awww...
if work isn't as tiring.. FYP is making my life more tired.
it's just like sleeping pills. it's better than any drugs that causes drowsiness.
once the cover is open, my eyes are closed.
hoohoo~ why is my topic so... -.-!!
why isn't it warfarin? maybe i could find something fun out of it?
& worse comes to worse, i will hate warfarin for the rest of my life instead of loving it.
hur hur!

i'm tired. idk why. it's not as though i can't cope with SOC la.
it's alright, it's fine. really! there's nothing there that makes me hate there, not even dislike.
but.. aiya, there are some things that cannot be written here.
*pm me if curious. haha*

i've got some photos that i want to post. but, yeah, as usual. L-A-Z-Y.
other days bah. haha!

psst, i am looking forward to tmr. know why? heh heh heh!!!! :))
i think almost everyone knows la. LOL!

ps: WHERE THE HELL IS MY REPORT BOOK? OMG!! IT'S ACTUALLY SOMEWHERE, WHERE????!!!!!!

i'm baaaaaackkkkkkkk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
weets~~

merry christmas celebration is brought forward to 18th instead of 23rd.
means i have 2 celebrations in 2 days straight. hoohoo~~

went back to Hougang Polyclinic today.
missed them loads loads. haha!
finally got to say byebye to my security guard friend. LOL!
must say proper byebye ma...

chatted with them quite a while. nothing much changed though. well, how much will change in 1 week? haha! but there is this feeling that this one week is like soooooo freakkingggg long. hahah! Irene is replacing us over there now. & i guess she is having loads of fun. talked a little while, topic hardly leaving our different attachment places, comparing lives in hospitals and polyclinic.

anyway, waited for charmane to end work, and we went to sit down and had a drink together. the 3 of us. Auntie Lucy ZhanSheng went rushing off like a tornado after he ended work. pfft! went to mac, crapped loads loads! so much fun, so much laughter. HAHA! talk about SGH, TTSH, HP. comparing the good and bad in TTSH, SGH, polyclinic. fun fun fun :))

after that, went to Vivo to meet KengBoon. went to fnd kally kor kor again. hahah! went around scouting for present. Thanks Kally kor kor for the advice, Thanks Suey Keng Boon for accompanying me all around. i think we really walked the whole Vivo and finally landed with the present. the funniest thing is, we think we spent more time scouting presents for ourselves rather than the main person whom i am looking for lo.. HAHAH! now, Suey Keng Boon knows what i want for Christmas. & i know what he wants for Christmas. but he says he has selected dementia. TSK!!! PFFT! LOL! Derick Choo, too bad you aren't here today!

Anyway, there was this Disney show going on at vivo today lo. there was Mickey Mouse, Minnie Mouse, Donald Duck, Goofy & CHIP & DALE!!!!!!!! omg. angela, too bad you aren't there! cute cute! if not i think me and her would have high to the max. haha!

5pm plus, went home le, coz KengBoon going Bugis meet his friends to chiong. so i went to bugis to take bus home too. cheaper la, concession. and he is good enough to pei me walk all the way there to take bus. coz his friends havent reach! hahah! irritaing. but nevertheless, thanks buddy, for the afternoon & the ice cream. haah! starbucks again! LOL!

reach home, daddy bought chicken wings. the ones from bedok blk 85. OMG!!!!! like so freaking long since i last ate food from there. miss those times.
to derick, elaine, kally kor kor, leon, wendy & maybe JianWei (if he is in singapore): WHEN ARE WE GOING THERE FOR SUPPER AGAIN????? I MISS THOSE DAYS LIKE SERIOUSLY!

helloooooo!!!!!

first week of work at SGH has ended. NO WORK ON SATURDAYS!
hoohoo!!!~~!!!~~!!!
SOC. nothing much. pick pick pack pack stone stone prepack prepack. that's all.

when i was in HP, second or third day of work, got to give Q numbers le.
over here, i am glad if they rmb me.
i dun even hope for them to teach me typing. sian!

i like work today. because i end at 5.30pm instead of the usual 6pm. :))
plus, i got to go Asthma Clinic today. :))
it's like ACC. just that ACC is warfarin, and this is asthma.
went through the different types of inhalers, used them, played with them, learnt new things, revised old things.

there is going to be a warfarin counselling lesson soon. super looking forward to it.
i want to go ACC again.
Ever since i am introduced to so many things of warfarin by Mr Chong, i want to know more about it. hahah. they told me today that ACC pharmacist would help in titrating warfarin dose. I WANT TO LEARN THAT!!

i've got 2 targets for these 12 weeks in SGH. one is dumb, the other, is wild.
the dumb one-- by end of 12 weeks, i can walk around the whole SGH knowing where i want to go even if my eyes are closed. hahah!the wild one-- i want to learn how to titrate warfarin dose!

*saya penat gila*

there doesn't seem to have much difference in OPD and SOC. well, both refers to Outpatient anyway. what can i expect? hahah! this is tiring, but i guess is only for the first few weeks, when adapting.

everyday from mrt station, i walk a superrrrrrrrr longlonglonglonglonglonglong walk to SOC clinic. haven't start work, i am already warmed up. lol!

i will be in SOC (Specialist Outpatient Clinic) for the next 3 weeks too. during these times, i need to do AT LEAST 4 DISPENSING. fairy god-mother, can you please turn this place to hougang polyclinic? Dispensing in SOC is no joke. looks much more scarier than Hougang Polyclinic. o.O

and after work everyday, i will go *saya lapar gila*
LOL! i wonder what will happen to me in the next 12 weeks. hahah!

before i end this post, here's a reply to Bestest Buddy:
it's not that i no longer need your motivation. it's just that, i wanted to show you how much i have changed, or maybe, improved. and hopefully, once again, there is another time when you can actually be proud of me. because it seems that, there isn't many a times when i could do things that would actually make you feel proud that i am your friend, isn't it? :/

i didn't realize i was so tired. & i thought SOC wasn't as bad as OPD in HP. i thought the people were more relaxed la.

in the morning, walked to station as usual, stood in mrt from tampines to outram as expected, standing and walking around the whole day as expected. evening when end work, stood all the way back from outram to tampines, as expected, and walked home as usual. i thought i wasn't tired, wasn't drained, until when i reached home & finally sit down and had the chance to stone. then i realized i was really tired. HAHAH! oh man... *shakes head* i feel old. -.-

*coughs coughs*
It hasn't got better, in fact, worse.
It has been 1 week since i saw Dr Steve about my cough and flu and whatever.  It has been 1 week since he gave me 2 bottles of that yucky-like-urgh DMP cough syrup. It has been 1 week since he told me 'no fried food, no cold food and drinks, you should know it yourself , right?'  It has been 1 week, and i wonder how much of what he said has gone into my ears; thinking of the countless fried food and cold food i had taken, countless cold drinks i had taken. Not forgetting how i had given up on that super yucky-like-shit DMP after just ONLY 5ml of it when i should be taking 10ml per dose in the first place. i wonder what will happen if MMR sees this. LOL!

