WenQiang kor kor & family is now in Japan.
JAPAN!!!!!
*envious*


mommy says it is ore or less confirmed that most of daddy's side family would be going to Bangkok during December.
of course, it also includes our family.
BUT
excluding big sis & me.
one. i would be slogging off in SGH that i cannot go for the trip.
haiz.
that sounds so 'great' right?
whole family is away having fun, while you are slogging your butt off.
:(


& i told mommy i want want want go for holiday when i graduate.
even Genting Highlands i am also fine.
at least i can play all i want with no worries.
& who knows, i can go & gamble awayall my assets
& wait for daddy to bring me back to S'pore.
just kidding...


mommy gave me permission
that if next year, WenQiang kor kor & family would be going HK or any other place,
i can tag along with them.
yeah!
BUT, that is only if they are going lah.
they are in Japan now, who knows if they are going anywhere else at end of year.
& if they are not planning to go anywhere...
i will be so so so so sad.
:(


Tracy said something tha triggered me.
She says she raher spend her time doing useful things rather than sleep it away.
she says she thinks this is a waste of time.
that made me think. i feel like i am like wasting my time everyday.
many a time, i can use the time to do many things, buti just did not do it.
& it's time to find that surge of determination to do things back.
there are many things i want to learn.
& i am going to use this time to do it.
i want to fight the tiredness in me.
STOP BEING A LAZY BUM, LIM SHI PING!!!


yes, i am sad.
i admit i am expecting something.
something that never came.
i expected the impossibles.
but do i always do?


i had hopes held high up for the past weekend.
expecting something.
which never came.


you brought me high up into the air, believing that
even if i ever fell,
there would be something for me to fall back on.
& that the fall would never be a painful one.


& now that i really fell.
i realized.
there is nothing for me to fall back on.
no cushion, no strong arms.
just the cold hard floor, which i landed heavily on.
injuring myself many a times.


& i still continue to believe you.
that one day,
when i fall,
it will not be painful anymore.

hoohoo~

some peektures up here!

hehe!

these are just some which are taken during attachment time.

see those 2 badges up there?

it's launched under a 'Moove Love' program for some charity thingy.

cost 2 bucks per badge.

the green one was given to me by Sharon,

& the blue one was given to me by Tracy.

hee :)

& the last two ones...

is taken at the air con pantry

where we just love love & looooveee to eat, sleep & slack during our break time.

hoohoo~

-MISSED-

apparently, when i want to post some pics up,
this blogger has to be crap.
i dont know why.

so no pictures again.
>.<

anw, life has been going on as usual.
met up with Michx & Xiaomao on friday, 09102009.
went to had Pepper Lunch, & they passed me my birthday gift.
hahahaa.
it's damn chio. i like!
million of thanks to the 3 M-s. Miaoru, Xiaomao, & Michie.
:)
shall post up my birthday presents peektures when blooger is back to norm, i guess.

blah blah blah..

& yes, i still want to bitch about work.
hahaha.
ok la. this week should be not very happening, nothing much i guess.
just a lil' change of timing. starting work at 0930 instead of 0830.
hoohoo~ means can sleep in a lil' later than usual. hehee :)
BUT there's still an assignment which is not yet finished.
& yes, we are still collecting boxes like some garang guni so that our dear PS lecturers have many many boxes to show off.
hahhahaha!
okies. boxes & bottles.
poor Khairul has 3 cartons at home now, waiting for me to bring it to Mr Kelvin.
& besides the boxes, we are also collecting those PIL from the boxes.
so we can use it for assignment, & also info collecting.
& i realize the blur girl is into action once again.
because she remembers collecting the PIL for few particular medications,
& yet can never find them in her file no matter how much she digs.
& when she thinks back,
she realizes that the PILs are either in that basket in the polyclinic
or it is in those cartons that we will be delivering to Mr Kelvin.
good job! -.-
*clap clap*

