Bye 2011!!! :)

It's the last day of 2011. My last post in this year!
hahahha!! i am concluding that 2011 has been a GOOD year! i haven't been through a lot, but i've learnt a lot!

been another year of working experience added into this SGH. from a small fry to stock IC to training-full time dispenser & private pharmacy small fry. seeing so many people leaving the pharmacy, attended wedding of 2 colleagues too. I'm seeing them more than my own family!

i've started uni life in MDIS too. long before, i used to say i won't want to take this course because i wouldn't want to take the management course. in the end, i still do so. hahhaha! don't ask me why. i just did. so far, still not that bad. barely survivng, but yeah, i can pull through.

almost went through another relationship crisis too. i don't know if i'm dumb or what. but what matters most was prolly the fact that i didn't get hurt. & i thank my friends around me who were with me!

lesser time for my love-Z due to school and etc. but nevertheless, we are all still there for one another in the years to come. Baby Ace came to the world in 2011 Feb. cute lil' boy. and poly cliques us have been trying to meet up at least once a month to catch up. might be a little hard when Nel flies to aussie next year.

i found my motivator in 2011. 黄捷！！ hahaha! my role model 2011. :)

i turned 21 in 2011. thanks to all my friends who celebrated with me. be it from wushu, from poly, from work, etc.. wahahaha. oh mentioning of wushu, i stopped training all together. be it taiji or red white belt routines.. no more! all no more! what's left with only is teaching at tampines primary with my green-whites.

ok, this sums up my 2011. interesting? hahahah!

Class starts!

University life has begun!
Actually it has already started for 2 weeks. I am still getting use to it. Night life has been deeply affected with 3 to 4 days of school each day. Been going to bed at 12am or later ever since school starts; unable to get out of bed on the dot in the day, etc. Hahaha!! Welcome to the life of a University student!

Went through 3 modules out of 4. SED sounds freaking OMG. It concerns my Honours, concerns my future. I hope I get a title of a do-able topic. Hahahah!! Immunology is still as hopeless as ever. Biochemistry is still looking fine because somehow or rather, I still remember some from NYP. (unlike Immunology)

I feel like a freaking nerd now. Carrying a huge bag filled with snacks & lecture notes to work and class, I've got a sore shoulder. & not to mention, I pulled my shooulder muscle on Thursday during work. Salon pas became my best friend. It still is currently.

Class starts, no more Taiwan variety shows during weekday nights. I've survived the week without 星光， 秦子奇，天才冲冲冲。Actually it does not matter much to me anymore, because 黄捷 has already graduated from the competition. 6th position!!!!

A little disappointed even though it was kind of expected because he did well at the very last round. It was like a very teeny weeny last hope that he would probably fight till the grand finals. Well, it's okay. What's done is done. I'm just glad I got to know him & I found a role model to look up to :)

ok, here's a picture of my role model 2011.

(with a Chao Ah Beng face!)

对不起，我有点懒。。

对不起，我又没写日记了。哈哈！有点懒惰哦。。 也不知道要写什么好。看到人家的部落各都有好多好多照片， 有点羡慕。因为我的部落各全部都是密密麻麻的文字，没什么照片。哈哈哈！！ 意思是，我很文学吗？哈哈哈！真不要脸！

写了一段乱七八糟的东西之后，接下来要写些什么呢？
这星期的计划。。。
做工， 做工，和做工。。
然后星期六有DND。。
星期天如果没有意外的话，可能可以约湘婷出去玩！
超久没有看到她了。。

下个星期就开学了。
好不期待。
课表上个星期出炉了。
看了就心烦。真是的！

我要去看星光了。
最近的黄捷有点怪怪的。表现有一点退步。遇到瓶颈了吗？或许吧。。 还是赶课业也忙起来了。。 毕竟化学不好读啊。。。 不论怎样，希望他继续加油。尽他最大的努力去争取他要的东西。黄捷加油！送你一句我用来勉励自己的话：What doesn't kill you makes you better.

希望下一个演出你会好起来。加油咯！：）

School is starting... here there and everywhere.

timetaable is out. school is starting. i'm not sure if i should be excited or what. i just don't feel much happiness because i think harder days are coming. i really envy students who are studying full time without any financial worries. but oh well, it's uselss envying people. i still have to mug hard on my own.

saw a knitted top online which i really feel like purchasing. but my savings are left a little not too much. so i'll probably KIV it till when payday is here, which is like a few more days later.

i think i am more or less settled with my new phone. i am definitely loving it more. and of course i should love it more because i have invested so much money and time and effort in it. i can't seem to find the old screen protector i used previously even though i went back to the same shop. this latter one is not as nice to be used. but oh well... let's just make use with it.

there's something wrong with my laptop. i don't know what. either the internet, the wireless connection, or the laptop. it keeps popping out 'problem loading page'. i am not happy about it. definitely. this is my boyfriend number 2 which i forked out my blood and sweat and tears and finally got it. and it's less than a year old. Gosh! come on vaio! don't let me think you can't be trusted & that you cannot last for long!!!

code blue :)

on a random basis,

bored saturday.

wants to get out of the house,

but lazy to move her butt.

am watching Code Blue season 2!

thanks wenlong!