okies. i am tired. i feel like sleeping le. bathe and bed time. fyp shall wait. argh!

first day of work in SGH marks the first day of FYP.

i wonder how am i going to survive these 12 weeks.

hmm...

i don't know where to start from. like seriously. LOL!

i miss taking us 72.

i miss hougang polyclinic.

i miss my security guard friend.

i miss my eye-candy doctor, and my friend doctor.

i miss working with khairul.

i miss working with amanda, angela, charmane, fanny, mj, nithyia, rence, samuel, suzy,szehui, tracy,zs, etc etc..

i miss asking ms sanisah, mr chong, ms pam to help me sign time sheet.

i miss logging into iPharm to prepare for packing even though i hate it sometimes.

i miss waiting for baskets to pick even though i hate it sometimes.

i miss sitting at the capturer's seat and capture prescription.

i miss looking at Skype and grumbling at the doctors about their ammendments.

i miss doing prepacks for our 'act cute' acute drugs.

i miss topping up the buffer bins.

aiyoyo!

i used to hope that i would leave there fast fast, didn't i?

*sigh*

i am depressed now. like seriously.

i better go back to work on my report.

i have to get something out. this is it.

do it or die horribly, Lim Shi Ping!

all i want for christmas

IS YOU...!!!!!!

MLB-- 三人套餐

：）

 *heaves a HUGE sigh of relief*

heelllllooooooooo! BACK FROM GRADING!!!!
i didn't drop my sword.
i didn't flew my spear.
but i was panicky. & STIFF!!
like omg. was seriously trembling throughout all 3 routines lor!
felt like me suffering from parkinston disease la!
i needed jin feng san to calm my nerves, i needed carvidopa-levodopa to stop those parkinston thingy, and i needed orphenidrine to help in muscle relaxant. oh wait, anarex causes drowsines.. *i'm bull shitting la*
okie, grading is over. i shall stop rambling about it.

after grading, i was super happy. i was like over the moon. don't ask me why. i don't know. i only know grading's over was PART of the reason. i felt as though i had lifted something of my shoulders, i felt light, i felt like flying. & i felt like having ICE CREAM!!!!! weird? coz ice creams are usually when i feel down. lol!

now that grading's over, i can relax a bit on wushu side. but thats not going to happen in terms of studies. FYP is starting when attachment at SGH starts. which is like.. 2 more days? this shucks, like seriously, and totally to the max.

SOMEONE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE GET ME STARTED ON MY PROJECTS. IT'S FINAL YEAR PROJECT, YOU KNOW. THOSE 'DO IT NICE OR DIE A HORRIBLE DEATH TYPE OF PROJECT'! lol! if not, my christmas, new year and chinese new year will be burnt until chao da liao. i don't want!!!!

hooohooooo!!!!
today is SATURDAY!
NO WORRRKKKKK! heh heh heh!
& i didn't went back to find them either, coz Khai isn't around too. ha! :P

27.11.09 (friday)
met jt ard 11 plus, went bugis for pray pray. after that, attempted to go and find ___'s christmas present.
unsuccesful! seriously, idk what to get for him. sigh! i seriously need a good shopping buddy to pei me go shop for it. any volunteers?????

after that, went to ECP for the wushu outing.
not bad, quite fun. throwing wm's slippers into the sea. HAH!
and see him and jt snatching each other's slippers. LOL!
plus 2 hours of cycling. everyone had a bike, except for me. -.-
coz i don't know how to cycle. so embarrassing!
the attempt to learn was a little unsuccessful too. boohoo!!! >.<
in the end, jt and rq took turns to give me a ride everywhere. FUN TO THE MAX! especially when we were having fun in the rain too. heh heh!
coz going home for dinner, so didn't stay for water games at evening. *pouts*
nvm, there is always next time, right? :D

28.11.09 (saturday)
woke up early early in the morning. send Ain & PeiFang off to aussie.
met fel & eve at 715am.
evelyn had to leave home at 0530 in order to reach in time.
& SHE MADE IT!!!!! *clap clap*
hahahh!
after that prolly half the class of us went to Swensens for breakfast with Mr Kelvin, Ms Yong & her hubby.
super fun! loads & loads of chatting, comparing how different it was in the different setting at attachment places, preparing Irene for Hougang Polyclinic attachment, preparing me and fel for SGH attachment, preparing others for NHG polyclinic attachment, joking about the funny encounters we had... oh yeah, which reminded me of Ms Hougang that we saw at the last day of our attachment. hur hur! everyone in the pharmacy was excited la! even security guard friend had to tail him. LOL!!!& that reminds me, i never say bye bye to my security guard friend. tsk. >.<

after that, went home. sleep, rest, and yupp, here i am now. i have to prepare myself for the deadly grading later. tsk! haiz. tonight they going for the Chinese Orchestra concert, & i am going to miss it. haiyo!!! hahhaha! nvm. grading more impt!!! please pray for me, please wish me good luck.
打拳不要失手，
打剑不要漏手，
打枪不要飞枪.

加油加油加油！！！

before i end this post, i want to thank my friend. THANK YOU! you know who you are. :)

 
 

loads of photos, but i worry that bs will hang on me again. so here are just some nice ones. others are in FB!

all i can say is, thank you everyone for the past 12 weeks.

there were definitely times when we were not happy, there were times when we enjoyed ourselves to the max, and there were times when we were glad that we really did our great job & proved what we are worth. heheh! we have had our grumblings and nags and loads and loads of bitching around, we have had our own classic jokes of the day. & we have had our rumours and scandals. charmane aka j-wow and khairul knows the best. LOL! as much as we were counting down to the last moment, it did felt a bit weird on the last day of work.

people asking how it feels to leave. them thanking us for helping them. and etc. however, it should be us thanking them for giving us a chance to learn instead.

the whole day went quite well today. the fact that everyone has closed 2 eyes on us. HAHAH! everything we did, we were like, 'aiya, nvm. today last day liao.' & ZS was telling khai, 'ya, today u last day. must bully you more!' hahahah!

we had our 2 hours lunch break at Hougang Mall as the foursome-- Me, Khai, Char & ZS. SUBWAY! laughed, joked, and many many more. talking about future.

like 10 years down the road, charmane would be like _______.

like 10 years down the road, ZS would be like _____.

like 10 years down the road, Khai would be like the male version of Ms Sanisah.

like 10 years down the road, I would be like the female version of Mr Chong.

WOOHOOO!!!

