my new found love in MDIS!

my new found love.

i wanted it.

i hoped for it.

i prayed for it.

i got it.

i have been complaining & grumbling about it.

it's a  love-hate relationship between me and it.

Just finished Health Care Management exam. i'm supposed to start on my warfarin project today. like NOW! but there's nothing flowing out from my brain. i guessed i cramped too much for HCM, it's hollow brain now. hur hur hur!!!!

i'm so drained.  maybe i should get a good long sleep.
休息是为了走更长的路。haha!
& im so lazy to upload my random pictures.
Blah!!

On a random note

It's 1.37am of a Thursday morning.
yes, i'm still awake,
no, i'm not on leave tmr.

this is the time i've been sleeping for days!
& sadly, it shall continue till end of march.

first lab-based test today. (or yesterday)
total mess created.
rubbing salt to wound, it was immunology.
i blanked out at the graphs & formulas,
theories that were read through did not stay in the brain.
guessed i didn't put enough heart and soul in it.
:X

in conclusion, i did not work hard enough.
i shall work harder for the coming papers.
you should too,
& we will pull through together.
:))

School School School!!!

am here because i wanna relieve my brain from all the warfarin stuffs going through in my head. trying very hard to exercise self-discipline, and study hard for exams. to add on, coursework is draining me out mentally.

i cannot say these weeks have been much better than before. mentally, yes, it has been better. after throwing everything out and brainwashing myself, it has been better. but physically sleeping only 4 hours a day and coffee TDS per day is not making myself feel better. surprisingly, people have been telling me that i don't look like i'm only sleeping 4 hours everyday. am i supposed to take that as a compliment or what?

immunology suddenly do not seem to be getting on my nerves. i realized sitting down quietly and studying it is not as hard as i thought it would. all along, my brain has been anti-immunology, guessed it is due to that failed common test, that's why.

& i've got awesome brothers! weimun helping me with my biochem lab report till wee hours of the morning, and alvin volunteering to read through my thesis even though he knows nuts about warfarin. tell me i am a lucky girl. :)

side track, Baby Ace Lele turned 1 year old 7 days ago. babies grow so fast, like a blink of eye. I hope he grows up healthy, handsome and cheerful with a kind heart to everyone. Ping mama will dote on him! suggested to peishan i will teach lele and didi to fight with one another. WAHAHAHAHA!! prolly gona buy them each a machine gun when they grow up. LOLLL!!!!

within minutes, i've chunked this whole passage out. if only thesis allows me to throw up 1000 words within 30 minutes, that will be the greatest thing on earth. :/