wee~~
how about some proper postings..
still without photos???
hahha..
sorry ah..
i've been a lazy girl la..
haha.
have been out of home quite recently..
as in.
i havent really been staying at home doing homework. haha
and i think i have grown fat.
2 consecutive nights having supper at Mac
plus having tze char at 12 midnight has contributed to it.
-.-
that was on 27th la...
went to celebrate ah boy's birthday.
haha.
anyway, his birthday is today..
so~~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH BOY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
although you always bully me
suan me..
beat me..
hahah..
i still be good girl,
wish you happy birthday.
=)))
hahhahahah!!!!!!!!

yesterday, saturday,
was planned off.
so me and family went to parkway parade.
and i bought my star star ring again..
well..
not exactly the same one that i lost,
but.. well.. similar..
so..
i guess i should just settle for it.
hehe.
then,
also went to g2000 to find Kim,
ex-manager.
yeah, she was shocked to see me.
and she asked me how is GTM now..
couldnt bring myself to say alot of things happen..
so in the end i told her the shop was ok~~
haha.
except that derick left liao la..
then now have alot of part timers,
and every day very messy
and go home very late.
haha..
i really dont know what else to tell her..
she say she is no longer my boss.
but..
like what i told Hafizah once,
once my supervisor,
always my supervisor,
i tell Kim the same thing,
once my manager,
always my manager.
for she taught me many things before.
helped me many times.
even though i used to be unhappy with her for some things,
i really thought she can be a good leader in some ways.
and this made me think,
how would GTM be like now,
if she were to be still here.
and not Soh Hwee..
haish..
things past and now s different..
and they cannot be back to the same anymore.
=x

woo..
something worth mentioning..
i went to G2 black label.
next to g2000.
but that shop like no one dare to go in like that..
was super super quiet lo..
and the staffs there wear suits.
even the 'trainees'
not like other normal outlets,
where only manage wear suits leh...
then i tell kim i want work there..
really la..
like super high class lo..
even their hangers are different from normal G2000 outlets leh..
people..
u guys should go and see..
it's like so ....
aarrgghh...
so envious of people working there...
>.<>.<

i have new eyecandy lo....
and he is my new eye candy....
the real motive of this video is not about 鬼鬼
it's not about the love between 王子 and 鬼鬼
but...
王子
hahha... and im like so high over him now..
he is my one and only eye candy for now..
*throws away the old one and flush down the drain*

work:
people,
SALES IS HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
that means,
my work at gtm is getting crazier and crazier.
just the past weekend,
on 23rd dec,
my shift was supposed to be 12-10.
i ended up working
12pm to 12am.
-.-
if that wasnt enough,
24th dec, i was supposed to work morning shift.
and shop opened at 11am.
that means, i usually report work at 1015.
but on that day,
i report work at 0830!!!!!!!!!!!!!
just because work wasnt finish at 12am the night before.
omg...
i was like so damn tired lo...

then on 25th dec,
i was working afternoon shift.
then me, derick, wendy and leon
we were intending to go mac at night.
i told them i think i cnt finish work by 1045,
which was the time planned to go mac.
in the end,
the three of them came to g2000 to find me..
and help us finish the work.
and we see,
ex-parttimers working at g2000
to help everyone finish work.
when those who SHOULD stay to help out with work
actually went home first.
derick, leon and wendy could just sit there and stare and talk, whatever,
but they still chose to help us out in the end...
see????
after that, kally joined us at the 24 hr mac.
and we talked and chat all the way to 2am++ before we left..
hahha..
seems like so long before we were having such gathering lo...
=)))

training:
training last night was...
actually was ok de..
but i was a bit disappointed with my performance.
coz i was abit not feeling well.
ate too much junk food these few days.
-.-
then alot of things i didnt do well.
plus my legs were like numb already.
*stupid sales at g2000*
blah blah..
eric gave us some physical training too..
hahah.

