start of second week of school.
hopefully things will get better.
don't know how,
but have to mug hard, chiong hard.

did i chiong too much on the first week?
i guessed i did, due to club crawl.
practically lacking of sleep the whole week.
=x

let's see what i am short of doing..
pharmacotherapy tutorial by thursday.
communication skills reading up by tonight.
(but i guess i have to do it tmr.. )
basic pharmacology tutorial by next week.
pharmacy practice 3 practicals by thursday.
minutes..

these are what i can think of for now.
my eyes are closing..
my brain is closing..
it's time for me to accompany my dale dale to bed.
yawnzzzzz...

dale dale, here i come..
wahahaha
snorezzzzz
=p

first week of school has started.
chaotic week.
no honeymoon periods.
lessons starts straight away.

lost at basic pharmacology about hypertension.
MUST WORK HARD!!!

lost at pharmaceutical analysis practical.
Dr Henry was talking about the practical and going through the theories of it.
but somehow or rather,
everyone is still blur on how to do it.
and i actually fell asleep during that time.
it wasn't delibrate, i swear.
i was staring at the board, and started to see stars.
and soon, my head started to drop.
OMG!
group leader falls asleep during lesson, like that how to lead them do the project?!

club crawl just ended too.
didn't enjoyed much of it.
well, main reason was because i didn't get myself involved too much.
the feelings were different from the previous year anyway.
maybe because the booth is on second floor ba.
plus i did not go around distributing flyers and such.
tired..
old already.. =x

was involved more in the preparation process,
picking up bits and pieces with WeiChong and ChiaWei.
hahah.
and the three of us started to bond these few days.
not as though we don't bond during normal days.
just that these few days made us closer.
because our topics will never leave club crawl and wushu.
hahaha.
anyway, club crawl is over.
photos will be uploaded when i have the time.
and depends ba.
maybe i would just upload them to wushu blog.
im too lazy la.
haish.
hahaha.
tired tired tired.
and yet, there is still the aftermath of club crawl to be taken care of.
like freshies...

jiayou girl!
chiong ah!
studies and wushu.
go go go!

green-white belt grading

long awaited grading yesterday at kampong ubi CC.
haiz.

byebye silver..
didn't balance well during lian bu quan.
my dao hit my hair when i do bei dao.
my cudgel touched floor a little.
i dropped my cudgel at one end.
i tuo ba a little at the beginning.
and i almost buang my final throw.

shucks shucks shucks.

i must have disappoint you a lot right?
there isn't seem to be a chance for you to be proud of me, is there?

from facebook:

ShiPing took the What Jay Chou song are u? quiz and the result is Tui Hou

You're wise, caring and understanding. You're like a parent to everyone around u!! You're very nice to people u know. Your love will be very nice to u too!! You're good at being happy too haha. JiaYous!!

天空灰的像哭过
离开你以后
并没有更自由
酸酸的空气
嗅出我们的距离
一幕锥心的结局
像呼吸般无法停息

抽屉泛黄的日记
榨干了回忆
那笑容是夏季
你我的过去
被顺时针的忘记
缺氧过后的爱情
粗心的眼泪是多余

我知道你我都没有错
只是忘了怎么退后
信誓旦旦给了承诺
却被时间扑了空

我知道我们都没有错
只是放手会比较好过
最美的爱情回忆里待续

天空灰的像哭过
离开你以后
并没有更自由
酸酸的空气
嗅出我们的距离
一幕锥心的结局
像呼吸般无法停息

抽屉泛黄的日记
榨干了回忆
那笑容是夏季
你我的过去
被顺时针的忘记
缺氧过后的爱情
粗心的眼泪是多余

我知道你我都没有错
只是忘了怎么退后
信誓旦旦给了承诺
却被时间扑了空

我知道我们都没有错
只是放手会比较好过
最美的爱情回忆里待续

烦死了 烦死了 烦死了
烦死了 烦死了 烦死了
烦死了 烦死了 烦死了

no wonder people say that, when one stays at home alone with nothing to do for too long, he/ she would get depression easily... =x been rotting at home, and my mind goes whirling around like crazy, thinking of many many many things, making me so 烦.

