fed up!!!

fed up with everything...

gggrrrrr..

especially my blog.

first, the links gave me problem

second, the past were gone..

my past leh..

so many nice stories....

ye tian yu and dang

jay and k..

me..

yepx.. me alone..

and my so-called beautiful memories..

*****

yesterday, almost gt into accident

when i went to buy dinner..

that stupid driver...

knock a motorist

who almost knocked into me..

that stupid driver lor...

want to turn also dont on signals..

somemore nt in the lane..

then want to turn in nv do anything, just screech and brake...

what the hell sia..

nv even slow down her speed

except when she brake

to prevent knocking the motorist

then that motorist lost balance

almost hit me,

lucky i siam fast enough..

or else knock me..

siao..

i still want to take my O leh..

pay $$ liao

verification slip take liao somemore..

haish

*****

results..

haish.. like shit like that

overall gt improve..

everyone ask me improve maths

no need say i also know...

haish.. hols must really study ler..

no more slacking...

hopefully..

no school today... wooohooo

today TPSS no school... haha... because of the holiday in lieu thingy.... because of general election mah... after exams straight away got one day break liao.. so happy sia.... ^^

kkx.. but letz not talk about that.... today i very gt feel... want to talk about superband... so here it goes...

SUPERBAND..
i started watching since the zhen ba zhan.. but didnt like the show, find it very boring.. but got one band manage to catch my attention-- mi lu bing.. especially that nic guy... soo cute.. heex...
then ever since then, i dont watch superband, until recently...
so, of course i still like mi lu bing, in fact crazy over them, but there are also other groups that caught my attention too..

for example, SOUL. like what weng yan said, they dance well man... i have to agree...damn powerful group. then there's J3. this group, their looks not very gd, but their singing skills quite good... or thatz what the judges think.. i got no comments, because i dont know anything..
besides mi lu bing, soul and j3, then there's also this group call Lucify... they monday just out only... hiash... actually they dont give me a deep impression, buti must admit, their make-up did attracted my attention... so like typhoon's make-up.. except that typhoon's members dont pierce at ... what's that called? the place below their mouths... anyway, im glad they dont... haha..
i thought among all the groups, Lucify would be the ones who have to spend a lot on their make-up, but after watching a few zhen ba zhan, i realise they are not the ones who spend most on make-up... the ones who spend most on make-up, or should i say, face paint is shi nuo bi.. i think they gt an english name, but i dont know what is it...
actually, in the beginning, i dont really like them.. but after watching them pereform last two weeks, i realise that they can make everyone high with their performances... then realise that they are actually not that bad one... heeheex....

okies... i forgot what else i wanted to blog about them... i think that's all bahs...
i am going to look for new blogskins ler... tata..
* *

hohoho.. exams is over...

"mid yr exams is finally over... yeah!!! so what? big Os is not over yet...

sianz..

i screw up totally in my mid yr exams...

although i havent get back my results,

i know

from the standard i did the papers

sianz..."

english:

i screwed up in my summary part

ms joanna is going to sentenced me to death..

i didnt finish it...

haish..

social studies:

the source-based qn sux lots

and i screwed up in the essay part

for giving wrong info..

13 marks leh..

haish...

Chinese paper 2:

i dont know what are they talking about from head to toe..

so many words i never see before 1...

haish...

chinese listening comphre:

so suay... our disc went hay-wire...

haish...

bio:

no comments...

amaths paper 1:

total screw up!!! no need to say anything..

confirm die until dry dry...

haish...

emaths paper 1:

i forgot about the paper...

all i know is...

i hate coordinates geometry..

haish...

chemistry:

no comments!

emaths paper 2:

is there anything intresting about it?

all i know is

it deepens my hatred for coordinate geometry

and transformations

and vectors.

with all those stupid numbers.

haish...