Khai & me had our discussions too, like what presents we would buy for the doctors in HP, from what we know about them.

like we would buy TZF & maybe Siva a notebook to note down what they want to give, so lesser ammendments.

like we would buy Saifuz a speaker so that he could speak louder in the phone & i can hear him.

like we would buy TSH a super loud telephone so she can hear the phone ringing and pick up the phone.

like we would buy CCL a stopwatch or timer that will start sounding every 30 seconds after time is up. so he wont be so slow. HAHAHA!

like we would buy ML a drug info book to look for info, calculator to calculate weeks of drug supplies, PLUS A DICTIONARY with a tag to let her know how to spell 'dispense'. HAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!

last but not least,

like how we would buy a FHM for STEVE!!!!!!! coz we know he will definitely love it! HAHAHAHHAHA!

i told khairul i want to take picture with the most handsome doctor in there. but apparently, there is no handsome doctor. (they thought my fav is not handsome lor!) & khairul said 'have, me lor!' hahahah! -.-

Mr Chong was the first person to give us a 'farewell speech'. that made me emo a while. yeah, touched, but weird. towards end, when giving out our pressies, they thank us, wish us well, wish us all the best, give us gifts, take pictures with us, laughing together, etc. touched, but did not cry. well, maybe if attachment there was 24 weeks, who knows, i might.

3 months, not long, not short. enough time for us to know what we want in future. is it, or is it not?

nevertheless, still wanna thank everyone there. there are still many people whom i did not take pictures with.

like the 3 pharmacists. I WANT TAKE PICTURE WITH THEM. THAT IS A MUST!!!! haahah!

well, we will be going back. take our log books. & there's a Christmas exchange on 23rd dec with them. i can't help but look forward to that day already. & i have to get a gift for _____. WHICH I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT TO GET.  haha! i duno what to buy. like seriously. LOL!

ending off, would be like what i wrote on fb.

'it's officially end of 12 weeks. we've gone to heaven, we've been through hell. & we've fought many 'FREAKING WARRRRR' together. We've survived, we've grown stronger. Thanks everyone for having us there for the 12 weeks. We've learnt lots, & we have had our fun too. See you all soon! YEAH! :)

有没有人可以告诉我，为什么我想哭，却哭不出来？ 这是怎么样的感觉？为什么会这样？想要找人诉苦，却又不知道要找谁。说了，又怎样？会有谁会相信我是这样的一个人？我想，他们，每个人，都不会相信我竟然会有这种反应。真的，太不像我了。看起来很坚强的一个人，原来是这么的脆弱， 懦弱。可是，有谁知道，脆弱和懦弱才是那真正的我？坚强从来都不是我。那只是我的面具罢了。我不想继续这种感觉，好痛苦。我好像做回我自己，还可以吗？

昨晚我失眠了。病了。
烧，来了又退，退了又来。真是的。要来就来，要退就退嘛。很累啦。
肩膀又痛的要死。好像拉到，又好像不是。不知道啦。。只知道今天做工时，非常的被影响。
疼痛--physically & mentally。。。

说了这么多，你应该好奇了吧？告诉你吧。
恭喜你，终于实现了你的承诺。只是，我不是那个受益者。
好矛盾啊！！！不理你了啦。。 真是的。我再也不想理任何问题了。
哈啦完了。再见。哈哈！

 *coughs*
amidst all the ping ping piang piang & king king kiang kiang, fever clinic is finally closed.
hoohoo~
today is week 12. LAST WEEK!
supposed to be enjoying the last week, but boohoo! SICK!
people sick on first week of work, i sick on last week of work. special duh?!

went to see doctor. like for the first time in my life,
i actually visit doctor in polyclinic. minus baby vaccine time. LOL!

yuppyupp. saw Dr Steve. LOL! *not scandalous!*
level one. bo bian. either him or another doctor, whom angela saw.
but i rather see Dr Steve coz at least we know each other. hahahha!

for the first time in 19 years. i have case notes in polyclinic leh!
woo~ i am so sua ku..
dr gave me many many meds. EXPENSIVE LEH!!!!!!
heart pain*.*

ok, this month spend so much $$ le. next month not spending so much liao. no christmas spending. boohoo!
maybe my christmas also rotting in SGH. LOL!!!

谢谢你让我知道真相，我会好好过。：）
再见了，我的好朋友。。。

*ahchoo*

outing with PS0701 mates yesterday. it was lunch cum dinner, coz steamboat! hahaha!
i 'replied all' in the email stating i will be late because i've got training at HW.
end up, i was the first to reach Simei lor!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHA!
food wasn't bad. me, nel, eve and xinhui shared a table. & our results were WOOHOO! haha.
3 scoopes of butter, 5 full plates, 3 kettles of top-ups, and what else???
many many scoops of ice cream? hahah!
supperrrrr fattening, im gonna have a crash diet soon. LOL! like i'll rmb.

discussed many many things.
gossiped, bitched.. and many many.
work, studies, FYP!!!!!
omg. 1 more week, i am chionging FYP le. omgomgomgomg!!!
looking at calendar, if i do not want to chiong FYP & report during CNY,
i am so going to start now, before i can't finish it.

ohohoh.. and graduation trip too!!!!!!!
looking forward to that. i hope it happens. hee :)

***

training at night.
3 routines as usual.
buang-ed spear. like totally.
idk why. felt so sick. my shoulder was aching like shit.
second try wasn't that bad. but still, shoulder no strength.
grading's on saturday. can i make it?

hoohoo~
rest 1 day, and it's monday.
& it's officially 4 more days of work.
somehow or rather, gonna miss it. surprised?
don't be. because no matter what, it is afterall a place where once groom me.
if there's a chance, who knows, maybe i will choose there again.
despite the heavy load and such. because, who knows, we may get used to it one day.

Ms Pam was sort of cool to let me & Khai choose our own shift on our last week. haha!
so we chose the 0830 one. together.
why together? coz for the past 11 weeks, we have never worked the same shift together.
hahah!

****

lighter side of life besides work.
MLB's third album is out!
i wanna have it! hahah!
nic is still shuai! heh!

hello Mr. White

:)

hello bloggie,
today's work is super emooo-momo.
it's full of mixed feelings.
there wasn't much time when i felt that i was happy while working today.
most of the time, i was feeling :( & i can't believe my tears almost dropped out.

you know, usually when we pick and pack medicines,
we don't have much feelings. as in, we feel neutral.
sometimes, we make comments.
today, i packed a basket of medication of someone whom i knew.
& i felt so.... weird?
felt like a tinge of sorry.
everyday, there are many people in Singapore coming to this small place and collect the same medication.
some more, some less, some more serious, some less serious.
but this person's basket of medication actually made a bigger impact on me.
& this person, unexpectedly, remembers me.
he may not know who am i exactly. but he, for sure, & i am sure, knows me for who i am.
because we came from the same place,
the place which moulds me to who and where am i today.