then after training,
we went to mac again.
hahha..
and i started junk food eating again.
hahhaa.
and got a lot of m&m chocs.
haha
christmas present from HaoJun senior
=)
hahah.
blah blah..
then
me, JingTing, ZhongMing, JiangDa took bus 72 home together.
3 bus stops later,
a guy came up to us and told us that he saw a wallet left behind at the bus stop where we took our bus.
JiangDa checked his bag,
and realised that it was his wallet.
then he went back to get it.
ZhongMing followed him.
then me and JingTing accompanied him.
hahah..
means the 4 of us went down the bus
and ran 3 bus stops back to get JiangDa's wallet.
and the 3 bus stops difference was like really very very very big lo..
it was like such a long distance back.
JiangDa and ZhongMing could really run man...
me and JingTing run until tired le.
then we started to jog..
as we were reaching the bus stop that we first took our bus,
we saw the next bus 72 come already
then we sprint again.
it became,
JiangDa ran all the way to get back his wallet,
ZhongMing accompanied him
then me and JingTing ran all the way back
to catch the next bus 72.
hahaha...
and of course,
company JiangDa all the way back also la..
hahha.
was really a very very good physical training for all of us.
woo~
went home very very tired..
but happy..
=)
then

heyhey... havent been blogging for the past few days again... haha... because i am busy!!!!! haha.. busy indulging in Brown Sugar Macchiato. 黑糖玛奇朵~~ haha... Prince is like soooooooooooo handsome can?????? besides that, i have been busy working.

and of course, not forgetting that i just went out with xiaomao and michelle on wednesday. and i was like super high. haha....why? haha. because of 1 Soo Kee ring. the whole thing was rather stupid la.. the 3 of us saw the same ring that we liked at the Soo Kee shop in Bugis.. it had 3 diamonds on it, and gave us the 'shooting star' feel. but there was no price tag on it. so the three of us were guessing the price of it. i guessed $1500++, xiaomao guessed $1800++, then michelle guessed $2K++. then we went to the atrium there, where there was a Soo Kee jewelery display or some sort la... duno what's tt called. then we saw that ring.. with the price tag. and it cost.. $1098!!!!!!!!! lots more cheaper than what we guessed lo... and we were like going ga ga over the ring, then michelle said something that i almost felt like strangling her.. she went, 'Ping ah, i think you might as well go marry a Soo Kee jeweller.' OMG... and xiaomao said one of the person heard what she said.. *faints* but but but.. we 3 still like that ring alot alot.. ahhaha...

after that we went to take neoprints.. but sadly, the quality wasnt very good. haish.. nvm.. most important is that we have the memories. =) michelle left us after that, then left me and xiaomao.. went to the food junction to sit down and eat while chat chat chat.. haha. was mostly talking about dumb dumb la.. who else~~ haha... after that, she went home, i went for training. haha. training was.. erm~~ ok~.. nothing much. coz there wasnt a lot of people. =x

yesterday.... which is thur.. something really funny happened. felyssia was working at tampines mall. so i went to meet her for dinner. but, the problem was, she got lost in tampines mall and century square!!!!!!!!! haha.. from charles and keith at tampines mall 2nd level, i dont know how she walk to BHG at century square. and she couldnt find g2000, where we said we would meet. then she told me she was at BHG, i told her then i wait for her at Espirit. at the entrance of tampines mall opposite BHG. in the end, i dont know how she walk walk walk, she was at the other end of tampines mall, whereby Espirit just launched a new shop 'ESC by espirit.' i think she was there, then she couldnt find me.. then she walk walk walk, in the end, she ended up at g2000. -.- i was laughing like mad lo... hahah.. i kept saying that she was really like psyduck.. omg... felyssia, i always thought i am already very blur and sotong.. now that you are actually more blur and sotong than me... hahahahahahhaha..

then then, at night, it was late night supper at Mac again!!!!!!!!! haha. with derick. so long nv go for late night supper with him, claire and gang. haha. anyway, we were mostly talking about espirit and g2000 la.. comparing between the 2. and im like so tempted to go there seh... double pay, 1.5 rate... gosh!!!!! DERICK'S PAY WAS 11 BUCKS YESTERDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ggggggrrrrr...and he worked full shift leh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! not fair!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! of course, i told him about someone~~ haha. that someone... i shall not say who first la... will say when the time comes. anyway, everyone in g2000 know ba. haha. *shrugs* and it's not about bgr la.. it's about politics. haha.

kkx.. this post is very wordy. shall end here to go for lunch.
bye~~

kids are just so easy to pacify...
this small little guy..
i duno what's his name..
he's my mum's friend's grandson.
they call him 小臭臭 or
小不点
dont ask me why..
haha.
i dont know...
*shrugs*
but i just know he loves the camera alot alot..
he simply loves my 3.2 alot.
haha.
and this cn be told from the pictures above bah..
hehe.
hopefully,
can see him soon again..
haha.

