Chingay 2010, outings!,back to NYP :)), misc

hello dearest! i'm back! haha!

this week is cool!!! let's start from friday...

19th feb:
after work, met RQ and JT and YT to go chingay. lots of jokes de ok..
first, yt was late. then everyone almost took the wrong way because yt say 'follow the crowd' haha!!
then we had to walk a superrrrrrr long way to reach our destination.
then we had a hard time finding our destination.
and we kept complaining. hahah!
then we found our seats,
then they took the pom pom and started making fun with one another and someone. ssshhhhh!!
then the show started and we start watching, lots of comments. lots of wow-s. lots of photos, many things. & my phone went flat. -.-
then the show ended, and we went to makan subway. lots of bets made. haha. then went home. funny jokes made thanks to yee tian and his short-cut ways of talking. ASK ME!! hahah!!! or RQ also can. and JT!!! lol!!!
oh, & i saw some friends whom i knew from the golf event. but i think they couldnt recognise me. hahhaha!

& the end of friday

20th feb:
started off with GRPS early in the morning with a bad sore throat.
-.-
actually intended to be assistant of an assistant coach so no need talk so much. but ended up i took a group of 11am kiddos. haha. yes, i talked at the top of my voice. ouch to throat.
class ended at 1230. off with RQ to green line.
she went to aljunied.
i went back to, of course, tampines.

reached home, slacked around.
fever a lil'.
melissa called for help with g2 stuffs.
met her @ tm, brought her to shopping.
fever a lil' still.

after that, met Derick Choo @ interchange,
went to bedok blk 85 for good food.
yes, not feeling well still.
bus-ed down, chit chat lots, laughed lots.
met JianWei and ordered food. those unhealthy food.
yeah, they told me to 以毒攻毒. hahah!
Der's food is definitely the most most most healthy one. OMG!

with JW and him,
recapped lots of stuffs.
many things that JW did not joined in, we told him.
many things that JW forgot, we refreshed his memory.
he left too early le la. & me and Der stayed too long le. HAH!

most of the time, we were also talking about our future.
and their army lives. it's interesting to hear them say about it,
especially when they are in 2 totally different environment.
hahaha.

classic:
me: 我昨天毕业了!!
Der: 我一年前毕业了!!
JW: 我两年前毕业了!!
-.-
talk about them throwing me cold water on my face. TSK!!!
time passed the fastest when we enjoyed the most.
after full night of fun, home sweet home. :))

oh oh oh!!!!
& i forgot to mention--
Jian Wei said that he is willing to sell me his 32gb iPod Touch to me!!!!!!!!
hahahh!!!! wee~~!!~~ :))))))
hahahahha!!! let's wait till he ORD first.
meanwhile i can save some money.
heh heh heh!

JianWei!!



Derick Choo!!



me!!



YIP JIAN WEI!!
if you are seeing this,
UR SKILLS FAIL LE LA!!!
hahahahah!!!!
coz it's blur. haha!
but better than nothing la. LOL!

& the end for saturday

21st feb:
woke up at 715.
prepare for hong wen training.
SHUCKS! couldnt even get out of bed.
last night's good food...
以毒攻毒，毒死自己.
fever, blocked nose, and forget le.
msg coach, rq and i fell flat on my bed.
slept till 11 plus. daddy woke me up.
drove me all the way to NUS to submit my application forms.
YES, I FORGOT THIS WEEK IS LAST DAY OF SUBMISSION. like totally forgot.
thanks rq for reminding me.

after that went home, went to some place with daddy.
then went for training after popping some pills again.
as usual, self-medicate le. -.-
blah blah.. training.. taught kids.
home sweet home.

& the end for sunday

22nd feb:
met nel, went school.
collected testimonial from ms yong.
submitted log book.
but log book kena rejected. coz lack of one signature.
*FAINTS*
need to make my way back again.
transport fee no need $$ like tt. grrrrrr
oh well, my fault.

anw, im happy today.
because i got to wear
t-shirt, shorts and slippers to school!
oh my favourite combination.
oh, i miss those days. hahah!

& the end of monday

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR, HAPPY VALENTINES :))

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR CUM VALENTINE'S!!!!


the 3 babes.
hahha!
boyf shirt, boyf shirt, boyf shirt.
ALL COPY ME!!!!
HUMPHS!!!!





with the 2 handsomes..

tada~
me, myself, i
:))

3 weeks of retail, END OF ATTACHMENT!!!!

alrights!!!
for the past 12 weeks, my status was:
no work on every saturdays.

my current status is:
no work EVERYDAY!!!

hahaa. simple logic: because i have ended my attachment!! yippeeee!!!!
hahha. i am like a free-er now. lol!!!

anyway, retail had been a good place. at least for me. so i didn't really understand why some people say retail is not nice. maybe it's the memory job. oh well, that was ok with me coz at least people there wont scold you if u forgot where things are. and i liked there tons coz i got to see tons of atas drugs and feeds and dressings. but i thought 3 weeks was like super short. there are still tons of stuffs that i have yet to learnt!!!! that is like the only regret in retail. oh well, too late for regrets. it's over already.

12 weeks of Hougang,
12 weeks of SGH.
had been great. really.
there had been bad times. like seriously bad times.
but well, we learnt from it, don't we?

don't ask me where will i wanna go in future.
hoho!

HAPPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!
*dreams of red packets*

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!
*draws heart shapes*

oh i love this year.
hot dates wee~~...
hahhaah!!!

