last post in 2012!

i guess this is going to be the last post in 2012 for me?
2012 was good for me.
just a little bit too bad for my health, which can be seen by maxing out on my staff benefits by June 2012. like WTH?!
flu & common cold apart,
gastrics, blood clot in my ear, viral conjunctivitis, cyst removal, crook spine, & lastly root canal treatment, these things I've never expect myself to suffer from them all.

the world didn't end like how it was predicted.
so i guess we shall all look forward to 2013.
better job experiences, better health, better grades, better me.
:)))

the busy random meet-ups

 

random meet up, 4 days in a row.

with JingTing & Fengwei, plus a new lead everyday.

Fri, YeeTian,

Sat, Corinne,

Sun, WeiMun,

Mon, RuiQi & ShuZhen.

 

what i found buried in my wardrobe when i did some spring cleaning.

what i found buried in my cupboard.

OMG so cute!

Ann Michelle's last day.

We'll miss her bubbly nature.

All the best to you in your new job!

 cuiwei's last day.

I'LL MISS HER ALOT!!

my boss at blk 7 who appreciates my hardwork most.

the boss who supports me in everything I do,

the boss who gives me all the time i need to study if I cannot take leave from work.

the boss who can settle every nonsensical people easily.

:)

And exams are over!!!!

2 weeks since i had my last exams of the year.
happily playing around, hanging out with friends on weekends & after work. not forgetting my warfarin project all over again..
& now, let me update all the happening events that i can remember. before & after exams!

October 13:

team building with the people i hold a love-hate relationship with..

November 11:

Great Eastern Women's run.

Our first marathon.

simin & jingfu's wedding!

7th Dec

where the nyp-ians gather!

9th Dec

where the few of us decide to hold a long-time-no-see gather!  

9th December:

work related stuff,

A BRAND NEW RETAIL PHARMACY!!!

& these doesn't conclude our year 2012 yet.
coz Christmas isn't here yet!
well, let's hope we survive 2012 (world end)!
because I've paid for my 6.4K school fees!!!!

EXAMS IN ~10 DAYS!!!!
omg omg omg.
i'm so tense.
i feel like crying everyday.
oh wells.

Hello Nov, the most hated month

i haven't really been looking forward to November 'cause it's the exams month. & i haven't really been mugging hard. it has been an emotional roller coaster week for me, but i'm glad it's over. now, it's really time to get focus on the books & score good grades to end my one year of school. following which, is the start of year 3, and buried in more warfarin. thanks & no thanks.

on a happier side, got to have an impromtu meet-up with some wushu khaki last night. with JT after collecting our ever-first marathon race pack, meeting corinne & fengwei for dinner, & with weichong afterwards. total awesome-ness.

after this much hated month, im gonna have real fun in dec. yeah!

merry christmas is coming. fingers cross to working on either christmas or new year day.

2nd week of October!
time to start climbing up my study mountain & cage myself in it.
ok, i said that since last week.
& today, i finally found a website that could play On Call 36 hours!
so, i've completed 4 episodes, & now, i should do my Epilepsy learning.
see ya~

hello october!

hello october!
time pass real fast! haha!
one more month to exams.
then there goes one year of school + work together.

still as usual, procrastinating every weekend.
end up not doing anything again.
buck up! limshiping!
you said you would stick to your study plan!

xing guang is not as nice without huangjie.
watched one episode, can't even finish it.
ahhh! give me my cai back!

Happy End-September!

it's end of September!! time really zooms!
had an awesome 22 birthday :)
awesome dinner @ childhood favourite restaurant, Kenny Rogers, with family.
stupid lil' sis bought me a purple hydrogen balloon & a cake. awww~
daddy & mummy got me an additional durian pudding~
elder sister got me a pair of new shoes for work~
peishan got me a pink adidas bag~
love-Z got me a dress~ <3 nbsp="nbsp" p="p">ym & i travelled as a tourist at Singapore Zoo & Sentosa for two straight days!!

following which at work,
blk 7 girlies got me macarons surprise~ thanks everyone for all the surprises & efforts & wishes!
hereby 22nd wishes:
my scar to disappear ASAP,
smooth sailing studies & workload.
 :)

anyways,
tmr is 1st october.
happy children's day!!!
:)))))

after he went botak.