*****

havent really been blogging for quite some time..
until now..
hahaha..
i am now recently Black Sugar Macchiato-ing
王子~~
i have so many things to do on hand..
i mean.. studies la..
reports, projects..
blah blah...
but i am really not in the mood la..
hahaha...

*****

dumbdumb messaged me last night..
but i only received them today afternoon..
i slept early ma..
hahah.
cannot blame me.
haha...
i want go watch 黄金路 already.
ttz all for now bah.. hehe
tata~~

okok..
being the one who have the most photos
that was taken during the wushu grading,
i guess i should really post them up soon.
hahah.
photos have been delayed for too long. hehe.
sorry..
anyway.. here goes.


pictures taken on 25th November 2007:
wushu grading

snapped by me at lavender MRT station
while waiting for others to arrive




grading held at HongWen school.
*nervous nervous*




me..
with my white belt...
^^



my wushu buddy.
jingting and me
^^


me and corinne were taking pictures at the same time.
this was from my camera...



while this was from corinne's camera.
haha.
interesting huh??



one of my favourite picture.
tong leis: corinne, me, WeiChong,
plus WeiMun.



the 3 red belt seniors:
WeiChong, Jessen, Jeremy.



series of group photo with white beltees.
enjoy!!!!

the white belt-ees..
hehe.

ttz all of grading pictures i have..
hehe..
but but..
i really enjoyed tt day alot..
it was really a good experience.
^^V

holidays are here!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WOOHOO~~!!!!!!!!!!
there are just too many things to upload.
and to do.
i seriously dont think i have the time to do them all at once...
so i shall take things bit by bit.
though it's holidays.
i still have reports to chiong
still have projects to chiong.
in my hands now,
i have 5 of them
good 5 of them
and plus work at gtm,
when sales is coming.
i think....
and i requested for maximising of my hours.
i think i should be managing my time better.
well well..
and the first thing is to be a good girl
and goes to bed now.
=)
*nights*

common test reflection

monday, 10th december: Organic chemistry
the paper was... fine?? considered ba.. haha. never thought organic chemistry can be so okay de. haha. thanks lots to evelyn chia and her boyfriend (sorry, i dont know his name) for helping me clear my doubts over almost everything. especially the reaction mechanism part. it did actually came out during structured question. but something happened that made me feel like tearing the paper. MARKONIKOV RULE!!!!!!!!!!! i studied it, evelyn went through it with me for about 2 hours to 3 hours. in the end, it appeared in MCQ. -.- aarrgghhh!!!! oh well, better than nothing. just hope that there will be at least a B. haha. although i do hope there will be an A though. heheh. though seems like a bit hard.

tuesday, 11th december: Biochemistry
despite taking evelyn's warning that Alvin's MCQ can be a killer, and i really studied it through until past midnight, i still tikam through like... 3/4 of the paper??? ya, i studied glycolysis, kreb cycle, and gluconeogenesis, and it came out so many until i dont know which is which. the worse was, the options given were all about the same. *faints* MCQ has all along been my weak points since last year. now, i am given 30 minutes to finish 40 MCQs. that means, i have less than 1 minute per question to vomit everything about glycolysis, kreb cycle, gluconeogenesis, oxidation phosphorylation and blah blah other things.. >.<>.<>.<> i have been dreaming of what i studied for past 3 nights. damn shit man.. i think i am under the curse of biology. everytime freak out in the subject with the word BIO. last sem was microBIOLOGY A. this sem is BIOchemistry, cell BIOLOGY, and microBIOLOGY B. i wonder how am i going to live through this sem... haish~~

friday, 14th december: IT for life science
LAST PAPER!!!!!!!!!!!!! first time i didnt freak out in MCQ, but almost freaked out in structure questions.. seriously no comments about this paper. if i flunk, i guess i deserve it, because i was already in a holiday mood on thursday night, and hence, didnt really study well for this paper. oh well~~ it's over, and i dont think i want talk about it, =x