Guys VS Girls

had a talk with Irene last week? & our topic was 'Is there "friends forever" between guys and girls?'

interesting huh? in our case, we are referring to the ones that are exceptionally close with one another, yet are only best friends. and not romantically involved. haha!

and yep, of course i believe in it!!! with a simple reason, because I've got guy friends who are really best of buddies, or at most brothers. not much further can we go. haha!

not many. but few. people whom i know who to look for when i have troubles or grumbles. like wei chong and wei mun. my wushu 'brothers'. hahah

& there is also one particular guy whom i mentioned to irene when we were discussing about this topic. coz he is really really the very good example of my best guy friend. even though we had been romantically linked before for LONG time, (thanks to some people) he is defintely my bestest guy friend;
someone whom i have known for quite some time.
someone who is always a listening ear away.
someone who is not physically there, but always a call or msg away.
someone who is a good SOS! haha!
someone who had been there with me during my worst working days.
someone whose little actions of support touched me.

we don't contact each other often. like.. few weeks to months. but when i need help, he is always there. he might not understand what i am going through. he might not understand all the stuffs i am doing. but he is there to hear me grumble non-stop until i stop. haha! he might be not free when i need his companion. but he is definitely there for suggestions.

if there is a guy whom my future boyfriend must be jealous of, excluding my dad, he is definitely the one. HAHAH! yeah, he is that significant in my life. he may not think that this is him. because we have not been in contact for quite some time, like a month or two. but nevertheless, yes, he is a person whom in a way see changes in me in a phase of my life.

so yup, i believe that there is this friendship that can last, between guys and girls.
like me and him!
don't ask me why i think that we can't further.
it's just a matter of chemistry between us. haha!!
& no, i am not revealing his name out.
happy guessing. :))

No More FYP!! :))

黑白配!!!
hahhaa
Jaslyn & me,
& our specky fun.
LOL!!


FYP IS FINALLY OVER!!!
*heaves a sigh of relief*
it's like a big big stone being let off.
now, it's really TIME TO PLAY PLAY PLAY!!!
mwahahhaha!!!!!

these 3 months,
i had grumblings and complaints.
i didn't understand what i was reading.
i even dreamt of the bone structures in my sleep when reading about pathophysiology of the disease.
yes, that was how bad it was.
oh, & there was this shitty AES that practically tore everyone's hair off.
cannot link, picture can see...
& many more.. HAHA!

after the first presentation,
there were few weeks whereby i would meet irene to go back to school library to do fyp.
yeah~ fyp partner. haha!
& we would chat about tons of stuffs too. haha!

oh well,
i don't feel like talking much about fyp now, since it's over.

aes, checked.
2 presentations, checked & checked
one report, checked

& one more week to end of attachment.
hahaa!!
shall blog about retail after next week or the week after as a whole bah.
hahah!!

Miscellanoeus Week

updates~ :))

work--
week 8: Miscellaneous week;
A&E, store, labs.
A&E is nothing to do de. just sit and stone.
Store Receiving area is boring with a huge capital B but issuing side is fun Fun FUN! got to the world of many cartons. I'm a strong girl! :DD develop muscles. heh heh heh!
Labs are bored coz they don't let us do anything, just see see only. sian.. make my heart itchy only.
this week is retail pharmacy. so is next week. and next next week.

wushu--
BACK TO GREEN RIDGE PRIMARY SCHOOL!!!!!!
it has been 5 months since i had been back.
5 MONTHS!!!
doesn't seem much changes, except that the kids learnt more things.
back again after 5 months, did 2 first times
first time take warm up on my own. thanks RQ for letting me have the chance.
first time take a class on my own. the 11am lil' kids all by myself.
it wasn't easy, but the kids were not that bad. so yeah, i survived. :DDDDD

went down to fuhai after that, then to ubi to cheer them for grading.
helped out a lil' too. but i didn't help much. hahaha!
come march,RQ and Taiji partner will be going for theirs.
JIAYOU!!! and to TJ partner, dun aim for pass only ok????

entertainment--
yesterday sunday got no tampines training.
so after hongwen went to orchard with friends.
can imagine?? to town in orchard area in wushu attire is not enough,
my sword is with me leh!!! carrying sword with me in town. LOL!
anyway, it was super fun, because MY FIRST TIME TO ION ORCHARD!
hahahaha!!

FYP--
i hate AES!! i hate AES!! i hate AES!!
i hate AES!! i hate AES!! i hate AES!!
i hate AES!! i hate AES!! i hate AES!!
i hate AES!! i hate AES!! i hate AES!!
i hate AES!! i hate AES!! i hate AES!!

why can't frontpage just link everything together????
GAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!
count down: 9 more days...

Skin Centre

National Skin Centre appointment today.
so not fun. because i was late. & my appt time was delayed.
:X
the consultants could not diagnose anything out from my rash,
so had to do full blood count test, antibodies test.
ok, in short, blood test.
it's not pain when they taking my blood sample.
it's pain after that. AFTER! like tsk! i think is the plaster's fault.
& I've got to go back in 2 months time..

i'm glad i got government grant.
expensive leh!!!!
mommy actually wanted to help me pay for my medicine,
but they didn't have small change for her big note.
so in the end.. another 10 bucks flew away just like this..
OH MY SAVINGSSSSSS~~!!~~~~
THEY JUST FLEW AWAY :'(((((

Week 4 at Inpatient Pharmacy

hoohoo~ long time no blog!
hahahh!!!

time really flies.
last wednesday i was just back in school for FYP presentation.
this week's wednesday, i went back once again.
for a talk, and chiong FYP part 2 with Irene.
library is really a nice place to work in, especially towards the night, when it is quiet.
i didn't even need music to keep me awake.
i simply love the quietness.
shall be back there again. heh! :))

this week is week 4 at inpatient pharmacy.
LAST WEEK ALREADY!!!!
see, time flies right???

this is a place where i had fun.
more fun than SOC, but less dispensing though.
hahha!
but this is the place where my life did not revolve only around picking and packing,
which is something i yearned for.

i like to do returns, even though i might feel sleepy cutting tablets whole afternoon.
(something which SS yearns to do, haha!)
i like to do crediting, even though it holds a cautionary label stating 'May Cause Drowsiness'.
i like to do e-portering, even though the pharmacists loves to bomb me with files in piles.
i like to do IOU even though i have not done it before, because i get to walk all over the hospital to the different wards and etc.
i like to help Jaslyn do stocks, because flipping tablets do not require much use of brains.
i like to 'drive' the stock trolley, even though i always lang gar because i have no license.
i like to go top up wards even though i always get lost, even though i cannot differentiate which prep room is A, B or C.
but i always managed to find it in the end.

that is the process of learning on my own.
which is something that i wanna learn.
to stand on my own feet, to ask people when i really need to.
heck care if i dont know the nurses.
but at least, i don't put the patients' lives at stake right?