History:

i hate source based qn...

hopefully it will pul up my combined humanities marks...

haish..

a maths paper 2:

man... so amny differentiation..

and integration...

do until eyes see stars...

what de.. so many calculations...

must make sure calculator in radian mode

or degree mode...

so troublesome...

shit sia...

haish...

literature paper 1:

or i can say is

i dont know what i was doing during that 90 minutes

except writing crap...

haish...

literature paper 2:

total screw up...

i dont know what am i writing...

neither do i know what the qn is asking...

all i know is...

I HATE THE JOY LUCK CLUB!

there is no joy while doing the papers

i see only tears...

and the most untidy handwriting i have ever written

i was so pissed off by it..

i almost tore the paper...

haish....

"kx.. i've finished talking about my exams...

i hate exams...

im gonna get more than 20 for my L1R4

that's my prediction"

haish...

stressed up...

FEELING SHITTY...

er..... mid-year eaminations is coming.... shit man... i finally found a hole which my head is able to come out and take a breather.... you might think i am exaggerating... but it's true man... my table is filled with all my textbooks, notes, and ten-year-series.... mountains of it.. even my table is unable to contain them... my files are strewn on the floor... hehe... my mummy is going to kill me man...but what to do? no place what, chair also filled liao..... haish.. so many chapters... how to study??? aiyo...

FREAKED OUT!!!

we just had our paper 1 exam last friday. god, it was hell!!! stared at the paper for dont know how long then started writing.. waste so much time.. chinese paper qn is about what racial harmony thingy... though i expected it, but when it came out, i still wasted a few minutes staring at the qn.. freaked out man...

then when it came to the english paper, i almost cried man.... what proposal??? i didnt even thought that they would come out that.... and digesting the qn and thinking of its format alone took me so many dont know minutes.... the whole paper, there wasnt a singlwe word which was wriiten neatly. maybe the first paragraph could be considered presentable, and tidy, but wasnt really that neat... then the later paragraph, no need to say liao lor... i myself couldnt even believe that i could hand in such an untidy script for examinations... the free-writing no need to say also can think of the papers xia chang...

so many cancellations, screwed up conclusions also.... sians.... another untidy scripts... they gave us each 4 piece of writing paper, but i ended up throwing away 4 pieces of writing paper, and handing up another 4 pieces of paper.... stupid right??? dont know because of me how amny trees die liao...

RESOLUTIONS

IT A BIT TOO LATE FOR ME TO MAKE ANOTHER RESOLUTION?? IF IT ISNT,THEN I HOPE THAT ONE DAY, I WILL HAND IN A PERFECTLY TIDY, NEAT AND PRESENTABLE SCRIPT DURING EXAMINATIONS ONE DAY. WHICH SUBJECT DOESNT MATTER. *THOUGH THIS ISNT MY UNTIDEST SCRIPT HANDED UP. IF IM NOT WRONG, THE TOP TWO UNTIDY SCRIPTS WRITTEN BY ME IS THE FINAL YEAR PURE BIOLOGY AND PURE CHEMISTRY PAPER... THOSE PAPERS WERE FREAKING UNTIDY...*HEEE IF IT IS TOO LATE FOR THIS RESOLUTION, IT IS REALLY TOO LATE... I HAVE WRITTEN THEM DOWN, IM NOT DELETING THEM AWAY...

*dont ask me why the last paragraph is in caps lock... it was unintentional, and i am too lazy to change it, so i juz left it that way....

grrrrr

this week, im going to stain my blog to vent my anger...

how can they do that sia....

i thought they learnt cme..

where'z their respect for others???

they think they very pretty?

or very handsome?

anyway, even if they ARE handsome and pretty,

they still dont have the zi ge to say people,

critise people what

think he very handsome?

people with yan guang will know that

he doesnt even fall under the

'good-looking' category

let alone handsome

the face so mo peng

so rough

look like sa pi gou like that

still want to say other people...

never think about other people feelings

insult people until like that

what if that happens to u?

would u feel offended? humiliated?

huh?

please lah..

think before u talk la

brain rust ler izzit?

my friend didnt even offend you all lor..

just sit down there quietly

then u all like that bully her

please lah..

she is not born into this world for u all to bully one okies

u think she never say anything means she doesnt give a damn?

