you never fail to crack me up with your jokes when i am down.
you can be my best dustbin when i need.
forever there to listen to my grumbles and mumbles even though i think
half of the time you dont know who am i talking about.
i will remember your birthday wish for me on my birthday.
'hope you find a job that you like soon.'
hahahhaa!!
& i will never forget your psycho-s for me to take leave for
some reasons.

thank you alvin kor.
you rock!
hahahah!
:D

Locked!

mind made up.
from now onwards, it's gonna be locked.
& i ain't no longer so stupid,
to open it so easily.
it's not going to be easy,
my mind says i can, i hope my heart can too. :))

*****

few days ago..
i texted brother..
me: brother, wo hen nan guo.. :((
then we chatted over the phone for some time... xie xie bro!

the next day..
brother texted me..
him: sister, wo hen nan guo.. :((
hahaha!!! i've got such a funny brother.

給十五歲的自己

To the 15 yr old me,

At fifteen, it was the best year in your secondary school life. Because you got to know friends who would be by your side for the rest of your life. Though you all would not be in contact everyday in future, your friendship might become a little distant, but everyone knows, deep down in their heart, who to look for when you need a shoulder to cry on, a listening ear to listen to. As you grow older, you face obstacles. Like how you chose studies over friends, a decision that you regretted after that, but it's ok. Everyone learns from their mistakes. When you proceed to a next phase of life, working & earning money as times pass, you get to know people who are in the same boat as you. Learn from them, your best buddy. Learn his spirit of fighting till the end just for a simple reason. Learn his ways to curb shopping habits. Learn to face good and bad people from everywhere. Learn to see how people behaves. He is your best friend, & he would continue to be. 

When you are to choose your course of study that would decide your future, choose according to what you like, not as to what other people wishes you to be. People might influence your thinking, but do not let yourself get influenced. School might be far, it's ok. It's just three years. What matters most is that you are happy with what you are doing, because this is what you want. 

You love wushu. Your little dream is to at least take part in a competition; no matter you win medal or not. You've got the chance. Cherish it! Learn well, do not disappoint yourself, do not disappoint the people who put in so much effort for you. Aside from that, embrace the chances when you've got the chance to learn things that not everyone get to do so. Yes, coaching is hard. Everyone who went through this will experience this rough patch as you. But do not give up. You can do it!

Polytechnic life is the time when you meet many many people. You meet the best friends who would scold you awake. Do not blame them. They are letting you know how to face the harsh reality. You meet people at work who goes through all the scoldings together, burning midnight oil together after work just to get reports done. You meet someone whom you would fall in love with. You meet many people who shares the same passion for wushu as you, and go through the harsh trainings and lots of sweat together. You meet the craziest bunch of classmates who grumble and mumble with you through the hardest modules & yet, the passion never dies. 

Working life is not easy. You've went through the times of juggling between studies and work. But when it's time for full time work, you would start to miss the times when you were studying. You would rather study hard modules than work and face weird people everyday. You would start to miss studying. Think on the bright side!!! You get to know more friends, they widen your sight. You know more people whom you can talk, laugh and cry with. 

& kick that bad habit of yours. the you who doesn't know how to cherish things and people until they are gone.

Continue to further your studies if you want to. Fly as high as you can. The world is big.

Remember, what doesn't kill you, makes you stronger. This is what you need to keep inside your mind.

Best wishes,

From the 20 yr old me.

Adventurous weekend!

saturday was awesome!!! so awesome, work felt awesome too!
last minute plan of going to bedok 85 got changed. (sorry derick, wasted your time in teaching me how to get there. haha! oops!) Jaslyn & I went to food fair @ expo instead. durian pancake was YUMMY NICE!!!! and durian pudding. & shark fin soup. & coffees.. and potato twist. too bad didn't buy dodo fishballs. hahah!!! after that, we went to changi airport for psycotherapy. talk talk talk, everything in my brain, in my mind, any first thing that pops out, stupid, lame, funny... everything! even random things like the kids around us. hahah!

sunday.. which is like less than 12 hours later, we met again! haah!!! k-box at bedok with her & yf. woohoo!!! 加油 was our first song. many many Jay & JJ & Hins!!! :)))) we sang for 5 hours, until i feel like i am really JJ's sista. hahahah!! at night, still went to teach my little bunch of kids. alamak.. abit worry for them. sigh... but anyway, seems like some of them are improving. :)) Jiayou!!!!

i love weekends. weeeee~

monday came, & i was sick. -.-
what a big contradiction. mc-ed, slept the whole afternoon. and said hi to work again today.. -.-

SIGH!!!!

this sucks!! why must she keep repeating it? isn't it fustrating? ok, fine, i shall not bother. let her mouth gets tired. & let her keep thinking. she will grow squishy squashy worms in ther brain someday. eeks!!!!!

i'm thinking if i should look forward to christmas & new year 2011 next year. you know, working on new year doesn't sound as though i would have a great year ahead thingy. WHO WANTS TO BUY NEW YEAR SUNDAY SHIFT? DOUBLE PAY WOR!!!!!

holiday?

i was so looking forward to the public holiday today; not because i had any special plans, but because i could rest at home. ended up, on this public holiday, i had to work. worse, i didn't know i had to work. totally ain't informed. how nice. ok, whatever it is, it's over. today was a busy busy day. either prescriptions, IMR-s, retail order forms, whatever. the conclusion is, i didn't get my holiday.

one good thing i could think of is that i didnt had to open retail shop floor many times. i did it only once. the other was, i had company. and thanks to winnie and ruiyi for calling me. haha!

christmas is coming. today's work shall mean extra pocket money for christmas. it's time to start thinking of christmas wish. :)

Megamind

yeah!!!! i caught megamind already. :))))))
it's so soooo cute! haha!!!