HAHA!

gettin busier now,

lesser time together. 

(minus lesson times)

i need to work harder.

school & work & projects.

whatever it is

in order to lead a better life in future.

:D

random :)

little updates here & there~
done with my plastic proceudre, stitches gone.
currently at healing stage, which proves to be a huge challenge for an incompliant me.
then,back from university class chalet :)
the bungalow was HUGE, not as huge as the one PS07 had though.
& warfarin-- still keying data like a robot.
i do hope my effort pays off.
i do not yearn to be recognized by SGH or what.
i just hope for pretty, significant, & presentable data.

oh, by the end of the year,
i need to make a decison.
a decison which may affect my future pathway.
goodlucktome.
may i make a wise decison.
thank you.

update soon.
hahaha!

photo-flooded post!

our date with lobster!

hello didi!! :)

happy birthday chloe wee!

pretty date! heh!

seems like there isn't that much photos in the end. hahaha!
pretty more from my cammy, but i'm going out soon!
so those will be later. :)

14 days since last post.

14 days since last post. i should be more consistent. hahaha!
exams are round the corner. like next week!
viva last week. wasn't that bad. (i think so)

SED proposal was bad. like BAD.
many people told me, it's ok. at least i passed.
i know. i should let it go.
but whenever i think of it, i just feel so 不甘愿

there's so many things i want to do after exams.
my sushi buffet! my adidas bag! my treats!

now i can't wait for exams to be over.
:(
i hope i do better this semester.
All Cs last sem.
how nice for 6000 bucks.

Busy JULY!!!!!

It's july. time flies~
stressed. exams are here again. hahah! don't seem to be studying hard recently.
nel nel is back to singapore this month. met up last week with the whole gang <3
and ruiqi's birthday chalet afterwards. met up with so many people & wushu peeps whom we haven't met for so long.

my working partner is on mc till infinity. i seriously don't know when is she coming back. so all the main jobs go to me now. feeling so lost, she's not around, & cuiwei is not around for two days. had no one to asked, figuring everything myself. too little time for everything, so i sacrificed my sleep to do them all. ok, poor time management.

then today was the mass casualty exercis 2012. everyone who wanted to collect medication has to come to blk 4 to get them. huge load of mess seriously. i was reception from 8am till 1230. 200+ patients. & it's a saturday. crazy!

i've got soooo many stuffs too update. but i just can't remember them all. that's what happening to me now. i keep losing track of what i need to do. :(
early onset of dementia?

Playing with my new hard disk. Currently backing up rubbish from vaio. Should be studying; this week i only did 10 patients records. this is horribly bad. I should go study pharmacology first. bye~

mixed feelings

i planned my timetable. on what to study. how to study. when to study. then i am down with this stupid flu bug and i cannot do as i planned. DARN!
i need to follow my timetable before i get so stressed up for exams again.

work was ok. except the fact that people changed. saturdays are usually back to blk 4. the atmosphere is really different. people drawing line with one another. why is there a need, seriously. all colleagues for more than 10 years, and now this? rude to one another for unknown reasons, unfair treatments, etc. sometimes i feel lucky i'm at blk 7, & escaped all these. work politics, i call it. i know it's unavoidable, please keep it to bare minimum. thanks.tired week running here there everyday with a nose tap that refuse to stop dripping. i really do not need politics to tire myself more.

side track:
paid second installments for school fees. *bleeding heart* two days later, i went to IT fair & spent another $250 bucks on IT equipments. my external hard disk, my portable charger (which i regretted a little) and printer ink cartridge. then i bought shoes from Yventually again. bling bling golden shoes.

side side track:
i love how group conversations on whatsapp keep me going. i miss my girls! some pictures which i grabbed off facebook. had been lazy to save them in my folder. took too many pictures with my baby with pretty apps, i don't upload them into my computer, and i can't post them. how sad. lazy bum!

 

 till then! :)

June is coming!!