she DOES give it a damn

and so do i

although i know i dont have the li chang to scold u all

but as her friend,

i do think i gt the li chang to speak up for her

*this blog here only reflects my thoughts

and also as classmates, i do hope u all will still respect her

because no mattter what, she is still a living thing

she still deserves respect from all

and especially when she didnt even offend u guys from the start.

hetic week

it seems like my bloggie a bit too quiet leh... but cannot help it arh.... mid-year is coming, and i havent even start on my so many revisons, except biology.... what the hell.... time pass so fast man... 1 week so fas pass one...

tis week damn hectic man.... so many test... monday got chinese paper 1 test, wednesday got summary test and chinese mock exam, thursay got chemistry and emaths test...study like siao like that sia... so many formulas, equations.... arh... going crazy soon... sobx...

yesterday i got physical fitness test.. i finally realise something... IM GETTING OLD!!! haish.... some of the stations i got improve, some... no need mention lah... i didnt even perspire when i finished the whole thing... so unexpected...

after that, i went or my cca... hahaha... that day was the MOST free one sia... no need to be angry with them, no need to shout at them, just see the juniors practice.... im so happy.... the coach was the one who was angry with them.. i just stand there yak ya talk cock with jingting and sujun lor... because nothing to do mah... then after that su airong told me we next week, during speech day have to perform...

that was so.... im going to perform alone.... on stage... my god... i got phobia leh..... later can see me tremble like hell like that... where got people perform wushu that time tremble de???? haish...

itz raining...

oh my god.... itz raining like hell man......
although i like rainy days, but this weather doesnt look too good too..
because later will got too much stagnant water, and will breed mosquitoes... the insects which i hope wiil extinct soon.... i hate them sia.. always make me lose my sleep....

anyway, something intersting happened just now.. i was on my way back home, i was already at the void deck and i want to press the lift button. then as i pressed the lift button, a lightning came, and followed by a LOUD thunder followed.... i was so shocked, that i thought the lift spoiled or wat... then got one auntie who saw my reaction, laughed at me.... i was like... grr... -.- like that also funny.. humph!! funny meh.... keekkee... but when i think about it now, i feel qiote stupid... what is worst, now for no good reason, i am afraid of thunder... what the hell...

now is the qing ming period.. so its always raining... though im not superstitious, but i guessed itz quite true leh... wednesday is the actual qing ming.... so i think it will rain really heavyily on that day.... hopefully it will rain heavily the whole day.. haha... why? so no wushu mah.... or at least no need to run.... so tired of running.... hope that day, it will rain so heavily that the jiao lain cannot come to our school... or if he got umbrella, then spoil or something like that, so cca cancel, go home sleep, study test.. haha... i feel so bad...

maybe it will be even a better idea if it rains heavily on thursday rather than wednesday, because we need to run 2.4 on thursday.... haish. i got no hope n confidence to pass leh... hiash....

hehe.. bad things aside... guess what???? zhi yang is campus superstar!!!!!! oh y god, i am so happy.... im so glad he won.. compared to teresa.... heheh... i dont really like him that much though.. i like yi yuan best.... oo.. yi yuan soo cute...[ i am fa hua chi-ing] dont bother me... =)

allosh... im back again... this two weeks... lots of things happen....

first, bryan won the star idol... im sooooooooo happy about it....god.. i thought he would lose to leo sia.. then luckily in the end, he won... man, i was so glad....

second, dunno why... maybe is because of study pressure, so many people are losing their tempers... of course, i did lost mine....and lots of time.....well, who doesn't get affected by the study pressure??? every week, if suay, got 5 tests a week.. or maybe 4.. if lucky, then only one or two test.... then after school, everyday , except monday, got in-focus, wednesday, still got cca, muz geng until 630pm... then during that time, still must go train the juniors.... im really tired of everything man....

speaking of those juniors... i know as their seniors, i shouldnt say this, but sometimes i really feel like smacking them sia... they just REFUSE to do everything properly... what the hell! they would rather go run ten runs around the parade square, rather do push ups than do those basic training for wushu!! since they like that so much, why didnt they join track n field from the start? they shouldnt have joined wushu in the first place.. sad to say, i dont think this cca can survive for a long time.... im just so freaking fed-up with them....

