i duno what to say. i dont know what is exactly happening. seriously, i dont know. i never want things to turn out this way lo...... maybe it's just the fact that we have nothing in common to talk about now? sians lo. dont know, dont care, dont want to know. heck care la. ggrrss. is this the result i want? i dont think so lo.


*i feel so bad doing those things to XXX.
but seriously, if i dont speak up my true feelings,
i will burst. i have tolerated it for a long time le.
i want to do something about it.
but what?*