dont know what happen to me today.

really 名副启明 de

silly gong gong gal like that.

do everything all like blur blur de.

i take bus to school can almost overshot

coz i was sleeping.

then sleeping in 3 hour cell bio lecture.

not throughout all la..

but.. 1/4 lo.

hehe.

and wasnt paying much attention to it

>.<

then when i was sleeping,

my highlighter accidentally stain my windbreaker...

aaarrgghhh!!!!!

adidas windbreaker got orange stain...

*heart pain*

then,

i just realise that i forget bring my organic chemistry tutorial to school

when today got the tutorial.

and i havent do it somemore.

then then,

when i was going to zap another one,

HuiYan ask me pass PeiShan's data sheet to her,

then i stupid stupid

go and zap her data sheet.

dont know for what also.

waste $$...

dont know what will happen later.

sians.

really gong diao liao.
worse,
i just realise...
my file crack liao...
*heart pain*
the file i used since i was....
like sec 1 or sec 2 lo...
haish...
i think i cracked it when i slept on it during cell bio lecture.
-.-

must be not enough sleep.

if let that dumb dumb know i so gong,

sure die de..

lucky dumb dumb dont know this blog.

haha.

saturday sunday still got work..

but but...

i dont know what shift i working leh..

haha.

shall call them and ask about it.

or i call Li Chao ask her help me see.

i super lazy go down.

see that shop so much until i feel like tearing it down liao.

grr...

*****

training yesterday..

oooh...

eric taught us DAO!!!!!

hahahahaha...

but my hand want to break liao.

we gave him the thank you card,

and all the other coaches went

'WOAH....'

haha...

then after training play dog and bone,

full court.

omg.. so big space lo...

then i did something really dumb la..

11 people per group.

then GY ask me what number am i.

i told him i 12.

then i was happy happy telling ZhongMing about it,

then GY call number 4,

which is my actual number.

then i blur blur....

until the other group win le,

then i realise i number 4...

-.-

*****

this post like a but too long le.

hehe.

i go do tweeny weeny bit of OC tutorial le.

buahaha.

byebuaiz¬

yoohoo!!!!!!!!!!!! haha
had a small conversation with uncle chua 2nights ago.
on msn.
and the first thing i did was to
matchmake him and XXX
haha...
*secret secret*
haha.
but he rejected XXX.
hhaha.
bad seh...
so long never talk with him le.
haha...

*****

GRADING'S OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WOOHOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha...
grading was held at HongWen School.
made me really nervous lo..
but it was a new experience,
because i was taking the grading test with a lot of people.
then there were a lot a lot of small kids.
some as small as 4 to 5 years old.
then,
there was this CUTE little boy,
number 17.
he is like sooooooooooooooooooooo damn cute.
and i mean, REALLY CUTE.
chubby face with samll eyes.
so look like winnie the pooh.
hahha..
i went gaga over him.
-.-
actually want to take picture with him,
but in the end, when i finish
he went off le..
*sad*

but i took alot alot of pictures with the other NYP white belt-ees.
shall upload them some other day,
when i am free.
after grading went to work.
feel damn siao lo.
my legs were numb until dont know like what..
jelly legs.
grr...

work is piling up like crazy.
at this moment,
im left with:
- biochemistry report,
which i die die will finish it today

- IT for Life Science assignment,
which i dont know how to start.

- organic chemistry tutorial,

- biostats tutorial,

- e-tutorials

- revisons...

blah blah blah...

i wonder how am i going to finish them all...
grrrr

and i so feel like sleeping now.
at 6.19 pm.
when i woke up at 1pm today...

hohoho.. just came back from work.
basically, work was quite boring today..
all the way until closing.
because..
two things happen,
one which makes me went -.-|||
and the other made me laugh until like crazy.
1. men side's shutter wasnt working.
ok..
it spoilt.
the whole thing just got stuck in some place which was further in than it should be.
and couldnt come out.
i tried forcing it out at first.
and i almost pulled half of it out,
which, if dropped out,
would crash my head.
in the end, SH and LiChao went up the ladder,
and did all they could to fix it,
but to no avail.. haha
then they called the dont know who..
and that person got it fixed.
nt exactly fixed,
just that at least the shutter was pulled down.
haha.

