sad. it has been a bad day these few days.
i am looking forward to may.
because many occasions will be occuring.

labour day outing-
is it still on? idk.
seriously, i hate it when decisons changed last minute.
it just thwarts everything & let people think that their effort has gone down the drain.
not pin-pointing anyone, but just how i feel.

then there is mama & papa's bday.

then there is GRAD DAY!
我要毕业了. HAHA!!!
can u believe that??
i'm gonna get my grad gown,
i'm gonna go up the stage & get my diploma.
ok, it's not big shot. it's not director's list.

then there are 2 public holidays. yeah!
i hope i can survive at my work place. really.
because somehow or rather, i can't forsee my future.
oh damn..

issues of life

recently, newspaper have this report that singapore girls go for guys who earn more than guys with looks. haha. how true with this conversation..

della: ShiPing, u like tall, dark & handsome guys right.
me: no, i like TALL, SMART & RICH guys.

hahah!!!!!

birthday!

16th April--
Wendy & WeiChong's birthday.

We went to celebrate WeiChong's birthday on 17th.
we went to marina square.
actual intention was to sing K
but in the end we went to play pool and watch movie.
HAHHA!
Me & JT's first time playing pool.
the guys taught us how to play, and it was quite fun.
although in the end we didn't do quite well, but we manage to hit some balls in ok.
hahahah!!!!!

Date Night after that.
the movie was NICE!!
haha.
lots of laughter, and we had tons of fun.

after that was Hotpot Culture.
we had tons of fun with the meal.
nice nice..
but the servicewas abit..erm..
hahha
speechless.
LOL!
haha!
home sweet home after tt.
:DD

once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

work..

it's not even one week.
tired.
making mistakes everyday.
those stupid-to-max type.
can't imagine it.
forget this, forget that. wth.
i can't even forgive myself.

i'm supposed to learn typing FAST now.
the express speed type.
when i can't even type it in the right way now.
yes, i've got 3 months of attachment,
but i daresay,
i didn't learn typing then, because i simply dislike their maxcare.

i am now praying everyday,
that they will change the system to iPharm.
i promise i will do a great job in typing.

friend friend, where are you????
i needa a chat with u!!!!!!!!!!!!
*miss*

Start of work

7th april, my first day of work.
to the place which i last left.
It just felt like the continuation of my attachment.

It's APRIL now.
See how time flies?
4 months ago, I started my attachment @ SGH from SOC.
the first day after work then, I moaned & groaned.
I missed Khairul.
I miss Hougang Polyclinic's life.
I missed capturing rx-s there.
I miss picking & packing there.
I even missed the crowd there.
I missed everyone there.
Now, I still do, especially Uncle Amran,
because he always buy nice & good food for me.
:D

anyway, I'm back @ SGH again.
from a student to a full timer,
things are gonna be different.
everyone still cannot get used to me being a full timer here.
yes, they look at me and think i'm their student still. haha!
i didn't have a buddy attached to me on my first day of work.
i didn't have any orientation on my first day of work.
the first thing i did was to help them clear the crowd. hah!
SO POOR THING RIGHT!!
but i had my fun.
it's my honeymoon period now,
because they give me the chance to learn everything again.
they are closing their eyes to the mistakes i make.
i must take this time and learn well.
heehee!!
jiayou lo!!!!

ps; to love-Z, you all must jy too!!! yeahhhh!!!!!

i miss my friend.
where are you?
:((

Good Friday Outing

our long planned outing.

michx wasn't there
*er hem*
because she was overseas..

while waiting..








evidence of being 'bullied'








in the room..




she looks like she 偷吃-ing.
hah!





*at pastamania*

beauty shot feature eh!
pretty!!!






this photo's kinda cool, i think.
looks like it's focused on the drink & food,
& we are the background.
When it's supposed to be opposite.
hahhaa!!

*we had joy, we had fun.
i simply love the times when we chat random stuffs,
when we catch up with our recent stuffs,
when we talk about the past,
when we compare the past & the present,
when we gossip about everything under the sun,
when we just do nothing but cam-whore
when we laugh & tease one another,
when we watch each other grow up & change,
when we share all the laughter & tears
when we make a difference in each other's life*

i think i shocked them when i asked them this question;
'what would your reaction be if i were to have a boyf whose like 8 to 10yrs older than us?'
i don't have one ok..
well, i'll announce if i have. zzzzz...

Graduation Chalet 2010

*on the first night*













when we were just too bored



cards keeping us awake

*Second day..*

Pulau Ubin trip









i love them deep deep too!

Bye Bye Holidays!

Bye Bye Holidays!!
From tomorrow onwards,
I am officially stepping into the society.

bye bye student life, for now
(even though I a still holding student pass)

Life's changing; for better or worse, I don't know.
What I know for sure is,
I will not regret,
because this is what I have chosen.

Inter-primary School Wushu Competition-- Greenridge Primary

IMAGINE OUR PROUDNESS!!!!
*beams*







the number of trophies they took home.