明天没有武术课！

下午应该会去游泳。

希望我有足够的勇气

好好的学上来吧！

加油咯！

:)

hello diary :)
yesterday was the first day i went to blk 7 private pharmacy to learn. not bad. for now. i will be a good girl & learn. & not let people look down on me. :) all the groupings at work are back into the original. i am back to my 'original' partner. sad to say, a lot of my fellow colleagues are laughing at me in a jokingly manner. oh well, guess probably because i am the only one who can stand it for so long. it's ok! i will survive. :)


yesterday was also EinsteinJay's competition. i was practically frantically refreshing forums because he was in a very dangerous position. when i finally know he wasn't eliminated, the feeling was like... PHEW! i finally knew i passed all my modules. HAHAHA!

ending off this random post with a song i like by elton jones.

《那些年，我们一起追的女孩》

九把刀说，“我买过车，也买了房子。今后我终于可以说，我买过最贵的东西，是梦想。”
我很羡慕。真的。
因为我还不知道我的梦想是什么。
因为我连我自己想要什么都不知道。

我读了黄捷的无名后，更惭愧了。
他给自己设下的目标，他都达到了。
他说他要减肥，他做到了。
他说他要学琴，他做到了。
他说他要去pub驻唱，他做到了。
他说他要开启他的音乐之路，他做到了。

我说我要做的事，好像没有一件是做到了。
真是的！
我到底在干嘛的。。。
只有想要买的东西买到了。因为没有什么省钱的的概念。

在此，我希望我有黄捷般的毅力
想做的事都能做到！
加油加油！！！

没有主题的一页

have not updated for the past week.
well, nothing much is happening in my life, sad to say.

i have had my interim with my boss,
and some things were made clear of regarding my future, which i do not know if i should be happy about it or not. it prompts me to think, so why am i here in the first place. if other people can do it, why can't i. it's kinda sad.

suddenly, i envy those who can study without any worries regarding financial issues. i do not mind working and studying at the same time. it's not as though i have not done it before. but when financial issues become the top priority, this is something i have not met before.

当初如果我能够考上国立大学，今天或许就不会遇到这些困扰了。还是说，如果我没有要去进修，就不会遇到这些麻烦了。。。

来乱的！

我换电话咯！！
超开心的。
累积的心血都花在它身上。

最近有好多东西想买，可是没有钱了。哇哈哈 〉//〈
看着账户里的钱越来越少，真是心痛。
何日才能存完学费呢？？？
有时想要告诉自己，没有存完学费，剩下的都免谈，可是好像有点不可能。。
接下来想买的就是心仪的 Baby-G 手表！！！ 还是有好心人能送我呢？哈哈！！
它，可能就要等花红来的时候才能买咯。。。 〉// 〈

昨天是屠妖节， 可是我选择做工。虽然很忙，但是我很高兴我从中有学到东西。
从现在开始， 要学会从好的方面想事情，减少抱怨！
加油！加油！加油！

ps: 黄捷也要加油! 哈哈！：）

not very hardworking...

haven't been very hardworking in blogging..

quite tired & lazy lately.

hahah!

some random pics taken when going out for various events~

ShuQiang & JerLin's Wedding

@ Goodwood Park Hotel

got pretty? :)

tallest oh yeah!

out with Mich & Miao~

at H&M

With Jaslyn @ Charlie Brown Cafe~

favourite hangout!

hahahah!

Series of photos taken by Miao which I find damn funny.

LOL!!!

do u see my face getting rounder?

*pouts*

Act Blur Live Longer?!

i agree with 'act blur live longer'
but teh gong till the end is like so F***!
i don't like it when people meddle with what i am doing.
i jolly well know what i am doing, so i don't need people to mess it up,
'cause it's equivalent to messing my life.
i'm the one who's doing it.
so you think by teh gong-ing and keeping quiet,
i won't think anything?

i saw a quote on facebook:
'Don't be disappointed if people refuse to help you. Remember the words of Einstein:
- I am thankful to those who said NO because of them, I did it myself.'

beautiful indeed.

for 黄捷 :)

he is not some super handsome person

he is not some superb eyecandy.

to many, he might be only be a passer-by.

but what makes me really really like him this much

is because of his change.

the confidence level that grew throughout the competition

 is something that i think i should learn from him.

自我感觉良好。

i really enjoy watching his competition videos

because in a way or another,

it motivates me.

*ps, just like 迷路兵

谢谢你让我期待每个星期天晚上，

或星期一。

令人眼前一亮的表演，

把 Monday Blues 都赶走了。

尤其是“火山”那首歌。

连我都不敢相信，

连续一整天都是在

边做工，边哼这首歌。

我期待，你更好的表演。

黄捷 加油 加油 加油！！！

:))

i chanced upon a song that he wrote upon graduation.