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO VINCENT NG!!!!!
his actual birthday falls on the 6th december.
but i was too busy to blog yesterday.
so.. i would do it today. heheh
he has been my idol since...
i was 12.
now, i am already 17.
5 years already..
hahaha.
he is my idol forever. ^^V


*****


today is 7th december.
which means..
today is my payday!!!!!
derick choo zhen feng,
i still remember something!!!!
hahahha!!!!!
money money~~


*****


i went to gtm to check if i could collect my pay slip today.
and i found out something that really pissed me off.
that is,
a new part time gal,
is actually wearing my name tag at work.
MY NAME TAG.
THE ONE WITH MY NAME ON IT!!!!
wth!!!!!
i asked SiangTing and LiChao why was she wearing it,
then they told her she shouldnt be wearing my name tag
but should be wearing 'trainee' instead.
then the gal say that there wasnt any more 'trainee' name tags
so SH ask her to wear mine.
GGGRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HOW CAN?!?!?!?!?!?!?
then i ask SH why is the gal wearing my name tag.
then she say,
since i am not working,
so let the gal wear my name tag.
WTF!!!!!!!!
name tag, to me, is a form of responsibility.
at work, when i wear my name tag,
means i am responsible of what i am doing
i will hold responsible for my own actions.
however,
when someone else wears my name tag,
that will mean that i am holding responsibility for someone else.
when i dont even know her,
i dont know what is she doing.
its not that i think that the new gal will make mistakes and i have to hold responsible.
but,
customers usually recognises names of staffs before recognising features.
hence,
during these two weeks when i am not around,
customers, thinking she is me,
if there were to be any comments,
with my name written on it,
what am i suppose to do?
then,
if MSP were to come
and suay suay kena that girl.. (i hope not though)
then wrote my name
so..
am i going to hold responsibility????
I WONT,
EVEN IF THEY FORCE ME TO!!!!!
stupid SH.
i seriously dont know what is she doing.
after next week,
when i go back,
there better be nothing bad happening that is concerning my name
regarding this matter.
i shall hold her responsible for everything.
i wont blame that girl.
she's new, she cant help but follow orders.
i shall hold SAW SOH HWEE responsible.
for she was the one who asked that gal to wear my name tag.
SH has stepped on another bomb of mine.
besides the things i felt above.
that is,
i dont like people to touch my things,
or even USE them without my permission.
call me selfish, whatever.
one might says that name tag still belongs to gtm, nt me,
so i shouldnt be saying this.
but the fact is,
on it,
it is printed my name.
i have been using it for the past year.
that's why,
i have considered it mine.
and i am still pissed about it.
ggrrr...
>.<>

dont know what happen to me today.

really 名副启明 de

silly gong gong gal like that.

do everything all like blur blur de.

i take bus to school can almost overshot

coz i was sleeping.

then sleeping in 3 hour cell bio lecture.

not throughout all la..

but.. 1/4 lo.

hehe.

and wasnt paying much attention to it

>.<

then when i was sleeping,

my highlighter accidentally stain my windbreaker...

aaarrgghhh!!!!!

adidas windbreaker got orange stain...

*heart pain*

then,

i just realise that i forget bring my organic chemistry tutorial to school

when today got the tutorial.

and i havent do it somemore.

then then,

when i was going to zap another one,

HuiYan ask me pass PeiShan's data sheet to her,

then i stupid stupid

go and zap her data sheet.

dont know for what also.

waste $$...

dont know what will happen later.

sians.

really gong diao liao.
worse,
i just realise...
my file crack liao...
*heart pain*
the file i used since i was....
like sec 1 or sec 2 lo...
haish...
i think i cracked it when i slept on it during cell bio lecture.
-.-

must be not enough sleep.

if let that dumb dumb know i so gong,

sure die de..

lucky dumb dumb dont know this blog.

haha.

saturday sunday still got work..

but but...

i dont know what shift i working leh..

haha.

shall call them and ask about it.

or i call Li Chao ask her help me see.

i super lazy go down.

see that shop so much until i feel like tearing it down liao.

grr...

*****

training yesterday..

oooh...

eric taught us DAO!!!!!

hahahahaha...

but my hand want to break liao.

we gave him the thank you card,

and all the other coaches went

'WOAH....'

haha...

then after training play dog and bone,

full court.

omg.. so big space lo...

then i did something really dumb la..

