o.O

one more week to go.
:S
suddenly, i feel nervous.
:/

lazy sunday

a lazy and very nua-y sunday afternoon.
doing nothing but playing with my vaio.
chatting with my brothers and friend.
what a quiet sunday!!
so shiok!
:D
more shiok if i have my ribena with me.
but someone drank the last packet without my knowledge.
URGH!

everything here and there

my new desktop picture!
:D

have you ever taken a deep breath right after a heavy rain?

it feels so refreshing. :)

i did that today.

apparently, stepping out of the house is a wonderful thing during annual leave;

even if it's just going to buy my dinner.

anyway, i didn't went to club crawl today.

felt lazy about it, so i stayed home and settled my enrollment stuffs.

dealt with the pc.

and watched my shows.

not bad, i accomplished many things.

tomorrow, i'll be back to work.

i've got nothing to expect.

troubles awaiting me, perhaps.

no one's gonna miss me. unless they really needed me to solve their problem.

anyway, i didn't missed any of them.

i think i miss my bed more.

强颜欢笑的日子，谁最厉害？

when i go back to work tomorrow, i think the champion's gonna be me

good friday's coming.

it's public holiday.

another day of enjoyment.

it'll be two years.

i'm glad i've been living my life fine.

i'm glad i'm growing up, no longer living in the past.

i will continue to :)
even if it means for the sake of it.

vacation leave

i'm all alone at home now.
耳边没有嘈杂声，多爽！！

only me, the fan and my laptop.
& the renovations.
you know the meaning of ulitmate shioknesss?
you know the feeling of lazing around?

i planned to go and do my nails today.
once again, i gave up the idea coz i prefer lazing at home.
i did it myself instead. haha
i'm a lazy pig!

prolly going back to nyp tmr.
shall see how again.
haha!
:)

失望啊失望。。。

i was looking forward to mentor's return.
i thought she would speak up for me regarding the issue.
i thought she would continue to guide me along, let me ask her questions..
in the end, everything was not up to my expectations.
in the end, she wanted me to follow ___.
in the end, she's going to throw me in the lurch without bothering me.
tell me, who knows i went to store again today to collect my items?

seriously, i'm very very disappointed.
ok fine.
you are going to throw me alone.
you want me to follow people who doesn't let me express my views and opinions.
ok fine.
i will show you too that i don't need to depend on anyone.
even if i need to depend on anyone, it won't be anyone in this place.
我会找到自己的一片天。你们等着瞧！

发泄中。。。

i don't like this.
i'm twenty this year. not THREE YEARS OLD.
can you kindly respect my decisions?
let me make my own decisions? is it hard?
even if i fail, i learn.
just let me learn the hard way.
& not making decisions on my behalf without my permission (just because you are of seniority)

you are not my mentor, you didn't teach me any of those orderings and stuffs.
you have totally no right to tell me not to listen to my mentor.
i have my way of doing things, just learn to respect it okay?
i am the one doing the ordering. not you. so just keep your mouth shut. i'm fine without your help; without you telling me how to place my things, without you MESSING MY THINGS UP.

you don't want to do the physical work, fine! i'll do it.
you don't want to help with the clearing, fine! i'll do it.
just let others see how the girls are doing the guys' job while the guys are doing god-knows-what.
not that i mind doing the guys' job. i'm used to it anyway.
i just hate it when you use 'clearing stocks' as an excuse to do simpler jobs.
i just hate it when you clear my items using YOUR WAY and asking me to follow.
like HELLOOOO, WHY SHOULD I!
i just hate it when you start to complain that we overstocked our items when you can't find a place for those items.
like HELLLOOOO, WHO IS THE FIRST ONE WHO ALWAYS SCOLD US WHEN WE RAN OUT OF ITEMS!
like HELLLLOOO, WHO IS THE PERSON WHO TOLD US TO ORDER MORE!

please, just do EVERYONE  a favour. if you don't know anything, just keep your freaking mouth shut. no one will think that you are dumb.

seriously, i know what to do.
seriously, i know who to look for when in need.
seriously, i know i do not need you to teach me what to do
seriously, look out. beware. i'm gonna show you i mean what i say.
no, not only you. everyone.
that i can be independent.
that without you, i can survive on my own well.