& i like the last part:

再見的時候 將會發現

當初的夢 已譜成樂章

-黄捷



The awesome-ness thanks to everyone! :))

my cake!

high-ing till 2am!

love from poly cliques~

love from adventurers~ (with chilli crab & durian pudding)

love from family~

love from wushu-ers~

谢谢大家

我爱你们。哈哈！！

我的二十一岁是这么过的！！！:))))))

好久好久没有写东西了。。

最近好忙，好累。病倒了，药房里所有人都在感冒。。 真是的！

用华文写blog蛮好玩的，可是很伤脑筋，因为我的华文退步了！！！

先upload 一些最近的照片吧！

和武术好朋友！

 超赞的夜晚。

大家都 high 翻了！

和旧同事叙旧的夜晚。。

虽然不是每个人都到齐了，

但是我们还是玩得很愉快。

说说以前的故事，

聊聊现在的我们。。

we knew each other when we were working under the same roof @ G2000 4 years ago.

4 years later, after graduations and army,

we are now all working adults.

life has changed,

but our memories and laughter,

together with our friendship,

shall never change.

*ps: thanks much derick for helping me organizing this outing.

this success, me owe you many many! =)

乐乐！

18号和Janella, Evelyn, Felfel & Peishan 和他们的男友和老公

一起去Raffles Hotel 的 Royal China Restaurant 吃好料！

那天没有照相，好可惜！

没关系，

以后一定还有好多机会！

好羡慕他们的老公和男朋友能和得好愉快，

完全没有尴尬的气氛。

希望我未来的男友也能和他们一样！

:))

我二十一岁咯！

今天是我的生日，我二十一岁咯！

谢谢大家给我的祝福。

今年的三个愿望就是：

一，顺顺利利的开学和毕业

二，没有金钱上的困扰

三，秘密！

:)))

希望黄捷也顺顺利利~ <3

顺便报上一张照片

看起来有点肥哦。。:(

中间那位，他是我的学弟

这次是我第一次带学生，虽然没有做的很好，

但是应该没有教坏的东西吧！

哈哈！

:))

i havent been updating for a long long long long time!!!! so many events have been happening!!

like head over heels with黄捷! <3
like another round of opening and closing just ended!
like another round of shift rotation. YEAH!! 我解脱了！
like many many birthday celebrations in the pharmacy.
(waty, maylan, patrice, me, maryann)
like advance birthday celebration with ahlee & amanda.
thai food @ far east & cold stone creamery. omg! shiokness!
like advance birthday celebration with wushu peeps.
@ manhattan fish market with huge group who sang birthday song for me till the whole shop cheered with me. and madess @ kbox after that. first time 3 hours of kbox all high songs. HAHAHA!
like how my pharmacy has two rounds of power trip AGAIN!
like how i walk into A&E for a nose scope to know that i'm having gastric reflux and not choking on some foreign body in my throat.

seee, so happening right?
welcome to my life :)

blah blah blah!!!

today is 6th September. two more weeks to birthday!!
getting my cammy, katy perry adidas track pants, havannas! :))
up next, aiming for Galaxy S II, iPod touch 2, Guy Laroche purse 2!
all the second generations. mwahahah!!

i'm glad!
last sunday, jingting, ruiqi & me finally went out together! ichiban sushi & starbucks.
it's not a matter of where we go, but the company does matter.
it's not a matter of how much we spent. it can always be earned back. heh!
i bought a shirt for my younger sister. *feeling proud*
we accompanied ruiqi to get her own set of formal wear. i did the recommendations!
it would have been better if we were not in 'SIAM' 's outlet. -.-

i'm glad!
 because i will be having another round of birthday dinner with my wushu cliques. but i'm sad because brothers all prolly cannot attend.

i'm glad!
yesterday finally settled for a restaurant where we can chill on 22nd with my ex-colleagues. went hunting for it with derick. yes, we succeed. no, we didn't take the wrong bus home.

i'm sad!
because i think vaio's real problem lies with the laptop itself, not the battery.  my dear buddy! when are you free? pei me go wisma~~~

i'm sad!
i feel like revamping my stuffs. first up, my study table. but it cannot be shifted because the table leg is spoilt! & i've got no budget. then, my phone. need to get the SD cards ready. then i can trade it off soon.

i'm sad!
because i realize, there are still times when i am missing you! TL~

quick updates~

havent been blogging for the past weeks. haha!
opening and closing shift done for the month. the torturous saturday shifts almost every week is gone. now my schedule is back to normal. been a good girl sleeping early & not touching my laptop when i reach home. trying very hard to scrimp and save after looking at my bank account but a little to no avail. hahaha!

am quite proud of myself yesterday for telling a patient off. oh, she's a staff bytheway. it's not as though i did not give her face, or gave her any chance. in fact, i gave her three. so yes, i scolded her. *beams*

oh, and i got the stupid mouse fixed at reception by calling help from IT. mygoodness, i can't believe we've survived so long with that mouse.

met brother weimun after work. chatted with him a while. derick and weichong could not come meet us in time. bro, i hope you 看开一点 regarding your outfield. hahah!

and i shall end this random post by saying, yesterday i saw my new eyecandy. hahah! *cutes!*

What doesn't kills you make you stronger



the people whom i see more than my family

they are the reasons why i'm still alive =)

Justina's farewell @ Lau Pa Sat.

food wasn't as great, but the atmosphere wasn't that bad.

i would prefer the food @ ECP or Bedok 85 though.

hahah!

anw, the main reason for this gathering was Justina's farewell.

just a moment of thought, when's mine?

