o.O

one more week to go.
:S
suddenly, i feel nervous.
:/

lazy sunday

a lazy and very nua-y sunday afternoon.
doing nothing but playing with my vaio.
chatting with my brothers and friend.
what a quiet sunday!!
so shiok!
:D
more shiok if i have my ribena with me.
but someone drank the last packet without my knowledge.
URGH!

everything here and there

my new desktop picture!
:D

have you ever taken a deep breath right after a heavy rain?

it feels so refreshing. :)

i did that today.

apparently, stepping out of the house is a wonderful thing during annual leave;

even if it's just going to buy my dinner.

anyway, i didn't went to club crawl today.

felt lazy about it, so i stayed home and settled my enrollment stuffs.

dealt with the pc.

and watched my shows.

not bad, i accomplished many things.

tomorrow, i'll be back to work.

i've got nothing to expect.

troubles awaiting me, perhaps.

no one's gonna miss me. unless they really needed me to solve their problem.

anyway, i didn't missed any of them.

i think i miss my bed more.

强颜欢笑的日子，谁最厉害？

when i go back to work tomorrow, i think the champion's gonna be me

good friday's coming.

it's public holiday.

another day of enjoyment.

it'll be two years.

i'm glad i've been living my life fine.

i'm glad i'm growing up, no longer living in the past.

i will continue to :)
even if it means for the sake of it.

vacation leave

i'm all alone at home now.
耳边没有嘈杂声，多爽！！

only me, the fan and my laptop.
& the renovations.
you know the meaning of ulitmate shioknesss?
you know the feeling of lazing around?

i planned to go and do my nails today.
once again, i gave up the idea coz i prefer lazing at home.
i did it myself instead. haha
i'm a lazy pig!

prolly going back to nyp tmr.
shall see how again.
haha!
:)

失望啊失望。。。

i was looking forward to mentor's return.
i thought she would speak up for me regarding the issue.
i thought she would continue to guide me along, let me ask her questions..
in the end, everything was not up to my expectations.
in the end, she wanted me to follow ___.
in the end, she's going to throw me in the lurch without bothering me.
tell me, who knows i went to store again today to collect my items?

seriously, i'm very very disappointed.
ok fine.
you are going to throw me alone.
you want me to follow people who doesn't let me express my views and opinions.
ok fine.
i will show you too that i don't need to depend on anyone.
even if i need to depend on anyone, it won't be anyone in this place.
我会找到自己的一片天。你们等着瞧！

发泄中。。。

i don't like this.
i'm twenty this year. not THREE YEARS OLD.
can you kindly respect my decisions?
let me make my own decisions? is it hard?
even if i fail, i learn.
just let me learn the hard way.
& not making decisions on my behalf without my permission (just because you are of seniority)

you are not my mentor, you didn't teach me any of those orderings and stuffs.
you have totally no right to tell me not to listen to my mentor.
i have my way of doing things, just learn to respect it okay?
i am the one doing the ordering. not you. so just keep your mouth shut. i'm fine without your help; without you telling me how to place my things, without you MESSING MY THINGS UP.

you don't want to do the physical work, fine! i'll do it.
you don't want to help with the clearing, fine! i'll do it.
just let others see how the girls are doing the guys' job while the guys are doing god-knows-what.
not that i mind doing the guys' job. i'm used to it anyway.
i just hate it when you use 'clearing stocks' as an excuse to do simpler jobs.
i just hate it when you clear my items using YOUR WAY and asking me to follow.
like HELLOOOO, WHY SHOULD I!
i just hate it when you start to complain that we overstocked our items when you can't find a place for those items.
like HELLLOOOO, WHO IS THE FIRST ONE WHO ALWAYS SCOLD US WHEN WE RAN OUT OF ITEMS!
like HELLLLOOO, WHO IS THE PERSON WHO TOLD US TO ORDER MORE!

please, just do EVERYONE  a favour. if you don't know anything, just keep your freaking mouth shut. no one will think that you are dumb.

seriously, i know what to do.
seriously, i know who to look for when in need.
seriously, i know i do not need you to teach me what to do
seriously, look out. beware. i'm gonna show you i mean what i say.
no, not only you. everyone.
that i can be independent.
that without you, i can survive on my own well.

you have made me a very vulgar person these two days.
i need to start quitting scolding unhealthy stuffs.
& thanks to those who are here to listen to me grumble and mumble.
thanks to those who joked with me to cheer me up.
:)

anyway, on a side note,
i went back to hougang yesterday.
踢腿 a little. the after effects were not bad.
skipped the 跳跃 .
my 后扫 is totally cui. oh well, expected. it was nv good in the first place.
my 套路-s are lagi worse.
basically beside 五步拳，功力拳, others, i forgot a little here and there.
HAHAHAHAH! omg.
one day, i need to start getting them back. one day
one goodness-knows-when day.
lol! :D

NEW BAG!



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yeah, i got a new bag!

on a side note, i spent my whole afternoon playing

fruit ninja, my new favourite game!

& am spending my saturday night watching old episodes of

天才冲冲冲.

it's omg funny!

weekends, i simply hate it when u pass too fast!

:)



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