*edited*
work today was horrible plus terrible.
shortage of staffs plus full load of patients.
& it's work work work & more work.
we didn't even had the time to pause.
prescriptions pouring in, labels printing non-stop,
medicines get picked non-stop, and we packing non-stop.
& of course, dispensing non-stop.
we didn't even had the chance to complain.
waiting time was double of horrible + terrible too.
but forgivable, seeing the situation at the back.
which was seriously OMG
something random between me & Khairul when working:
Him: 'ShiPing, I give you 50 bucks, shoot me please.'
Me: '50 bucks only?! How about you shoot me & I'll give you all my valuables?'
haha. it's stupid.
but that was how bad the situation was.
if you all can imagine.
& it lasted for quite few hours.
i am now very very very tired.
until i don't have the mood to move.
i feel like watching movies online.
but then again,
i am too tired to do so.
...
pictures.. other times bah. really really not now.
very very tired, even though i have endless things to do.


why must things turn out this way?
you said it this way, but it turned out to be another.
you said it would stop, but it didn't.
& it's already not the first time.
why why and why?
when reading, i feel sad.
you always say things are not as how it is seem,
but from what i see, it is not.
can you explain it to me?
oh well, forget it.
you wont see this anyway.
you won't even know how i feel.
you won't even care.
who knows, you don't even remember me.
i don't understand. why can you afford to call her, but not me?

hoohoo~

it's now week 5 into attachment. 7 more weeks to go.

hahaha!

don't know why, suddenly have the urge to leave this place like soon.

cannot imagine i am doing this job for the rest of my life.

like so no life.

haiz...

have been at fever clinic after lunch for the past few days.

good & bad.

good is because can sit & do capturing.

bad is because have to face a new 'best friend'.

*grumps grumps & more grumps...*

leading a lifeless life these few days.

it's just work, home, work, home cum training.

and there is an assignment to be done, yet i have not finish it at all lor!

tired.

the only thing i felt like doing when i reach home is to sleep sleep and sleep.

*grumps grumps & more grumps...*

okies. something random.
i saw a Singapre Food Industry van passing by my house today.
that reminds me of NDP 2009. when we were almost always eating their food.
& also reminds me of SOMEONE who is eating it everyday now.
hoho!
okies, end here bah.

psst: blogging from work place. hahaha!!!

i think it's really time to get new specky..

my current one have duper lots of scratches lor...

must be due to all the dropping on the floor & 'crushing' when i am sleeping.

like, when i wake up, specky is on my bed.

like wth... -.-

when did i take my specky when i am sleeping lor...

>.<

maybe i will get the red one.. maybe..

& i feel like getting a new adidas bag.

those sporty ones..

can sling & side those type.

should i should i????

but i haven't find one that i like.

but the problem is, when i find le then decide,

but if i did not buy, then i will feel bu gan yuan.

or maybe thinking of these now is useless..

coz we haven't got our pay yet.

:(

4 weeks down.

8 more weeks till end of attachment.

hoohoo~

blogging!

guess what?

i found my heaven amongst the hell.

hahahah!

if JingTing has her ____ as her motivation during atachment,

i have mine too!

but mine is different from hers lah!

haha!

i like my heaven.

my motivator.

weeee~

:)

yesterday after training at NYP, WeiChong sent me home

with his carrrrr!

haha.

ok, his dad's.

that's not the main point. the main point is,

he drove!

haha.

congrats buddy! 8th day since you got your license.

all i can say is, we don't know the road well. LOL!

but it's ok. shall learn from mistakes that we make. hehehe!

okies okies.

shall stop here for now.

hoho!

my heaven, my motivation. :) LOL!!!

alrights! blogging now, coz waiting for show to load! hahaha!

work: 

work this week is a lil' different, because monday no work ma. so the feeling a bit different. & i start work @ 9am & started work @ 8.30am on saturday as well as whole of this week. start early means time seems to past slower. & have been working OT for the past 2 saturdays because not enough staffs. -.-

 this week, i got to try out fever clinic. & did basic capturing there. it's cool doing capturing. but not fun, when you have to do almost everything there. haha. because it's small, so basically, besides dispensing, i do almost everything la. & we had to wear the N95 mask, which is like OMG! if i ever die in fever clinic, it's not because of the infectious disease there, but because of breathlessness lor!

did some capturing at the main pharmacy too. with those chronic diseases. i think the seniors are laughing at the way Khairul & I do the capturing la. somehow or rather, i think we look funny when doing capturing. i will speak out loud at what i do to myself, while Khairul will go 'wait wait! don't tell me. i know i know!' HAHA!

but capturing is scary too. must believe. jie jie here has experience. shall not say what it is here. P&C. hahah!

haven't fax my time sheet over to HR. & we will only get our pay like end of next month. gosh! think i will be eating grass & drink air for next few weeks bah. or mama shall be feeding me another extra month. LOL!

birthday:

wooo~

i am going to get my watch? woohoo! hahaha!