=)



the picture that a lot of people would be envious of..

aye! so cute right!

me like!

:)

Adventurous Friday!

no, it wasn't with my adventure buddies as previously.
this adventure is totally different!
it was a total hilarious one.

met derick choo to collect my battery from town.
head home by taking bus, but we took the wrong direction & ended up at bukit merah!
i'm so so so so so sorry. HAHAHAH!!
i didn't know why i did not check the bus route.
the good thing is, i went bukit merah before (HR ma..) so i wasn't feeling very scared or what.
anyway, he was with me.
but we ended up taking taxi home because the journey's too long for us to take back to tampines and still walk.

hahah!
dui bu qi hao peng you.
at least now you know how bukit merah looks like.
this shall be our joke for the rest of our lives.
lol!!!!

Happy National Day! I've got no duty!! :)

Happy National Day!!!!
went to work yesterday seeing many kids on the streets wearing red or white top reminding me of the times when i do that too. going to school, doing the school walkathon or mass run and singing national day songs and attending NE lessons and after that go out to chill (POLY DAYS!) or go home slack. & last year, we went to watch live fireworks!

this year, i did none of the above.
i met kally kor & derick on monday! :)))))
a full night of grumbles and mumbles, followed by laughter everywhere.
闷骚，牢骚，大牢骚 whatever..
complain complain, laugh laugh, and hey! life goes on!
from them, i learn alot.
probably never ending.
i hope the event will turn out successful.

thanks derick
thanks kally kor for the dinner.
you guys are definitely among the best people I've ever met.
:)

i love my brothers & love-Z

on a random bad mood day..



fireworks night with xiaomao!

因为有他们，所以我的人生才如此的精彩

:))

weekly updates!

back from closing shift!
this week closing is simply awesome! haha
apart from the times when i was feeling down because nothing was going the way i want, other than that, everything's simply GOOD!
it's good because i get to see my new friend. even today, saturday!! :)

friday night went to watch Wu Xia with Jingting & her friend.
alot people say the movie not nice, but we still went for it anyway.
omg, that show is damn sadist. hahaa!
but it's ok.
donnie yen and takashi is still so shuai!
i think my students should watch it.
prolly they will get inspired after seeing donnie yen doing dao with only one hand. :p

my happening week

my one and only opening shift for july is GONEEEEEEE
because out of the 5 and half days, 4 days were spent at home due to sick leave.
lollll!
rest more, slept more, fat a little i guess. haha

sunday, didn't want to rot at home.
went out with derick again.
plan A failed.
then plan B.
plan B failed, so plan C.
plan C never fails.
but if sunday is saturday, it's gonna be much better :)

wushu-- i almost forgot to go training today.
how could i.
hahah!
i think my kiddos are damn funny.
:)

ok, let's put an end.

thanks for bringing me around.
thanks for trying very hard to fulfill the promises that you gave me, but to no avail.
thanks for once again letting me believe that promises can be fulfilled,
but still, i will close my heart again and believe that promises are meant to be broken and not believe easily anymore.
thanks for the hugs that you gave me when i was down.
thanks for being the listening ear when i needed them.
i know you will read, so i'll just write them here.
i'm not sad because i realize you are not the one for me. so you do not need to feel bad either. probably in the first place, i thought you were. but subsequently, no. as for the places and stuffs that you said you would bring me (if you can still remember)-- nevermind. just forget it. as for my birthday leave, you can go back and cancel them off. it's ok. not that i cannot bring myself to face you. but forcing yourself to entertain me is going to be the last thing i want it to happen. it's going to be awkward, you are not going to like it, and neither do i. i do not mean that we cannot be friends anymore, but i just think that 勉强是不会有幸福的.

don't worry,
i am strong.
so you do not need to worry i will fall.
because even if i do, i still have my brothers behind to support me.
做人最重要的是不要对不起自己. i didn't.

RuiQi's Birthday!

Happy 20th Birthday RuiQi!

:)



ha! i like this photo of myself. thanks jiayi!

we managed to squeeeeeze everyone in!



the day i do not feel your presence any longer;
the day i need you by my side no longer.

MiaoRu's, Evelyn's 21st Birthday Partayyy! :)

Miao's Party @ Marina Barrage

colour theme: Blue!



we love goodie bags!



 

 

we love adidas!

Happy Birthday Miao! :D <3

*****

Evelyn's Party @ The Chevrons

stay-over night!

hello baby ace!

Happy Birthday Evelyn~

with loads of <3

great night of food, baby-sitting her niece and nephews who loved me damn lots, crapping, wii-ing & ipad-ing.

chevron is indeed a beautiful place which we did not explore finish.

Happenings!

last week was definitely most happening ever!

wednesday on leave!
dental filling, debit card making, spending money!

thursday met michelle!
passed her stuffs, went shopping, gossiped!

friday met alvin!
last minute stayed back to clean the pharmacy for JCI audit.
cleaned my rhombics until they shone.
used so much alcohol my fingers were still wrinkled when i reach home @ 1130..
after tt met alvin to passed him some notes for his FYP.

saturday!
let's put it in another post. hahah! too long over here!

anyway, this week is JCI audit week. everyone's so pissed and freaked out as though everyone has PMS.

i saw mr chong @ O'Briens today. He gave me an offer. Now I have two offers on hand. hmm.. :)

RuiQi's Birthday & Mission Possible!!

