being emo...

i'm starting to be emo again.....
i'm bored.
i listened to stories.
until i become heavy-hearted...
ok lah. nt as bad as yesterday.
super duper emo.....
but have to qiang yan huan xiao.......
what for man?
i dont know....
grrrsss.....
*not pms lah*

i hate this

i hate u.

he is mine

dun fight with me cn?

take ur share,

and roll ur butt away.

cnt u understand?!?!?!?!

i just want to cry,

when listening to what u say.

i just wish i duno anything.

i want to escape from reality.

cn i???

lying to myself

equals to escaping frm reality.

cnfrm chance-less now.

seeing that the situation has

fa zhan until like tt.

=(

i will get over it.

confrm, gurantee

plus chop!

bt still,

im going to hide everything away when facing u.

im bored~~~

yesterday went chalet....

fun.. haha

woke up at 0730

nid to go market buy those food at 0900.

damn tired lo... havent wake up leh....

anw, everything finished fast lah.

then 1pm+ went to sowntown le.

but cnt go in until ard 4

because of some admin things.

when finally cn go into chalet le,

start washing those food, prepare for bbq...

blah blah....

then SLEEP!!!!!

super tired.

knock out for a few minutes.

then di-siao leon

because he didnt really slp mah...

then derick slp until like pig le...

bo bian...

leon is fun to di-siao. haha

the guys only bully weny, nv bully me.

haha.

then BBQ was fun lo...

everything derick and leon do.

as expected. haha

went home at midnte....

duhs.

i want to thon, bt cnt lah....

haha.

blah blah....

i want to slp le.

*snores*

random thinking

some random thinking:

Yeah!!!!!!

FULL SHIFT OVER!!!!

i think my yesterday's pay is only $65

how the hell did i calculated til $81.25???

shit man.

ok. at least it motivated me to pia thru the day.

with some ppl to play with me.

haha.

i was physically tired

mentally awake by closing.

but i still stay awake till ard 2am lo...

siaos...

actually full shift nt tt bad lah

but my hopes all came out opposite.

(1) no handsome guys

(2) no vincent ng, MiLuBing, Bryan

(3) big boss came, though didnt affect tt much

(4)MSP? i duno

what else?

i forgot.

haha.

but i think i cn survive full shift again.

but must gt some ppl ard lah..

for me to kachiao

and play with me....

tht's all.

haha

yeahs!

Derick bought Hello Panda!!!! choc biscuit + choc cream!!!! MY FAV!!!! haha.
i'm so happy!!! ok. he didnt buy it for me la. *pouts* but i took 2 packets from him. haha. *greedy me* =p he good leh. treat us MacDonald's, send us home, give me hellp panda, let us bully him... ok! i wont call him dinosaur derick anymore (if i remember). i'll just call him kong long. haha!!!
hello panda makes me happy!!! maybe i'll buy. but damn ex. $5+ leh... hmms.... but i still want YaYah's earring, though i buy new earrings le. how cum no more?? *pouts*

oh yahs!!!!
Evelynn like Derick??
haha.
nth to say.




i don't like to see that scene lah. make me feel shit.
i want to cry le.
=(

posting: Nanyang polytechnic.

course: Pharmaceutical Science

mix feelings. haish.

happy: at least tt was one of my choices.

sad: transport fare damn ex leh.... adult fare leh....

full shift

ho seh ah!!!

11th march 2007.

my first and hopefully last full shift.

sian lo.

hopefully on that day,

there will be many many handsome guys.

hopefully on that day,

vincent ng, milubing or bryan wong

came to the shop.

hopefully there wont be alot of customers.

hopefully there wont be any bitches or bitch bitches X2 patronising.

(impossible bahs)

hopefully no MSP on that day.

hopefully all the big bosses wont come down tht day.

let's make my full shift memorable ok?

i want $$$!!!!

bitching about work

suddenly thought of this:
few days ago, there was this handsome, ok, gd looking guy who came to g2000 with his gf. they were among the last to leave, which is after we pulled the shutters for them. being the nice staff, i opened the shutter for them. then of course, must bid them farewell.
but the gf damn dao de lo. nv reply me. only tt guy relied me. but do u think i care? of course not. because my main motive was to talk to that gd looking guy, wakaka... :p

the pinkies days.

introducing the pink panthers.
derick and kally kor kor
*joanthan was absent.


claire, me and jazz.
=)



it's us again.
muahahahas.


me and the ever-so-nice
kally kor kor


me and dinosaur derick


last but not least,
me and and my airen, Jazz.
=)

the pink days are officially over,

muahahas

i saw bryan!!! yeahs!!!

i saw bryan!!!!

oh my god..

he's really handsome man...

and he walked past g2000 like... 3 times??

he and his frens were shooping at men side...

I was at ladies!!!

so ke xi lo...

but i saw him.. hah

tht's the main point. aha

though it was fom far.

duhs.

i saw bryan!!! yeahs!!!

i saw bryan!!!!

oh my god..

he's really handsome man...

and he walked past g2000 like... 3 times??

he and his frens were shooping at men side...