***

do you know how it feels to feel being let down?
how it feels to be disappointed.
i was like so looking forward. but i was let down.
maybe they were really busy. i don't know.
it's just 2 weeks left.
is it so hard for me to learn more new things in the last 2 weeks?
don't understand.

hoohoo~
blog blog blog. keehee!

today today today
is TIME-OFF DAY!!!
today is a gooooooooooooood dayyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!
(minus the construction working at void deck from 9am onwards. -.-)

today is rainy rainy rainy rainy.
such a good day to rot at home.
such a good day to snuggly snuggly snuggle in bed.
heh heh heh!

i feel so lucky not working today.
but if tmr is rainy, i still need to work too.
nvm. at least i have one day-- today. :)

this is my one & only time-off day.
enjoying it with Forensic Heroes.
heehee :)

anw, received wrt SGH attachment thing le.
inpatient. as expected. omg.
fel fel.we shall stick to each other like superglue ok?

tata~

Have you ever been in love Horrible isn't it ? It makes you so vulnerable . It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up . You build up all these defenses , you build up a whole suit of armor , so that nothing can hurt you , then one stupid person , wanders into your stupid life .. You give them a piece of you . They didn't ask for it . They did someting dumb one day , like kiss you or smile at you , then your life isn't yours anymore . Love takes hostages . It gets inside you . It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness , so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart . It hurts . Not just in the imagination . Not just in the mind . It's a soul-hurt , a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain . i hate love .

-Neil Gaiman

but i still love love.

for who the person is;

for how the person makes me feel;

for how the person makes me into.

tired. boohoo~

i thought sat would pass smoothly.
i thought Mr White would give me better luck at work.
i thought i thought.

& really, everything passed quite well.
until the last 10 minutes.
'scolded' by doctor.
spoil my day.

now, i hate warfarin. i hate ACC.
stupid irritating pills.
rarr rarrr!

monday onwards, it's week 11.
2 more weeks.
i am tired.
i wanna try something new.
i dont want to do picking and packing for the rest of my life.
i rather go in front and sit with one dispenser and learn dispensing.
at least i learn something new.

monday, 16th nov.
shall be one of the happiest time in my 3 months of attachment.
coz it's time-off day.
i claimed all the 7 and half hours i have into one day off.
great!
i shall rot myself to the last bit. :)

hoohoo!
this week work sooo fun!
hahaha!

actually this week afternoon shift is at fever clinic.
but in the end no have because of some reasons.
so stayed in OPD lo.
but there were days when i did went over to help out too.
keke!!

tuesday;

no new love from this week onwards.
this week was Khairul's turn.
hahaah!
ACC is cool to max.
but recently a bit tired of warfarin.
maybe because have been counting too much loose tablets le. haiz

wednesday;

Mr Kelvin came to visit Khairul.
of course he did not forget me.
heh heh!
did chat a little with him though.
&&&
was stationed morning shift at fever clinic.
& there were 2 old patients who could only speak hokkien.
and fever was only me & Kamsiah.
so i had to do translation.
so the situation became
old people speaking chimilogy hokkien to a girl who speaks easy hokkien.
i felt like a chicken talking to a duck.
LOL

thursday;

did first ever dispensing.
before that, we went through a little more on retail stuffs.
and me and Khai were like so tired.
actually, our brain were already in snooze mood from roll call onwards. hahah!

wore lab coat @ work.
different people, different opinions.
suzanna said i looked like a mad scientist. -.-
khai, ZS, charmane they all say i look like doctor. :)
i forced charmane to say i look damn cool in lab coat. :D
i forced them to say i look like Tim-sir in Forensic Heroes in lab coat. ;p

dispensing was fun.
the two of us sat beside Ms Sanisah
and she showed us how to do dispensing lo.
then she made us do it too.
but we dare not.
haha.
she forced me to do it first la.
and luckily i did.
coz the basket had only 1 medicine. hoohoo!!!
so did the dispensing. was diclofenac sodium
i will remember lor!
i did everything nice nice. but i forgot to indicate DA. LOL!!!
but ok la. overall.. quite fun. heh!

after work, walk with charmane to Hougang Mall.
talk about work, about dispensing.
& i told her, i hope to attach to someone who has patience.
hahaha. because what i think i lack in me, is patience.
& hopefully the 'buddy' i am attached to is able to 'influence' me.
but in such a short time, i guess it would be hard.

friday;

Samuel played some magic tricks for us to see. hahah!
& yes, we were stunned.
especially the 'women's intuition' one.
damn cool la.
coz he didnt even handled the cards. & yet the trick was successfully done.
*stunned* *claps for him*
no wonder Uncle Amran always call him 'magic man'.
haahah!

today's work was not special though.
i broke my record, because i did not log in my account to do packing.
only do capturing. heh!
felt lazy to do all these things.
i'm left with 2 weeks,
I WANT DO SOMETHING SPECIAL!!!!!!

*****

i've gotten my white specky!
hehe!!!!
i love my Mr White.
heh! :)

-MISSED-

hoohoo!

blog blog blog~

i wanna blog about saturday before i forget. heheheh!

first, work.

actually that day got fever clinic de.

then in the end dun have.

then in the end have again. LOL!

i was like running here and there between both sides la.

i was damn suay on that day too.

first, the pharmacy system was down.

and if that is not troublesome enough,

i got locked out of my own account too.

ITD was too busy to help me.

& took them like whole morning to get me logged in once again.

hahahahah!

by the time they got me logged in,

it was time for me to take my bag & say byebye liao. wahahahahah!
& if that was not enough,
i stupidly and dumbly cut my own finger with a pair of scissors,
& ended up with a bloody finger that got bandaged up in the treatment room.
the nurse even came over to pharmacy to look for me coz she thought it was a super deep wound.
(eh, pain leh, even though in the end say it was superficial cut)

secondly, IVP.

chiong-ed down to NP via bus 74 from Hougang.

thanks to SzeHui & Fanny & Coach GuangYao for the tips.

by the time i reached, was over half time.

caught the long weapons, soft weapons, sparring & team.

woohoo to Team NYP.

we got overall second.

YEAH YEAH YEAH!

toured around NP a little while finding my way to sports hall.

sorry cousin, no offence, but.

i felt a little glad that i am not studying in that school la.

hahah!

after the whole competition, shared cab with QJD.

he came around when sparring time. 

a 'wonderful senior' who rushed down to watch his teammates compete right after his booking out.

hur hur! LOL!

& a 'sweet' senior who helped his junior carry his weapons & help me carry my bag

coz i am like sooo lazy to carry it while my back is aching like shit.

(eh, he should feel honoured that i let him carry that precious adidas bag hor!)

LOL!

actually was suppose to share with JT, CW and YT.

but ended up split cab coz no one willing to take 5 people.

dropped QJD off at Hougang, then i cabbed back to TM to meet family.

super ex can!

totally forgot about this thing called 35% surcharge lah.

but luckily i still ok with the cab fare.

lastly, family night.

met family (except daddy coz he got wedding dinner)

for SWENSENS dinner.

jie jie treat leh!

hahah. know why she treat?

coz i have been bugging her to treat. hoho!

swensens was nice nice nice!

after that went to optic shop.

i was supposed to get my contact lens solution.

but the shop discontinued it.

& i ended up buying a new pair of specs.

-.-!!!

my intention was just to let jie jie see which one i wear look nicer.

ask her if the red one is nicer or the white one.

in the end,

i thought i like white nicer while everyone says red is nicer.

blah blah blah..

anw,

i ended up with white coz i still think i like white better.

then i bought it liao.

OMG!

and 200+ bucks just flew away like this.

hahahahah!

but ok la, this amount of money.. is sooner or later de. heh!

