this feeling really sucks ttm now.
why do you choose to let me go just like that?
why don't you ask how i feel first before making this decision?
why do you push me away just like that? if you don't want me, then just tell me. don't push me to the outside world. i'm not a ball, i'm not for sharing you know?

why wouldn't you take a dare?
why won't you ask if i am willing to wait for you?
afterall, everything seems so right for the two of us, except for time.

i don't need full 100% attention from you. you know it.
as long as i know you love me, that's enough.
as long as i know you still think of me when you are free, that's enough.
as long as i pop out in your mind first thing in the morning, and before you sleep, that's enough.
i don't need you to text me 24/7.
i don't need you to spend all your free time on me. maybe once or twice a week.

i just need to know you still love me.
that's enough. for me to continue. with these, i will be very willing to wait for you.
but are you willing to take this move?

Job interviews

On leave today, for my psychometric test.
Hoping to get a new job ASAP. not because I'm dying to leave this place, (it's not THAT bad!) but i just want things to get better. not just the job, the life too.

too much emotional up and downs recently, i think it's so bad for me. but what to do? actually, to be honest, i cannot do anything about it. so yeah~

JCI! & other rants

JCI is driving everyone in the pharmacy crazy!
sleepless night due to last minute amendment of Blk 7's drug labels. not that i am complaining. i'm very willing to do it, but when the brain doesn't get enough rest, i get cranky all over.

my ideal job at buangkok pharmacy service centre rejected me. no fate to work with Mr Chong anymore. hopefully TTSH would want me. or MINDEF. i need to get a job before i fly off to Korea. WOOOHOOOOO~~~~!!!!

the date isn't free for me. not for the past 3 weeks, not for another 2 more weeks. after filling me with so much love for about 12 weeks :( sometimes, i hope everything is just worth the wait. :/

#goodthingsbadthings

Peektures of the recent life!

 & so, after I was back from Taiwan, life is back to the usual. 

work hard, play hard. no more school life. 

life now is really enjoyable. after work, i don't get to worry about school or other random thoughts anymore. in fact, i get to hang out more with many many groups of friends. 

:D 

it's too long to write everything in words. so 

some peektures update about how life has been ever since i'm back from taiwan. :)

the mayday getaway with the date and his friends :)

& after the getaway, it's girlie time with love-Z

thank you my date, hulk of my life! #happylikeakid

happy birthday daddy, happy birthday mommy, happy mother's day!

cupcake hopping with feiqian! 9 cupcakes in a day, and diabetes risk n times higher. :p

another girlie session with love-Z

blk 7 fun! we htht, and we take selfies

tgif with le childhood friend.