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Tuesday, November 17, 2009

mY w0rLd My LiFe

hello bloggie,
today's work is super emooo-momo.
it's full of mixed feelings.
there wasn't much time when i felt that i was happy while working today.
most of the time, i was feeling :( & i can't believe my tears almost dropped out.

you know, usually when we pick and pack medicines,
we don't have much feelings. as in, we feel neutral.
sometimes, we make comments.
today, i packed a basket of medication of someone whom i knew.
& i felt so.... weird?
felt like a tinge of sorry.
everyday, there are many people in Singapore coming to this small place and collect the same medication.
some more, some less, some more serious, some less serious.
but this person's basket of medication actually made a bigger impact on me.
& this person, unexpectedly, remembers me.
he may not know who am i exactly. but he, for sure, & i am sure, knows me for who i am.
because we came from the same place,
the place which moulds me to who and where am i today.

***

do you know how it feels to feel being let down?
how it feels to be disappointed.
i was like so looking forward. but i was let down.
maybe they were really busy. i don't know.
it's just 2 weeks left.
is it so hard for me to learn more new things in the last 2 weeks?
don't understand.

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Monday, November 16, 2009

mY w0rLd My LiFe

hoohoo~
blog blog blog. keehee!

today today today
is TIME-OFF DAY!!!
today is a gooooooooooooood dayyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!
(minus the construction working at void deck from 9am onwards. -.-)

today is rainy rainy rainy rainy.
such a good day to rot at home.
such a good day to snuggly snuggly snuggle in bed.
heh heh heh!

i feel so lucky not working today.
but if tmr is rainy, i still need to work too.
nvm. at least i have one day-- today. :)

this is my one & only time-off day.
enjoying it with Forensic Heroes.
heehee :)

anw, received wrt SGH attachment thing le.
inpatient. as expected. omg.
fel fel.we shall stick to each other like superglue ok?

tata~

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mY w0rLd My LiFe

Have you ever been in love Horrible isn't it ? It makes you so vulnerable . It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up . You build up all these defenses , you build up a whole suit of armor , so that nothing can hurt you , then one stupid person , wanders into your stupid life .. You give them a piece of you . They didn't ask for it . They did someting dumb one day , like kiss you or smile at you , then your life isn't yours anymore . Love takes hostages . It gets inside you . It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness , so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart . It hurts . Not just in the imagination . Not just in the mind . It's a soul-hurt , a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain . i hate love .

-Neil Gaiman

but i still love love.

for who the person is;

for how the person makes me feel;

for how the person makes me into.

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Sunday, November 15, 2009

mY w0rLd My LiFe

tired. boohoo~

i thought sat would pass smoothly.
i thought Mr White would give me better luck at work.
i thought i thought.

& really, everything passed quite well.
until the last 10 minutes.
'scolded' by doctor.
spoil my day.

now, i hate warfarin. i hate ACC.
stupid irritating pills.
rarr rarrr!

monday onwards, it's week 11.
2 more weeks.
i am tired.
i wanna try something new.
i dont want to do picking and packing for the rest of my life.
i rather go in front and sit with one dispenser and learn dispensing.
at least i learn something new.

monday, 16th nov.
shall be one of the happiest time in my 3 months of attachment.
coz it's time-off day.
i claimed all the 7 and half hours i have into one day off.
great!
i shall rot myself to the last bit. :)

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Friday, November 13, 2009

mY w0rLd My LiFe

hoohoo!
this week work sooo fun!
hahaha!

actually this week afternoon shift is at fever clinic.
but in the end no have because of some reasons.
so stayed in OPD lo.
but there were days when i did went over to help out too.
keke!!

tuesday;

no new love from this week onwards.
this week was Khairul's turn.
hahaah!
ACC is cool to max.
but recently a bit tired of warfarin.
maybe because have been counting too much loose tablets le. haiz

wednesday;