& i am like psychoing mama to get me Adidas Candy watch.

LOL!!!!!

last time, i keep saying Candy watch nothing special, coz i got a similar one, but is red in colour. but that watch always spoil. & now, it's dismantled & rotten. & suddenly, i think Adidas Candy.. the white one especially.. is nice. hahahah!

others:

i think i have lots of things to buy, which till now, i haven't got it. like my slippers. & wushu shoes. & specky. lots of people say i should get the red one. hahha. i thought so too. but red & my current brown de, like not much difference huh? or maybe i should go for difference. LOL!

visited my optician on friday to get lenses. & she was wow-ed by the fact that my current specky is already about 3 years old. imagine the fact that i used to change my specky yearly, & now, my current specky is like 3 years old liao la!

& mama said, 'Of course so long le still not spoiled la. She paid 220 bucks for it her own mah...'

which is true. i paid my current specky myself de lor!

& wear until the colours all fade liao, still wearing it.

i am power! haha!

shows:

last few months & weeks, TV had been airing 'Fated to Love You'. & that is my second time watching it. but i still think Dylan is handsome. LOL!

currently watching a HK drama online. introduced by Nel.

the show is called 仁心解码. & it's a show about psychiatry. cool lor!

& i like a sentence in the show.

生别的病时，或许动动手术就好了，但是精神病，不是想象中动动手术就好了。

well, the doctor said something like that. which i think is true.

& though i like the brain because it's the master of one's body, i know i can never be a psychiatrist or neurologist because as much as i like it, i can never understand it and its properties. hahaha!

& so, as for now, this blog post shall be written till here while i go & continue watching that show. hahah!

till then :)

it's end of week liao.. seems like i am blogging on a weekly basis only..

archives is going o be so pathetic.

LOL!

celebrated birthday again on thursday.

hahaha.

went to iluma  had dinner with nel, fel, eve, and pei shan.

dinner was nice, but i can't remember the place name.

so hard to remember.

after that had cake too.

haha.

i know the cake name!

it's call Glace. or something like this.

after that went walk walk around iluma.

now i know they have arcade on two levels.

hahah.

nel and eve played the hop hop thing.

so funny!

hahaha.

play play.. then 10pm plus, watched that short horror film. 3D 360 degree somemore...

OMG!

they keep saying they won't scared, but in the end only eve not scared lor!

LOL!

after that went home le...

attachment wise... next time then say bah.

i want go watch show liao...

psst: i want to buy new specky... should i get a red colour one, or white colour one?

haha!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME~~~

& yupps!

today is B-I-R-T-H-D-A-Y!!!

thanks everyone for wishing me

be it on msn, facebook, sms..

& everywhere...

hehheeheh!

shall upload my birthday presents soon, i guess..

1 year ago, when i celebrate my 18th birthday,

i was in HK, as well as on the plane on the way back to S'pore.

today, when i celebrate my 19th birthday,

i am stuck in Hougang Polyclinic with attachment, followed by training at NYP (with cake!)

1 year later, when i celebrate my 20th birthday,

i wonder, where and how it will be?

hmm...

too lazy to blog about last week's attachment.

anyway, there isn't much special.

got to work 8am shift on saturday.

but i woke up late.

LOL!

woke up like 1 hour late.

& left house within 15 minutes, when usually i take 1 hour before i leave house.

LOL!

mummy say good, like that can help her save electricity & water..

-.-

but i ended up spending more $$ coz i cabbed to polyclinic..

that caused me 1 day pocket money.. luckily no surcharge.

was happy that i can get off work at 1230.

but end up coz too busy, so OT half hour.

hahaha. ok la, coz half hour very fast pass too.

went home, slack a while, then went out to meet JT.

eat dinner, went kallang meet dada.

then walk to indoor stadium, watch Wushu Display.

we did not sit at original seats, so went in search of 3 seats together.

so ended up changing lots of seats.

throughout the night, i was sitting beside two sick people.

hahahah!!!!!

but ok la.

i strong! LOL!!!

display wasn't that bad.

but the two of them were bored because got a lot tai ji performance.

while during ba ji quan performance, none of them bothered me.