2. i was wiping the glass outside ladies.
actually, to be exact, i finished.
and was about to go into the shop.
then thomas low came.
di-siaoed me by placing his hand on the glass,
and dirty it.
i took my revenge
by using the magic kleen (the blue solution)
go his shop outside,
and sprayed it on one of the display.
then walked away coolly.
haha
at first he thought i was going to spray him
but i didnt.
so i sprayed his display instead.
another colleague of his was standing behind the display.
he stunned also lo..
haha.
saw him 吓倒
then i think his other colleagues also lo..
haha
of course that thomas low was the most shocked.
then i just told him,
'你自己擦hor..'
he bo bian, really have to clean it himself.
hahah..
omg..
i really laughed the hell out man...
when i saw him clean the glass..
hahhaa.
think back now,
im still laughing...
and laughing like crazy.
see la...
di-siao me somemore...
i make sure u get back double only.
hahha!!!!!!

let's see what he dare do to me next time
hahaha!!!!!
*spray spray*

derick's last day today.
means, last day im playing with his PSP.
sian....
after claire quitted,
i didnt have any gal partner to bitch with me,
except li chao.
now that derick has quit,
tomorrow onwards,
no partner for dinner,
no supper buddy,
no rubbish bin to crap with me,
NO PSP!!!!!!!!!!!
sian....
>.<>

COUNTDOWN TO GRADING
~ 2DAYS.

WHITE BELT-EES
加油!!!!!!!
祝大家升带成功!!!!!!!

miaomiao just came back from austrailia.
and she said she bought me chocolates.
ahahha.
thanks girl.. love ya~~

speaking of australia,
our course was offered a overseas study trip to austrailia...
we get to visit their manufacturing plant,
chemist warehouse,
and also the retail pharamacy over there.
which, i heard, is very different from the ones in Singapore.
i want to go..
but it's like..
$1500+++
for 6 days.
excluding airport tax which is $330...
and also our expenses over there.
haish..
i guess i can only forget about it.
and leave it to fate,
and see if i get the chance to go in year 3 then.
sad..
>.< *dumbdumb, thanks for your messages that cheered me up*

i have been losing my sleep these few nights. and i think this is continuing, when never-ending reports pile up, when common tests are coming. haish... just last night, i almost went crazy with my biochem report. i thought of using excel to plot the graph, but i didnt know how to plot the best fit using Excel. so i plot it manually. in the end,i also dont know how to plot best fit manually. -.- in the end, felysssia teach me how to plot the best fit in excel. so i used excel. then the values gave me such a big headache, in the end, i did one report, using my home PC, and my notebook together. mummy say i do big business. hmm.. blah blah.

im now with corinne, at her SCM talk. coz i dont know what to do. and i seriously dont understand anything about what they are listening. when everyone is like paying so much attention to it. haha. i seriously like my SCL better. haha. at least i know what i am doing there, rather listening to logistics thingy, which is giving me the -.-??? look.hahha

i don't know why, but i seem to have been doing things that makes me feel guilty. first, i actually forgot to message xiaomao on her birthday. i was actually one day late. after reading her blog, and knowing that she had been waiting for my message fo the whole day, but did not received it at all until 17th nov 12am, really makes me feel very guilty. to think i had forgotten my bestest friend's birthday. grr.. though she says she doesn't mind, i still feel guilty about it. >.<>.<