BUT I STILL DON'T LIKE PHONE OPERATOR DUTIES. >.<

i did dispensing today.
not a lot, no difficult drugs.
simple & straight forward. I LIKE!
hahaha!
went with Fel & Ms Wan.
she's very nice & patient.
& she taught me lots of things too. I LIKE! :))

had lunch with Jaslyn & KY (one of the pharmacist, idk how to spell his name)
once again, the topic never change.
where will i go after i end attachment?
how do i find these places?
these questions that have been asked many times.
many times which i did not put it to serious considerations.
but now, it's different. because i'm only left with 4 weeks.
before i start eating grass & drinking air.

oh well, I've got my plans in mind.
not many people knows about it though.
so.. hahhaa!
let's keep it this way.
Inpatient Pharmacy. For now, it's till here.
Thanks to many people who had guided me along, whom I had fun with.
will remember everyone deep deep! heheheh!!

Song

saw this song on Der's blog.
listened to it, loved it, watched it.
now, post it.

it's nice. :))

Week 3 of Inpatient Pharmacy, FYP

this week is Week 3.
next week is last week in Inpatient pharmacy.
>.<

this week..
BACK TO WARD AREA!!!
haha. cool cool.
the coolest thing i've done this week is to go top up wards on my own.
wahaahaha..
ok, it's no big deal.
but i did it ok.
LOL!!!

and the four students were on a 'major project' of answering phone calls.
cool job right??!!
stationed next to the phone for 4 hours everyday,
answering stupid and weird questions from nurses,
answering questions from doctors, public, etc.
running around looking and digging for files and stuffs
no thanks to nurses when they are supposed to be the ones doing those checkings first.
-.-
a lot a lot..
there were dumb questions that made us go -.-||
there were questions that made us go o.O
there were questions that made us LOL
there were questions that made us go RARRRR
obviously the questions that made us go RARRR is from ____.
hahahahah!

work aside.
presented on the first FYP presentation on wednesday.
early in the morning @ NYP.
it was ok la,
just wasn't exactly very smooth.
and i couldn't really answer Q&A.
*.*
but one question only..
hope it does not make much difference.
*fingers crossed*

let's hope for a better grade on second presentation.
:)))
MY ILO CALLED ME LO!!!!
yeah, she's visiting me soon. hoohoo!!!

thinking..

*jiang jiang jiang jiang....*
pillar pictures!!!!
:))

*****

sometimes, i like the way we are now.
aren't the best of all friends,
yet always there for one another;
when we are bored, when we feel like grumbling.
when we are tired, when we need entertainment.

this chemistry between us,
it's not even spoken out.
we know it in ourselves,
somehow or rather.

you can be my crappiest friend,
& yet the best listening ear at the same time.
i can be the crappiest friend,
& yet the best listening ear at the same time.

i guess this is how we bond?
i like it this way.
& i hope this continues.
no changes, at least not for now.
:))

3 years of NYP

does all these shows how fast time flies?
3 years. in a blink of eye.
1 AES, 1 report, 1 more presentation,
5 more weeks of attachment.
and it's self-proclaimed graduation.
come april or may 2010,
i will be officially graduating.

how will life be from then onwards?
hmm.. it's time to ponder.

oh so random & it's just fyp AGAIN!

Alrights, I have decided.
Decided that I reaaaalllllly need to tidy up my stuffs.
those hell lots of stuffs.

my notes...
the first thing I have decided, is to buy those boxes.
the ones from MCKY.
i know, i know,
I've been telling people that those boxes cannot fit my lecture notes.
so I'm gonna get like tons of it or something??
like one box contains one sem of notes???
I know it sounds like crazy. I dun even have the space to put those boxes.
Oh well, i will work something out later after i got it then. HOHO!

my horrible + terrible messy table..
it's just so damn messy.
chargers, wires, everything everywhere.
sometimes, even dear baby doesn't even have a place to sit.
and FYP chiong-ing at this peak period is making things worse.
because tons of papers are all over the place.
& stuffs on my table that cannot be exposed to heat and light too much ain't making it any better because my table is facing the window. -.-
prolly getting a new drawer or something on my desk.
i really cannot stand the mess anymore. i used to be such a neat freak,
and now all these mess. OMG!!!!!!
i think whoever sees all this mess is just gonna faint and go
OMG, how the hell do you work like this,
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!
then again, that's why it is hardworking slacker, isn't it?
hardworking coz i did work, slacker because i didn't tidy up my place. :P

oh, that damn wardrobe...
that shall come in later.
after i get my fyp done,
after i get my table cleared.
i think by then already CNY period.
hohoho!
the bad thing is, new clothes would be on the way,
while i'm tidying those piles and mountains of clothes.
lalalalala~~~
idk how i am going to do it.
I've got like.. 3 piles of BRAND NEW clothes,
yet i am always telling mummy that.
it's time for shopping, I've got no clothes to wear
HAHAHAHHAA!
oh man.. girls...
lol!!!!!!

*****

counting down 3 days.
3 DAYS!!!!!
i actually skipped TJ training to chiong out my slides
so i can send them to Rachel by today,
so hopefully i get a PASS from her
before i let my accessor faint.

i dun have much expectations for FYP.
i just pray that i don't get shot by weird questions that will leave me stone.
i just pray that i don't get everyone-knows-who.
& if i really get her, *touchwood*
she would be in a great mood, so i won't kena shoot.
oh, &&&&
I HOPE I CAN FINISH EVERYTHING WITHIN 10 MINUTES!!!
THIS IS A GREAT BIG CHALLENGE!

HAHA!

Steve Soh is a meanie.
His happiness is built on my sadness.
-.-

'i need cheering up too, & you can help with it
by telling me how sad & bad your life is.'

thanks ah.

Week 2 of Inpatient Pharmacy

hello!
into week 2 @ inpatient pharmacy..
this week is RX area. boohoo!
everyday is damn xiong.
hoohooo! :'(

past 3 days, i had been in charge of the phone calls.
terrible to max. because i always cannot find the phone,
& sometimes i cannot answer the questions. hahaa
but after that, i sort of got used to it already. haaha!
ok la, sometimes it's fun too, coz when i answer phone, i dun have to pack. LOL!!!

today, David & I gave myself a title:
Diploma in Pharmaceutical Science--
Merit in Flipping of Drugs,
Honours in E-portering
phD in Answering Phone Calls
hahah! ain't it cool? LOL!
this title is enough to remind myself of what i have been doing for the past week. lol!
blah blah blah..
let Rachel look through my ppt. & know where to improve on.
& i printed one super big stack of notes just for it.
not that i am complaining though. but yeah.. thick. HAHAH!

first and second week of 2010.

hmm.. haven't been blogging much these few days right?
oh well, nothing much happened anyway..
it's just plain work work and work.
& some trainings along the way.
& fyp-ing.

things aside from the usuals..
2nd of Jan, i made a decison to go rot in a polyclinic rather than let my face rot.
ok, i didn't really rot, for 2 reasons.
first, jt was with me, second, i got fast queue. heh!
before seeing doctor, jt was telling me i should just go NSC straight and no need see doc le.
but i didn't want to because the last thing i wanted was to go there.
guess what? ended up Dr.Chin gave me referral to NSC. -.-
of course jt laughed like crazy. inside consultation room somemore. i think she scared Dr.Chin a lil'. LOL!

anyway, maybe because it's 2nd Jan. & the polyclinic was like super packed.
like to the top most max, and roof is gonna burst anytime soon, those type of packed.
even my fast queue also have to wait for like 20 minutes lor!