then, ther's is another person in my class, who yesterday, made me pissed off. maybe i shoouldnt menion his name... just call him E. [i think all knows who is it liao] he insulted one of my best friends, because of her figure.... how could he do that???? he thinks himself as someone who is 100% perfect huh???? i can swear, he is defintely not! he doesnt even have a 'fit' figure, those biceps muscle showing, and those six-pacs, and he goes around criticing my friend of her figure.... he thinks he is handsome??? he is definetly not... anyway, im not going to talk much about it anymore.... im just so pissed off with him... blogging about him makes me think that im staining my blog dirty... can i say that??? is it right to say that? have i gone too far??? im not so sure about it myself, to say the truth....

chinese o levels is coming... im getting worried about it sia... or maybe we shouldnt even talk about it, but talk about mid year exams first..... im just so worried that i would have no ling gan when doing my compositions, and essays... sometimes i really dont have it... and can leave my essay to rot for a few days...but exams how????? shit man!!

er.... hehe.. it has been exactly 1 month since i blogged... keke.. paiseh arh...
so long never blog, so many things happen...... li teng didnt won superhost, bryan is in the grandfinals of star idol, yi yuan is out of campus superstar.... haish...

holiday is ending soon.. so fast... im still struggling with my a maths qn... those stupid questions... grr. literature essay.. er.... i finally gt it done, i finally got ling gan last night, and completed it this morning.... yeah! i'm still cracking and racking my brain and wasting my so limited amount of brain cell on how to start.... sianz... my limbs are aching like hell.. brain overload... haish....

recently, i read ge tou tian wang book. then inside got quite a lot of meaningful phrases like 'zui sha jing de bu shi shu le de ren, er shi yi kai shi jiu bu xiang ying de ren' and 'a person without money might not be the poorest, but a person without any dreams is defintely the poorest'. i finished the book finally, but now, i dont know what to read.... haish...

oh ya... i finally changed my blogsin... no more dangou.. credits to weng yan.. heex... although no more wang zi bian qing wa, but now is so-called wang zi bian qing wa part 2 idol drama -- ai qing mo fa shi.. i lke it lotz.. to weng yan: thanks a lot arh... but the links got problem right?? i saw it... i will go and check...but must rack my brains to think of songs to put in blog... grr.. brain exploding.. haish..

oh ya.. today something interesting happened.. i was chewing gum while watching tv and dreaming at the same time, then i dont know why, the gum dropped and tangled with my hair... eww... it was damn disgusting sia... i juz washed my hair some more... then in the end i had to cut that part of hair off, because it was realy damn eww... now im losing hair.... haish....

time passed really fast.. haish....

tmr 5566 having concert in taiwan.... i cannot go... haish...

so long never blog liao, dont know what to say and what to blog... haish...

wow... its been 16 days since i blogged.
days pass so fast...
faster than i expected...
haish...
so many tests..
average 2 tests per week...
especialy maths...
im going CRAZY!!!!

wat to write????
maybe i shouldnt be spending so much time thinking what to write here...
juz write whatever shit that comes into my mind..

firstly: bryan wong is IN!!! i was referring to star idol...
second: wei xiong is IN!!! i was referring to super host
I am so happy!!! wahahaha....

firstly: i passed my a maths test
secondly: i passed my literature test [nt that gd though..]
thirdly: i passed my chemistry test
I am so very happy !! ^-^

tomorrow, 18022006 will be the mass run.. or celebration run...
haish... so early must reach bedok reservoir...
ssstttuuupppiiiddd!!!
not that i dun like... the run lah.. but so early... saturday leh...
cant sleep for 12 hrs...
haish~~

im writing til here... falling asleep ler..
my head is dropping

kiss you goodbye

recently, i listened to lotz of songs, but i like this song best-- wang lee hom's