grading-- it's on coming saturday, 18042009. and only two outcomes are expected. do it well or buang and die. who in the right mind would choose the latter? haish. but i am still having a weird feeling over my routines... 烦死了!!

club crawl-- i don't know how to put it.. i just keep asking myself if i am doing the right thing or not. been thinking if everything would turn out as well as we wanted it to be. been thinking how come i don't seem to be enjoying this year's club crawl as well as the past year. been thinking if they would be able meet the deadlines. been thinking if anything bad would crop up. choy!

school-- school is starting. next week. 20th april. time table is out. we've got 8am lessons. we've got a 50 min lecture ONLY on a monday. we've got night class, for those who chose aseptic dispensing. we've got pharmacy practice 3, pharmacotherapy 2 and basic pharmacology 2 all together. i wonder how am i going to differentiate between these modules. especially basic pharmacology and pharmacotherapy. and we've received our first tutorial for pharmacotherapy. BUT IT'S STILL HOLIDAYS LEH!!!!

others-- quarrels day in and day out. i don't even know when is it going to end. if you want to be known as disrespectful, go ahead. i won't stop you anymore. tired of doing so. just don't regret it one day. whatever~
i have also been flaring up easily recently. temper been bad. not pms ba i guess. i mean, my temper has all along been bad. just that, it's getting worse recently... haish.. i hope everything ends fast and soon. 烦死了...

stupid thoughts-- i have an urge to go learn driving. ok la, this doesn't make me 烦. it's just a random stupid thought.

haish..
烦死了烦死了 烦死了
烦死了 烦死了 烦死了
烦死了烦死了 烦死了
烦死了 烦死了烦死了
烦死了 烦死了 烦死了
烦死了 烦死了 烦死了
烦死了 烦死了 烦死了
烦死了 烦死了 烦死了
烦死了 烦死了 烦死了
烦死了 烦死了 烦死了
haish...

happy 6 months

HAPPY 6 MONTHS!
=)

if...

day out with dd
=)
=)
=)

like so long since we last went out..
went to tampines1 again.
hahhaa.
what matters most is who you went there with.
despite going there on the first day already.
=)
=)
=)
the spoiler was,
it was raining,
and it was too crowded
but well..
it's ok.

this heavy rain..
is it a way to say sorry,
sorry that my prayers couldn't be answered?
sorry that my wishes couldn't come true..
besides going to tampines1,
we also went to sunplaza park.
i think the two of us..
can really talk.
because it is always during such times,
when we really sit down and talk,
then time pass the fastest..
haha.
=)

and cannot forget to mention!!
beloved boyfriend piggy-backed me.
hahhaa.
so sweet!
and such a long distance somemore.
hahah.
i think he must be tired.
LOL
=)
=)
=)

went home around evening period.
went century square,
no crowd de..
went to eat deserts..
after that went home.
home sweet home.
=)
=)
=)

i just came back from visiting ping-kia.
my pet in pet society.
haaha.
been long time since i visited her,
and also 'brought' her around to visit her friends.
and i think she is still as cute la..
hahahha...

and i realised that the christmas tree is gone..
what does this imply?

*sniffs*
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*gasps for air*
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*wheezes*
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*haiz*
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someone pass me decongestant please.
maybe it's really time to get Clarinase.
or maybe i should go look for JingQuan to loan that big box of menthol crystals.
that might work even better.
LOL.

shucks man..
i hate block nose.
argh!

i'm bored
i'm bored
i'm bored.

like seriously.
and it's not as though i have nothing to do leh.
i've got tons of things to do.
like plan for tomorrow's meeting.

but my brain is just not working.
it just refuse to function la.
whatever~

i'm bored
i'm bored
i'm bored.