Greenridge Primary--
Junior Boys CHAMPION!






introducing my 小牛-s.
so shuai right!!!
they are twins!!
One of them is triple champion
& the other is double champion.
heh!!!

these days

ain't writing essay to conclude what I have been doing these days.
I've written enough essays. hah!!

summarizing what I have been doing;
it's work & trainings & assisting in coaching.

work at the dental clinic was...
something made me really FARKED UP!
but well, it's settled.
shall not bring it up here. it just spoils my mood.
Thanks Dr Edwin for siding me. & not scolding me as well.
*greatly appreciated*
=)
but other than that, everything had been quite smooth.

yesterday was great.
met rebecca for lunch with Dr Edwin & Katherine.
met irene for dessert at hougang.
chatted with Dr Soh a lil' while waiting for her.
went NYP for training.
did not train much, but i loved PT a lot.

FINALLY!!!
i succeeded in my 下腰
thanks lots to junyuan for her help.
i hope it's not a one day thing.

mac for dinner after that,
& home sweet home.

these few days have been great.
Greenridge junior boys have attained CHAMPIONS!!
great job!!!
xiao niu-s have attained lots of gold, so happy for them. haha!
yea, i'm bias towards them. hahah!!!

that's all.
till then :))

My Three Years in NYP (Part 3)

Aside from studies, wushu plays an important part in my life as well in NYP. I went to the Club Crawl with JingTing. We wanted to join a CCA for one simple reason-- To gain CCA points for university entrance. At that time, we were very determined not to take part in wushu anymore. But after touring Club Crawl for many times, we realized that nothing interests us except wushu. So, we wrote our names down. & we got a call. & we went to the first practice, second practice & all the subsequent practices.

-YEAR 1-
Something interesting to note was our training attendance. We went for alternate weeks trainings only due to our modules. Sometimes, due to rushing of reports, we would skip training. & we skipped them together, because we are each other's closest friends. & we have no other friends other than each other. Yes, we were so close. & the JingTing that time was a very quiet girl. & we are like a pair of twins. Going everywhere together, disappearing everywhere together. If someone sees one of us alone, the other must be nearby.

However, I've got another friend from wushu too. He is WeiChong. We talked more in MSN as compared to in person. I remember him as my best buddy, & I called him tong lei. We talked about everything under the sun. Wushu, studies, friends, relationships, everything..

In november 2007, we went for our very first grading at old HongWen school. There was a total of 10 white-belts who went for it. I will never forget the nervous feeling because I still feel it everytime I go for it. & I got a bronze for my very first grading.

-YEAR 2-
Year 2 into wushu, I was given a role, which is weapon in-charge. Basically, I were to take charge of all the weapons & make sure they don't get missing or whatsoever. Sharing the role between me and WeiMun, I remembered I had a huge fight with him. But I forgot what. I remember JingTing was inventory in-charge. & she had a role which is to empty the rubbish bin every wednesday after training.

Year 2, we also had lots of performances in school, letting us have the chance to perform and build up our confidence level. Of course, I had a great time, even though there were times when we did wrong stuffs and buang-ed the performance. I like it when I had companion with me, up till today.

Club Crawl 2008 was quite a success. I remembered the setting up-- JT, Corinne & me were the only ones doing the set up. & people see 3 girls in front of a booth sawing poles for set up. Sounds so pathetic. & the performance is memorable too because we did sparring. Due to this club crawl, I also have two individual photos of me & a weapon, something which I used to dream, & never thought it would realize. One photo was up on the notice board & on my facebook page, while the other is laminated, and in my wallet. That year, I simply loved the club crawl and the notice board.

I got a chance to be the game master of the Orientation Camp 2008 too. It was a very tedious job. I had team mates with me to organise, but they did not produce great result. So i ended up doing almost everything myself, stressed myself out. Luckily, I had JiangDa & ChiaWei to help me then. & WeiMun, the commandant. That camp, my personal thought was that I screwed up the games badly, but surprisingly, the juniors thought that the camp was great fun, so I heaved a big sigh of relief. It was not as bad as I thought it would be!!

I got a chance to take part in National Competition too, representing NYP with GongLiQuan. There were only 10 people all together. I think I got a 8th or 9th position. That was when I had my ever-first wushu costume on my own, which I later named it as xiao blue. It is blue in colour and has white stripes, which I simply loved it to the maximum. I also stepped out of NYP boundary, & went out for extra training-- Tampines West CC. I skipped quite a bit in the beginning due to work at G2000, but after I quitted, I started going there on a frequent basis up till today.

Year 2, I had my second grading. From green-white to green belt. I got a gold. That was my very first gold, which came unexpectedly because I thought I would not be able to make it. Imagine my happiness then. I remembered I could not stop smiling the whole night.