Kiss You Goodbye

baby bu yao zai ku qi

zhe yi mu duo me shu xi

jing wo zhe ni de shou bi ci dou she bu de fen li

mei yi ci xiang kai kou dan bu ru bao chi an jing

gei wo yi fen zhong zuan xin hao hao xin shang ni de mei

xing fu da pei bei shang tong shi zai wo xin jiao ca

cuo zhede yan lei bu neng che shi ai de zhong liang

fu chu de ai shou bu hui hai qian ni de wo bu neng gei

bie ba wo xin dai zhou qu gen shui~

xing fu ta pei bei shang tong shi zai wo xin jiao cha

chuo zhe de yan lei bu neng che shi ai de zhong liang

fu chu de ai shou bu hui dan qian ni de wo bu neng gei

wo cai ming bai ai zhui zhen shi de zi wei

mei yi ci he ni fen ka shen shen bei ni da bai

mei yi ci fang qi ni de wen rou tong ku nan yi shi huai

mei yi ci he ni fen kai

mei yi ci kiss you goodbye

ai qing de zi wei ci ke wo zhong yu ming bai

lesson today.... byebye..sianz.....
in school...
haha...
there wont be any lit
cuz miss picca isnt here.....
hahaha.....
i dunno wat to write...
kekess...

haish~~~

how i hate infocus..... i feel like sleeping.. i dont want infocus...

ah~~~

feel like shit this whole week......

although i know its chinese new year.....

== bye bye==

im geting old...

feel like sleeeping the whole day...

something's wrong with me

maybe its because i had insufficient sleep

tjuz that

...

tmr there might be a gathering...

at my cousin's house...

for cny..

although we shldnt do that...

juz hope that he wont blame us bahx...

no matter what

we will still respect u....

mood swings...

came to sch in a bad mood

but went home high..

class atmosphere bah...

went photo-taking...

with 4e4 of course....

who else???

class photo, family photo..

what a pity i didnt brought my phone today...

class photo..

how many did we take?

family photo...

with wengyan

michelle

jeremy...

it was damn fun...

lotx of senior came back...

ex-4e1..

they played dunno what...

attracted so much attention..

practically all grad classes were watching them

during recess...

but they didnt do anything...

gordon said i was very tall....

haha..

im so proud to hear that...

btw.. i was on the top floor and him on the ground

when he told me that...

kaka

we didnt won the competittion...

neither did we lose....

but we did put in the effort....

im still so proud of it....

and WILL be proud of it....

im sleepy now..

even though i had my nap...

who cares??

im gg to bed..

byebye!!

haish...

okies.. after dunno how many weeks, i have finally blog AGAIN!!

what happened this week...

i went to 4 poly in 1 week.

that sounds sick right???

ttz what i tot...

so far, i went to rp, nyp, tp and sp

i love tp the best..

my first priority: tp

second: nyp

first choice of couse:bio technology

bio medical

second choice: hospitality and tourism {not sure yet...}

okies.... letz talk about impression of the polys:

i dun really like rp..

cuz i dun really know lotz of things in t sch well..

and i tot that it feels incomplete

i quite enjoy the trip at nyp..

except that its a bit too crowded

and we could not get much information about the courses

because we need to follow our classes....

and some were not intrested in applied science course

so they walked faster

what i like about tt trip to nyp:

i saw leon, took pictures of leon,

i got leon's autograph

i took a photo of leon

damn high man....

he sang three songs...

i wanted to take photoz...

but too far....

haish...

but he saw me taking photo of him

so he kept looking to my direction...

god.... he's so cute man...

i had him sign on my emaths notebook...

haha.. motivation for my studies.. what good excuse....

what i dun like about nyp: tpss had a bus less to fetch us...

so we, 4e4, had too wait for one hour plus for the earliest bus which sent some of our sch mates back

to come and fetch us

the waiting process....

it was damn horrible...

but to me, it was a blessing in disguise..

cuz.... hehe... not telling....

secret...

bleahx!

trip to tp: it was damn cool....

i got to know lotz of things i want...

we even met a new fren...