I was at ladies!!!

so ke xi lo...

but i saw him.. hah

tht's the main point. aha

though it was fom far.

duhs.

sians.
why do i feel so..... bothered???
we were very close before?
arent we?
or am i thinking too much?
we were close in the beginning
towards the end of 2006,
we became distant
coz i wanted to concentrate on exams.
was it my fault?
u once said i could call u when i have any troubles.
but when i call u, u will always be busy.
and sound very sian
till i didnt know what to say.
now, we dun meet at all.
even tt time when we got results.
u didnt talk much to me
just companied ***
i admit. im lonely at that point of time
coz the only time u talk to me that day
was to ask my scores.
im disappointed.
truly disappointed.
now when reading ur blog.
u nv mention my name
i guess you have already forgotten me.
seriously.
i duno what else to say.
okey.
maybe im just too sensitive.
*****
it's CNY
lets not talk abt these....
anw,
photos during CNY will be posted soon
when i have the time...
*****
kahs...
i want to sleep.
i nid to work tmr.
i want to go kally gor gor's hse to dao luan.
haha

happy lunar piggy year!!!!

yeah yeah!!

chinese new year.

wakakas.

BUT

what is chinese new year without

VINCENT NG,

no wushu performance,

NO VINCENT NG PERFORMING WUSHU!!

sheez.....

no fun...

blueahs.

+++++

sumore this blog like got problem no problem like tt...

+++++

2days no nid work.

yeah!!!

(chey, who will want to work on cny.)

shop so busy...

make us all like siao cha bor like tt...

gayah kept aiyoh-ing all day..

duhs.

lols.

happy valentines day!!

lalalas..
v-day is here?
so?
i've got to work!!!!
so?
i've got my airen with me!!!!
hahahs.
i remember,
last yr actually wanted to celebrate v-day
with miaoru and wengyan
but in the end, cuz gt chem mock exam next day
then couldnt celebrate
in the end, my mock exam still yi tuan zao...
duhs.
this yr,
no chem mock
but gt work...
but gt jazz...
hahas.
sian ah....
v-day no qing ren
but i gt ai ren
nvm...
*laming*
bye...
*see u soon =x*

FEB 10:
tampines mall 'midnight sale'
open until 2330
omg!!!!
i just wanted to die that day....
not alot of people there lah,
but the problem is that....
just couldnt tahan the tiredness....
shit man....
go home no strength le,
just plop on bed and zzz...

FEB 11:
we went to eat supper after work.
with almost all the men side colleagues.
airen didnt go with us..
sads.
=x
food was nice....
just kept laming with wendy poh and sao bao leizl.
kahs...

crapo results

okies.

this is abit late? but so what?

anyway, i gt back my results.

quite okay bahs.

but it's a bit crap lah

my sciences all gt C6s

i was still thinking at worst gt b3 nia...

>.<

but i scored A1 for literature.

OMG!

im so happy man....

and i passed english with B.

hahas

and passed my maths....

AND NO F9 FOR A.MATHS!!!!

I BROKE THE F9 CURSE!!!

WEETS!!!!

hahahahahs.....

finally hard work paid off...

lalalalas.....

worthy?? YES!!!!!!!!

+++++

Daren the superstar!!

woots!

weets!

yeah!

ha!

ho!

wakakaka!!!!!

DAREN IS SUPERSTAR!!!!

SUPERSTAR IS CHEN SHI WEI!!!!

lalalala

CHEERS FOR DAREN!!!

omg. jonathan and huang shi yu looks so alike.

see jonathan think of huang shi yu.

see huang shi yu think of jonathan.

but seriously,

jonathan is better looking.

haha.

that's what i think...

huang shi yu looks so...

weird??

tripto poly open house-- part 2

26012007

NYP was FUN FUN FUN!!!

haha

went with wendy, bryan, WeiJie, and another guy

went to the auditorium to see the courses.

then watch band performance.

show jonathan our support.

(ok. that's bullshit.

i'm lying)

blah blah.

then dont know why suddenly separated with the guys

so we call them.

then dont know why,

we started playing hide and seek with them.

hide around watch them find us. haha.

and they didnt even know how to locate us by calling wendy!!

duhs. -.-

afer lunch, the guys went shopping,

me and wendy go kajiao claire

she was having lessons lo.

so paiseh.

after that, walked around the school

but nt too far, cuz scared lost mah.

before going home,

finally located uncle chua.

play hide and seek AGAIN

(i know, we are too old for it, but cant help it mah)

i in-charge of hiding,

wendy in-charge of observing him

(we sound so psycho)

finished playing,

went to GSC to look for WeiJie

gai around there for a while

went home.

tired but happy.

trip to poly open house- part 1

18012007

went to TP open house.

took leave specially for it okeys...

went with wendy and chee yan.

weets...

so long nv go out with her le lo...

hang around there for a few hours.

went to all the schools to look here look there.

here them talk about the courses we are interested in.

blah blah.

then went to kajiao 'FBI President' Derick Choo

after that, went to eat lunch with him.

so qiao lo.

saw Mr Lai and other TPSS teachers.

talk cock for a while, then went home.

oohs. and derick treat us drinks.
wahahas.

ps: wendy sent me the pic late.

so can only update ths now.

kees

drinks

bad luck week

kaoz... this week like meet my jinx like tt. or maybe i lost my lucky star?

first, i misplaced my slippers on saturday.

i almost lost my name tag too. ( $5 leh)

then, i cannot go HanaKimi autograph session in last minute. (Monday)

tuesday, i sprained my ankle at work.

wednesday, i spent 2 hours waiting to see doctor to treat my ankle

and everything finished within 10 minutes??

so -.- lo.

waste my time.

hope my ankle will really heal lah.

last time wushu training also not intensive until i will hurt myself.

hmmz... i miss those wushu intensive training days...

i want to go back....

ok.

out of topic.

bye.

ps: results coming out soon!!! die!!!!