Uncle Amran gave me special queue number at pharmacy. hoho! 6000 one. hahah!
but Irene BAD BAD BAD! she packed my basket slowly.
know why i know? coz she told me! hahahha! tsk tsk!

after that, went bugis with jt, went to pray, and did a lil' shopping.
it's supposed to be 'a lil'.
it was! but the amount spent wasn't exactly. LOL!
back home, lil' fyp again.

training. the usual stuffs.
sunday was training day again..
taiji in the morning was great. haha
coz my kong tui can go up A LIL'
at least it didnt pull my whatever veins or others, unlike last week.
night training was as usual. guided the kids a lil' here and there. hee~

attachment. as always. for these 24 weeks.
attachment wise..
it's second week at IP.
kinda fun so far.
but THIS WHOLE WEEK NO WARD TOP-UP!!
i'm like so sad can.
this whole week is e-portering and packing and jagar-ing between reception and rx and e-porter. LOL! bumble bee busy!

david got to go baby ward. I DIDN'T! *pouts*
i was stuck in packing files after files la. grrr..
not that i don't like.
i sort of like to pack.
but at this point of time,
i think going to wards is more exciting than packing. coz i get to explore,
know what are the different wards and etc.
maybe one day if i am full timer there, and i'll get to walk around the wards until i am sick and tired of it. HAHAHAH!

oh well, i dun care.
i wanna go baby ward one day. HAHAH!

and there's FYP.presentation's coming in like... 8 days?
oh man.
thanks to my SOS last night, my pathophysiology came out le.
THANK YOU SOS!!!
hahah!
and slides are almost there..
left revise revise and revise!
the last thing i want is shock, stunned and shot in the middle of my head with questions.
oh well, it's late.
gonna bed. hur hur!
nights.
till then:))

Year 2010, reflections

oh man..
this seriously sucks to the max.

second post of Year 2010,
day 1 of 2010;
i'm cooped up at home doing FYP.
i had to control the urge of going out with love-Z to chiong my project.
sad to MAX!

my brain is filled with bone mass and bone structures.
everytime i close my eyes, i see their pictures.
how can i make it go away?

lappie had been on for the whole day.
I'VE GOT PRODUCTION!
thank god for that. lol
:)
i would have killed myself if it is zero production today, anyway..

*****

i went through my archives.
sometimes, it's sort of fun to read through my past.
reading through the changes in my life,
reading through how my style of writing has changed too.
can't really believe that i have not been posting much for the past year. hahah

*****

Some reflections.

Year 2009 has been a year of up-s and down-s. I've met many obstacles, I've overcomed them. & in a way, I am proud of myself for doing so. I've learnt lots during the last year. Meeting people, knowing people from everywhere, more exposure to the society.. & many many more. & many a things have changed me. Relationship, friendships, views, etc.

Yes, there were times when i hated some incidents for taking part in this course of my life.
But I've come to think it from another point of view, which is, I've grown to learn something from it. & for those incidents when I still have not convinced myself in this way, I will continue doing so.

Many many events which I have never expected, all happened in 2009. Working at HSBC Golf Championship, taking part in NDP, solo performance in wushu (even though it was a small performance), getting gold for grading, partying away many nights at one go, sleeping only 2 hours for the sake of exams, moving from one place to another for the sake of projects, being more bookworm as compared to secondary school times (haha!). & getting tons of adidas stuffs as presents this year just makes me feel so :)) to the max. Hahah! Once, when i was young, i didn't even expect myself owning so many adidas stuffs. Everything that has an adidas logo was a treasure to me. Of course, up till today, it still is. Haha!

i've partly stepped into society now due to attachment. Working as a pharmacy technician, I am still coping with it. The duties, the responsibilities. The difference in Hougang Polyclinic and SGH was great. The difference in SOC and inpatient is great. I have tell myself, I shall not to do any comparisons. I shall just enjoy my attachment in peace.

Final Year Project. It's a chore, seriously. But do not complain, for i will definitely learn something from it. & this is the main aim, isn't it? So, I shall only grumble. Not complain. Hahaha. JQ says, at least our project is mainly on research, & not case studies, analysing, or doing experiments, which are more hectic as compared. True...

This year, 2009, I learnt an important lesson, which is not to harbour expectations from anyone. I should not hold high expectations until I've seen it myself. For higher expectations leads to higher disappointment. & sad to say, this applies to everything. From relationships to friendships, to society, and to everything. This sounds very passive, but welcome to the reality. Someone told me I am too strong. & I should not be. But I guess, being strong is the only way which I can fight everything--ALONE.

However, I shall not forget my friends.
WengYan, MiaoRu, Michelle. My 3 girls, who have accompanied me through thick and thin since secondary school days. I'm sorry I kept such a big issue from you gals. I'm sorry I've neglected you girls for the past year. I'm really happy that you girls still stand by me despite all these. Thanks girls, especially for the support. :)) Me love you all deep deep. HAHA! :))

Wendy, Derick, Leon, Jonathan, Kally. My ex-colleagues. Time really flies. We've known each other for 3 years. Well, for the exception of Wendy because I knew her since young. Since I was 16. 3 whole years. Even I can't believe that. Can really see the changes in everyone of us. Wendy being the free girl. Enjoying her life everyday. Kally kor kor still working in G2000, transferring from Tampines to OUB to Vivocity, the young guys into NS.. and me. I really enjoyed the outing the other day. Thanks people. & I hope we can still keep in touch for many many more 3 years.