haha

the sch was oso like very well organised like that..

not all over around... then not very big bahx...

so i wont get lost ezily...

thats the advantage...

kekees...

what i dun like of tp:

the goodie bag..

damn big...

carry in hand very ma fan

so cramped everything in bag...

my bag damn heavy....

real heavy.....

trip to sp: wow... itz damn big sia...

can get lost very easily....

itz quite ez to go there.... cuz itz link to the bridge where the mrt station is...

but inside very big...

u c the external only can faint ler....

then inside got lots of slopes also....

must climb this stairs climb tt stair... wow...

damn scary...

scared if i study there

every 5 min will get lost leh....

haha

kkx... im signing off... off to drealand...

byebye...

hahahaha.... im back after a week... back to writing...
hectic week man...
so many things,,
everyday cramp at home do homework and sleep only
like no time slack like dat...
but somehow or other, im slacking like hell...
what the hell am i talking about???
theres going to be a test next week...
can i not go school????
this week like nothing much happen to me leh...
juz that cny coming...
then the wushu training is used to practice the perfornance...
never really exercise like dat....
but pe on thursday...
god.. i think i got cramps..
haha
the things that stupid teacher asked us to do....
but the whole class use sing songs to forget the pain..
wat powerpuff girls, spongebob squarepants all come out ler...
but go home still here pain there pain like dat...
ok lah...
lucky not as pain as last week...
that one then hell...
cant even sit proper, cuz my butt very pain...
haish...
i getting old....

hmms... this is already the 9th of jan... time pass so fast... soon, we will be having our infocus, then the common test...sianz...

i remember the resolutions i made to myself for this year.... no sleeping in class, and no matter how boring the lesson is, i must also listen, but i dont think i can make it man...coz i think there will be more boring lessons coming up....dont know why... im getting more and more blur in everything i do now... what the hell is really happening man???? is my brain not functioning well anymore? what to do???

last week actually nothing much happen de...except that during wushu practice, i almost used up all my brain cells to memorise the movements... actually the movements very easy de... but because i damn blur this few days, so mus use up more brain cell than others...
then on thursday, i went for a mini operation to get that stupid tumor which has been bothering me for the past month and which accompanied me during christmas and new year out... okie.. its not exactly a tumor... just something i dnt know whats its called, anyway, i had that when i was young and really went through an op in pri 2... i tot it wont happen again, but it happened during the hols.. maybe because i ate too much choc.. haish...
anyway, i went to the clinic to get that thing out, and it's quite painful.. but bearable... all i know is that the process is quite disgusting, and there were lots of blood, coz that's what the doctor say...
of course, im not that stupid to keep my eyes open during that mini operation right??? so i didnt see anything...see no evil...mm.. thats all bahx...

bu gou yong gan not brave enough

bu gou yong gan

[not brave enough]

shou zai ni shen bian

kan ni mei yi ge xiao lian

xiao de ne me tian

shi ta gei ler ni shi yan

bu gan you mai yuan

dou shi wo xin gan qing yuan

huo xu you yi tian wo de ai ni neng kan jian

yi tian yi dian

ni jian jian zhou yuan

wo que xiang kong qi bei hu lue

*zhi guai wo de ai bu gou yong gan

yi zhi chen mo de zhuo ni de yi lai

rang yi qie shi chen da hai

baby now i need you by my side

guo qu de yi qie gai ze me fang kai

without you i can't fall in love again

[i cant never fall in love]

till the end of time

in a world so close to me

im just so in love

with a girl who's in my heart

each and everyday

i wanna have you next to me

and i said to the world

i'll never let it end

ming ming zhi dao

zhi dao you yi tian fa xian ni bu zai you xiao lian

*wang zi bian qing wa finish so long already... but i still like the song.... hehe... so this is one of the songs that i like really a lot...sung by a new band called vj... lyrics by toro, victor[the member] and ke ge. music by victor...

thanks arh... xiao mao.. for helping me change the song... hehe... now u make me fen xin ler, coz i cant concentrate in the things i want to do while listening to the song... jk.. =)

im damn bored man.... im in school now... 30 more min to CCC practice... but it's raining.. i wonder how we are going to practice...

