3 bucks. hahah. the reason was because leon actually ordered sotong, then they charged the sotong $1 per piece. then the person accidentally gave him another 1 pc, + 1 sotong head. so his lunch of rice, beansprout and 2.5 sotong actually cost him 3.50 bucks. he was damn angry and heart pain la~... and he grumbled about it the whole day. the scenario was really really funny lo... hahha.

then after work, derick actually self-proclaimed that he is our sister. haha. coz he didnt take the alteration bag out, when i told him and KaiWen to go take it, as they were guys. he say, he is our sister, plus his pink PSP. haha. and we went, derick is sister~~ blah blah. then he said LiChao is aunty, because she is older than him. lol. then he went talking about how aunties behave, asking her nt to be like them. blah blah. the three of us laughed like hell lo... ahhaha.......... thinking back now, i havent been laughing until like that for the past few days. haha. seems nice to be back to 'normal'. not totally yet, but somehow or rather, almost there. haha.

im glad that i got ur message. at least i know u care. maybe things arent as bad as i thought.

am back from wushu training. sweat a lot a alot... i think this is the first time i sweat so much ba???? this few weeks have been sweating alot, so much that i cant stand those smelly smelly smells. haha. eric is back. haha. means we can slack a bit more. not like past weeks, whereby we couldnt really sweat. especially last week, when JingFu was our coach. omg.. glad that eric is back. haah.. then me and JingTing ordered our uniforms. eric went "u two finally ordered uniform wor...." -.- and i think i accidentally pulled a muscle at my leg. and my neck. my neck was alright after a while. but my leg has been hurting from just now, till now. tomorrow afternoon shif somemore. haish~... aiya, never mind. tomorrow should be okay le. hahah. oh yahs.... after training, me bought McFlurry. JingTing told me that McFlurry is damn fattening. then tomorrow for dinner, i am intending to eat oyster ommelette somemore. hahah. then next week, i am not going for training. instead, will be going for WingTai's dinner and dance. no training, no sweating out, but eating things that will make me put on more weight. so, i've make up my mind. i will do housekeeping this week. and next week. to make up the training and sweating i am going to miss. that will mean that if possible, vaccum, wipe mirror, and even moping the floor shall be done by me. haha. i guess no one will fight with me at men side bah. hahha...... ok. set. i will do housekeeping even if i am tired. hahha. =)

i forgot that i have not blogged two very important things. my results, and the bbq outing on 22nd september. heheh

results: they were released.. like 1 week plus plus ago???? okok... basically, the grades were okay..... but i am not happy with my GPA. i guess that is what i have to say bah. some of my grades were unexpected, some.... im glad that it turned out this way. i guess i have to buck up next semester to bu hui my GPA le. jiayou for next semester lo. =)))

22nd september outing: it was quite fun la. me and jingting reached there about.... 3pm or 4pm +. took bus 31, then walked a short distance. passed a underpass, and a highway. hahah. fun experience. sit there rot for a while, then because we were too bored, we went to rent a bicycle. then she biked me around..... from our pit there to bedok jetty, one round and back. quite fun lo. then went back, read a bit of comic 'quan er' brought by weichong. then the guys started fire. and they took quite a while to start it. i've got nothing to say, coz i dont know how to start one myself. hahah. im contended that there were people doing the bbq-ing, while i just sit there and eat eat eat, drink drink drink. hahha..... was during evening time when more people came. time passed quite fast, then daddy came and picked me home lo. reached home about 11pm+. damn early lo. counted down to my birthday facing my notebook. haha..... guess that's about it.

training later. sians.... i forgot about half of the gong li quan that i learnt last week. good luck to me. =x