Speaking of G2000 colleagues, how could I forget KengBoon. That 'bastard' who always calls me 'bitch'. HAHA! I've known him for only one year plus. But I know, he is a great friend, a great buddy. We don't usually contact one another, but he is always there when I needed to ask him things. Like X'mas present buying the other time. Haha! He was just a call and a MSN chatroom away. THANKS BUDDY! I guess I really owe you many many Starbucks treat. HEHEH!

Then, there are my wushu buddies. Diehard buddies. WeiChong, WeiMun, JingTing, and many more. Too many of their names to write. But these 3 people really bring lots of laughter into my life when I am with them. :))

Speaking of NYP life, how could i forget my cliques? Evelyn, Felyssia, Janella, PeiShan. We've got our internal affairs. You all know it, we all know it. Haha. Nevertheless, thanks for being my listening ears when I really need it. They always let me face the true hard reality in the hard way, the way they know it works for me. Thanks for all the plannings for celebrations, gatherings and adidas watch too! And these gatherings, extents its way to PS0701. haha!

Khairul, my attachment buddy! He's a joker! He brings lots of jokes wherever he goes. My buddy for 3 years in my life at NYP. Always there to hear my grumbles, and my rants, be it online or wherever. & he teaches me Malay too! HAHAH!

& last but not least, to ___. You know who you are, don't act blur. I don't know if you will be reading this not. I doubt so too. I just wanna say a big big THANK YOU for letting me know more about you. For letting me to be part of your life, even though it is once upon a time. For teaching me many many things that can only be learnt through experiences. For bringing me around everywhere. For making me into a better person. For letting me know more about myself too, the sides that I never knew it existed. For helping me face the sides of me that I never dared to face. For being there with me 24/7. Though I wasn't. For all the times spent together. You taught me how to grow up. You taught me not to be a mama-girl anymore. You taught me to be independent. There were tears, definitely. But there were many many laughter too. I really enjoyed myself then. I hoped you did too. & I wish you will lead a better life. & I hope you will wish me too.

*****

tada! i'm done!
it's time for bed. HAHAH!
till then :)

Year 2010

WELCOME TO YEAR 2010!


HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE


:))

::ShiPing::

*throws lecture notes everywhere*

2010 resolution:

tidy my messy table, which until now, idk how, & where to start with.
:O


tidy up my messy wardrobe, which until now, idk how, & where to start with
:O


finish up my attachment and FYP in peace.
:)


make up my mind on where to go after i grad.
decisions should not be limited to only marrying a rich man
:O


really really to brush up on wushu,
even if it means from basics all over again.
:X

exercise more!
i love to eat, but i don't love to get fat!
& i wanna learn more types of sports.
:))


spend lesser, save more.
i wanna go holiday.
:D


definitely, to live my life as a happier person.
:DD

i need to talk to someone.
someone is not here.
:(

alrights.
here are some of the photos taken during X'mas 2009
with my love-Z.
not all are up here.
slackerinaction may just hang anytime. LOL!
facebook is not doing me any favour by refusing me to upload pictures too.
maybe it's telling me that i should work hard on FYP, not upload pictures. LOL!

sorry gals, if some photos i take with you all are not here.
i'll post them to fb when it allows me ok?
hehe!
:))

i don't have to be the best,
i just want to bring out the best in me.

:))
like what i've posted previously,
yupps, i've gotten my belt.
the long-awaited belt.

it wasn't as long as compared to from green-white to green.
but it had been much more tougher than before.

thanks a lot to coaches & many others who
had not given up on me during those times.

thanks a lot to those who cheered me on

thanks a lot to those who companied me during grading.

u guys know who you are, right? hee :))

congrats to WeiMun for attaining GOLD once again.
heheh!
sometimes, it's great to know that you have a buddy to chiong belt with.
LOL!

both rounds of training today was kinda special.

morning @ HW;
with the exception of 2 rounds of taiji,
i didn't train much after that,
coz i helped guide a lil' boy with his taiji.

somehow or rather, after that,
suddenly i feel that it really has been a long time since i taught kids Taiji.
& i somehow or rather missed the kids @ GRPS,
even though they always make me puke blood. hahahah!
speaking of which, i haven't see my xiaomoomoo-s for so long le! :(
HAHAH!

did kong tui practice with them after that.
condition no good;
apprarently, my thigh muscles have not wake up.
so after 2 rounds,
my butt hurts for the rest of the day.
boohoohoo :'(

night @ Tampines West CC;
got my results!!!
:))
as expected.
got my red-white belt.
:))

towards the end of a lesson,
a small mei mei came up to me & ask me,
可以教我五步拳吗?
*stunned*
hahah.
first time i met such things,
i really don't know how to react.
LOL!

Merry X'mas 09

Merry X'mas '09:

with love-Z--
25th Dec 2009
met up with Xiaomao & Mich at Tampines, lunched @ Swensens.
woo~ 3 rich kids. hahahah!
after that, met Miaomiao, & off we go to Vivocity.
Vivocity was really super crowded,we were so scared of losing each other. hoho!
went to GV, & watched Alvin & the Chipmunks 2.
ps: thanks fel fel for lending us ur card, thanks yuxing for safra card discount :))
show was super super nice!!!!! chipmunks were cute, chipettes were.. ok la. hahah! their dance were sort of cute. hahahah! i like Theodore! he's fat and chubby. hahahah! EAGLE~~~ RWARRR! hahahahaah!
after that, went g2000. miao bought a pair of pants.
kally kor kor gave her staff discount. weet! he rocks! haha!
christmas exchange, they had a hard time guessing what i got for them.
hoho, it was challenging enough. lol!
mich's pressie was hard to guess to lor. hahaha. but nevertheless, we still love it deep deep.
hahahahha!
after that, went separate ways le. & off i went to my X'mas party 04. hahaha!

family--
went to Kovan to meet HuiLin jie jie & family.
& they drove me to Aunt's house.
people arrive, eat dinner, and rotting time.
lol. like seriously.
i was rotting.
stoned for one hour or two.
watched 'Bedtime Stories' a lil
& continued stoning.
finally open presents. hoho!
& they started having this camwhoring session when Chloe Wee was trying on adults clothes.
LOL!!!
& when big uncle was willing to take pictures with us. everyone was super excited when he say OK, coz he usually either say no, or he seldom appear. hahah!
after that, late le. so back to home sweet home.
home-ed, Zettai Kareshi time. LOL!