IT'S XIAOMAO'S 17TH BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

happy birthday to u~
happy birthday to u~
happy birthday to xiaomao~~~
happy birthday to u~~~

this might be 2 days late.
sorry... i wasnt free to blog.
>.<>

分享。。

人在成长的过程中，
难免遇到挫折
懂得保护自己
也要懂得爱自己
生命的乐章
看你自己怎样去谱写
躲避不一定躲得过
面对不一定最难受
得到不一定能长久
失去不一定不再有
转身不一定最软弱
别急着说别无选择
别以为世上只有对与错
许多事情的答案都不只一个
所以我们永远有路可以走
你能找到理由难过
也一定能找到快乐
懂得放心的人找到轻松
懂得遗忘的人找到自由
懂得关怀的人遭到朋友
***

she has not been in a good mood recently. hasnt been in a mood to do things, even those that she likes. she doesnt even knows why. so there isnt a need to ask much. everything in her world seems to be going all over the place, things are becoming weirder and weirder. nothing seems to be normal. at least, that is what she thinks. her weird behavior might have affected some people in a way or other. hence, she apologises for her weird attitude. for being normal at some times, and abnormal at the other times. apologises for the attitude problems that she has been giving. she will try her best to recover. as soon as possible. if she can. =/

i literally slept through the whole of IT lecture today.
and i mean,
i REALLY sleep...
-.-
i just woke up,
flip to the page,
see what slide lecturer is talking about,
scribble a bit here and there,
then continue to sleep...
-.-

really tired today...
practically slept everywhere...
on bus,
in lecture...
BUT BUT BUT
i didnt sleep during organic chemistry lecture..
haha
it's like..
the fourth lecture conducted by her,
and yet, this is the first lecture i didnt fall asleep in lectures conducted by her.
hence,
i know what she is talking about when she explains
reaction mechanism
haha.
*proud*

LiChao has fallen sick le..
>.<>.<>.<>明天过后
dont know why..
it really makes me think a lot...

then 家的名字
suits people who are missing home alot alot..
because it sorts of talking about missing home..
*nice nice*

k la..
i want catch beauty sleep already...
tmr gt wushu again..
gong li quan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

byebuaiz ^^

i havent really seen u for a long time
i havent talk to u for a long time
i havent been receiving messages from u for a long time
am i thinking too much,
or is it really because of the last message...

u disappeared for a period of time once...
i got used to it after a while..
i didnt really gave much care that time..
but after a while, yeah, i did gave it a damn.

now, i do hope that u would not disappear again...
i would not want to get used to it again...

it's true that ur appearance these few weeks did not make much difference to me.
but i guess recently it does..
when i am faced with so many problems.
and i realise that i've always been telling you them.
u were once my rubbish bin
one whom i can tell all my problems.
now, we arent even talking.
u cannot even see my gloomy face...
and ask me what's wrong..

i really dont know what to say now....
randomized...

dont ask me whats wrong...
coz everything is very wrong.

okok.. after finishing with the pictures, here is my... diary of the day. actually is 2 days la..
firstly, yesterday:

8th november:
deepavali day. it's a public holiday, but i gt work. AND IT'S FULL SHIFT!!!!!!!!!!!
damn tiring yesterday lo.. plus i wasnt in a good condition.
i didnt clear the bin of clothes at all lor!!!!!!
am so disappointed with myself... l
uckily there wasnt any stocks.
the whole shop was in a total mess, as though it was sales period, though it wasnt...
i stand by the fitting room duty the whole day since the crowd came.
before that, i changed the mannequin's clothes.
but i felt that the top looked weird.
heck care.
anyway, i stood the fitting room the whole day trying to clear everything, but no avail..
=(
i was really tired,
so towards end of day, KB took over me,
then i went to tidy up the G2 side.
tired tired~~
luckily, derick and LiChao worked full too.
accompany me.
but LiChao like falling sick le...
must take care~~
then derick.. haha.
he work full, then went for break.
we got our pay, and he like rich liao..
actually agreed to my suggestion of having our lunch at cafe cartel,
even though i say he treat me.
-.-
in the end still end up at U-taste ma~...
then dinner time, when i suggested for fun that we go Hans,
he actually really went lo..
but take a look at the menu only then no more liao.
hahha. too ex.. cannot la~~~
but he promised me that he will treat me to Ramen 10 when he gets the job at Espirit. YEAH!!!!!!
i hope he gets the job.
haha.
then i shall burn his pocket.
hahah...
*evil grins*
oh ya oh ya....
i simply love derick's PSP!!!
coz gt that car racing game, which made me got hooked.
then i pester him during both breaks for his PSP..
of course he got let me play. haha
actually i position 2 de..
but end up last.
coz i was speeding,
then the police car buang me..
>.<>

pictures time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WARNING: LOTS OF PICTURES AHEAD!!!!!!!!

work:

me and nuh,

my pack stock partner.

we packed the whole storeroom together last week

and im glad that it has not been back to square one YET!!!

hah.

derick's pink psp.

i played with it during break time

i love the car racing game!!!!!!

