relieved, but back to books!

oh wow! long time no blog.
FINALLY, i'm done with my thesis proposal, and exams and everything of last semester.
the feeling of throwing away a stone in the brain is really WOW!
and school starts after that. -.-

i've got pictures wanting to put up here, but i'm not synchronizing my phone with my laptop yet.
i seemed like a lazy pig, ever since school starts.
it's not as heavy as last semester, but one module can kill.
forever killer - PHARMACOLOGY!
together with my hateful physiology, seems like i'm barely surviving in class. i hope i get my textook asap, so i can really ground myself to study.
university should not be as hardcore as poly days! i should enjoy school more before i regret, but it seems different now.

work wise, appraisal done with, the only thing now is to sit and wait for july to see if my name would be up on the board. less likely there is a chance, but oh well...
many stuffs needs to be done. i'm running around the pharmacy like a headless fly, not knowing what to do and that makes me super irritated with myself. i've got a partner who doesn't seem to have much chemistry with me, she can't keep up the pace with me & that makes me get hot and bothered with her, but i only have myself to blame. because when i was asked during appraisal, i had nothing to comment. i think i should just shut up. i'm just simply so irritated with myself, i haven't had the feel of accomplishment for such a long time. maybe when i click 'publish', i would feel it.

hateful and irritating stuffs aside, i am gonna look forward to all the planned outings.
Marche with Ching San, Ah Lee and Amanda
Thai food with Jingting and (hopefully) centipede gang. haha!

my motivator: 黄捷's birthday is round the corner!
may his wishes come true! :)

it feels as though today is friday, because i am typing all these and not sleeping. hur hur!

Done with exams.. BUT!!!

am done with my first semester examinations. how long ago was the last time i felt this stress? prolly during poly days. but at that time, i didn't have work one week prior to examinations. this time i have. and it's not only this time. it's this, the next and the next, and till the last examinations over.

anyway, exams are over, but my research proposal ain't. sad max.
i still can't even pass mingchai's barrier. ok, even mcvin's. i wonder if i can pass UOB's. lol!
whatever.

i am developing this "heck care" attitude towards my proposal. bro's telling me not to give up. yeah, i shouldn't, because there's so many people helping me with it. but i just can't help it. pissed off. meeting mingchai later. hope i don't make his blood pressure shoot up again.

oh, i'm posting this now because i'm on mc. freaking 3 days due to conjunctivitis. hurr. again. yes again.