with G2 Colleagues--
26th Dec 2009
theoretically: everyone to meet at Ehub! at 5pm. hence, i will meet Wendy 430pm at our house void deck.
practically: i met wendy poh 5.10pm, reached Ehub! at 5.40pm when the guys were there since 5pm. HAHAHAHAH! not my fault wor! LOL!

dinnered @ Just Acia. loads of fun, laughter and stories. hahahah! aiya, since when our stories will end? LOL!!! after that Jonathan Pee had to leave, so we accompany him to MRT station. left with me, Wendy & Derick. so we went White Sands Mall walk walk. then went back to Ehub! for arcade, but unsuccessful. waited for Ah Boy, chit-chat.

then 4 of us went to Pasir Ris Beach.
NICE~~!!~~
loads of fun, laughter, & camwhoring session there.
we were laughing like crazy.
i like it. with the night wind, the sea, and etc.
and their companion.. was real nice :))
10pm plus, set off home coz Der cannot take it liao. he was like sniffing away the whole night away, using up 2 packets of my tissue paper. LOL!!!! & he was really tired, i guess. hahah!
home-ed after that.
tired but happy. wee~~!!~~
:))

ps: pictures up soon. heh!

R.I.P Snoopy blogskin;
it's not that i don't want you any longer,
but you cease to exist anymore.
hence, it's byebye to you (*sads*)
and hello to my new simple & plain blogskin.
i want to change style. lol
简单就是美 :))


*****


it ain't suppose to be raining!!!!
i still have another round of outing later on!!!!
aww.. i am sad!

rain rain go away..
come again another day... LOL!
i know my new hobby is to nua at home.
but not today la... i wanna get out breathe fresh air eat nice food and not get fat.
heh heh heh!

second round of Zettai Kareshi last night.
i cried till my eyes were swollen the first time.
second round wasn't that bad,
at least eyes are not swollen.
haha!
but ya, still cry buckets. LOL!
it's nice nice nice. i like Naito!

i'm sad he's gone.
boohoohooo!!!
:'(

Zettai Kareshi!!!!!!
*loves*

Alvin & the Chipmunks!!!!
& Chipettes!!!!
*loves*

Theodore!!!!
*loves loves loves*


heh heh heh!!!
:))

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!

i love my christmas this year.
because i've got loads of presents! :))

everyday reach home,
& i've got presents on my table waiting for me.
heheheh!
friends & family around me are spoiling me rotten with loads of chocolates & adidas stuffs.
weeeee~~!!~~
:))

family is back from thailand.
& i've got lots of presents too~ hahah!
i love it when they are back,
because i get to be 'model' with the clothes they bought back.
& the process of fighting for new clothes with my sisters.
MWAHAHAHA!!!!

okies, i've uploaded pictures from some recent outings.
first up,
Merry Christmas '09 @ Hougang Polyclinic.
not all pictures are here, but all from me are in FB.
enjoy~






uploading 4 of the most favourite pictures of mine.
heh heh heh!
not in sequence of favourites though.
& i'm still waiting for more pictures!

like the ones in Charmane's phone.
us with the huge pillar,
the PS0701's favourite!
and some group photos!!
where where where are our group shots??!!??
LOL!!!

me & irritating slacker in Lily's camera, i think.
argh! photossss!!!!
hahaha!

why am i feeling so tired everyday?
tsk tsk.
i've got a feeling my caffeine tolerance level is increasing.. sigh!
work is good, great.
this week is nice. i hope it continues to be like this till thursday. hahah!

i'm having fun doing dispensing.
my first round of dispensing @ basement wasn't great.
thanks How Tze, 没有跌到哪里会走得远. i'll rmb that. :))

second round of dispensing with CuiWei wasn't that bad.
third round of dispensing with Julia wasn't that bad either.

maybe is different people, different expectations bah;
maybe if she had left me on my own when faced with that problem, i would have solved it myself. coz it's not as though i couldn't faced it. i was just.. maybe a lil' nervous..

today wasn't bad either. got to counsel usage of Nasonex.
Mr Chong taught me the counselling points before..
he made me counsel him the usage of it leh.. how to forget.. LOL!
& i saw a new atas smoking cessation drug.
a drug not taught in my books before. hoho!
& i got to photocopy the PIL. the patient was nice enough to let me do that. heheh!

tmr's starting work @ 9.30am instead of usual 8.30am.
but ending work @ 7pm instead of usual 6pm. *pouts* HAHA!

i'm date-less on christmas eve. LOL! any dates, anyone? HAHA!

WARNING: THIS IS GONNA BE A LONG, WORDY POST!

work:
i realized i haven't been blogging much about work this week. hahah!
this week & next week is gonna be @ B1 pharmacy. now i fully understand why they put us @ level 1 first before going to basement. HAHAH! because basmement is much much more relaxed! i like it @ basement more, like seriously. it's small, it's like polyclinic. just that HP is neater. oops!

anyway, out of 5 days work, i loved friday the most. first, there was KFC plus pizza plus spaghetti treat for lunch. just nice, because i was superly broke on that day. i didn't even had 5 bucks in my pocket unlike last week. haha! secondly, i got the chance to really wander around SGH. my schedule for work that day was running between B1 pharmacy, level 1 pharmacy, BLK 4 (retail) & BLK 8 (store). and BLK 8 was like the furthest. i didn't get to go IP & A&E though. hahah! then, got to observed some dispensing again. gonna do dispensing again next week. YEAH!!! hahahh!

wushu:
REPORT BOOK FOUND!!!!!!! WEEEEE~~~~~ :)))))
& i am so tired from today's HW training. i think because yesterday play too much already.
suddenly, i felt so lucky that sunday morning training is TaiJi. haha. coz i really don't know how to survive if it is wushu training. & super fierce one.
BUT, who says Taiji is relax and easy and not tiring and won't sweat de. i will rarr rarr at the person definitely. it's tiring also ok!!!!!!! *grumps*

Merry X'mas!!!:
Hougang Polyclinic--
had my 2 rounds of celebration already. :))))))
first was @ HP, on friday. chiong-ed down from SGH right after ending work. hahahah! it was super fun, super high. LOL!!!!! Khairul was the last one to arrive. he only arrived when we started to play games. LOL!!!!! lots of pictures were taken, but i'm just too lazy to upload them. hur hur! & i'm still waiting for pictures to arrive too. so.. wait for the pics ba. HAHA!

anyway, had super loads of fun during the games, and when telling my SGH stories to Dr Steve, Mr Chong & Ms Sanisah. hahaaha! especially the part when Khai & i were telling Irene, Mr Chong & Ms Sanisah about our places currently. i think they really laughed to the max. stories which no one would think about. hahahahha!!!!

of course, there was present exchange. SUPER LOVE MINE!!!!! thank you deep deep, 'secret' sender. you are really really my super buddy!!!! HAHAHAHAHAH! & cheryl gave me & Khai a present each too, even though she wasn't around. she gave me Chip&Dale stuffs!!!!! OMG, high to the max. hahahhahah!