1st July
RuiQi's birthday celebration in advance @ teochew restaurant in Tanjong Pagar. happening night with ruiqi, shuyan, jingting, guoxiong, weichong, jiayi and william & guangyao who came a while. food was not bad, service was good as well. & companion was definitely awesome to the max. really fun to talk crap to them.

2nd July
woke up with runny nose. sneeze and sneeze non stop. went to work early in the morning. after that went down to ngee ann city with derick to look for kally korkor again. he treated us to dinner. Thanks Kally Kor Kor!! i simply love chatting with them. just like with wushu friends.

Being with them, it seems, impression seems to be thrown to the back of my brain. we can laugh out loud & if everyone stares at us, for all we care. we can dig out our past and present and future and talk and laugh at them. like just now. it's gonna be a memorable day. :))

i'm going to plan for my birthday gathering. & i hope all of them, if not most, can make it. i don't need any presents, their presence are presents.
:))

ps, i cn't go w jingting tonight. if not, it's gonna be more than exciting and happening night today.

thank you alvin ng!
you really make my day that night!
you just made me feel sooo honoured after your 'praise' that night.

hope u enjoy and have fun in ur pre-reg days
(in the same place as my eyecandy! URGH!)

Plant!

mr plant!

today is a beautiful day!!
coz met xiaomao for the second week in a row.

know why is it BILLiful day?
coz i settled most of my billings!
hope to settle everything by tmr, then i can rest in peace.
:)

i completed the mission without derick choo.
hahah!
i saw kally kor kor @ ngee ann city g2000 that night when i went with ruiyi.
anyway, he completed his mission without me as well.
fair enough! hahaha
:)

songs in my itunes have disappeared.
i don't know what have i clicked that resulted in this.
now, all my JJ, Jay and everything is gone.
like totally :(

i'm so tired.
i don't think i can survive through the whole Monkey God tv show later on.
:(
ok, enough random. bye~

Happenings!

been having many happening outings that makes my life wonderful. been out many many nights after work these few days. not next week though. unless someone wants to meet me after 7pm. hahaha.

just spent a HUGE BOMB. like kaboom!!!!! in my pockets. transition lens spectacles plus my school fees. hefty sum of money.. afterwhich, BONUS comes in to recoup my loss. then more outings and birthdays coming up. haha

sometimes, the feeling to train back my stamina and everything comes back once in a while. i get envious when my friends are motivated to work out almost everynight. now who wants to be the good soul to get my butt moving?

oh, i passed my CE lecture, like finally. that's for peptic ulcer. i'm not very sure about TPN though. ohmygoodness!

inner peace..

i need to learn inner peace.
i actually broke down in the pharmacy. i'm pretty much shocked by my own actions. the good thing is, only two people saw it. maybe others, but no one dared to comment anything.

i'm angry about my own actions. for breaking down. for not being able to stand on my own feet at that moment. but the worst feeling was, at that very moment, i don't know who i could talk to. i do not know who to look for. who is the person who can really console me at the point of time when i was wiping away my tears? who will answer my phone when i call him or her up?

peter and weepin were not around to talk to me. even if they were around, i think they would have freaked out. they would probably not allowed to console me because the mastermind was their preceptor. i guessed i am lucky they are not around.

thank you maylan who stood up for me. even though i didn't hear you speaking up for me, but i know you tried because you told me.
thank you ching san for giving me all the inhalers that i ordered this week. i swear, if i have the chance, i would have shuff all the inhalers up her arse. but they are too expensive for me to do it.
thank you ALVIN WEE for being the only one there to read my messages and consoling me.

i will show them, by scolding people and throwing your power at everyone doesn't get you anywhere. people might fear for a while, but not forever. what will last, is the good human relationship that both parties maintain.

& that is why i say, i need to attain the inner peace level.

adventure with poly cliques~

the june meet-up!
Chompchomp and Ice^3
the five girls, and the three boyfriends / husband.
i'm like the one and only among the few of us holding the 'eligible' status.
it's like so nice to see the three guys being able to interact with one another so well even though they actually do not know each other. well, they know each other because their girlfriends are best friends. wondering if my future boyfriend will be like them.

 heh :)

study time

prolly it's time to start studying again. CE results are evidence. lol.
maybe i should just stop sleeping so much, and spend more time in my books. like seriously.
school is starting soon. :/

quick update!

quick update!
whole week did ordering for amanda and my stocks. cleared 5 trolleys. i feel as though i've become slimmer (i hope!). now i feel so proud of myself even though i anyhow ordered amanda's. HAHA!

thursday met guoxiong, got xiaoblue back. a bit disappointed, but seems nothing much i can do. anyway, had fun with gx. many many things we talked about. that night, i learnt many new things! :) WAHAHAHA!

saturday met derick! our mission was to go find kally korkor, but mission failed. he was on leave. but we found xiaoxuan @ espirit. walked around in town area, went back to tampines, shopped everywhere, including g2000 of course! we are going back to ngee ann city to challenge our mission again! yeah! thinking back, it has been 5 years since we know each other. hahah! if xiaoxuan didn't mention, who would have go and count these years?

sunday, jurong east swimming complex cancelled. luckily cancelled, coz i'm inconvenient to play in water. hahaha

monday blues flew off with settling of prata craving!
:)))))
prata is damn shiok.

it's getting more and more troublesome to get stuffs from block 8 nowadays. SIGHS! i think by the time they finish with all the phone calls, we would have been there and back. *grumbles grumbels*

loaned my xiao blue out. it came back with a hole at the back of the shirt, & creases on my pants. SIGHS!