*what if i am bald & my skin colour is one of the primary colour?*
hahahah!!!!

anyway, have been watching a show till particularly late recently..
读心神探-- about solving crimes by reading expressions & body languages.
there's different types of 'distances' in between human. and the closest distance is known as 'intimate distance' whereby it is ranged about 45cm to 90cm. if people steps into your intimate distance, you would feel disturbed because you feel like people are stepping into your territory. 
it makes me think... everyday when i take mrt, people are all stepping within my 'intimate distance' too!!!

then, they talk about 夫妻相。
所谓的夫妻相，其实叫做mirror behaviour. they adapt to one another's lifestyle and habits as time passes. that's why they start to live like one another, behave like one another, etc.

wow!!!! i learnt new things... :)))))

酷酷的他，惹人讨厌。
对自己傻笑的他 却是那么的可爱。
他，外表不算帅，
以智慧来凭， 非常帅！！！
他是安中根医生 =）））

Libra VS Librax

one fine evening on the way home...
after talking about some irritating person & medications,
he asked me this suddenly..

YiFeng: Can libra eat librax?
Me: Cannot...
YiFeng: Why?
Me: Because there is a 'X' behind the word 'Libra'. so means cannot take...
YiFeng: Orhhhh, so the 'X' in Librax is supposed to mean no supply of Librax to Libra-s?
Me: Yupp!!!!! *beams*

i think he almost fainted.
=)

many many many a photos...

Jerlin's Farewell dinner

& my mom simply laughed when she saw this photo coz she thinks her daughter is SHORT!

Pinks are Me, Jerlin & Nathalie!

Oh, we are the Pinks & Blues~

Family Times

my family photo

心情之歌

喜欢你现在的样子

我就是喜歡你現在的樣子
我就是喜歡你這樣的脾氣
有時善解人意　有時粗心大意
我 就是喜歡你現在的樣子

我真的喜歡你現在的樣子
我真的喜歡你這樣的 任性
有時千言萬語　有時不說一句
我真的喜歡你現在的樣子

不要輕異嚐試任何改變
改變你現在所有的一切
以為我能再多愛你一些

不要懷疑自己
屬於你的一切都是美麗
我相信 只有真心能永遠

我就是喜歡你現在的樣子
我就是喜歡你這樣的脾氣
有時善解人意　有時粗心大意
我 就是喜歡你現在的樣子

不要輕異嚐試任何改變
改變你現在所有的一切
以為我能再多愛你一些

不要懷疑自己
屬於你的一切都是美麗
我相信 只有真心能永遠
不變～

我就是喜歡你現在的樣子
我就是喜歡你這樣的脾氣
有時善解人意　有時粗心大意
我 就是喜歡你現在的樣子

不要隨便 改變你現在的樣子

心情之歌

plus current mood:
I want to watch MegaMind.
I want to watch MegaMind.
I want to watch MegaMind.
I want to watch MegaMind.
I want to watch MegaMind.


ok. bye. pop!

Awesome Brothers!!!! :D

proud to annouce,

i've got awesome brothers!!!

Alvin Wee!!

 He drew a map for me in case i got lost in town.

He's always there to listen to my grumbles,

when i throw tantrums at work.

He's there to motivate me do sit-ups everynight.

hahahaha!!!!

WeiMun & WeiChong

WeiChong drove me to Jurong from Orchard.

He knew I'm not familar with town area.

He changed to another meeting place which I am familar.

from there, he drove me to our destination.

WeiMun drove me from Jurong to Tampines

even though he stayed in Jurong.

Initially, the plan was to drive me to MRT station only,

but he ended up driving me all the way to my destination even though he wasn't familar with the routes.

告诉我，我是幸福的

:))

this is,

my red-white belt.

from now onwards,

it will officially be kept in my drawer,

together with white, green-white & green belts.

not because i have been promoted.

but because, it marks the end.

two weeks ago, it marks the last time i don the belt.

i guess, 

i won't be wearing it for quite some time,

or maybe even no more chances to wear it.

i have finally relieved my heaviest burden.

from this moment onwards, sunday mornings would be free.

it's not that i don't like training, learning and 'teaching' there.

but if it is a burden being there, at least to me,

i guess it's a better choice to leave.

training should be a passion,

not a burden, before interest burns away.

before i end,

i take this chance to thank all the coaches who had help me before.

the coaches who brought me down to hongwen,

the coaches who guided me there,

the coaches who taught me there with patience,

the people whom i 'taught' before, 

thanks for teaching me so many things.

i wouldn't say i have learnt nothing at all.

i learnt many.

& to the people who had accompanied me there,

and the two new friends i made because of our passion--

ZhengYang & ShuHui.

i'm glad to know you two, really.

这个决定， 我不会后悔.

想念，我会。

后悔，我不会。

thinking..

我们之间到底是怎样，我没有正确的答案。
我也没有想要你在短时间内给我一个正确的答案。。
是我多心了吗？总是觉得你稍微地变了。
我想，或许在大家确定以前，是佛应该先回到原点？想清楚再向前？
毕竟虽然大家的梦想是相同的，但进度却大不相同。
我不想影响你的大好前途。。

或许乖乖的呆在你身边也能帮到你，因为那是种默默地支持，
但是，那是需要经过你的同意。
对不起，我很笨，
拐弯抹角的事我听不懂，看不懂。
希望你能明确地说清楚。。。

Pictures..

the adventures, the outings, the laughters....

The night of Paranormal Activity & Minds Cafe :)

 

 The night of World of Snoopy :))

so cute!! i like this!

badge on white coat :)