Time flies!

it's end of May, June is coming!
new coats are not in, bonus is not in, school fees are due soon, i wanna go shopping!!!
back from work, later i'm going food fair with Jaslyn, Ruiyi and Patrice. :)

i'm always saying i am busy, but at the end of the week, i cant remember what am i busy with actually. SIGHS!
& i get envious of people who regularly update their fb, blogs, twitter, weibo, etc. i have all these accounts, but i am not updating them.

ok, so in the end, the conclusion is, thesis result collection is going to be a huge challenge for me. i am going to be tested on my efficiency and administration powers. good luck to me and all the papers and case notes and whatsoever related. hahaha!

I MISS LELE! i keep saying i want to go find him, but i always don't.

I actually feel like a creaking door. I creak all over. my joints, my back, my hands, legs, etc. I prolly may get trigger fingers soon.

ok, i'm ending off with this:

the three adidas.

 SAY CHEERS!! IMPOSSIBLE IS NOTHING! :)

I'm back!

I'm back. left this space in blank for the past week because the sewage pipes at home were under renovations. had no space to contain myself, & too lazy to dig through everything just to get my laptop out. hahaha! anyways, two weeks were well-spent.

finally met up with the girls, went for a sing, went to bras besah for thai food with jingting and ym again, watched avengers! hahah!

met mingchai to prepare myself for the result collection stage for my thesis, & i'm glad i looked for him early. there's so much stuffs to prepare in advance before data collection! *faints*

current state of mind: FOM checked. CPD is half-done, and submission is tuesday. Portfolio is not done, i think i have to show lecturers something on thursday. and my data collection. i think mingchai is still waiting for my results. haahah!

end off with something cute:

my current wallpaper :)

relieved, but back to books!

oh wow! long time no blog.
FINALLY, i'm done with my thesis proposal, and exams and everything of last semester.
the feeling of throwing away a stone in the brain is really WOW!
and school starts after that. -.-

i've got pictures wanting to put up here, but i'm not synchronizing my phone with my laptop yet.
i seemed like a lazy pig, ever since school starts.
it's not as heavy as last semester, but one module can kill.
forever killer - PHARMACOLOGY!
together with my hateful physiology, seems like i'm barely surviving in class. i hope i get my textook asap, so i can really ground myself to study.
university should not be as hardcore as poly days! i should enjoy school more before i regret, but it seems different now.

work wise, appraisal done with, the only thing now is to sit and wait for july to see if my name would be up on the board. less likely there is a chance, but oh well...
many stuffs needs to be done. i'm running around the pharmacy like a headless fly, not knowing what to do and that makes me super irritated with myself. i've got a partner who doesn't seem to have much chemistry with me, she can't keep up the pace with me & that makes me get hot and bothered with her, but i only have myself to blame. because when i was asked during appraisal, i had nothing to comment. i think i should just shut up. i'm just simply so irritated with myself, i haven't had the feel of accomplishment for such a long time. maybe when i click 'publish', i would feel it.

hateful and irritating stuffs aside, i am gonna look forward to all the planned outings.
Marche with Ching San, Ah Lee and Amanda
Thai food with Jingting and (hopefully) centipede gang. haha!

my motivator: 黄捷's birthday is round the corner!
may his wishes come true! :)

it feels as though today is friday, because i am typing all these and not sleeping. hur hur!

Done with exams.. BUT!!!

am done with my first semester examinations. how long ago was the last time i felt this stress? prolly during poly days. but at that time, i didn't have work one week prior to examinations. this time i have. and it's not only this time. it's this, the next and the next, and till the last examinations over.

anyway, exams are over, but my research proposal ain't. sad max.
i still can't even pass mingchai's barrier. ok, even mcvin's. i wonder if i can pass UOB's. lol!
whatever.

i am developing this "heck care" attitude towards my proposal. bro's telling me not to give up. yeah, i shouldn't, because there's so many people helping me with it. but i just can't help it. pissed off. meeting mingchai later. hope i don't make his blood pressure shoot up again.

oh, i'm posting this now because i'm on mc. freaking 3 days due to conjunctivitis. hurr. again. yes again.

my new found love in MDIS!

my new found love.

i wanted it.

i hoped for it.

i prayed for it.

i got it.

i have been complaining & grumbling about it.

it's a  love-hate relationship between me and it.