11 people per group.

then GY ask me what number am i.

i told him i 12.

then i was happy happy telling ZhongMing about it,

then GY call number 4,

which is my actual number.

then i blur blur....

until the other group win le,

then i realise i number 4...

-.-

*****

this post like a but too long le.

hehe.

i go do tweeny weeny bit of OC tutorial le.

buahaha.

byebuaiz¬

yoohoo!!!!!!!!!!!! haha
had a small conversation with uncle chua 2nights ago.
on msn.
and the first thing i did was to
matchmake him and XXX
haha...
*secret secret*
haha.
but he rejected XXX.
hhaha.
bad seh...
so long never talk with him le.
haha...

*****

GRADING'S OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WOOHOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha...
grading was held at HongWen School.
made me really nervous lo..
but it was a new experience,
because i was taking the grading test with a lot of people.
then there were a lot a lot of small kids.
some as small as 4 to 5 years old.
then,
there was this CUTE little boy,
number 17.
he is like sooooooooooooooooooooo damn cute.
and i mean, REALLY CUTE.
chubby face with samll eyes.
so look like winnie the pooh.
hahha..
i went gaga over him.
-.-
actually want to take picture with him,
but in the end, when i finish
he went off le..
*sad*

but i took alot alot of pictures with the other NYP white belt-ees.
shall upload them some other day,
when i am free.
after grading went to work.
feel damn siao lo.
my legs were numb until dont know like what..
jelly legs.
grr...

work is piling up like crazy.
at this moment,
im left with:
- biochemistry report,
which i die die will finish it today

- IT for Life Science assignment,
which i dont know how to start.

- organic chemistry tutorial,

- biostats tutorial,

- e-tutorials

- revisons...

blah blah blah...

i wonder how am i going to finish them all...
grrrr

and i so feel like sleeping now.
at 6.19 pm.
when i woke up at 1pm today...

hohoho.. just came back from work.
basically, work was quite boring today..
all the way until closing.
because..
two things happen,
one which makes me went -.-|||
and the other made me laugh until like crazy.
1. men side's shutter wasnt working.
ok..
it spoilt.
the whole thing just got stuck in some place which was further in than it should be.
and couldnt come out.
i tried forcing it out at first.
and i almost pulled half of it out,
which, if dropped out,
would crash my head.
in the end, SH and LiChao went up the ladder,
and did all they could to fix it,
but to no avail.. haha
then they called the dont know who..
and that person got it fixed.
nt exactly fixed,
just that at least the shutter was pulled down.
haha.

2. i was wiping the glass outside ladies.
actually, to be exact, i finished.
and was about to go into the shop.
then thomas low came.
di-siaoed me by placing his hand on the glass,
and dirty it.
i took my revenge
by using the magic kleen (the blue solution)
go his shop outside,
and sprayed it on one of the display.
then walked away coolly.
haha
at first he thought i was going to spray him
but i didnt.
so i sprayed his display instead.
another colleague of his was standing behind the display.
he stunned also lo..
haha.
saw him 吓倒
then i think his other colleagues also lo..
haha
of course that thomas low was the most shocked.
then i just told him,
'你自己擦hor..'
he bo bian, really have to clean it himself.
hahah..
omg..
i really laughed the hell out man...
when i saw him clean the glass..
hahhaa.
think back now,
im still laughing...
and laughing like crazy.
see la...
di-siao me somemore...
i make sure u get back double only.
hahha!!!!!!

let's see what he dare do to me next time
hahaha!!!!!
*spray spray*

derick's last day today.
means, last day im playing with his PSP.
sian....
after claire quitted,
i didnt have any gal partner to bitch with me,
except li chao.
now that derick has quit,
tomorrow onwards,
no partner for dinner,
no supper buddy,
no rubbish bin to crap with me,
NO PSP!!!!!!!!!!!
sian....
>.<>

COUNTDOWN TO GRADING
~ 2DAYS.

