relieved, but back to books!

oh wow! long time no blog.
FINALLY, i'm done with my thesis proposal, and exams and everything of last semester.
the feeling of throwing away a stone in the brain is really WOW!
and school starts after that. -.-

i've got pictures wanting to put up here, but i'm not synchronizing my phone with my laptop yet.
i seemed like a lazy pig, ever since school starts.
it's not as heavy as last semester, but one module can kill.
forever killer - PHARMACOLOGY!
together with my hateful physiology, seems like i'm barely surviving in class. i hope i get my textook asap, so i can really ground myself to study.
university should not be as hardcore as poly days! i should enjoy school more before i regret, but it seems different now.

work wise, appraisal done with, the only thing now is to sit and wait for july to see if my name would be up on the board. less likely there is a chance, but oh well...
many stuffs needs to be done. i'm running around the pharmacy like a headless fly, not knowing what to do and that makes me super irritated with myself. i've got a partner who doesn't seem to have much chemistry with me, she can't keep up the pace with me & that makes me get hot and bothered with her, but i only have myself to blame. because when i was asked during appraisal, i had nothing to comment. i think i should just shut up. i'm just simply so irritated with myself, i haven't had the feel of accomplishment for such a long time. maybe when i click 'publish', i would feel it.

hateful and irritating stuffs aside, i am gonna look forward to all the planned outings.
Marche with Ching San, Ah Lee and Amanda
Thai food with Jingting and (hopefully) centipede gang. haha!

my motivator: 黄捷's birthday is round the corner!
may his wishes come true! :)

it feels as though today is friday, because i am typing all these and not sleeping. hur hur!

too many things to update,
too little time!
all in all,
i miss Huang Jie!!
i've got a new boyf; his name is called WARFARIN!
LOLOLOL!!!
see ya!

Class starts!

University life has begun!
Actually it has already started for 2 weeks. I am still getting use to it. Night life has been deeply affected with 3 to 4 days of school each day. Been going to bed at 12am or later ever since school starts; unable to get out of bed on the dot in the day, etc. Hahaha!! Welcome to the life of a University student!

Went through 3 modules out of 4. SED sounds freaking OMG. It concerns my Honours, concerns my future. I hope I get a title of a do-able topic. Hahahah!! Immunology is still as hopeless as ever. Biochemistry is still looking fine because somehow or rather, I still remember some from NYP. (unlike Immunology)

I feel like a freaking nerd now. Carrying a huge bag filled with snacks & lecture notes to work and class, I've got a sore shoulder. & not to mention, I pulled my shooulder muscle on Thursday during work. Salon pas became my best friend. It still is currently.

Class starts, no more Taiwan variety shows during weekday nights. I've survived the week without 星光， 秦子奇，天才冲冲冲。Actually it does not matter much to me anymore, because 黄捷 has already graduated from the competition. 6th position!!!!

A little disappointed even though it was kind of expected because he did well at the very last round. It was like a very teeny weeny last hope that he would probably fight till the grand finals. Well, it's okay. What's done is done. I'm just glad I got to know him & I found a role model to look up to :)

ok, here's a picture of my role model 2011.

(with a Chao Ah Beng face!)

对不起，我有点懒。。

对不起，我又没写日记了。哈哈！有点懒惰哦。。 也不知道要写什么好。看到人家的部落各都有好多好多照片， 有点羡慕。因为我的部落各全部都是密密麻麻的文字，没什么照片。哈哈哈！！ 意思是，我很文学吗？哈哈哈！真不要脸！

写了一段乱七八糟的东西之后，接下来要写些什么呢？
这星期的计划。。。
做工， 做工，和做工。。
然后星期六有DND。。
星期天如果没有意外的话，可能可以约湘婷出去玩！
超久没有看到她了。。

下个星期就开学了。
好不期待。
课表上个星期出炉了。
看了就心烦。真是的！

我要去看星光了。
最近的黄捷有点怪怪的。表现有一点退步。遇到瓶颈了吗？或许吧。。 还是赶课业也忙起来了。。 毕竟化学不好读啊。。。 不论怎样，希望他继续加油。尽他最大的努力去争取他要的东西。黄捷加油！送你一句我用来勉励自己的话：What doesn't kill you makes you better.