Just finished Health Care Management exam. i'm supposed to start on my warfarin project today. like NOW! but there's nothing flowing out from my brain. i guessed i cramped too much for HCM, it's hollow brain now. hur hur hur!!!!

i'm so drained.  maybe i should get a good long sleep.
休息是为了走更长的路。haha!
& im so lazy to upload my random pictures.
Blah!!

On a random note

It's 1.37am of a Thursday morning.
yes, i'm still awake,
no, i'm not on leave tmr.

this is the time i've been sleeping for days!
& sadly, it shall continue till end of march.

first lab-based test today. (or yesterday)
total mess created.
rubbing salt to wound, it was immunology.
i blanked out at the graphs & formulas,
theories that were read through did not stay in the brain.
guessed i didn't put enough heart and soul in it.
:X

in conclusion, i did not work hard enough.
i shall work harder for the coming papers.
you should too,
& we will pull through together.
:))

School School School!!!

am here because i wanna relieve my brain from all the warfarin stuffs going through in my head. trying very hard to exercise self-discipline, and study hard for exams. to add on, coursework is draining me out mentally.

i cannot say these weeks have been much better than before. mentally, yes, it has been better. after throwing everything out and brainwashing myself, it has been better. but physically sleeping only 4 hours a day and coffee TDS per day is not making myself feel better. surprisingly, people have been telling me that i don't look like i'm only sleeping 4 hours everyday. am i supposed to take that as a compliment or what?

immunology suddenly do not seem to be getting on my nerves. i realized sitting down quietly and studying it is not as hard as i thought it would. all along, my brain has been anti-immunology, guessed it is due to that failed common test, that's why.

& i've got awesome brothers! weimun helping me with my biochem lab report till wee hours of the morning, and alvin volunteering to read through my thesis even though he knows nuts about warfarin. tell me i am a lucky girl. :)

side track, Baby Ace Lele turned 1 year old 7 days ago. babies grow so fast, like a blink of eye. I hope he grows up healthy, handsome and cheerful with a kind heart to everyone. Ping mama will dote on him! suggested to peishan i will teach lele and didi to fight with one another. WAHAHAHAHA!! prolly gona buy them each a machine gun when they grow up. LOLLL!!!!

within minutes, i've chunked this whole passage out. if only thesis allows me to throw up 1000 words within 30 minutes, that will be the greatest thing on earth. :/

Long Time No See!!

i have not been blogging for soooooooo long!
i have not been online for soooooooo long!!
exam are coming soooooooon!!!

am on a roller coaster mood recently.
up & down a little too many.
stress about exams,
stress about thesis,
stress about work,
stress about my transfer.

i cannot accept the fact that i am transferred.
i am very disappointed.
still, very!

BUT!
i will accept it in my stride.
continue to work hard.
close my eyes, ears & mouth to everything that is not my problem.
work hard, study hard, get good results.

after that, i wanna have my swimming,
after that, i wanna train up my abs,
after that i wanna have my CHILLI CRAB!

jiayou limshiping!
i just need to survive till march end.
after that, i am one step nearer to superman.
:)

too many things to update,
too little time!
all in all,
i miss Huang Jie!!
i've got a new boyf; his name is called WARFARIN!
LOLOLOL!!!
see ya!

shopping + SGH Annual Party

Jason & Me!

Joshua & me!

the store keepers & us!

 

happy chinese new year! hahha!

看图说故事

SGH D&D 2011 

me, waty, amanda!

oh yeah! pretty babes!

:)

us & aziz!

 

with ching san! our god-father!

with pauline! my god-mother!

 Christmas Day 2011 with love-Z

 Justina's wedding!

Lazy to move; 吃饱没事做

my first post in 2012 is actually titled like this.
& one of my resolution is actually to be more hardworking, to focus less on my laptop. LOL!
anyway, i think i have tons of photos to be uploaded here, but i have not been doing so. hahah!
maybe i will do it in another blog post.
i need to find something to focus on this full year. & work hard towards it.

ok, i am brain-fried.
i don't know what to write here anymore.
bye~