till then
tata~

wow!
i can't believe i am so strong.
as in,
the determination not to collapse before i finish doing everything.

yesterday's ndp was a torture.
well.. coz i wasn't exactly feeling well ma.
and we were under the scorching sun,
and there was drizzle every now and then too.

after training, boarded mrt home.
me and jing ting KO-ed throughout.
i even had the thinking that how good it would be if we had boarded from Joo Koon.
at least we could sleep longer.
-.-

super tired..
after that WALKED home.
bought myself Ribena.
well.. the sick needs to replenish her body with Vitamin C right?
hahah.

reached home,
before collapse, went to bathe.
wash my dirty clothes.
then finally got to rest.

was like..
WOW!

msg-ed dd.
'i think i am very incredible.
i so dead, yet can walk home, bathe, wash clothes le then rest.
power right? im shocked that my body can take it.'

haha. really!
but that was before i took my temperature,
and realised that all the while,
i had been burning at 38.9 degrees.
-.-

at night, mama forced me to take panadol.
as in,
she said,
'i dun care how you swallow.
u better do it.'

okok.
i did.
not before trying very hard to convince her that there are also many drugs in the market
that consist of paracetamol,
but do not require me to swallow 2 big pills.
that wasn't successful la.

so i ended up cutting them into smaller pieces before swallowing lo.
=x
but luckily,
i managed to do it.
wahhaa.
*prouds*

give Shi Ping a round of appaluse please
=)
*beams*

如果真诚是一种伤害,

我选择谎言;

如果谎言一种伤害,

我选择沉默;

如果沉默是一种伤害,

我选择离开.

如果失去是苦，

你怕不怕付出 ,

如果迷乱是苦，

你会不会选择结束,

如果追求是苦，

你会不会选择执迷不悟 ,

如果分离是苦，

你要向谁倾诉,

好多事情都是后来才看清楚,

好多事情当时一点也不觉得苦!!!!

this was taken from an email.

so nice, and so true.

haaha.

this is the best holidays i ever had in my poly days.
really.
imagine.. no work at G2000.
wow!
i worked like.. only 2 weeks during this holidays.
and the rest is playing playing, shopping shopping.. what else?
HAHA!
i think this is then what i call HOLIDAYS.
and the remaining weeks..
im becoming a 宅女
i dont have plans about going out..
the only times when i go out is when i have trainings, be it NDP or wushu.
other than that, it's staying at home to rot, play lappie, watch TV, or sleep.
just today..
i slept ard 11pm last night,
i woke up at 11am plus today,
but i went to sleep again at 2.30pm and woke up at 5pm.
why?
coz i had nothing to do.
-.-
everyday after eat jiu shi these things for me to do only.
this holiday..
it's making me fat!
hahhaha.
nvm.. once in a while.
wahhahaha
=)

i've got nothing to do already.
after finish blogging this post.
i am going back to stone.
-.-

till then=)

i love this song. like seriously.

yesterday was April's Fool. it wasn't fun at all la.
early in the morning, had 0701 meeting about pharmacy practice 3.
talk halfway, blur blur became 'secretary'.
started taking minutes for them. -.-
PS lecturers were really very bad.
they told us that we had to find out 20 different types of drugs for the different systems in our body for the next 19 days to school reopen.
20 different drugs, with the uses and functions.
everyone were like so stressed,
and it turned out to be Happy April Fool.
thanks ah!

end already, went FishNCo for class lunch.
wow. everything there, like nothing suits my stomach de.
faints. nvm..
shared the seafood feast with them.
couldn't even finish one quarter, and i'm like tired of the food.
but.. cannot let the $ down. so eat more.

after which, walked back to school for Club Crawl Meeting.
met up with JingTing. reached there.the whole meeting.. dragged and delayed by 30 minutes lo!
-.-
and ended so fast somemore.
after which, stoned and started to plan for club crawl with jing ting.

