i said i would be a good girl and study hard hard.
what have i been doing?
食言了..
seriously,
i dont know what i have been doing.
i dont know what is going on.
i dont know what is going to happen next.

what the hell is going on?
it's super irritating. and i hate it.
am beginning to hate myself.
for being so discouraged.
for being so unmotivated.
for being so dumb.

tutorials are piling up.
yes, i do finish them on time.
lectures are given out on time,
damn it, i can even print the wrong lecture to school lo!
i know it myself that i dont have much time to slack around.
but i still happily slack around during break time, instead of using the time to do tutorials.
i know many tests and projects are coming up.
deadlines are nearing.
but i still....
=((((

and my spear sucks.
my jian.. i dont know.
taiji, dont say le bah..
still in the midst of exploring...

seems that there is nothing that can motivate me to work hard hard.
i feel that i have no dreams.

EMO!