WHITE BELT-EES
加油!!!!!!!
祝大家升带成功!!!!!!!

miaomiao just came back from austrailia.
and she said she bought me chocolates.
ahahha.
thanks girl.. love ya~~

speaking of australia,
our course was offered a overseas study trip to austrailia...
we get to visit their manufacturing plant,
chemist warehouse,
and also the retail pharamacy over there.
which, i heard, is very different from the ones in Singapore.
i want to go..
but it's like..
$1500+++
for 6 days.
excluding airport tax which is $330...
and also our expenses over there.
haish..
i guess i can only forget about it.
and leave it to fate,
and see if i get the chance to go in year 3 then.
sad..
>.< *dumbdumb, thanks for your messages that cheered me up*

i have been losing my sleep these few nights. and i think this is continuing, when never-ending reports pile up, when common tests are coming. haish... just last night, i almost went crazy with my biochem report. i thought of using excel to plot the graph, but i didnt know how to plot the best fit using Excel. so i plot it manually. in the end,i also dont know how to plot best fit manually. -.- in the end, felysssia teach me how to plot the best fit in excel. so i used excel. then the values gave me such a big headache, in the end, i did one report, using my home PC, and my notebook together. mummy say i do big business. hmm.. blah blah.

im now with corinne, at her SCM talk. coz i dont know what to do. and i seriously dont understand anything about what they are listening. when everyone is like paying so much attention to it. haha. i seriously like my SCL better. haha. at least i know what i am doing there, rather listening to logistics thingy, which is giving me the -.-??? look.hahha

i don't know why, but i seem to have been doing things that makes me feel guilty. first, i actually forgot to message xiaomao on her birthday. i was actually one day late. after reading her blog, and knowing that she had been waiting for my message fo the whole day, but did not received it at all until 17th nov 12am, really makes me feel very guilty. to think i had forgotten my bestest friend's birthday. grr.. though she says she doesn't mind, i still feel guilty about it. >.<>.<

IT'S XIAOMAO'S 17TH BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

happy birthday to u~
happy birthday to u~
happy birthday to xiaomao~~~
happy birthday to u~~~

this might be 2 days late.
sorry... i wasnt free to blog.
>.<>

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人在成长的过程中，
难免遇到挫折
懂得保护自己
也要懂得爱自己
生命的乐章
看你自己怎样去谱写
躲避不一定躲得过
面对不一定最难受
得到不一定能长久
失去不一定不再有
转身不一定最软弱
别急着说别无选择
别以为世上只有对与错
许多事情的答案都不只一个
所以我们永远有路可以走
你能找到理由难过
也一定能找到快乐
懂得放心的人找到轻松
懂得遗忘的人找到自由
懂得关怀的人遭到朋友
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she has not been in a good mood recently. hasnt been in a mood to do things, even those that she likes. she doesnt even knows why. so there isnt a need to ask much. everything in her world seems to be going all over the place, things are becoming weirder and weirder. nothing seems to be normal. at least, that is what she thinks. her weird behavior might have affected some people in a way or other. hence, she apologises for her weird attitude. for being normal at some times, and abnormal at the other times. apologises for the attitude problems that she has been giving. she will try her best to recover. as soon as possible. if she can. =/

i literally slept through the whole of IT lecture today.
and i mean,
i REALLY sleep...
-.-
i just woke up,
flip to the page,
see what slide lecturer is talking about,
scribble a bit here and there,
then continue to sleep...
-.-

really tired today...
practically slept everywhere...
on bus,
in lecture...
BUT BUT BUT
i didnt sleep during organic chemistry lecture..
haha
it's like..
the fourth lecture conducted by her,
and yet, this is the first lecture i didnt fall asleep in lectures conducted by her.
hence,
i know what she is talking about when she explains
reaction mechanism
haha.
*proud*

LiChao has fallen sick le..
>.<>.<>.<>明天过后
dont know why..
it really makes me think a lot...

then 家的名字
suits people who are missing home alot alot..
because it sorts of talking about missing home..
*nice nice*

k la..
i want catch beauty sleep already...
tmr gt wushu again..
gong li quan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

byebuaiz ^^

i havent really seen u for a long time
i havent talk to u for a long time
i havent been receiving messages from u for a long time
am i thinking too much,
or is it really because of the last message...

u disappeared for a period of time once...
i got used to it after a while..
i didnt really gave much care that time..
but after a while, yeah, i did gave it a damn.