& yes, this is my wonderful yet tiring saturday. heh!

work:

yeah, let's continue blogging about work.

it's into week 10!!!!!

week 9 has just ended.

next week, we are into dispensing already.

yeah yeah!

it has been fever clinic morning shift this whole week.

not bad. time pass quite fast.

i surprise myself by always being on time for work.

being the third person to reach HP after Mr Chong & Uncle Ahmad

(they always reach at 0730 de.)

& that's not because i cabbed there unlike my first 8am shift.

even though i have been snoozing my alarm clock for the whole week.

leading to me running to interchange to catch my bus. heh!

well well.. 

guess what.

next week, i am going to fever clinic again.

haha. but next week is afternoon shift la.

2 straight weeks at fever clinic.

i hope the third week, i am not there as a patient.

OMG. choi! *touch wood*

this whole week, i am having break on my own because of different timing with Khairul.

feel so lonely lor.

i miss gossiping with him,

i miss bitching in front of him.

yesterday, we went to mac mac to have dinner.

gossiped, bitched, & laughed at lots of things.

things that happened at OPD when i wasn't around,

things that happened at Fever Clinic when he wasn't around,

sharing our different experiences... 

laughing our heads off.

creating scandalous rumours among ourselves.. *shhh*

attachment life is great when you have a super great buddy.

yeah! :)

i don't care if they are reading my blog or not.

i trust that they do not stalk me.

me:

somehow,

sort of realize that i only come to cherish things when i have lost them.

& the problem is, i don't learn my lesson.

& that is why i have been losing so many precious things.

you know what, 

the promise i gave you.

i have always kept it. really.

i've got a feeling;

all along, you think that i would not mean it.

i would not keep it.

but the fact is, all along, i have always meant my word.

i have always remember what i promise you.

& i have always been keeping my word.

but have you?

不是我食言， 是你先放弃我。

how many weeks have passed?

how long has the very very very last promise been given & yet still not fulfilled?

i once wrote that i will not ask you for it.

i won't.

you are one irritating person who is messing up my emo life.

entertainment:
finished 仁心解码 quite long ago.
the ending was a little stupid.
that time actually want to watch 下一站，幸福.
introduced by Evelyn.
but it's still a new show. so i am waiting for it to finish airing le then watch ba.
hahaha!
the bored me is now happily watching Forensic Heroes all over again.
yes! 法政先锋!!
watching that show makes me miss lab coat days.
working at OPD now, i wish that i have a white coat like the pharmacists.
the long sleeves one.
so formal, so cool, so shuai.
watching Forensic Heroes makes me wish that i can put on my white coat, working in lab.
but aiya, i've come to a conclusion that i am not fit to work in wet lab. haha!
&&& did i tell anyone that when i watch that show,
the person whom i admire most is Tim-Sir?
simply love his brains. the walking encyclopedia. 
hur! how i wish i have brains like him.
& Khairul & I have come to a conclusion that the fastest way to become a walking encyclopedia
would be:

burning BNF and Martindale and stir them into water and drink it up.

hur hur!!!!!  

oh well.. haven't been blogging for quite some time?
this week.. nothing special anyway..

work:
fever clinic all morning.
except the fact that i got 'scolded' on Skype for nothing
there isnt much special.
anw, the 'scolding' wasn't even my fault.
apparently, the biatch did not get her facts right before she types.
ain't bothering myself with her & her nonsense. *humphs*

tuesday,
unexpectedly, i got to go ACC again.
was quite happy coz ACC was like my new love.
but this week's one was abit.. erm... indigestable.
i got wow-ed again.
i felt sort of dumb. LOL!

& & &
ILO finally remembers me!
hoohoo!!
he's coming to visit. like finally!!!
hahaha!!!
but after he comes, i have nothing to look forward to already.
:( LOL!

wushu:
grading's coming.
i am so not prepared.
mentally.
discouraged; unmotivated.
whatever~
chiong chiong chiong all the way!

i dont know why am i posting this now. maybe due to emo-ness.
had a small chat with kor kor last week.
& it was a happy & depressing chat.

happy;
because it has been a long time since we last chatted.
it's not always that kor kor come look for me for a chat lo.
haha.
& because he got what he wanted.
he has a bright future
he knows what he wants in future.
& he has gotten it.
congrats.

depressed;
because on the other hand,
i dont know what i want.
my future is grey.

i dont know where to go.
many ask me, would i want to further my studies?
& i say, yes, if situation allows.
i know i still have 3 more months. but it seems like it's time to think about it le.

mr chong asked where would i go
nithyia asked me if i would go back to HP
& many others...
my reply is still idk.

study? where?
NUS? let's face the reality.
Private? how about the time and the cost per module?
Aussie? for 4 years. can i make it?
& the cost of going aussie.

aussie used to be in the back of my brain. i wont even think of it.
but now i am actually thinking of it.
but, can i afford? in terms of finance & abilities.
come on la, i am not that smart.
what if i can't make it there.
would i come back crying?
unless i go marry a billionaire who will sponser me to study there.
& even if i repeat, i still can survive.
-.-!

work?
as what?
PT?
pick, pack and dispense drugs for the rest of my life?
10 years down the road,
20 years down the road,
30 years down the road,

i am still picking, packing, and dispensing drugs.
like what i have done during attachment.
would i be contented?

as a PT, no matter where i go
my job scope will never change.

with a pharmacist license, i can do more than just cooping myself in a place.
a different environment, & i can learn new things.
comparing a polyclinic, hospital & retail.
see the diff?
can i do the same if i am a PT?

haiz...

hoohoo~
it feels as though it is just a month ago when Khairul & I were like
'11 weeks & 6 more days to end of attachment.'
a blink of an eye, we are left with 3 weeks to end of attachment @ HP.

today is stock take day.
like what everyone hoped, everything ended fine.
i had fun counting the counters assigned to me.
my 'act cute' drugs. haha!
i was fine throughout the whole process,
except for a part when some bitch had to come on & spoil everything.
messing up my counting without telling me.
so pissed, i felt like messing up her counters by messing up all her prepacks.

time flew throughout stock take.
& when it was time to go home, it was raining super heavily.
lightning, thunder, everything.
Khairul, Charmane & i ran across the road to bus stop to wait for our bus.
we were drenched despite our umbrellas. LOL
kept laughing at each other. many cabs passed by, but no buses.
till we got fed up, wanted to get cab.
but whenever a cab passed, no one stopped it.
HAHA! but we hopped onto one in the end because there was really no bus la!
wonder what happen to all buses lor...
cabbed to hougang mall, dinner-ed & home.

