对不起，我有点懒。。

对不起，我又没写日记了。哈哈！有点懒惰哦。。 也不知道要写什么好。看到人家的部落各都有好多好多照片， 有点羡慕。因为我的部落各全部都是密密麻麻的文字，没什么照片。哈哈哈！！ 意思是，我很文学吗？哈哈哈！真不要脸！

写了一段乱七八糟的东西之后，接下来要写些什么呢？
这星期的计划。。。
做工， 做工，和做工。。
然后星期六有DND。。
星期天如果没有意外的话，可能可以约湘婷出去玩！
超久没有看到她了。。

下个星期就开学了。
好不期待。
课表上个星期出炉了。
看了就心烦。真是的！

我要去看星光了。
最近的黄捷有点怪怪的。表现有一点退步。遇到瓶颈了吗？或许吧。。 还是赶课业也忙起来了。。 毕竟化学不好读啊。。。 不论怎样，希望他继续加油。尽他最大的努力去争取他要的东西。黄捷加油！送你一句我用来勉励自己的话：What doesn't kill you makes you better.

希望下一个演出你会好起来。加油咯！：）

School is starting... here there and everywhere.

timetaable is out. school is starting. i'm not sure if i should be excited or what. i just don't feel much happiness because i think harder days are coming. i really envy students who are studying full time without any financial worries. but oh well, it's uselss envying people. i still have to mug hard on my own.

saw a knitted top online which i really feel like purchasing. but my savings are left a little not too much. so i'll probably KIV it till when payday is here, which is like a few more days later.

i think i am more or less settled with my new phone. i am definitely loving it more. and of course i should love it more because i have invested so much money and time and effort in it. i can't seem to find the old screen protector i used previously even though i went back to the same shop. this latter one is not as nice to be used. but oh well... let's just make use with it.

there's something wrong with my laptop. i don't know what. either the internet, the wireless connection, or the laptop. it keeps popping out 'problem loading page'. i am not happy about it. definitely. this is my boyfriend number 2 which i forked out my blood and sweat and tears and finally got it. and it's less than a year old. Gosh! come on vaio! don't let me think you can't be trusted & that you cannot last for long!!!

code blue :)

on a random basis,

bored saturday.

wants to get out of the house,

but lazy to move her butt.

am watching Code Blue season 2!

thanks wenlong!



明天没有武术课！

下午应该会去游泳。

希望我有足够的勇气

好好的学上来吧！

加油咯！

:)

hello diary :)
yesterday was the first day i went to blk 7 private pharmacy to learn. not bad. for now. i will be a good girl & learn. & not let people look down on me. :) all the groupings at work are back into the original. i am back to my 'original' partner. sad to say, a lot of my fellow colleagues are laughing at me in a jokingly manner. oh well, guess probably because i am the only one who can stand it for so long. it's ok! i will survive. :)


yesterday was also EinsteinJay's competition. i was practically frantically refreshing forums because he was in a very dangerous position. when i finally know he wasn't eliminated, the feeling was like... PHEW! i finally knew i passed all my modules. HAHAHA!

ending off this random post with a song i like by elton jones.

《那些年，我们一起追的女孩》

九把刀说，“我买过车，也买了房子。今后我终于可以说，我买过最贵的东西，是梦想。”
我很羡慕。真的。
因为我还不知道我的梦想是什么。
因为我连我自己想要什么都不知道。

我读了黄捷的无名后，更惭愧了。
他给自己设下的目标，他都达到了。
他说他要减肥，他做到了。
他说他要学琴，他做到了。
他说他要去pub驻唱，他做到了。
他说他要开启他的音乐之路，他做到了。

我说我要做的事，好像没有一件是做到了。
真是的！
我到底在干嘛的。。。
只有想要买的东西买到了。因为没有什么省钱的的概念。

在此，我希望我有黄捷般的毅力
想做的事都能做到！
加油加油！！！

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have not updated for the past week.
well, nothing much is happening in my life, sad to say.

i have had my interim with my boss,
and some things were made clear of regarding my future, which i do not know if i should be happy about it or not. it prompts me to think, so why am i here in the first place. if other people can do it, why can't i. it's kinda sad.

suddenly, i envy those who can study without any worries regarding financial issues. i do not mind working and studying at the same time. it's not as though i have not done it before. but when financial issues become the top priority, this is something i have not met before.

当初如果我能够考上国立大学，今天或许就不会遇到这些困扰了。还是说，如果我没有要去进修，就不会遇到这些麻烦了。。。