now, i do hope that u would not disappear again...
i would not want to get used to it again...

it's true that ur appearance these few weeks did not make much difference to me.
but i guess recently it does..
when i am faced with so many problems.
and i realise that i've always been telling you them.
u were once my rubbish bin
one whom i can tell all my problems.
now, we arent even talking.
u cannot even see my gloomy face...
and ask me what's wrong..

i really dont know what to say now....
randomized...

dont ask me whats wrong...
coz everything is very wrong.

okok.. after finishing with the pictures, here is my... diary of the day. actually is 2 days la..
firstly, yesterday:

8th november:
deepavali day. it's a public holiday, but i gt work. AND IT'S FULL SHIFT!!!!!!!!!!!
damn tiring yesterday lo.. plus i wasnt in a good condition.
i didnt clear the bin of clothes at all lor!!!!!!
am so disappointed with myself... l
uckily there wasnt any stocks.
the whole shop was in a total mess, as though it was sales period, though it wasnt...
i stand by the fitting room duty the whole day since the crowd came.
before that, i changed the mannequin's clothes.
but i felt that the top looked weird.
heck care.
anyway, i stood the fitting room the whole day trying to clear everything, but no avail..
=(
i was really tired,
so towards end of day, KB took over me,
then i went to tidy up the G2 side.
tired tired~~
luckily, derick and LiChao worked full too.
accompany me.
but LiChao like falling sick le...
must take care~~
then derick.. haha.
he work full, then went for break.
we got our pay, and he like rich liao..
actually agreed to my suggestion of having our lunch at cafe cartel,
even though i say he treat me.
-.-
in the end still end up at U-taste ma~...
then dinner time, when i suggested for fun that we go Hans,
he actually really went lo..
but take a look at the menu only then no more liao.
hahha. too ex.. cannot la~~~
but he promised me that he will treat me to Ramen 10 when he gets the job at Espirit. YEAH!!!!!!
i hope he gets the job.
haha.
then i shall burn his pocket.
hahah...
*evil grins*
oh ya oh ya....
i simply love derick's PSP!!!
coz gt that car racing game, which made me got hooked.
then i pester him during both breaks for his PSP..
of course he got let me play. haha
actually i position 2 de..
but end up last.
coz i was speeding,
then the police car buang me..
>.<>

pictures time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WARNING: LOTS OF PICTURES AHEAD!!!!!!!!

work:

me and nuh,

my pack stock partner.

we packed the whole storeroom together last week

and im glad that it has not been back to square one YET!!!

hah.

derick's pink psp.

i played with it during break time

i love the car racing game!!!!!!

^^

derick engrossed in his game.

i hope he wont whack me when he sees this.

IF he comes.

haha.

school

what the lecturer went through today.

a mindmap about immunology of human.

*faints*

going through it in yr 2 de.

*faints faints*

the moss leave cell drawing that i drew

for cell biology.

the first drawing which i am so damn proud of.

^^

what PeiShan drew on HongYi's phone.

she drew it upside down.

clever gal...

at Microbiology B practical lesson

PeiShan

i dont know if she's going to whack me not..

but i know,

she asked me to post de ma..

hor???

hahah.

*did you?*

lab buddies,

felyssia, me, khairul

the main aim of this picture is not the messy table.

but the crowd at the side.

everyone wants to take a look at their cells and viruses,

and whiping out the camera phones to snap those cells pictures.

me and PeiShan

^^

PeiShan, Felyssia, me

MicroBiology B follow up 2:

the 3 gals who were left out of the lab

coz they forgot their lab coat.

RuiYi and Dionis in it.

Janella hid away...

see...

the 3 gals..

look so ke lian hor??

the fun of the day:

snapfreezing our media

in liquid nitrogen

our crayovials in liquid nitrogen.

WARNING: cannot put hand in.

later ur hand take out will break.
like glass...

the snapfreeze-ed crayovials.

turned yellow.

cool~

Microbiology B follow up 1:

SiauHui and mine...

T75 flask.

with the maintenance media and HepG2 cells + Kunjin virus...

HeoG2 cells before being infected with KunJin virus.

HepG2 cells after being infected with Kunjin virus.

zone of clearing, dead cells seen visible.

this is the cytopathic effect,

aka CPE.

cool!!!!!!!!!
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