*****

had been drinking coffee these few days as breakfast so as to prevent myself from falling asleep at work.
until now, i think i have caffeine tolerance.
i can sleep on bus despite a cup of coffee.
i wonder what will happen next week. LOL

*****

dear ILO,
do you remember that you still have a student in Hougang Polyclinic?
& she is still waiting for you to go and visit her before her last 3 weeks ends.
waiting until her neck has grown long. haha!
i think i will cry if Mr Kelvin comes and visit Khairul, but left me aside.
*pouts*

*****

silence is the best friend who never betrays.
- PC at HP

this week start work at 0930.
next week start work at 0800.

no 'eye candy' for 2 weeks.
awww...... boohoo! hahah!

on a brighter side,
0800hr work & it's morning shift at fever clinic.
heh heh heh!
& ending work at 1630 means woohoo!
hahah.

stock take tmr.
let's pray that everything's gonna turn out fine.
am so going to use the methods kally kor kor taught last time.
hope everything ends on time. :)

hellooo! hehe!
today's only tuesday.
but i am blogging about work. heeheh!

***

this week is late shift.
dont know why, but i just dun like it this week.
& it's just plainly because i don't like it.
haiz.
 work late shift means cannot see eye candy.
*pouts* hahahah!

everyday, i go out of home late.
& that means--
chionging all traffic lights even though it is still red man. (cannot learn ah!)
running after green man at traffic lights.
walking damn fast to the interchange on time to catch my bus.
running after my bus at the interchange.

[tmd. i didn't even ran that fast during my NAPFA 2.4km run lor.
$&&&*^%&$&()))_%%^&^*
LOL!]

Monday (26th oct)
work was horrible.
was deprived of sleep like totally.
could almost doze off at any one point of time.
submitted log book, writing that i hope to get to ACC (Anti-coagulant Clinic) one day.
& the next thing i know, Ms Sanisah told me, tmr got ACC, & i can go with Mr Chong.
woohooo!!!!!
reached home & wanted to study hard to prepare for ACC,
coz Mr Chong would definitely ask me questions.
but i was too tired.
slept at 9pm last night, thinking that i would wake up earlier today to study.
but, hur hur, i ended up sleeping it away. LOL!

Tuesday (27th oct)
super duper excited to go ACC. idk why. hahaha!
read up on warfarin on the bus.
i brought my lecture notes along! dun laugh. it helped lor! haha!

during work, keep telling Khairul that i scared Mr Chong would forget to bring me along to ACC clinic.
but in the end he didn't leh!!!
during lunch break, he came up to the pantry, & told me where the room is.
& he left a note with Samuel to tell me go the room find him.
SO GOOD RIGHT???!!!! hahahhah!
took my notebook & notes & stuffs, and went to find him.
patient wasn't there yet
(anw, pt put aeroplane in the end lor -.-)

so i had one hour of warfarin lesson with Mr Chong.
he taught me super many things.
explained lots of things which were not elaborated from lecture notes too.

& of course, asked me lots of questions.
he's super patient with me;
let me think of what i want to say,
although he laughed at me coz there were things which i could not think through.
yes, he LAUGHED at me. hard to imagine lor!

anw, he was super nice. & he complimented me
say my knowledge is there, but just need more exposure on application.
because  know how to answer his questions, as in can grasp the points
but not totally exactly to the point.
 he also say we've got good lecturers in NYP. hahaha!
i brought my lecture notes with me to the clinic,
& he let me refer. in the end, he also got look through the notes
to see what we learnt.

i was sad that there wasn't any patients today.
then he told me, there is always next time. means next week or 2 weeks later.
he might talk to Ms Sanisah about it again. SO GOOD!!!!!!!!!
then he ask me why i love ACC so much. he thought i tired of picking & packing.
but i told him coz it's interesting. & while others dun have the choice to come, i have it.
& he just laughed. like LOL! -.- didn't expect that.

anw, i hope i get to go ACC next week again.
dont mind getting questions again. hahahaha!

suddenly, i sort of 'admire' Mr Chong a lot.
hahaha.
not because of what (dun think y y),
but because of his knowledge towards things.
envious? maybe?
fanny & others once say that he is the 'walking dictionary' of the pharmacy.
he knows super lots of things.
even when Nithyia was preparing for her competency test, he was helping her, guiding her with chimilogy stuffs.

suddenly, i hope to be like him one day.
if i have the chance to study more,
i want to learn more.
& not only have the knowledge, but also to apply it as well.

i dun exactly have to be the best among everyone.
i just want to bring out the best in me.

freakingggggg hot weather today!!!!!
felt like melting lor!!!!

today is the most look forward day this week.
& i am sad it is over already. >.<

Work > Home > Vivocity > Sentosa > Home
this is my wonderful schedule!!! :))))

work--
everything's wonderful, except for work part.
hahhahaa!
time passed sooooooo slowly lor..
1pm was superrrr looked forward to,
the time when i can just pick my bag & leave. haha!

vivocity--
finished work, went home, change clothes, change bag.
daddy sent me to MRT station because the weather was simply too hot to walk.

met Derick.C at MRT station @ 3pm.
ps: initial intention was to meet KengBoon 3pm at vivo city.
but Derick.C booked out late..

mrt-ed down to vivo city to meet KengBoon.
chatted alot on the way.. like almost everything lor...
we reached on time, 345pm, but KengBoon was late. AS USUAL!
hahaah!!!
so me and Der went to G2000 to find Kally kor kor first.
i think kally kor kor had the biggest shock of his life when he saw us.
hahahaha!!!!!
chatted alot about the past & present.
like how we miss GTM even though we had been complaining how much we hated it in the past.
kally kor kor used to say he felt like bombing the whole TM,
but now, he actually preferred there. these kinds of things.
KengBoon joined us after a while, & blah blah...
much laughter. fun fun fun!! :)))

stayed at G2000 for a while, then went to KengBoon's all time favourite place to slack.
yes, STARBUCKS!
and yes, KengBoon, that is my 3rd time having it.
and yes, Derick.C and KengBoon, i am that mountain turtle.
LOL!
& for the next 2 hours plus,
we just sat there and chat and laughed about everything about our life.
the past, present, future.

my attachment @ hougang polyclinic.
Derick.C's army life.
KengBoon's in-house attachment in TP.
Classic stories of G2000.
psst, can't believe that KengBoon actually still rmb our 'Bitch VS Bastard' story. LOL!
& time just fly past...
ahhhh... why so fast???
i hope we have a gathering again soon.
now who says friends must meet up often to maintain good relationship?
once in a while meeting is nice too. heh! :)

sentosa
7pm.
went to meet Nel, Eve, Fel , PS
Lionel, YuXing, Ray
went to Sentosa Spooktecular.
hoohoo~
was loads and loads and loads of fun!!!!!
there was 'ghost' just at the escalator liao lor.
we got scared!!!
wanted to take picture on the escalator when suddenly screams were heard.
& before you know, a 'ghost' ran towards us.
OMG!
only at the entrance of Image of Singapore,
Evelyn said 'can we go turn back and go night safari?'
HAHAHA!
well, anw, we walked according to the rows that was arranged.
YX& Fel first.
Ray & PS second.
Lionel & Eve third.
Me and Nel last.
the first three couples were holding on to each other so tightly lor.
me & nel also started to hold tightly throughout. haha!
Msg-ed Der, telling him that am getting scared as we got nearer to the entrance of the building.
& he say, 'See one hit one'
-.-
thanks ah!
the walk in the building was really funny & scary.
i was the first to get scared. & screamed.
-.-
took some photos, got scared, got laughed at.. blah blah.
towards the back, YX did something real funny & everyone just started to laugh our head off.
forgot how long the walk took, but it sure was fun.
coz there were many scary people around.
but not as what i expect, like popping out suddenly out of nowhere lah.