-.-

LIKE THAT ONE LOR!!!!!

overall, it was quite nice.

i like the shaolin performance, especially the cute boys.

hahahaha.

suddenly thought, like very long nv see my xiao niu liao..

hahahaah!!!

Fill in the blanks:

I think ______________ is a bitch!...

2 weeks down.

10 more weeks of attachment @ hougang to go.

hahahaa.

next week, we might try out filling & capturing prescriptions le.

!!!!!

a little not very prepared & confident yet..

today is friday.

time really pass very fast lo..

doesn't seem like friday at all. hahaha.

i got to do translation today.

so cool & yet so funny. hahaha

i helped to translate counselling points in hokkien.

HAHAHAH!

and my hokkien is half pail water de lo.

can understand but cannot speak those type.

but i managed to finish translating.

feel so proud of myself.

credit to nel, because last saturday, she kept saying 'high blood pressure' in hokkien.

then the meds also for hypertension de.

so i rmb-ed what is it in hokkien.

LOL!!!

& my hokkien is super broken.

can't imagine what will happen if i were to speak hokkien for the whole day when dispensing.

******

after work, popped by G2 again. haaha.

coz ask them help me punch hole in my belt.

& that time auntie sally say they closing soon le.

& yupps, GTM (M) is closing soon.

on 24th September.

i think 24th is last day ba.

like.. one day after my b-day.

feel so..

G2 changed my life in a way or another.

it had been a wonderful memory working there.

made lots of friends.

know lots of people.

a bit bu she de to know that they are ending business soon.

though they will be at T1 la..

but it won't be the same already.

the feeling whenever passing by.

pop in & out of the shop.

& BeeEng say kally kor kor transfer to vivocity le.

hahaa.

somehow or rather,

thinking that it has been a long time since everyone had gathered together for a meal.

maybe one day shall ask ai ren out

ask everyone out.

but seems hard to do so.

Wendy & i have attachment.

adults are working..

derick & ah boy in NS

Mr P dont know when go NS..

blah blah blah...

so ma fan!

hahahahahaha.

*****

& i just rmb-ed.

today is 18th September.

one year ago,

i am now in hong kong for study trip.

time flies.

one year just pass like this.

& one year ago, i knew you missed me & i missed you.

 

累了，倦了

想要放弃了，却又没有勇气。

心有余，力却不足。。

sometimes, it is hard to solve a simple problem.

why is my birthday wish so hard to fulfill?

 

happy 21st birthday!!!!

love the present-Ss yeah?

hahaa.

psst, shall never forget all your expressions. coz you made me LOL the whole night.

HAHAHAAH!

you know what i mean. LOL!
and thanks for the yum-yum too. hehehx!

one year ago,

we were getting all high over going to HK.

one year later, we are stuck in attachment.

legs are breaking.

how i wish that my legs are breaking because i shopped too much in HK.

not because i spent 8 and half hours standing and picking and packing medications.

LOL!!!!

everyday lunch is @ hougang mall.

now, hougang mall is like the second tampines mall.

i'm going hougang everyday,

i can jolly well stay @ little miss chloe wee's house.

LOL!!!

Gelare@ hougang mall has changed to Subway.

sian...

i'm craving for Gelare!!!!

okies.

Gelare shall be added into my birthday wishlist with lots of !!!!!

hahhahah!

anyway, i got myself a birthday present.

hahaha.

i got myself Adidas deodarant.

Game Spirit.

yupp! Adidias. hahahhaa.

& i got it @ quite a deal lo. hahaa.

though i like Ice Dive better, but i think i don't suit that smell. so i did not get that for myself.

hahahaa.

work is getting better i guess.

but supervisor says that first 3 weeks is honeymoon week for us to know there better.

after that the hard grilling will come.

*GASP*

khairul & i got all the PIL-s home to study.

PIL-s & all lecture notes is on the way now.

now who says attachment no need study??