&&&, a must-blog thing.
there was lucky draw. & i won the 3rd prize. DR STEVE DREW MY NAME!!! hahahah! but the vouchers end up also become mummy's gift liao. hoho!
the scenario was super funny, at least i thought so.
coz i wasn't even paying attention to lucky draw. busy playing with phone. then he suddenly call my name. LOL!!! & my first reaction was, 'huh, what? who call me?!' LOL!
psst, next time if really draw my name again, we share loot la. hahah! if got chance. LOL!!!

PS0701 @ NYP Apartment--
people only started to stream in at around 7pm ++ lah! LOL!!! when it was written in email 6 plus to 7 start. HAHAHA! but, was still fun. lecturers brought their kids along. LANCELOT SUPER CUTE!!!!!!!!! hahahhah! was in for total lots of fun, chit-chats, & games. hahah! WE PLAYED TWISTER!!!! which in the end i gave up after a long long time, because i had to crawl over PeiQi, June & a small didi. LOL!!!!

then while chatting, we 'showed off' the languages that we had learnt during attachment places. me proudly showing off my 'saya penat gila'. hahah! Khairul must be proud of me, coz he teach me de.
& he showed off the phrases that i taught him too! i am a good teacher!!!
what he had learnt:
我要上厕所
我肚子饿/我要去吃饭
我很累
我要死掉了
HAHHAHAAH! see, i taught him so many things. hahahha!

and we took lots of pictures too!!!!
like Singhealth group, NHG group, FYP-loaded group, No-More-FYP-group, etc. HAHAH! and we had jump shots as well. COOL!!! i love jump shots to the max. especially when DSLR was used, coz can take multiple shots. hahahah! shall wait for Mr Kelvin to upload those pics to fb. hoho!!

went home quite late. reached home like... 1230am plus?? omg! imagine i so poor thing la, 12am in the night, & i was walking home from mrt station because no bus for me. SOBBBB!! so poor thing.

i have decided. my future husband must have a car. i dun mind how lao ya the car would be. as long as have car can already. *grumps*

me:
On saturday, my Mozilla Firefox had error, cannot open at all. like totally cannot open!
had to delete, & reinstall.
there wasn't much problem abt that.
the super duper problem was,
my research works for FYP are all bookmarked in Mozilla Firefox,
& THEY ARE ALL GONE!
:(((((((

love-Z :))
a super random date. hahah!
i got all of them to my house to rot. HAHHAH!
like, for no particular reason.
ok, there was. apparently, i gave them a huge christmas surprise.
& miao gave us one too. hahahah! JIAYOU, GIRL! GO FOR IT!!!
it was raining super heavily, and then we were so lazy to go down and buy food, we ended up calling for pizza delivery. super random!!!! we don't used to be like this. hahhah! really anyhow. HAHAH!
we chatted for long time, telling loads of stories. obviously, i won't blog our stories here la. hahaah!
miao left after lunch to meet her friends @ Safra. & xiaomao & michx stayed with me till 5plus. guess what we were doing? WATCHING TV & ME PLAYING LAPPIE AT SAME TIME!! hahahah! was really a home-y feel; slacking at home doing nothing but rotting. & the best part was, it was raining. hahah!

&&&
the best part of the day was when we were leaving home. because Mich's slippers went missing. & i kept asking her where she put, and we were searching high and low for it. in the end, she wore my fav slippers home.
then when we went to void deck and try our luck on finding her slippers, we found them on the grass patch. & we came to the conclusion that:
MICH'S SLIPPERS WERE THROWN DOWN THE CORRIDOOR BY SOME DON'T-KNOW-WHO!!!!!!& she kept complaining that my neighbourhood not good, people anyhow throw shoes de. HAHAHH! mich, i'm so sorry... i can't help but laughed like some crazy fella, coz this is the first time i see such things. but i promise you, if you ever come to my house ever again, i'll reserve a place for your shoes ok?

mich's FB status of the day:
Michelle Wen Ying Low is sad that someone hates her... her shoes kena thrown from the corridoor to downstairs... :(

i dilly-dally until didnt feel like leaving home for the party. time flew. so fast, it was 5pm liao, & they had to leave too. me went to the NYP X'mas party. supposed to be rushing there de, but i ended up shopping a lil' at Tampines Mall first. HAHHA! OOPS!

okies. tt's abt the end. see, i tell you le, super wordy post.
i promise, there will be pictures up soon. when i upload them. HAHAH!

As requested, X'mas 2009 wishlist is out! hehehe! :))

I would be glad to get them :))--
chip&dale individual cushions
eeyore cushion?
MLB 3rd album
ear piece
chip&dale keychains
anything!!!!

i really really dun mind if i can have them too!!!
lumix camera
iPhone, iPod touch
i cannot rmb what i want le...

i promise i will be the bestest to whoever gives me this
Zettai Kareshi!!!!!!! the true, real one.
LEONG WEI MUN, if u say u going to cut and paste and give it to me, u die!!! HAHAH!

okies. i cannot rmb what i want. i thought i have everything in my mind on the bus just now. but i forgot everything when i open this blogpost. tsk!

to me, myself, i

a letter for my dearest friend:

Dear Dearest Friend,
I guess these few months had been hard on you; crying alone, keeping everything from everyone, having those memories refreshing everynight, & pretending that everything is very fine when it is actually not. I know the reason why you chose to do that. You are all along a strong person, there is no doubt in that, definitely. & that is why i chose to believe in the fact that you are able to get back on your feet once again, sooner or later. Afterall, time heals everything.