you have made me a very vulgar person these two days.
i need to start quitting scolding unhealthy stuffs.
& thanks to those who are here to listen to me grumble and mumble.
thanks to those who joked with me to cheer me up.
:)

anyway, on a side note,
i went back to hougang yesterday.
踢腿 a little. the after effects were not bad.
skipped the 跳跃 .
my 后扫 is totally cui. oh well, expected. it was nv good in the first place.
my 套路-s are lagi worse.
basically beside 五步拳，功力拳, others, i forgot a little here and there.
HAHAHAHAH! omg.
one day, i need to start getting them back. one day
one goodness-knows-when day.
lol! :D

NEW BAG!



credit: yventually.lj.com



yeah, i got a new bag!

on a side note, i spent my whole afternoon playing

fruit ninja, my new favourite game!

& am spending my saturday night watching old episodes of

天才冲冲冲.

it's omg funny!

weekends, i simply hate it when u pass too fast!

:)



天才衝衝衝

你不在
没人陪我看天才衝衝衝。。。

Baby Ace~

happy one month and two days to baby ace.

hope he grows up to be strong, tall, handsome and healthy.

:)

Hins World Tour 2011 张敬轩 ‘轩动心弦’世界巡迴演唱會

his first ever concert in singapore..

no khakis to go with me

:(

& i'm not brave enough to go alone

:'(

i am still thinking of going..

:'(((((

Disturbance VS Gossips

the difference between disturbance and gossips, is just one fine line.
i'm very fine with you disturbing me, or poking fun of me
as long as i know you don't have any evil intentions.

however, the last thing i would ever entertain would be gossip.
so whatever 'news' you are trying to get from me,
don't try.

and please don't use the phrase 'I'm just concern..'
'cause to me, it's plain bullshit.
i know, in this world, who are the ones who are truly concern about me.
thankyouverymuch.

Baby number 2 -- Sony Vaio

my toshiba stopped surviving..

and i got my baby number 2 sony vaio.

:))

$899 just flew away like tt,

but it's going to be a great investment i hope.

$59 flew when i bought a bag for my sister.

$899 flew when i bought this laptop.

awaiting me is two phone bills.

and baby ace full month present.

does anyone hears my heart breaking?

:'(

JJ 林俊杰 I AM 世界巡回演唱会！

JJ 林俊杰 I AM 世界巡回演唱会！

5th March 2011

我到了！

had the greatest and greatest of fun.

experienced a very very high atmosphere.

& my lost voice came back for the night. 

(just for him. oh yeah!)

jaslyn and i were sitted at the very centre of stadium.

thanks to dada who helped us choose the seats.

that night, i couldn't sleep.

in wee hours of morning,

adrenaline was still rushing through me thanks to him.

lol.

just the thoughts make me even more awake.

the whole of sunday was spent on nothing but sleep and thinking about him.

oops!

我们在同一个地方，呼吸着同样的空气。。

we were at the same place, so near yet o far.

yet the distance seems to be nothing when you melted our hearts..

I AM

for when i am weak, then i am strong

needs and wants

i want a new laptop.
i need a new laptop.

someone please tell me the difference...
:(

staff clinic

down again...

dr: any drug allergy?
me: danzen
rx comes out first medication -- danzen (-.-)

dr: i give u antibiotics..
me: can don't give big pills? i've gt hard time swallowing them.
rx comes out -- augmentin (zzzz -.-)

now, everyday when i take augmentin, i need to chop it into two before swallowing them.
boring~

suddenly...

suddenly...

the feeling is here.

i don't know how to describe,

except awkward.

suddenly...

i miss my long hair.

i miss the swishy-swashy pony-tail

(maybe ttz why i am a beh)

*****

impromtu adventure to borders sale on friday with jaslyn and ruiyi

our first adventure in 2011.

tons of unhealthy food in the end was super enjoyable.

haaha.

and of course not forgetting all the grumbles, mumbles and as usual.

*****

saturday was a day of Mike He Jun Xiang.

oops!

*****

sunday, went for a lil' shopping at first.

:)

after that, went to visit

mama pei shan & papa ray

& baby wang kang le!

also known as,

baby ace!!!

he looks so fragile

and good boy.

haha.

wish him healthy and grow up fast and strong!