-YEAR 3-
From a weapon-in-charge, I became the vice-secretary of the club. Secretary was WeiMun (by then, we were not quarelling anymore), VP was ShuYan, & P was ChiaWei. Treasurer was Corinne & JT. Together, we had many things planned, but most of them ended up weird. We learnt many stuffs together, like camps and stuffs. It was my first time organizing camp, going to look for teachers with ChiaWei, and etc. It was the first time I spent all my free time in school doing either club crawl or club camp stuffs. Being the secretary of a blur president, I had to message him every day in the morning and the night before to remind him of the things-to-do during the most peak Club Crawl period. Even my poly cliques thought I was more busy with wushu than studies & they keep scolding me.

Year 3, I started to step out to coach. My first place was Greenridge Primary. GuangYao coach initially only asked JingTing, but she dragged me along. So we ended up dragging ourselves up in early wee morning to meet GY & CW at Eunos every Saturday morning so WeiHan would drive us there. Subsequently, when GY coach had his own car, he was the one driving us there. However, I stopped going there after a period of time due to attachments, but I'm back there for now, taking the 11am little kids.

Aside from stepping out to coach, I started to learn more thing too! Thanks to Greenridge Primary, I started to learn Taiji as well, which meant extra training at HongWen every sunday to learn. No, I am not complaining, instead, I found fun learning taiji.

I had my red-white belt grading too. My proudest moment was when during training, GY coach said I had improved a lot as compared to before. I remember training every hard every Sunday night, doing all three routines again and again. Oh, & I got a silver.


-CAMPS-
There were many camps during these 3 years. 2007 Orientation Camp, 2008 Club Crawl Camp, 2008 Orientation Camp, 2008 Wushu Training Camp...

The most memorable one would definitely be Club Crawl Camp 2008. Because only very few people turned up for it. Very very few. But we had a great deal of time. & that was when JingTing and me started to open up, and became very noisy, & no longer sticking to only the two of us. That time, we had tons of jokes with ChiaWei and WeiChong because of the 'bomb topic', which until now, whenever we think back, we still laughed heartily.

2008 Orientation Camp-- I remembered an incident. Alvin pushed me into the swimming pool. But when he realized that I did not know how to swim, he went in to get me out. And I had water in my ears the whole day after that. Not that I was angry with him, but because of this incident, we were much closer than before.

-NDP-
We took part in NDP 2009 too!!!! Remembered it as a huge 'torture' which came with lots of fun. I remember the days when saturdays were dedicated to nothing but wushu. Greenridge Primary in the morning for 4 hours, followed by another few hours of NDP trainings. & the times when we had to carry the cudgel everywhere we go. Trainings were on every Monday as well. & I skipped most of that training due to school. Skipping of Saturdays trainings were inevitable because we had GRPS beforehand. Like one or two month before NDP, there were more trainings, which I forgot which days already. Anyway, when it was time to step on the floating platform, those were the 'best times'. How we wasted our time waiting for time to past; bringing lecture notes & unfinished reports to complete, sleeping, eating free Old Chang Kee, ice cream, soya bean milk.. Interacting with one another. That was when I started to be closer with RuiQi too.

Our costumes were sort of hilarious. Because we had to wear thick lighted suits & square lighted helmets. The worst thing was we could not see where we were going with that helmet on, we could not hear anything outside. Slowly, they improved on it, but the helmet was still as hilarious. There was one rehearsal when it rained cats & dogs. But everyone remained on the platform, letting audience leave first. We started to play around with the rain, hiding in shelter, playing somemore. Surprisingly, no one fell sick. Oh, & fireworks were nice too!!!

-BUDDIES FOR LIFE-
We had our 'bus 72 gang' too. JingTing, Me, ChiaWei, WeiChong, JiangDa, ZhongMing. & the funniest joke that I will always remember of this 'bomb topic' would be how we almost freaked a passenger out, no thanks to WeiChong, as well as a passenger who kept turning behind & looked at ChiaWei's huge camp bag while we were on the bus. hahahahhah!!!!! However, 'bus 72 gang' went split in year 3. That did not meant the end of friendship, but just that we did not go home as a big bunch anymore. Yes, it's kind of sad.

The happiest moments in my life during these years, is not only what I had accomplished. I did not accomplished much. I still cannot do my full split, my legs are still bent during cartwheels, & I have not kong tui very well. It is the friendship that I have found amidst them. I will not forget the times when we chatted & joked throughout the night online. I will not forget the movie outings that we had. I will not forget the events that took place, like the push-up event, the late night MacDonald's in NYP..

The best brothers that I've met-- Alvin, WeiMun, WeiChong, who are always there to help me, listen to my ramblings and complains, cheering me up, encouraging and motivating me when my passion fire is burning low.

The girls, Ruiqi & Jingting-- sharing our problems together, scolding me when I had my dumb times, telling me the right things to do at the right time, sharing tips on how to improve, chatting about unrelated stuffs on the phone and online.. and many many more..

Thanks wushu for making a huge impact on my life, Thanks people for making a difference in my life.

=)
-THE END-