My dearest friend, are you happier now? It seems to me you are. At least it has been brought to notice after been told by a third party. & after some reflections, & i thought, yeah, you seem happier now. More relaxed, more freedom, more independence, & more smiles. Less worries, less tears. Oh well, maybe your phone would seem tooo quiet at times because there is no longer a particular 'someone' who would be constantly messaging you, contacting you. But, no worries ok? Because you still have loads of people around you who love you.

You've got many great friends, who are willing to give you the support you need. To give you a shoulder to cry on, or to cry with you. To love you for who you are, because you are who you are. To gorge in ice cream with you when you feel down. Everything, you may name it.

Girl, continue to stay happy ok? A smile a day keeps the doctor (troubles) away. I know you can definitely do it. Because you are you. the strong you. The independent you. I believe you will meet a better 'someone' soon.
& one day, if you are tired of being strong, the better 'someone' will be there to hold your hands & accompany you. To encourage you to carry on with your life, without losing the true real you. To motivate you to work harder. To be happy with you when you acheived your achievements. To be there for you, always.

& with that, i wish you all the best in everything you do. Take great care.

With warmest regards,
Your Dearest Friend-- Me, Myself & I.

i miss my
long long long long long long long long
hair!!!!!!!!!!

i miss that long long tail of mine.
sobx!!!!!
i dun like the hairdresser that cut my hair this time round.
i prefer the previous one.
oh my, why did she close down her shop?
TSK!

i want my long hair back.
how long am i suppose to wait?
hahah!

mommy, daddy, small sister are leaving for thailand on friday.
together with aunties, uncles, grand auntie, grand uncle and cousins.
practically the whole LIM family.
well, except for me, and jie jie.
let's imagine this:
while they are happily shopping away and enjoying their life in Thailand,
i am slogging my butt off at SGH.

i miss shopping!!!
i feel like going overseas for a short break.
i feel like going shopping.
i feel like going for movies.
i feel like going for movie marathon even.
oh well, my list is just going on and on and on,
while i am broke like shit!
eating grass. mooooooo~~~~

hello, boredom leads to blogging.

i am broke, like seriously. hahah!
can u imagine, i actually went to work with only 5 bucks in my wallet?
just so nice for a lunch. cool!

& there's this irritating little sister of mine going ga-ga over her Twilight guy.
she & her Jacob. idk how to spell his name la..
& i told her, everytime she speaks of Jacob, she reminds me of that particular brand of biscuits. HAHAAHAH!

i am trying my very best to be a good girl,
doing my assignment which should have been done long time ago
but now, while doing, i realize i cannot read Mr Chong's handwriting.
i need to go back and ask him once again. haiyo!!!!!!!
maybe i shld just take a picture of it, and send it to him & clarify with him through technology.
omg, randomness...

i've got tons of stuffs to do. idk how am i going to finish them all. hahah!
read my journals, collate stuffs for fyp presentation, finish up my assignment, cut hair, shopping for new stuffs, wrap the presents, do my nails... HAHAHA!

merry x'mas in coming. i've got my presents ready. have you? hahahah!

it's 5pm now, & i have yet to start on FYP. how nice

-ME-

the hundred & one reason why i simply love 09.12.09 :))
MINIMAL WORK DONE!!!!!
weee~~!!~~ hahaha!
let me share with everyone my wonderful schedule yesterday:
0830- 0915: work at SGH's SOC
0930- 1200: Infection control lecture with loads of pics taken
1200-1300: work at SGH's SOC
1300-1400: lunch
1400: BYE BYE SGH, BACK TO NYP!!!!!!
1515-1615: NTU talk (unsuccesful)
rest of day to 1645: back to BLK Q!, school library for FYP research
1930- 2145: dinner with janella dardar @ Hougang KFC
-END OF DAY-

see... so nice right? hahahah!
talked lots to janella. especially about our future.
like GOING AUSSIE!!!
yesss! we've got out future somehow or rather planned.
let's see.. (not in sequence)

1. trying out NUS,

since we got the application form,

& i've got friends who are studying there that may help me if i need.

2. work as PT first.

where? let's think abt it again when we finished attachment.

3. change of track.

if something related, (wrt medicine)

doctor? nurse? all i don't want...

4. take a general science degree.

but it wont get me near pharmacist if i dun have pharmacy related degree.

won't i just waste my 3 years in NYP or uni studying for the sake of studying?

5. let's go aussie!

1 & half years, US$77K ++

with Master in Pharmacy

o.O

but, yeah, lots of considerations.

of course not the coming feb fly over la.

must save $$ and blah blah...

6. repeat NYP 3 years.

let's go take Diploma in Forensic Science (new!)

*bullshit la, forensic science even more limited than Pharmacy in S'pore la*

7. since we want to repeat, might as well

repeat Diploma in Pharmaceutical Science

work hard unlike what we've done for the past 3 years.

get GPA 4, get into NUS pharmacy Department.

woohoo~

8. let's all go study TCM together!!!

weee~~!!~~~

*SIAO!

western medicine already CMI,

still go torture ourselves with TCM.

LOL*

9. worse come to worse.

BESTEST OF THE BEST CHOICE.
CONFIRM GURANTEE PLUS CHOP!

let's go find a rich guy,

get married,

lead a good life!

want study, can sponser.

retain, nvm.

i have the time and money to retake.

OMG!! yes, that's how rich.

& everything in US$. woo!!

don't want study? nvm, sit at home kiao ka

go tour around the world & blah blah blah.

*okies. we shall say again if we really find a billionaire boyf.*

and tada~ that's the end of yesterday.

i had super great laughs over whatever we said.

coz obviously many are plainly rubbish thoughts.

but who knows it might come true. HAHA!

*****

okies, enough of yesterday.

let's talk abt today!!!

I DID DISPENSING!!!

wee~~~

what i can say is,

i'm lucky that i have the experience from Hougang.

the best part was,

i got to dispense warfarin.

hoohoo~

my fav drug. haha!

the bestest part was,

there were 2 CRITICAL DRUGS in the prescription.

the bestest of the bestest part was,

i dispened everything in hokkien.

hoohoo~~

i'm like so proud of myself la!!!!

maybe tmr got more dispensing. idk.

must depend on my pharmacist.

she's really great. coz she trust me to do it on my own.

and she say i am EXCELLENT! hahaha!!!

:))

*beams*

*prouds*

ok.

-END OF DAY-

tata~

:))