Mr Kelvin came to visit Khairul.
of course he did not forget me.
heh heh!
did chat a little with him though.
&&&
was stationed morning shift at fever clinic.
& there were 2 old patients who could only speak hokkien.
and fever was only me & Kamsiah.
so i had to do translation.
so the situation became
old people speaking chimilogy hokkien to a girl who speaks easy hokkien.
i felt like a chicken talking to a duck.
LOL

thursday;

did first ever dispensing.
before that, we went through a little more on retail stuffs.
and me and Khai were like so tired.
actually, our brain were already in snooze mood from roll call onwards. hahah!

wore lab coat @ work.
different people, different opinions.
suzanna said i looked like a mad scientist. -.-
khai, ZS, charmane they all say i look like doctor. :)
i forced charmane to say i look damn cool in lab coat. :D
i forced them to say i look like Tim-sir in Forensic Heroes in lab coat. ;p

dispensing was fun.
the two of us sat beside Ms Sanisah
and she showed us how to do dispensing lo.
then she made us do it too.
but we dare not.
haha.
she forced me to do it first la.
and luckily i did.
coz the basket had only 1 medicine. hoohoo!!!
so did the dispensing. was diclofenac sodium
i will remember lor!
i did everything nice nice. but i forgot to indicate DA. LOL!!!
but ok la. overall.. quite fun. heh!

after work, walk with charmane to Hougang Mall.
talk about work, about dispensing.
& i told her, i hope to attach to someone who has patience.
hahaha. because what i think i lack in me, is patience.
& hopefully the 'buddy' i am attached to is able to 'influence' me.
but in such a short time, i guess it would be hard.

friday;

Samuel played some magic tricks for us to see. hahah!
& yes, we were stunned.
especially the 'women's intuition' one.
damn cool la.
coz he didnt even handled the cards. & yet the trick was successfully done.
*stunned* *claps for him*
no wonder Uncle Amran always call him 'magic man'.
haahah!

today's work was not special though.
i broke my record, because i did not log in my account to do packing.
only do capturing. heh!
felt lazy to do all these things.
i'm left with 2 weeks,
I WANT DO SOMETHING SPECIAL!!!!!!

*****

i've gotten my white specky!
hehe!!!!
i love my Mr White.
heh! :)

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Monday, November 09, 2009

mY w0rLd My LiFe

hoohoo!

blog blog blog~

i wanna blog about saturday before i forget. heheheh!

first, work.

actually that day got fever clinic de.

then in the end dun have.

then in the end have again. LOL!

i was like running here and there between both sides la.

i was damn suay on that day too.

first, the pharmacy system was down.

and if that is not troublesome enough,

i got locked out of my own account too.

ITD was too busy to help me.

& took them like whole morning to get me logged in once again.

hahahahah!

by the time they got me logged in,

it was time for me to take my bag & say byebye liao. wahahahahah!
& if that was not enough,
i stupidly and dumbly cut my own finger with a pair of scissors,
& ended up with a bloody finger that got bandaged up in the treatment room.
the nurse even came over to pharmacy to look for me coz she thought it was a super deep wound.
(eh, pain leh, even though in the end say it was superficial cut)

secondly, IVP.

chiong-ed down to NP via bus 74 from Hougang.

thanks to SzeHui & Fanny & Coach GuangYao for the tips.

by the time i reached, was over half time.

caught the long weapons, soft weapons, sparring & team.

woohoo to Team NYP.

we got overall second.

YEAH YEAH YEAH!

toured around NP a little while finding my way to sports hall.

sorry cousin, no offence, but.

i felt a little glad that i am not studying in that school la.

hahah!

after the whole competition, shared cab with QJD.

he came around when sparring time.

a 'wonderful senior' who rushed down to watch his teammates compete right after his booking out.

hur hur! LOL!

& a 'sweet' senior who helped his junior carry his weapons & help me carry my bag

coz i am like sooo lazy to carry it while my back is aching like shit.

(eh, he should feel honoured that i let him carry that precious adidas bag hor!)

