失望啊失望。。。

i was looking forward to mentor's return.
i thought she would speak up for me regarding the issue.
i thought she would continue to guide me along, let me ask her questions..
in the end, everything was not up to my expectations.
in the end, she wanted me to follow ___.
in the end, she's going to throw me in the lurch without bothering me.
tell me, who knows i went to store again today to collect my items?

seriously, i'm very very disappointed.
ok fine.
you are going to throw me alone.
you want me to follow people who doesn't let me express my views and opinions.
ok fine.
i will show you too that i don't need to depend on anyone.
even if i need to depend on anyone, it won't be anyone in this place.
我会找到自己的一片天。你们等着瞧！