after the walk in the house, went to walk other parts of Sentosa too.
& took photos of the Images Of Singapore. & other ghosts.
hoohoo~
after today, i feel a lil' brave.
just a little.
because i finished the haunted house.
HAHAA!

oh ya, almost forget to mention.
YX & Der are actually in the same company in NS lor!
hahah!
butyeah, they are diff platoon. so they dont know each other.
hahha.
but i guess they will start to look out for each other tmr onwards ba.
HAHAHAHAH!

okies it's a duper long post le.
shall end here.
pics may be uploaded here.
but mostly in facebook la.
i dun wanna hang my blog again. urgh!
tata~
hoohoo :))) i love today. :)))

*edited*

guess what, it's already been 3 weeks. or maybe i should say 4 weeks, to be exact. & what you have promised is still not yet fulfilled. it just made me get more and more disappointed in you. the trust that i have entrusted in you over these few years is declining. i won't ask you for what you promised. it just doesnt seem right. keeping my hopes high is tiring. no hope means no disappontment right? then maybe i should not have any hopes at all. what has happened, has happened. we can't pretend nothing has happened.

but sometimes, i do wish that one day, when i wake up, i would forget everything, so that i wont feel those pain anymore. everyday, i tell myself to stop thinking about this whole issue, but everyday, at the end of the day, i just realize that i still did not make it.

don't worry. i wont cry. 'Because it is useless. your tears do not wash away your sorrows. They feed someone else's joy. And that is why you must learn to swallow your own tears.' this is said in Joy Luck Club. & i agree to it absoultely. i shall learn to swallow my tears. i won't let them fall anymore. at least not for this whole issue. my mind is tellin me this. but i dont know about my heart.

i once say, i will be strong. let me tell you the truth. the truth is,
 i am not stong at all. neither am i as naive as you think i am.
i just dont show people the weak side of me.

thinking back those moments we've spent over the years. the times when you were there when i was down, when i was happy. the promises that we made. & how many of these promises were actually fulfilled? i guess not much. i bet you have even forgotten what promises that you have given me in the past, & yet did not happen. maybe, in your opinion, promises are meant to be broken.

& think back even more. what were the times when i really needed you, but you were not there?
how many times in my life were you there when i was sick & et you are not by my side?
how many times in my life, i was praying & praying that you are with me but you just aren't?

& now i start to wonder.
whe the hell in the first place did i do so many things for you?
why the hell in the first place did i even had the thoughts that you will rememeber me?
why the hell in the first place did i rack this dumb brain of mine to think of ideas
so that i could do things to make you feel touched.

when all of these are just going to be washed down the drain.
you won't appreciate it.
you won't remember me.
& you will never be touched.

we will meet. definitely.
but beneath everything,
it is:
goodbye & take care.

this whole issue is like fireworks.
it ends at the climax.

[ don't ask me who am i referring to. it won't be answered. it's just my ramblings. & please don't read too much into it & start making wild guesses. i will be fine after rambling. :) ]

hoohoo~

back to blogging!!!

work this week @ week 7 is ok.

at least until now, NOT inclusive of saturday yet.

hahha!

it's changed. me @ retail this week.

i got to learn cashiering leh!!!

so happy!

2 years in G2000, did not get to learn it was

one of my regrets.

but i get to learn it now.

& i finally understand what Derick means by saying

'cashiering is not fun at all'. hahhahaha!

this week also had the 2 MOH checks or audit.

so everyone was quite tense, especially on wednesday.

but was ok la.

& yesterday, thursday, was Doctor's day.

so we got to have free lunch.

ok, not exactly free, coz i did pay for it.

& we got to meet most of the doctors.

now we know who is the prettiest doctor.

we know who is the funniest doctor.

but i did not get to see the nicest doctor.

not that others are not nice la, but didn't get to see the nicest one. LOL!

& & & the best part was,

I GOT TO PLAY WII!!!!!!

thanks to Wii guy. hehehehe!

had loads of fun playing it.

had loads of fun laughing at one another too.

LOL!

& i hold the record for the table tennis game. HEHEHEEH!

i hope we get to play again. heee:)

dont know why today i feel happy when at work.

not very happy lah, but was humming songs.

like quite long since i am humming songs when doing work lor.

& i am looking forward to tmr. hope everything will turn out fun. :)

HAPPY 4TH BIRTHDAY TO

SLACKERINACTION.BS.COM

yeah yeah.

it's 4 years & going.

hehehe!

***

i've got 2 blue blacks on my right knee.

thank you, shi ba mo.

i've got a torn skin on my right palm.

thank you, spear.

& grading is next month.

O-M-G!!!!!!!!

someone kill me pleeeeasssseeee!!!!!

***

i'm like so looking forward to saturday.

i can go out & have fun!
LIKE FINALLY!!!!! hahah!
weeee~

hoohoo~
went to Bugis yesterday after work.
to look for that bag that i badly wanted.

practically told everyone that i wanted that bag, but could not,
due to some reasons.
but everyone told me to ahead with it.
hahahah!

anw,
initial intention was to go there alone,
since no one to accompany me.
my usual adidas buddy was nowhere contactable anw.
bleahs!

then WeiMun told me he was at Bugis.
so wanted to go there & find him.
then thought of WeiChong.
so called him up,
& tada~ we went to Bugis.
brought him to see the bag.
ponder & ponder over it,
asked the guy many many questions about it..
& waited for LEONG WEI MUN for some time..
hahah!!!!!
makan-ed,
& went back to the shop.
ponder & ponder about the bag again.
& that guy laughed at me.
grrrr...

blah blah..
then WeiChong drove WeiMun to SSDC @ YCK.
passed 2 ERP-s. LOL!!!!! hahahahahahhahaha!
I simply laughed like some crazy person.
& after that was home sweet home.

hoohoo~

hoohoo~
it's into week 7 of attachment.
we have 5 more weeks to go!
it's time to just enjoy the whole attachment thing.
because i won't have to bother myself with FYP stuffs.

this 2 weeks would be mainly retail.
this week's Khairul, & next week me.

well, as much as i tell people i don't like retail,
seriously, i dun hate it that much either.
2 year of retail. i think i feel tired more than hate it.
until now, i have to admit, i do miss the g2 times.
when we could play around when there isn't much things to do.
i miss my companions there. my friends. my senior, etc.

i miss wendy, derick, leon, jonathan, kengboon, priss, kally kor kor, jazz, elaine...
they were, in a way or another, my rubbish bins when we were working together.
suddenly, i miss retail. haha!
maybe i should not be so anti-retail. i should look forward & have fun there.
hopefully, retail will change my mind of retail again.
hehee. JiaYou lo!!!
:)

haiz.
that girl still has a pile of assigments not done.
that girl still has a big messy table to clear.
that girl still has a messy wardrobe to clear.
that girl still has 2 piles of messy clothes to tidy.