Saturday afternoon..

an afternoon of watching taiwan variety dramas, sleep (again!) and eating prawn crackers.
making me fat, but i like it! :)

closing shift for the past week, too tired to post anything. everything had been fine except for what happened between me and the absolute aunty. am no longer bothered. what for? i've got much better stuffs to do. next week is opening shift, with my original partners. baby and partner! really miss working with them..

this week is busy busy week at home because mama is making dumplings. & i have tons of dumplings to eat at home. prolly cousins coming tomorrow too. which means i need to clear up the stuffs on my table.. have been too many things chucking here there everywhere.

plans for this week (prolly):
meet gx for dinner & get my dearest xiao blue back.
make transistion lens specs!
meet up with love-Z for dinner!!
baby ace & mama shan? if they are free for me. i couldnt look for them for the past weeks coz i've got flu bug on me.

super random post because idk what else to write here.
let's end off with the best conversations that i have in the pharmacy for the past two weeks.

*grumbling that we don't feel like working*
Immanuel: You can choose not to work
Me: Then who is going to feed me?
Immanuel: Then go look for someone to look after you.
Me: I can't find...
Immanuel: PRECISELY, 'coz you are in the wrong place!

*at reception*
Patient: Wow, your business is very good, huh?
Me: Yeah, it's great singapore sales. *rolls eyes*
(in my heart, & i'm doing closing.. -.-)

National Wushu Championship 2011

i didn't expect myself to be so enthusiatic about this whole event.
this year, i didn't take part.
but my xiao blue did though..
i lent it to someone whom i had 一面之缘 with.

went on wed with alvin, wushan, haojun
we saw the ultimate. o.O
went on friday with weimun-- ba ji quan!
the routine we stopped at, sadly.
went on saturday with weichong.
main purpose was to support our friends.

today is the last day.
i didn't went down..
tired already..
sorry guoxiong, i don't get to see your 后翻 in your drunken fist routine.
but no matter how you score, ur drunken fist is still the best in our eyes.
the first routine that wow-ed everyone to the max.
:)

jiayou all competitors!
and congrats to those who went home with medals!

Happenings!

the best photo ever taken!

Vesak Day was spent with love-Z =). watched Thor with them.. MiaoRu got cheated of feelings when we told her the tickets were no longer available. Hahaah!!!! Thor was okay okay only.. after which we went to MacDonald's to have ice cream. the black forest MacFlurry is totally cui. Out to cheat feelings only. :X Home-ed after that. :)

Friday Night was with WeiChong, ChiaWei & JingTing. Happening siol! when how things have changed, we are in a similar situations, & no matter what we are doing in life right now, we are definitely enjoying ourselves to the maximum. Pirates of the Carribean 3D version after that. It was like nicer than Thor, at least i thought so. hahha! Awaiting the next meet-up soon, especially when we are all staying so near! Lim Wei Chong, welcome to Tampines! hahah :)

ps: work has been totally horrible this week. the crowd, and the tiredness weighs more. as for stock wise, i'm so duper happy because ___ wasn't here to make so much comments. haha! how i hope this will continue. (oops!)

Mama's birthday

Happy belated to mama.
she's in guangzhou now.
while she is happily eating all her good food and celebrating her birthday,
i wonder if she knows her daughter is drinking milk for dinner only
because she is not eating well?
hahaha!
vesak day is tomorrow.
happy one day holiday.

不开心的时候有你安慰就是 :)

The Negative Thoughts VS The Positive Thoughts

The Negative:
went to remove stitches on friday before starting work. i swear that's the most horrible experience i ever had with a dentist before. first, i waited for more than an hour sitting there stoning. then the process of removing the stitch is freaking horrible plus terrible. i wanted to complain, grumble and mumble, but there was no one for me to. brother is in aussie, no one bothers me. :( only at night, when i complained to weimun then i felt better. discussed something else too. brother, JIAYOU! see you soon! :D

today the kids didn't seem to be playing safety. doing dangerous stunts with their broadsword, i had to raise my voice at them. what is this? do they need someone to get injured before they know how to be good? sigh...

oh, and my aeroplane flew off without me. :(

我累了... sometimes, i feel like stopping this. but on another side, i can't bear to. well, we shall see which side wins.

tomorrow is another work day. boring..
can someone please tell me my life is much more interesting than all these?

