i duno what to say. i dont know what is exactly happening. seriously, i dont know. i never want things to turn out this way lo...... maybe it's just the fact that we have nothing in common to talk about now? sians lo. dont know, dont care, dont want to know. heck care la. ggrrss. is this the result i want? i dont think so lo.


*i feel so bad doing those things to XXX.
but seriously, if i dont speak up my true feelings,
i will burst. i have tolerated it for a long time le.
i want to do something about it.
but what?*

microbiology a

o.O

thanks, evelyn.

for helping me sooooooo much in my microbiology a report writing.

haha.

i am so freaking inexperienced in writing this report lo...

but evelyn saved me.

and my friends.

a bunch of sotongs in report writing.

haha.

mmmm.......

i hope everything will come out well bahs....

ipct test is like soo..... duno how to say lah. haish.

=x

2nd week of school...

time really flies... and it's the second week of school now... FINALLY my lecture notes and tutorials problems are solved. thanks to the business scool aunties who helped us alot. though they messed up PeiShan's and Janella's lecture notes, and also extra photocopied 6 pages of tutorias which i already had. =.= but they were nice enough to redo everything for us, and recharge us. haha. and their paper is good quality de lo.... i guess if the enginnering block printing shop aunties were to be in this suitation, she would be scolding vulgariteis, then chasing us to other blocks to do the photocopying because she 'still have alot of things to do'. haha. heck care. most importantly, i finished everything.

i guess i am too used to the way mr haifz and mr lai taught biology and chemistry bahs. i cant seem to get use to changing molar mass to Molarity, and dm^3 to Litres. blah blah.
i cnt seem to get use to not scribbling anything down onto my lecture notes when the lecturers are teaching. i think mr hafiz really trained us well by forcing us to take down everything he said. haha. lucky me.

now then i realise, the girls in my class are a bunch of ... hyper??? not really lah. but just that we can get very high about very little things. especially over what happened in South Canteen today. haha. laugh until bao. but i am not going to elaborate about it. haha. let's just laugh and laugh about it. haha. =D

BUT play gui play. we have alot of reports ad projects to do starting from this week. and we are a bunch of inexperienced people lo... then everyone like so blur like that. haish.... projects plus report plus test. omg. i am growing grey hair.. can i have some motivation?? someone give me some motivation can?

*smiles all over my face*
=DDD

1 wk le...

so fast. school has started for 1 wk le... after this wk, no more playing. nth but serious studying..... lecture and tutorials have been a torture, without my tutorials and lecture notes. but hopefully by wednesday, i have everythng already. my inorganic chem and physical chem tutorials are ready, microbiology a lecture notes are ready, tutorials are online, maths, microbiology a practical manuals, communication skills, ipct, business mandrin are printed out... i guess what's left over are my inorganic chemistry and physical chemistry lecture notes. haish.... they are costing a bomb man...... i better do well. so i wont dui bu qi the money i spent on these notes. so i wont dui bu qi the dont-know-how-many trees that i had mass killed. hah. ok.. i guess this is about it. seriously, i nid to go to bed now. i am freaking tired. =x

lessons

hmms..... suddenly, i feel so lucky that i did not gave up amaths in secondary school. why? because 'maths for life sciences' is all about amaths. nothing but amaths. though i failed amaths everytime in secondary school, i am glad that i have abit of basic knowledge. phew~ or with my kind of lecturer, i guess i wont be able to pass maths at all for my Diploma. haha.

lecture notes and tutorials are giving me headaches. lecturers are not giving us the hard copy to photocopy it, but asking us to dl frm CMS instead. but CMS is always so kuku. some notes are uploaded, some arent. wth lo. then when we went to the printing room to print, it is too time consuming lo.... the printer is always too slow.... haish....

anyway, today me and janella went to causeway pt to print the notes from our thumbdrive. but tht shop charges damn ex lo.... in the end went to slack at Mac. yesh, it's Mac again. everytime Mac. haha. anyway, we talked about alot alot of things lah.... nice knowing her. haha

peishan ah peishan.... get well soon hor? dun sick sick le lah. like tt how to interact with bacteria? haha. cheers.

=D

xiao qing ge

my new background song-- xiao qing ge. by SuDaLu, or SodaGreen as they are known in their country bahs. i heard this song from 933. i thought it was quite soothing, especially after listening to it after a few times. so just intro this song to u guys bah.... have fun listening. =D

dead

2nd day of school nia and im battery flat. seriously. why dont u try. wake up 0530am for consecutive 2 days. listening to boring lectures. going blur about maths. to make things worse, it's additional maths. =.= i open my tutorial only. and the first thing i see is questions about surds. lol. and those lecture notes and lab coat cost me a bomb man. i only have $74 left to last me till 7th may. gd luck to me. i am going to be budget, i guess..... haish........ gd luck to me bahs..... b_d

Tired ah!!!!!

drop dead tired. woke up 0730 just to catch that stoopid MSP meeting by evelyn at 9am. want my life eh.... sit down there listen to her nag nag nag. then start work straaight away coz me morning shift. wth. then somemore i so damn freaking hungry, and i didnt know why. so stupid lo. and i went everywhere in the shop complaining to everyone (except the customers of course) that i am hungry... hahah. in the end, ah zah they let me 1pm take lunch. haha. went home 6pm + lo..... tired. want to slp. but im still sitting here blogging.. aha. tmr have to wake up 0530. i wonder how i am going to force myself up. sians............