& she is still happily blogging her third post in a day.
& she is still happily facebook-ing the whole day.
& she is still happily playing games in facebook.
& she is still happily watching shows online.
& she is still happily watching 'Boys Over Flowers' on VCD,
thanks to her sister.

this is bad bad bad...
tsk tsk tsk..
*shakes head*

this song, is for _____

会痛的石头

一个人就好

hoohoo~
it feels so great not to go for work on a Saturday.
hahah!
lazing around is the best thing!
don't remind me of my assignment. :(

feel like going to Bugis to look for that Adidas bag.
everywhere seems not to have it already.
humphs.
told them that if i managed to get that bag,
i won't be getting another bag for 1 year.
LOL! possible? i guess so. coz i can't even remember the last time i bought one too.

**

if only i have 100 bucks as my pocket money everyday--
1. i will put aside some part of it for cab fare TO and BACK from workplace.
2. i will go and search high and low for THAT bag.
3. i will save up & go overseas for holidays.
4. i will go shop shop & shop for all the things i want. Shop away all my troubles.
5. i will save up 50 bucks everyday & go get a Wii/ PS3/ PSP/ iPod Touch to keep myself entertained.
6. i will go and buy that big big big Chip&Dale jigsaw puzzle i saw in Puzzle world.
7. i will get myself a double bed & let my toys occupy half of it.

**

an air-con room.
there is sofa.
there is teevee.
what is lack is
a Wii set or a PS3.
THEN it is really going to be heaven.
& u will see me playing & not eating during break.
to the Wii guy, do you mind lending us the Wii set? hahah!

it's just work work & more work

Joke of the day:

Khairul to ZS: 'Dextrometophan is for stomach related disease.'

& ZS believed him.

LOL!

okies, we cannot blame him.

he has no med background.

ps: Khairul jolly well knows what DMP is for lah.

just kidding only. LOL!

pps: Dextrometophan is for cough. hahah!

lalala..

work these few days have been busybusybusy.

everyone is like buzzing around like a busssyyyy beeeee!

everyday, just early in the morning,

we see red lights blinking.

& Ms Pam is not in these few days.

which i don't know is good or bad, coz she works damn fast.

& it's fast, with capital F.

& Mr Chong is not in these few days too.

he seems to be very strict.

he can just randomly pop a question to us de lor!

which reminds me, i still owe him a question.

>.<

& everyday, i complain that i feel sooo lazy to work.

shall stop being a lazy bum.

heeeeeeeee!

aye aye...
i am back blogging again.
hahahaa!
actively blogging!

i had been feeling down for the past few days.
not feeling well adds on to it.
with yesterday morning being the worst,
no thanks to those cramps that i've got.
it wasn't exactly the worst that i have suffered.
because i suffered one FULL week of cramps before.
but yesterday one was bad, because i was working as well.
imagine, so painful that you could not even stand properly,
& yet still have to pick medicine.
which was totally $&#&())(^$*()*%#&%

BUT
thanks to fanny & the wonderful drug, Ponstan
& antacid,
I was back to myself after lunch.
she said that my hands went white due to the pain.
true lah...
yes, we self-medicate.
hahaha.

today was a little better,
but i skipped training at NYP.
that's why i'm blogging here.
lil' better. emphasize little.

i thought today's work was ok.
but i was feeling very tired.
capturing makes my eyes so dry & tired too.
Angela so poor thing. 8 out of 10 prescriptions that she did had amendments.
LOL!!!
i had my own fair share too.
but it was towards the end, when there wasn't much patients then we started having fun.

first, Khairul created a joke when he bought 4 pieces of small carrier to Fever Clinic
when they requested 4 packets.
haha, maybe my fault. translation & communication error.

then when we were helping Fever Clinic top up stocks,
Khairul did many funny stunts that made us laugh like crazy.
even Samuel was amused.
LOL! & i thought he is the cool cool type.
we agreed that Khairul was alreay very very tired.
especially when Samuel asked him to bring over 1 carton of Dextrometophan syrup.
& i already told him not to bring the Diphenhydramine syrup if not i would laugh my head off.
& you guessed it right. he brought thr Diphenhydramine syrup over.
HAHAHHAHA!
Samuel laughed, & told me, 'I thought they changed packaging sia..'
OMG.
Samuel actually said that.
hahahaha!
& Khairul & I felt like factory workers when we were doing pre-packs.
haah.
but i always say, i love doing pre-packs,
because this is the time, when you dun have to use your brain when working.
hahahah!

WenQiang kor kor & family is now in Japan.
JAPAN!!!!!
*envious*


mommy says it is ore or less confirmed that most of daddy's side family would be going to Bangkok during December.
of course, it also includes our family.
BUT
excluding big sis & me.
one. i would be slogging off in SGH that i cannot go for the trip.
haiz.
that sounds so 'great' right?
whole family is away having fun, while you are slogging your butt off.
:(


& i told mommy i want want want go for holiday when i graduate.
even Genting Highlands i am also fine.
at least i can play all i want with no worries.
& who knows, i can go & gamble awayall my assets
& wait for daddy to bring me back to S'pore.
just kidding...


mommy gave me permission
that if next year, WenQiang kor kor & family would be going HK or any other place,
i can tag along with them.
yeah!
BUT, that is only if they are going lah.
they are in Japan now, who knows if they are going anywhere else at end of year.
& if they are not planning to go anywhere...
i will be so so so so sad.
:(


Tracy said something tha triggered me.
She says she raher spend her time doing useful things rather than sleep it away.
she says she thinks this is a waste of time.
that made me think. i feel like i am like wasting my time everyday.
many a time, i can use the time to do many things, buti just did not do it.
& it's time to find that surge of determination to do things back.
there are many things i want to learn.
& i am going to use this time to do it.
i want to fight the tiredness in me.
STOP BEING A LAZY BUM, LIM SHI PING!!!


yes, i am sad.
i admit i am expecting something.
something that never came.
i expected the impossibles.
but do i always do?


i had hopes held high up for the past weekend.
expecting something.
which never came.


you brought me high up into the air, believing that
even if i ever fell,
there would be something for me to fall back on.
& that the fall would never be a painful one.


& now that i really fell.
i realized.
there is nothing for me to fall back on.
no cushion, no strong arms.
just the cold hard floor, which i landed heavily on.
injuring myself many a times.


& i still continue to believe you.
that one day,
when i fall,
it will not be painful anymore.

hoohoo~

some peektures up here!

hehe!

these are just some which are taken during attachment time.

see those 2 badges up there?

it's launched under a 'Moove Love' program for some charity thingy.

cost 2 bucks per badge.

the green one was given to me by Sharon,

& the blue one was given to me by Tracy.

hee :)

& the last two ones...

is taken at the air con pantry

where we just love love & looooveee to eat, sleep & slack during our break time.

hoohoo~

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