The Positive:
Celebrated Janella's birthday with her at her home. made jelly, it turned out successful despite our first attempt. thanks to Nel Mama. peishan and ray bought a very nice strawberry shortcake, evelyn and lionel bought lionel ah ma's home cooked pork. it tasted nice, but i couldn't eat. nel had her neighbour's fried noodles and wonderful curry with lots of potatoes. of course it was wonderful. potato was like the only thing i could really eat properly the whole night. LOL!

ace was there too. so huge, yet so cute and good. drink milk, sleep, stare, and the cycle continues. babies lead wonderful life.

today afternoon eve, fel and me went to source for nel's present. the brand Samantha Thavasa has tons of pretty wallets and bags. Samantha Vega too. hahaha. sister brands. i like! feel like owning one too, but my Guy Laroche wallet is still in good condition. so i need to stop thinking about it. we wanted to surprise nel with the gift, but the plan didn't work because we forgot to extent the plan to her parents. hahaha. oh well, the thought matters most.

come tuesday, i will get to meet my love-Z minus michelle low wenying who is busy working. :D i miss them like no one's business <3

some thoughts running through...

the reply was like determing how much you are worth.
and no reply seems to be like,
you are not worth anything at all.

suddenly, i feel like i could relate to jt's feelings,
those that she wrote in her blog.
how she felt that she was isolated,
could fully understand her,
i, too, prefer an exchange of views
rather than one sided communication.
it's tiring when u are the one and only person who is talking.

who can i talk to when i feel sad, unhappy?
besides busy with exams, work, blah blah blah.

i hope you can share your feelings with us.
what are you thinking,
what are you feeling.
making you changed, etc.
not asking you face-to-face because i feel that you would not want to speak.
asking in a roundabout way is so not you and me because you are straightforward.

the world is changing.
i understand.
even i'm changing.
do you feel it too?

Wisdom tooth extraction

Day 8:
Today is the last day of MC.
BOOOO!!!!!
yes, i miss the laughter and fun at work,
but i do not miss the baskets at work, definitely!
am finishing my HK drama..
it's scary to see how those ladies fight in order to keep their positions at work. hahaha

tonight, i'll need to sleep early because i need to wake up early tomorrow.
once again, BOO! :(

thank you to my wisdom tooth for letting me take such a long break away from work.
i'll never forget all four of u.
hahhaah!!!!

20 years of wisdom..

the hooks/ roots that were ingrown within me. POWER!

Wisdom tooth extraction

Day 7:
Today is second last day of MC.
Halfway through my show. I don't really want to get back to work so soon.

new specs?
or save money for iphone?
or none?
just save it for rainy days, since i'm gonna get back to books soon.

Wisdom tooth extraction

Day 6:
Went to Uncle's house for Mother's Day lunch. everyone ate good food except for me. white rice soaked in soup only. too bad. the feeling is still there.

the hottest topic is still General Elections 2011. anyway, it's over. the founder of kate spade is not going to be very happy to know that his/her brand has made such an issue in singapore. it's so irritating. lol

Wisdom tooth extraction

Day 5:
why aren't the swelling going down?
getting impatient with it already..
went to meet guoxiong at tm a little while..
and i've got new shows to watch as well..
:D
i hope wednesday don't come soon.
D:

Wisdom tooth extraction

Day 4:
playing restaurant city and cafe world to pass my time.
ice cream and ribena is my everything.
i haven't watched any shows today, i don't have any to watch.
i love my leave though.
:D

Wisdom tooth extraction

Day 3:
there's an amoxicillin capsule in my gut that refuses to move down.
i get to eat ice cream.
sugoideas is not working, i've got no more shows to watch.
:(

Wisdom tooth extraction

Day 2:
i forgot my condition and attempted to open my mouth wide while having lunch.
it's so troublesome when i need to wash my face.
i'm left with one and only last episode of Forensic Hero show, but i refuse to watch it.
Because after that, i don't know what to do anymore.

the nicest thing about this leave is that i have the sleep-all-you-want offer.
:D

Wisdom tooth extraction

DAY 1:

finally i went for the op. haha. since AllSmiles days, they were asking me to do it but i refuse. lol. anyway, mommy went with me 'coz i'm underage, and she can company me home too.

pre-op, the doctor showed me my x-ray film. omg, out of 4, 2 needs to be removed via surgery that is normal. but one of them has a deep hook root near my nerve tissue. like !!!!!!!

in the op room, the anesthetic doctor told me the gas mask was oxygen mask. hur hur. ok la, maybe that's their habit of telling patients that. 10 years ago, i believed. today, of course i know is gas mask. she told me to think of where i want to go for holiday. i told her, i haven't gone for a trip since so long ago. HAHAH. still can reply questions de. LOL!

post-op, the nurses tried to wake me up. i could hear them from far. but i was lazy to move i guess. hahah. if i didn't remember wrongly, i responded in very weird ways using hand signs. & they had to guess. & i kept coughing. zzz i wonder how many tubes did they stuff inside my mouth.

anyway, i'm home now. with a swollen mouth as though i stuffed two eggs at each side of my cheek. and i will rot at home for the next few days. and it's so hard to wash my face because i keep bumping the locations. haha.

oh and my stupid sister looks at me and say with wide open mouth :HAAAAAAAIIIIIIIIII~
damn shit her.
oh and someone told me: how are u? i'm eating FRIED RICE!
-.- hahaa!