blah blah blah..
then training time.
the day when we start our routine from white belt to cui belt.
omg. really almost died there.
i survived white belt routines.
finished green white belt routines.
after that ZiWei Coach guided me through another time Lian Bu Quan.
and then rest.
and that was when my whole body temperature shot up like someone having high blood pressure.
omg. the feeling was so damn scary.
cannot forget the feeling lo.
and it didnt happened once. happen twice or thrice during training.
what a 'wonderful' training for me.
but after a while ok le.
then continue my routines again.
till the end of lesson,
really see stars le.
as in, literally seeing stars.

but hey,
i survived the day.
phew~

and whatever happened,
is NOT April's Fool joke lor...

and not to forget, thanks buddies.
u guys know who you are
=)

one day date =)

i love 30032009
=)

the most look forwarded day--
one day date
=)

it wasn't exactly one WHOLE day,
as in 24 hours,
but still, it's from day to night ma..

morning, went to ICA building to collect dd's passport.
after that,
met Skye at Lavender to pass him things.
like.. since so long since we last saw him already.

afternoon, went to Pasir Ris Beach.
so hot!
luckily, not sun burnt.
hohoho!
i love the wind.
so big...
blow blow blow,
like want to blow me away like that.
was super fun.
why?
coz i saw a lot of funny things in the water.
tennis ball, marigold peel fresh drinks, spoons, orange(?)
so many.
i kept laughing.
time passed so fast lo.

evening, left Pasir Ris to Tampines.
but before that, we went to NTUC.
and i saw hello panda biscuits for less than 1 buck.
wow!
and i bought.
wahaha.

went to Cheers, looked for cup noodles.
cravings...
eat already, and it was time to home sweet home.

see.. time pass so fast.
and my one day date jiu end already.
the day ends nicely.
and i look forward to another one.
hehehe=p

用心良苦了，希望你看到， 也感受到。

wow!
welcome me back to blog!

haven't really been online these days.
i've got bacterial conjunctivitis.
-.-
and i think i'm resistant to chloramphenicol.
whatever~

the past week..
busy running here and there and everywhere.

monday 23032009
and tuesday 24032009

went to Tao Nan School to see the inter-school wushu competition.
for primary school kids.
well well.. i can only say,
kids nowadays grow up really fast.
some of them are even bigger in size (horizontally or vertically).
like seriously.

wednesday 25032009
went to ICA building with dd to take passport size photo.
coz the last one i took for the HK trip was terrible.
after that went to Robinson Sale at Expo.
after that went to AMK hub.
walk walk a while,
then go school meet JingTing and ChiaWei.
then crap all the way till training time.
nan gun time.
well well...
all i can say is,
jia you jia you and more jia you-s !!!!!

thursday 26032009
i rotted at home the whole day.
wahahhaa

friday 27032009
i forgot what happened.
did i rot at home again?
i guessed i idid.
until night time,
went to Miaoru's CO concert at Victoria Concert Hall
went with JingTing.
thanks to her super wonderful map,
we reached there shortly.
hahahhha.
we had fun at the concert.
with the jokes we shared as we hear them play.
hahhaha.
well well.. some things are not describable with words.
haahha

saturday 28032009
as per normal..
self-proclaimed wushu day.
hahhahaa.
i think i am becoming darker,
no thanks to the big sun every saturday afternoon at Kampong Ubi CC.
for NDP training.
haiyo haiyo...

after that went to Compass Point to take my $
for the HSBC job.
like finally...
i dont want to say much about it.
what i want to say, has already been said.
that's all.
home-ed after that.

sunday 29032009
skipped training at Tampines CC.
got family dinner at paternal side.
sadly, no one pei me de.
all have their cousins and sisters to talk to.
even chloe dont care me one..
sadd...
sit there.. went to hibernating mood.
and my mind flew to training.
LOL
anw, the dinner wasnt that bad.
the food were okay..
and i like the fish soup. yumyuum...

alrights. thats all.
see.. busy week right?
hahhaa.
till then =)