希望下一个演出你会好起来。加油咯！：）

hello diary :)
yesterday was the first day i went to blk 7 private pharmacy to learn. not bad. for now. i will be a good girl & learn. & not let people look down on me. :) all the groupings at work are back into the original. i am back to my 'original' partner. sad to say, a lot of my fellow colleagues are laughing at me in a jokingly manner. oh well, guess probably because i am the only one who can stand it for so long. it's ok! i will survive. :)


yesterday was also EinsteinJay's competition. i was practically frantically refreshing forums because he was in a very dangerous position. when i finally know he wasn't eliminated, the feeling was like... PHEW! i finally knew i passed all my modules. HAHAHA!

ending off this random post with a song i like by elton jones.

《那些年，我们一起追的女孩》

九把刀说，“我买过车，也买了房子。今后我终于可以说，我买过最贵的东西，是梦想。”
我很羡慕。真的。
因为我还不知道我的梦想是什么。
因为我连我自己想要什么都不知道。

我读了黄捷的无名后，更惭愧了。
他给自己设下的目标，他都达到了。
他说他要减肥，他做到了。
他说他要学琴，他做到了。
他说他要去pub驻唱，他做到了。
他说他要开启他的音乐之路，他做到了。

我说我要做的事，好像没有一件是做到了。
真是的！
我到底在干嘛的。。。
只有想要买的东西买到了。因为没有什么省钱的的概念。

在此，我希望我有黄捷般的毅力
想做的事都能做到！
加油加油！！！

来乱的！

我换电话咯！！
超开心的。
累积的心血都花在它身上。

最近有好多东西想买，可是没有钱了。哇哈哈 〉//〈
看着账户里的钱越来越少，真是心痛。
何日才能存完学费呢？？？
有时想要告诉自己，没有存完学费，剩下的都免谈，可是好像有点不可能。。
接下来想买的就是心仪的 Baby-G 手表！！！ 还是有好心人能送我呢？哈哈！！
它，可能就要等花红来的时候才能买咯。。。 〉// 〈

昨天是屠妖节， 可是我选择做工。虽然很忙，但是我很高兴我从中有学到东西。
从现在开始， 要学会从好的方面想事情，减少抱怨！
加油！加油！加油！

ps: 黄捷也要加油! 哈哈！：）

for 黄捷 :)

he is not some super handsome person

he is not some superb eyecandy.

to many, he might be only be a passer-by.

but what makes me really really like him this much

is because of his change.

the confidence level that grew throughout the competition

 is something that i think i should learn from him.

自我感觉良好。

i really enjoy watching his competition videos

because in a way or another,

it motivates me.

*ps, just like 迷路兵

谢谢你让我期待每个星期天晚上，

或星期一。

令人眼前一亮的表演，

把 Monday Blues 都赶走了。

尤其是“火山”那首歌。

连我都不敢相信，

连续一整天都是在

边做工，边哼这首歌。

我期待，你更好的表演。

黄捷 加油 加油 加油！！！

:))

i chanced upon a song that he wrote upon graduation.

& i like the last part:

再見的時候 將會發現

當初的夢 已譜成樂章

-黄捷



i havent been updating for a long long long long time!!!! so many events have been happening!!

like head over heels with黄捷! <3
like another round of opening and closing just ended!
like another round of shift rotation. YEAH!! 我解脱了！
like many many birthday celebrations in the pharmacy.
(waty, maylan, patrice, me, maryann)
like advance birthday celebration with ahlee & amanda.
thai food @ far east & cold stone creamery. omg! shiokness!
like advance birthday celebration with wushu peeps.
@ manhattan fish market with huge group who sang birthday song for me till the whole shop cheered with me. and madess @ kbox after that. first time 3 hours of kbox all high songs. HAHAHA!
like how my pharmacy has two rounds of power trip AGAIN!
like how i walk into A&E for a nose scope to know that i'm having gastric reflux and not choking on some foreign body in my throat.

seee, so happening right?
welcome to my life :)