:D

sunday duty, baby ace!

previously, i said i want to be a good girl and work.
just last week, i sold my march sunday duty to pauline.
-.-

mama shan is in labour.
baby ace is coming!!
我要做干妈了! :)

updates~

been a good girl working.
i need to work hard in order to get a new love.
i actually agreed to work on a sunday by spending 8 hours looking at servicemen servicing retail pharmacy air-con. but it didn't happen, because the boss wasn't really agreeable to have a female watching over a group of men.

i haven't been updating pictures. no point uploading photos to my laptop when it needs to be serviced soon.

on leave on friday. intention to go toshiba service centre to fix my laptop and ICA to have my stuffs done. at the end of the day, none was achieved. toshiba service centre was proved unfruitful due to the 100bucks consultation fee. unless i win the 10million toto, i don't think i would spend that 100bucks. i'm still a poor student, you know.. & ICA was too far for me to shift my butt there. i ended up having my fringe cut (yes, again) and queuing up with mama to buy toto. & dinner with rest of my maternal family for dinner at NEX. oh, i've got a new cousin, and he's sort of cool. hahah. too bad i'm not much into jap stuffs, if not clicking with him is not a problem i guess.

saturday was wonderful because i didn't need to work. spent my day going sim lim trying to spot new love. target set on SONY VAIO something something. haha. small, cute, compactable, within budget, someone willing to sponsor me DVD player, but no silver colour.  i wonder when is the next shipment.. after that was movie "What Women Wants". not bad. but i think andy lau looks weird. not handsome de. dinner-ed at waraku. yummy yummy yummy!!! :)

sunday was boring. the best thing that happned on sunday was the fact that i slept till 1pm. stone-ed a little, and i actually started my presentation slides on UI. it's so wow to me, i still find it unbelivable. i didn't had any motivations, but i just forced myself to do it because i cannot revive my laptop for nothing. i needed to do something to prove that my laptop didn't revive for nothing. mwahahahaha!!! wushu training at night, some announcement regarding change of location, blah blah. and i actually flared at energizer for being so naughty. sigh. felt bad afterwards. and no chemistry with assistant is so urgh. revised my Wu Xing Quan. Ohmygoodness, i actually could not remember anything at all. Now i remembered because i revised. a little urge to start training back. the urge is here, the commitment is nowhere to be found. -.-

monday is today. initial plan was to sleep once i finished uncle miao's show. plan didn't work because uncle miao's show is not loading at all. so here i am, typing all these out. today's work was a little disastrous. i don't know where all these people came from. seriously. till an extent, we couldn't be sure if we had enough queue numbers to give not. i was practically SOS-ing between reception, typing and dispensing. no one could leave their seats, because if they do, their seats would be taken up the next minute. everyone was talking at the top of their voices as though we are having jumble sales in a market. the only problem is: 1. we are not having any sales. 2. we are pharmacy, not market. even patients were commenting, 'wah you all talk so fast, yet the crowd is like not moving.'  seriously, i don't know if this was meant to be a sarcastic comment or what.

i extended one hour of my working hour to help them with closing. luckily i did. i can't imagine how they were going to survive. when with 3 of us, we almost couldn't make it too. i hope good karma falls upon me soon. like silver SONY VAIO has stock when i needs it. tomorrow, i will start one hour late, and i need to move my butt to ICA again, whether i like it or not. let's hope tomorrow will be a better day. yeah!

o.O

so 帅! :)

another show down!

lin you wei!!

i always think second male lead is better than the first one.

idk why.

plus plus, he's a doctor in this show.

mwahahaha!

:P

看戏的reflections...

不是对自己没信心，
而是因为曾经对某人太有信心而被背叛。
能说是背叛吗？
我也不知道，
因为我没收到任何解释。
反正已经不重要了。
已经不存在了。

& mama shall says,
'you've been watching too many shows.'
bleahhhh!

on a side note:
seriously.
i don't care if i am the only person who dislikes ____.
maybe  OK i have attitude problem.
i am rebellious.
i know.
so?!

i can get along with many people,
i can not get along with many people too.
i am  not that sociable anyway.
*shrugs*