^^

derick engrossed in his game.

i hope he wont whack me when he sees this.

IF he comes.

haha.

school

what the lecturer went through today.

a mindmap about immunology of human.

*faints*

going through it in yr 2 de.

*faints faints*

the moss leave cell drawing that i drew

for cell biology.

the first drawing which i am so damn proud of.

^^

what PeiShan drew on HongYi's phone.

she drew it upside down.

clever gal...

at Microbiology B practical lesson

PeiShan

i dont know if she's going to whack me not..

but i know,

she asked me to post de ma..

hor???

hahah.

*did you?*

lab buddies,

felyssia, me, khairul

the main aim of this picture is not the messy table.

but the crowd at the side.

everyone wants to take a look at their cells and viruses,

and whiping out the camera phones to snap those cells pictures.

me and PeiShan

^^

PeiShan, Felyssia, me

MicroBiology B follow up 2:

the 3 gals who were left out of the lab

coz they forgot their lab coat.

RuiYi and Dionis in it.

Janella hid away...

see...

the 3 gals..

look so ke lian hor??

the fun of the day:

snapfreezing our media

in liquid nitrogen

our crayovials in liquid nitrogen.

WARNING: cannot put hand in.

later ur hand take out will break.
like glass...

the snapfreeze-ed crayovials.

turned yellow.

cool~

Microbiology B follow up 1:

SiauHui and mine...

T75 flask.

with the maintenance media and HepG2 cells + Kunjin virus...

HeoG2 cells before being infected with KunJin virus.

HepG2 cells after being infected with Kunjin virus.

zone of clearing, dead cells seen visible.

this is the cytopathic effect,

aka CPE.