RARR!!!

okies. i need to study liao.

i hope i dont get to do dispensing soon.

not when everything is not at my fingertips yet. >.<

-MISSED-

today is saturday.

11 more weeks to go!!!

haha. jia you!

went gai gai with eve & nel after work.

went to yishun to find them.

then go comex buy my thumbdrive.

before that, went to look for JD and CW.

and their friends at epicentre.

went up level 6 to look for thumbdrive.

we were practically buang-ing our way through.

holding on to each other's hand tight tight,

we squeezed through the crowd. haha

now my shoulders damn pain,

coz i kept using it to knock people.

LOL!

after comex, went to PS

evelyn went to collect her things,

then went gai gai around,

& finally to Cathay to have dinner @ Astons.

nice!

after that,

home sweet home.

LOL!

oh ya, after ending work, i changed into my shorts before meeting them.

& the feel was like..

'OMG! like so long ever since i wear shorts go out lor!'

i think slippers are worse.

the last time since i wore slippers out of home was like..

1 week ago?

crazy luh!

1 week of work ends with 2 conclusions:

1. can die, cannot sick.

think about medical bills.

think about the amount of drugs that you have to eat,

especially if you are suffering from chronic diseases...

& the amount of money you have to spend on it.

2. 把自己的快乐建立在别人的痛苦上

building your happiness on other people's sorrows.

while you are happily taking MC from school/ work/ whatever reasons (your happiness),

there we are packing your prescriptions like a mad hurricane.

that's one of you.

& times it like by few hundreds & thousands of you. (our sorrows).

during schooling period:

- i get to snooze my alarm clock.

- i get to sleep ALL the way to YCK on bus.

- we have the chance to start school late.

- we have the chance to end school early.

- we have the chance to change our time table anyhow

to accomodate our timing.

- we have e-learning (no need go school)

- we have long breaks interval.

- i get to sleep doze off in class/lecture when tired.

- i get the 'oh shit, haven't print tmr's lecture notes' time.

- i get the 'oh shit, have to reach school early to print notes'

- i can convince myself that i can be a lil' late for class. it's alright!

- if there is no lab, i can wear any shorts + slippers.

- basically, during school, i wear any shirts that i see first thing in the morning, except when i already know what i want to wear.

- we don't need to stand for 7 and half hours during lesson.

during attachement:

- i cannot snooze my alarm because oversleep = die

- i cannot sleep on bus because over shot bus stop = NYP

- i cannot start work late. must on time!

- i end my work time according to the shift. sometimes later. no much chance of earlier.

- there is no time table to anyhow change to accomodate my timing.

- there is no e-learning

- we only have 1 hour break for lunch.

- i dont even have time to stone. let alone doze off when tired.

- no more thinking of if notes are printed/ what notes for tmr's lesson, etc.

- i don't have to go school early to print notes anymore.

- i cannot convince myself that i can be late for attachment, right?!

- lab or no lab, no shorts and slippers. :(

- i cannot wear any top or bottom i like. i have to think carefully what i can wear and what i cannot wear.

and no jeans. boohoo! (expected) :(

- we have to stand for 7 and half hours.

ps: concluding everyone's fb comments and status, etc. i like evelyn's best.

'i promise i will be on time everyday for school'.

haha!

天下没有不散的宴席
i do miss gatherings with PS0701 lots.

i miss Q509

i miss Q516

i miss Q518

(though is new teaching prep room, and we didn't really get to use it.)

i miss labs @ level 7

i miss labs at Q616

i miss those funny days.

like how justin danced nobody  @ Q509.

how we camwhored during class..

hahahaah!

it's all fun fun and fun.

i hope i get to experience more fun during IAP and FYP.

tt's all for now ba.

tmr going gai gai with nel and eve after work.

LOL!

i need get my thumbdrive.

it's only first week, and i've been spending money like crazy.

2 pairs of shoes on tuesday (coz i can't stand the blistering pain)

(paid my mummy. woo~)

and i need get my new pair of warrior shoes..

and i haven't buy present...

OMG!

and mine too...

wondering what should i pamper myself on.. hahhaa.

12 more days.

looking forward to birthday.

i hope i get to end work earlier.

i hope i have presents on that day.

i hope i have cake on that day.

i hope....

hahaa.

:)