LOL!

actually was suppose to share with JT, CW and YT.

but ended up split cab coz no one willing to take 5 people.

dropped QJD off at Hougang, then i cabbed back to TM to meet family.

super ex can!

totally forgot about this thing called 35% surcharge lah.

but luckily i still ok with the cab fare.

lastly, family night.

met family (except daddy coz he got wedding dinner)

for SWENSENS dinner.

jie jie treat leh!

hahah. know why she treat?

coz i have been bugging her to treat. hoho!

swensens was nice nice nice!

after that went to optic shop.

i was supposed to get my contact lens solution.

but the shop discontinued it.

& i ended up buying a new pair of specs.

-.-!!!

my intention was just to let jie jie see which one i wear look nicer.

ask her if the red one is nicer or the white one.

in the end,

i thought i like white nicer while everyone says red is nicer.

blah blah blah..

anw,

i ended up with white coz i still think i like white better.

then i bought it liao.

OMG!

and 200+ bucks just flew away like this.

hahahahah!

but ok la, this amount of money.. is sooner or later de. heh!

& yes, this is my wonderful yet tiring saturday. heh!

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Friday, November 06, 2009

mY w0rLd My LiFe

work:

yeah, let's continue blogging about work.

it's into week 10!!!!!

week 9 has just ended.

next week, we are into dispensing already.

yeah yeah!

it has been fever clinic morning shift this whole week.

not bad. time pass quite fast.

i surprise myself by always being on time for work.

being the third person to reach HP after Mr Chong & Uncle Ahmad

(they always reach at 0730 de.)

& that's not because i cabbed there unlike my first 8am shift.

even though i have been snoozing my alarm clock for the whole week.

leading to me running to interchange to catch my bus. heh!

well well..

guess what.

next week, i am going to fever clinic again.

haha. but next week is afternoon shift la.

2 straight weeks at fever clinic.

i hope the third week, i am not there as a patient.

OMG. choi! *touch wood*

this whole week, i am having break on my own because of different timing with Khairul.

feel so lonely lor.

i miss gossiping with him,

i miss bitching in front of him.

yesterday, we went to mac mac to have dinner.

gossiped, bitched, & laughed at lots of things.

things that happened at OPD when i wasn't around,

things that happened at Fever Clinic when he wasn't around,

sharing our different experiences...

laughing our heads off.

creating scandalous rumours among ourselves.. *shhh*

attachment life is great when you have a super great buddy.

yeah! :)

i don't care if they are reading my blog or not.

i trust that they do not stalk me.

me:

somehow,

sort of realize that i only come to cherish things when i have lost them.

& the problem is, i don't learn my lesson.

& that is why i have been losing so many precious things.

you know what,

the promise i gave you.

i have always kept it. really.

i've got a feeling;

all along, you think that i would not mean it.

i would not keep it.

but the fact is, all along, i have always meant my word.

i have always remember what i promise you.

& i have always been keeping my word.

but have you?

不是我食言，是你先放弃我。

how many weeks have passed?

how long has the very very very last promise been given & yet still not fulfilled?

i once wrote that i will not ask you for it.

i won't.

you are one irritating person who is messing up my emo life.

entertainment:
finished 仁心解码 quite long ago.
the ending was a little stupid.
that time actually want to watch 下一站，幸福.
introduced by Evelyn.
but it's still a new show. so i am waiting for it to finish airing le then watch ba.
hahaha!
the bored me is now happily watching Forensic Heroes all over again.
yes! 法政先锋!!
watching that show makes me miss lab coat days.
working at OPD now, i wish that i have a white coat like the pharmacists.
the long sleeves one.
so formal, so cool, so shuai.
watching Forensic Heroes makes me wish that i can put on my white coat, working in lab.
but aiya, i've come to a conclusion that i am not fit to work in wet lab. haha!
&&& did i tell anyone that when i watch that show,
the person whom i admire most is Tim-Sir?
simply love his brains. the walking encyclopedia.
hur! how i wish i have brains like him.
& Khairul & I have come to a conclusion that the fastest way to become a walking encyclopedia
would be:

burning BNF and Martindale and stir them into water and drink it up.

hur hur!!!!!

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