cool!!!!!!!!!
~~~

seriously, i dont know what to say now...
to me, i preferred the way we used to be.
i do not hope for any changes between u and me.
can we just remain the way we are?

yeahs... back to blogging... these few days had really been very hectic. work, school, everything la.. though i had my timetable planned out nicely about what i should be doing everyday, i havent been keeping to it... sian lo. practicals were ok bah.. the reports fang mian jiu... haha. *guilty* i think i should really do my things during break time again.. as in.. REALLY do them and do them well. haha. oh yah... took some photos during practical lessons... but i am just too lazy to upload them... tired la.. next time bah...

today had training. sad to say, i wasnt in a good condition. and really disappointed in my own performance. didnt even do the li he tui properly lo.. couldnt even touch my own hands. sad... gong li quan part.. haish haish.. what eric taught last week were all given back to him. *guilty* then could not really follow what he did lo.... today followed up abit already, but when we did it one by one, i thought my performance really sucks big time lo... easily distracted, then could not get the movements right blah blah.. and grading is like 2 more weeks??? like that how to get gold??????? aarrggghhhh!!!!!!!!!! me and corinne actually filmed skye and jiang da demonstrating gong li quan.. haha. i shall view it everyday.. like tt next week should be can remember bah.. haah

corinne told me that tonglei was feeling down and wanted to talk to me.. coz i would know what he was going to say. but i wasnt online last night. made me feel so bad lo.. haiyo... then now i online he not online... hope he is doing fine. tong lei.. cheer up!!!!!

i can only say,
i want to leave thing to fate.

forgot to blog about the main thing that happened at work yesterday. which is, my ai ren came down to visit me at work!!!!!!!!! woohoo~~~~~~ coz i complained to her that she had not been visiting us and so long never see her already.. so she came down yesterday. haaha.. really miss her alot alot.. and she become thinner le. of course, still as beautiful.. hahha!!!! miss her lots. haha. that made my working mood better, especially when working with XXX will really piss one off.

yesterday i did something that made me feel bad. KB came down after his course, then he was waiting for me to fang gong. but in the end, i forgot to tell him that i already ask my dad to fetch me le. hah. in the end, he was like waiting for 4 hour plus abit for nothing. hehe. sorry ah.. =x

just finished drawing my plant cells last night, then in the end today i find that i draw until a bit too big. then i erase it off.. now, i dont have the mood to draw the cells le. as in, not in the 'drawing mood' to draw the cells. hah. sian. must wait for the mood to come first.. dont know when.. =x

no mood, moodless, whatever~

i am seriously drafting a complain letter in my head...
something funny happened seh...
someone big shot who doesnt say 'excuse me', who doesnt take stocks herself,
actually doesnt even know how to fix a fax machine.
actually... not surprising la..
this type of manager,
where will know anything?
sheesh~
i am drafting a complain letter in my head now.
seriously...
it's either that,
or a cup of tea with someone more big shot.
haha.

*****

i forgot to say...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KHAIRUL~~
hahha.
twinny is now officially 17.
muahaha!!!!!!

heyhey.. hahah i am very very very proud of myself today at work. haha. because i tided the storeroom.. the g2000 blu part. haha. the very very sastified feel came from the part whereby i actually really changed the positions of some of the stocks, to make them look like the way i want. shirts with shirts, skirts with skirts, blouse with blouses.. blah blah... haha. proud of myself. hehe... but i KIV-ed lots of stocks. i just threw them out whenever there wasn't enough space for the stocks that i want. though there wasn't a lot of styles, but just one style can make me headache already. because there were a lot of pieces. then when i KIV-ed them, i have to count them one by one.. it is like.. manually count them, and there are hundreds of them lo.oh my god..... haiyo... like that, when i was tidying the store room, i am very happy, but when i am doing the KIV, i got like regret regret le, coz 早知道不要 KIV 这么多了... sians.... somemore not enough cartons lo... ggrrr... i shall continue them tmr.... i dont have the mood to serve customers. i shall spend my days in the storeroom instead. cool!. i love the storeroom now. muahaha. i shall help it do a 打扫除 these few days. muakaka!!! derick is going to pang seh me soon. sad seh... like tt no one will pei me eat supper after work, no one will entertain me at work, i've got a rubbish bin less at work, no one will company me eat dinner at 4pm.. not fair la.. then i become senior part-timer? i dont want. later people talk talk more ok la.. i want go slp le..

this is what i have taken in school these two days.
haha.
ya la..
with cybershot.
*shows off*
but i suaku, dont know how to use it.



onion plant cell
under the microscope.
yala...
my skills not very good.



taken at lecture.
the lecturer was showing us how cell cultivation was done.
then these few gory pics shows how the first scientist need to kill the animal,
in this case, a chick embryo,
before getting its cells.
the first slide shows the yolk and the chick separately.
second slide is the chick being cut up into pieces
third slide, i forgot.
fourth slide is being mixed with i-forgot-what.
hahah...

well... cybershot is good.
let me take these pictures..
muahaha.
i love my phone...

yala yala..
show off show off..
-.-

happy belated birthday to me -- 12102007

yeah.. im very very very late in posting these pics...
but cannot help it la..
had been real busy ever since school starts.
havent really settle down proper until few days ago. haha




our donuts
michelle's: lotus blah blah (forget the name) + double choc
miaoru's: apple cinammon + double choc
wengyan: raspberry + double choc
me: spicy cheese + raspberry dark choc.



our drinks...
i like this picture...



our drinks...
all double straws.
hehe.



xiaomao cut her donut....



and eat them...
hahahaha
yummy yummy donuts.. ^^V



mimi had the honour to be fed by me.
hahaha!!!!



me happily eating away my donuts..
yummy yummy~~
hahah.
^^V



my donuts + my candle
special. =))))))



me, donuts + candles = happy day outing.
^^V

went home with 1 dozen of donuts.
picture shows one missing spicy cheese donut
and 1 missing double choc donut.
eaten by me.
muahaha....

sure miss them lots. ^^V