o.O

one more week to go.
:S
suddenly, i feel nervous.
:/

lazy sunday

a lazy and very nua-y sunday afternoon.
doing nothing but playing with my vaio.
chatting with my brothers and friend.
what a quiet sunday!!
so shiok!
:D
more shiok if i have my ribena with me.
but someone drank the last packet without my knowledge.
URGH!

everything here and there

my new desktop picture!
:D

have you ever taken a deep breath right after a heavy rain?

it feels so refreshing. :)

i did that today.

apparently, stepping out of the house is a wonderful thing during annual leave;

even if it's just going to buy my dinner.

anyway, i didn't went to club crawl today.

felt lazy about it, so i stayed home and settled my enrollment stuffs.

dealt with the pc.

and watched my shows.

not bad, i accomplished many things.

tomorrow, i'll be back to work.

i've got nothing to expect.

troubles awaiting me, perhaps.

no one's gonna miss me. unless they really needed me to solve their problem.

anyway, i didn't missed any of them.

i think i miss my bed more.

强颜欢笑的日子，谁最厉害？

when i go back to work tomorrow, i think the champion's gonna be me

good friday's coming.

it's public holiday.

another day of enjoyment.

it'll be two years.

i'm glad i've been living my life fine.

i'm glad i'm growing up, no longer living in the past.

i will continue to :)
even if it means for the sake of it.

vacation leave

i'm all alone at home now.
耳边没有嘈杂声，多爽！！

only me, the fan and my laptop.
& the renovations.
you know the meaning of ulitmate shioknesss?
you know the feeling of lazing around?

i planned to go and do my nails today.
once again, i gave up the idea coz i prefer lazing at home.
i did it myself instead. haha
i'm a lazy pig!

prolly going back to nyp tmr.
shall see how again.
haha!
:)

失望啊失望。。。

i was looking forward to mentor's return.
i thought she would speak up for me regarding the issue.
i thought she would continue to guide me along, let me ask her questions..
in the end, everything was not up to my expectations.
in the end, she wanted me to follow ___.
in the end, she's going to throw me in the lurch without bothering me.
tell me, who knows i went to store again today to collect my items?

seriously, i'm very very disappointed.
ok fine.
you are going to throw me alone.
you want me to follow people who doesn't let me express my views and opinions.
ok fine.
i will show you too that i don't need to depend on anyone.
even if i need to depend on anyone, it won't be anyone in this place.
我会找到自己的一片天。你们等着瞧！

发泄中。。。

i don't like this.
i'm twenty this year. not THREE YEARS OLD.
can you kindly respect my decisions?
let me make my own decisions? is it hard?
even if i fail, i learn.
just let me learn the hard way.
& not making decisions on my behalf without my permission (just because you are of seniority)

you are not my mentor, you didn't teach me any of those orderings and stuffs.
you have totally no right to tell me not to listen to my mentor.
i have my way of doing things, just learn to respect it okay?
i am the one doing the ordering. not you. so just keep your mouth shut. i'm fine without your help; without you telling me how to place my things, without you MESSING MY THINGS UP.

you don't want to do the physical work, fine! i'll do it.
you don't want to help with the clearing, fine! i'll do it.
just let others see how the girls are doing the guys' job while the guys are doing god-knows-what.
not that i mind doing the guys' job. i'm used to it anyway.
i just hate it when you use 'clearing stocks' as an excuse to do simpler jobs.
i just hate it when you clear my items using YOUR WAY and asking me to follow.
like HELLOOOO, WHY SHOULD I!
i just hate it when you start to complain that we overstocked our items when you can't find a place for those items.
like HELLLOOOO, WHO IS THE FIRST ONE WHO ALWAYS SCOLD US WHEN WE RAN OUT OF ITEMS!
like HELLLLOOO, WHO IS THE PERSON WHO TOLD US TO ORDER MORE!

please, just do EVERYONE  a favour. if you don't know anything, just keep your freaking mouth shut. no one will think that you are dumb.

seriously, i know what to do.
seriously, i know who to look for when in need.
seriously, i know i do not need you to teach me what to do
seriously, look out. beware. i'm gonna show you i mean what i say.
no, not only you. everyone.
that i can be independent.
that without you, i can survive on my own well.

you have made me a very vulgar person these two days.
i need to start quitting scolding unhealthy stuffs.
& thanks to those who are here to listen to me grumble and mumble.
thanks to those who joked with me to cheer me up.
:)

anyway, on a side note,
i went back to hougang yesterday.
踢腿 a little. the after effects were not bad.
skipped the 跳跃 .
my 后扫 is totally cui. oh well, expected. it was nv good in the first place.
my 套路-s are lagi worse.
basically beside 五步拳，功力拳, others, i forgot a little here and there.
HAHAHAHAH! omg.
one day, i need to start getting them back. one day
one goodness-knows-when day.
lol! :D

NEW BAG!



credit: yventually.lj.com



yeah, i got a new bag!

on a side note, i spent my whole afternoon playing

fruit ninja, my new favourite game!

& am spending my saturday night watching old episodes of

天才冲冲冲.

it's omg funny!

weekends, i simply hate it when u pass too fast!

:)



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Baby Ace~

happy one month and two days to baby ace.

hope he grows up to be strong, tall, handsome and healthy.

:)