BUT THEN HOR.......
i found something nice.
my fav song's mv:
点水蜻蜓


cool huh??? im so lucky. haha i love this song to bits. =D

tmr mummie poh's birthday. i wont be blogging tmr bahs. so today must wish her happy birthday in advance.
MUMMIE POH, HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY. BEST WISHES TO U. GD LUCK! FORGET EVERYTHING ABT.... AND START AFRESH BAHS! JIAYOU! HOPE U FIND A BOYFRIEND SOON. HAHA. =D

zhang jing xuan...

Zhang JingXuan's songs heal my bad mood.

he makes my day brighter. =D

My Way

Hurt so bad

Dear you

went to nyp.... for the adventure outing that my mentor organised... quite fun lah.... get to know more friends, like Janella, PeiShan, RuiYi.... haha.... actually is 1pm let off de, but because of the heavy rain, so in the end 2pm + then take bus home. reach tampines ard... 3+, 4+. went to GTM to look for AhBee they all. 'gop' almost all the moomoo milky boy sweets coz SheauShiuan asked me take them home. haha. then i become like santa claus like tt, go everywhere give people sweets... even that Sookee jeweller opposite G-Ladies also got them. haha. see him so kelian, stand there look so tired, 'want to die, dont want to die' those type of look. pity him seh..... so went to talk cock with him, laugh laugh joke joke at so many things. but in the end, he still nid to go and serve customer, so i went home lo..... dead tired when i reached home.... grrs.. haha.

grrs!!!!!!

grr!!!!!

VINCENT NG IS MORE HANDSOME THAN PHUA CHU KANG OK!!!!!!

CHEEZ!!!!!!

hafizah say phua chu kang more handsome....

no lor....

vincent ng is the most handsome lah.

ok?!?!?!

school starts

school is starting. playing time is ending. wait. when did i play in my hols? i was busy working. sloggin for money. haha. lame.
timetable for PS0701 is out. monday start school at 8am. first lesson only, and it's going to be maths. that means, i am going to force myself off the bed at 5.30am to catch my first lesson.-- my all time 'favourite' maths. sian diao. DIE lah.... of all subjects, it's maths.... HIASH!!!!!!


anyway, me and jingting went to watch the NATIONAL INTER SCHOOL WUSHU COMPETITION at manjusri sec. couldnt catch blackie in his 4 duan broadsword competition coz i nid to rush back for work. but guess he did well?? but we saw HerhKai's and ah gong Gordon's competition. not bad lah.... we saw that fierce coach and shortie wilson too... kept running away, avoiding them. butin the end, still got see them lah. the fierce one, guess, dont rmb us anymore. but that short one ah... still chat chat with him lo.... and he is easy to pian. haha. =D

Shop! Shop!

hoho! just went back from bugis with JingTing. actually this was a bu chang shopping day. coz the other time actually want to shop then in the end kena called back to work.
anyway, we went to Phin to eat lunch first. eat till so full.... but worthy. went to bugis street walk here walk there. nothing much to buy anyway. coz the main thing i want to buy is wallet. after that, went IP Zone to look for shuai ge JianWei. chit chat for a while, then JingTing make decison to buy the skeleton bag. she didnt bought it in the end. haha.
coz we got nothing to do, we went to children's arcade. spent $3.50 at there, play and have fun. in the end, redeem 2 pens and 2 packets of gummy. so =.= lo... next time must at least got cute cute soft toys for us to redeem mah.... after that, went home le. really nothing to do. haha.

nyp orientation. turtle memories

i was so looking forward to the orientation. but in the end, i actually missed the orientation for the first two days. it's so =.= duhs. lol.

anyway, i changed my blogskin. heh heh.
turtle makes me think of my dancing turtle few years back. lost it le. =( will never find it back. i miss the dancing turtle. i miss the qi dai feeling of seeing the 'turtle owner' being online when i signed in to MSN. i missed the times when 'turtle owner' and i could chat for hours online without any leng chang. talking about everything. absolute everything. but now, everything is different. everything is totally opposite. turtle owner even forgets that he is turtle owner. haish.... anyway, everthing has been sorted out. guess it's time to walk out of this shadow. missind everything, but i will defintely not miss him. guess that should be the right thing i should do. isnt it? SMILE and everything will pass. ;D

havent been updating my blog.
im still suffering from 'entertaining-bitches-till-siao' tiredness.
tired until dont know like what.
after my second full shift, i still had a nightmare tt night. THAT VERY NIGHT lo. stupid. that was how scary these people are. sheesh~ these few weeks our outlet alot of things happen le... so many tt im too lazy to type. im tired. bye!~