haish... second day of school only... im getting bored...
but not that bored...
what crap am i talking??
okies...
we really had our form teacher changed
it's mr hafiz instead of mr lai...
i dont know whether i shld laugh or cry
over the change of form teacher..
we had lots of teachers changed...
our maths teacher changed to mdm low leng instead of mrs yeo
heard that she took 6 months leave from sch coz she is deciding whether to cont teaching or not..
hope it's not becoz of our attitude last year
i tot we did give her a very hard time
by scoring single digits in our exams
then our combined humans teacher changed too..
to mr sharil
hell.. he really pushed us man...
hope he wont be like mr hafiz like that
now that mr hafiz is our teacher..
hmms...
i think the pressure wpuld be double ba....
with him as our bio teacher
and form teacher
seeing him in pccg, assembly time, etc..
what should i do now???
cry?
or laugh??
can any one tell me????
but i think i should study.. that's more impt right???
yep.. i noe its lame....

bitch!!!!! i hate them to the core man....
actually i should be the one using the com one lor..
wat crap homework or project does that bitch have??????
she's been using the com the whole week
using internet almost everyday
and it's always two to three hours at one go
for me,
it's only once a week
and not less than two hours
and whenthe bills are here,
im always the one that is blamed
for using too much
wat chat online blah blah...
bull shit man
always been like that one
doesnt mean that bitch is cleverer than me means this kind of unfair treatment wat
yeh.. she cleverer than me wat
had been getting those stupid jiang xue jing
but i dont
her maths damn clever
mine always f9
so????
she's been so san ba towards me
but everyone takes it as they didnt see anything
but when i never say a single word
juz show some lian se
then everyone say i ap
say i dong bu dong fa pi qi
wat kind of fucking logic is that?????
that's juz biasness wat
im juz stating the facts juz now
and my mummy wanted to beat me
juz that she couldnt find the cane
why should she anyway
im juz stating the facts
if she want to beat me
anything also can use wat
better still if she beat me to death
i wouldnt want to live in this kind of family too
people's relationships with their siblings are always so good
but this bitch
she treats me like dirt
in fact the whole family
i hate everyone!

sheng se xi qing yuan [part 2]

after that, jay neversee k anymore. the puppet shw he promised k could not even be shown to her.. and jay was so sad. fatty replaced k's job and even asked jay to forget k because they are from different world..[so bad]

one day, jay received an mms that shows k at the coffeehouse, wearing a formal dress, waiting for him. seeing that,jay remembered their promise and quickly changed to his formal wear and quiclky went to meet k. however, when he reached the coffeehouse, k was nowhere to be seen. instead, he received another mms from k. it shows that she was at the toy shop where jay gave her the merry-go-round musical box. jay quickly rush down there, but still, k could not be seen. he receives another message from k, and that she was at charles bridge, where they first met. jay went there, and finally saw her.

at charles bridge,jay told her about his feelings towards him again, but k told him it was impossible, and that they belong to different world. then she disappeared, leaving only the ruby necklance. he received another mms from k, waving goodbye...

jay then visited places where he went with k before returning to his country.. and wrote lots of songs that remind him of k. two years later,he went back to bu la ge. lots of things remained the same, and while shopping around, he saw the merry-go-round musical box. he wanted to buy it, and when he asked the shop owner about the price of it, he was shocked. the girl looked exatly like k, even her movements. however, the girl deny that she is k, and told him that she doesnt have any memory [just like k]. she doesnt knw who she is, doctors give her many treatments to make her regain her memory, but to no avail. jay then told her 'wo xiang wo zhi dao ni de guo qu. rang wo ba wo men de guo qu quan bu gao shu ni, rang wo men chong xin kai shi bah.' they did, and the story ends like this 'ren lai ren wang de shi ji li, jay he k ying wei sheng se duan xun er kai shi de ai qing gu shi, jiang zai zhen shi de shi jie li yan xu xia qu.'

the end