SALES IS OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WOOHOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

new stocks are here.
sadly,
ladies didnt have much nice clothes.
to me la..
but i thought some men shirts were nice lo...

from today onwards,
no more black label le.
SO SAD LA....
>.<>.<>

ok people.
let us not bother about the unhappy post before.
we should look into the future,
and not the past.
what happened just taught me a lesson.
that is:
never trust anyone except yourself in the outside world.
=)

okok.
i shall continue to ramble about work,
but not on such negative things.
there are POSITIVE things during work ok...
and that includes
FURTHER REDUCTION OF SALES AT G2000!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahha.
i almost freaked out yesterday.
black label, a premium brand shirt can actually cost only $39
when the actuak price range from $69 to $89.
*faints*
plus,
there is an additional 15% discounts for staffs
on top of these further reductions.
it is just today (tuesday) and tmr.
hence, i went down to TM after school to buy
all the stuffs that i reserved previously.
YES, including THAT pair of jeans
which i had reserved for...
er... 5 months???
hahhaha.
*evil smile*
and know the best thing of it???
i gained weight,
and yet,
i could still fit into THAT pair of jeans
haha.
i am so so so so happy.
hahaha.
*silly laughs*

okok.
i am going to have my biochemistry presentation tmr.
good luck to me people.
and i havent touch my organic chemistry report,
as well as download that Microsoft frontpage.
for IT assignment.
HAISH~~~
so many things,
so little time.
=x

oh ya,
the best thing about this additional sales is:
i was planned off on these two days.
coz it's weekday!!!!!!!!!
haha.
how lucky i am.
coz i dont need to face all the mess and shake my head.
while predicting what time will i be home.
HAHAHAHA.

the truth is finally out.
and i just feel so dumb and stupid to realise it only now
despite several warnings from derick.
i have always thought that M is better than L,
as there is lesser internal conflicts.
how wrong could i be??
and what happened that night...
seriously,
i am very very very disgusted.
and i am very thankful that derick was there to company me.
or else i really dont know how am i going to suffer the night in silence.
know what??
now i seriously know the meaning of HYPOCRITE.
and i hope that those people's mouth will rot away.

i repeat, i am really disgusted by u guys de behaviour.
大的这样，小的也这样。
know what??
i am speechless.
seriously i am.
especially towards the ‘小的’

i cant believe that at this point of age,
u can be like this already.
i kept quiet throughout the night.
not only because i am speechless by the topic.
it was because i know in myself that that person is not what u guys describe.
everyone has their own reasons for doing what they did
and what they say.
i only know that u guys dont know him enough,
and hence,
made some judgements.

when people say thiings,
u guys follow,
and put in ur opinions about him.
and i mean, negative opinions.
but who remembers the time when he treats u guys nicely???
huh??
anyone???

i dont think i want to touch on this topic anymore.
to me,
it is very common found everywhere
but this time round
i seriously cant take it deep down
because the pinpointed person is someone

whom i respect most
and someone who i look upon as a teacher.
and a someone who, as far as i know,
to some extend, at least knows how to appreciate my hardwork.
someone whom i regard as a trustable person.

i dont think i can really bring myself to talk to such people for the time being.
and for this,
i really have the urge to leave this place.
an ugly place.

lots of thanks to:
Andy (my new fren at WT) for ur OT 15 minutes just to listen to my grumbling about the shop.

Thomas for sneaking into GTM to talk to me for a while, even though ur manager was there, and u might get caught. in addition, kept consoling me by telling me that 'the day is going to end soon', when it wasnt even 8pm at that time.

Derick for coming to find me after seeing my message, and also wait until i finish work to be my rubbish bin. hear me pour out everything, accompany me wait for bus. of course, not forgetting the fact that u actually help me with the stocks so that i can go off earlier.

U GUYS BRIGHTEN UP MY DAY
=)

THOSE PEOPLE
For spoiling my day.
good job.
=X

我想。。应该是时候放弃了吗？几天前做了个无聊的测试，结果是，我和他不会有结果。。。
虽然说是个无聊的测试，但，回想一下，其实，准确性应该蛮高的吧？我和他。。 根本就不可能吧？？ 看得出，他只把我当小妹妹看待，看得出，他有意与我保持距离。。。 。。。

我告诉自己，对你不能在有任何寄望，任何奢望，因为它们终就都会变成失望。但我还是做不到。。。 或许，得给我一些些时间吧。。。

非常感动，在我心情低落时，你都发觉了。两次还曾问我发生了什么事。虽然第二次不理你=x
非常开心，你有时在放工到家后，或上班前传简讯给我，虽然说这些简讯都是别人传给你的。虽然说，里面的内容并不是你写的。但，起码， 我知道你在那时刻 记得我。虽然我不知道在那同时，你有没有同时传给别人。。 我宁愿，相信，你只传给我一个人。。。

这几天，因为某些因素，我们都会一直说话。。 我很珍惜这些时间，并且放在1回忆里。因为我知道，很快的，我们将回到原点。

我想，是时候慢慢的忘记你，放弃你。虽然现在会很难，但我还是会继续把你当好朋友，当大哥哥一样看待。就像你只把我当妹妹一样。。

=）

300++ push ups left my arms trembling.
hahaa.
but it was really worthy la.
me, Corinne, JingTing, Skye were really hyper about it.
because of 1 simple reason:
we want the goodie bag,
that has the event shirt,
and a $8 GV movie ticket.
hahah.
that was our motivation to get 3000 push-ups.
the 4 of us went down as long as there was an empty slot.
and it did not matter if we had just did it or whatsoever..
i think we had a time when we went down 4 times in a row.
AND WE DID BETTER THAN THE GUYS OK????
haha.
we redeemed our goodie bag like..
in 1 hr time?
haha
that was fast right??

guest appearance was Vincent Ng.
was thinking i might be able to see him.
so Corinne suggested that i print out the photo of him and me.
and ask him to help me autograph on it.
and i really did that.
in the end,
they announced that Vincent Ng would only be there at 3pm.
and that was the time i had to leave.
coz i got Organic Chemistry practical.
then ZhenWei told me
someone say Vincent Ng could not make it.
i was like so happy lo.
coz i would not miss the chance of seeing him ma..
in the end,
JingTing messaged me,
tell me her friends saw Vincent Ng.
and ZhenWei told me is that person who told him made a mistake.
grrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
spoil my mood.
i want to see vincent ng de leh~~~~~
=x

finally has the time to blog now
actually should be preparing for training...
but i am chiong-ing my biochemistry presentation.
haha
so much for last minute work.
everyone has almost finish their part.
except for me.
i didnt even touch it during the past weekend,
well, except reading a journal article,
if that is counted
haha.
it's about cheese ripening.
and i do my part,
the microflora of cheese ripening until....
i dont think i will want to eat cheese for some time.
-.-
imagine knowing all the bacteria that they put inside the cheese.
eeww..
haha..
today.. nothing interesting,
BUT,
yesterday there was.
haha.
and that is,
i actually stayed at TM for like 2 hr plus?
just to accompany Thomas.
coz he wanted to buy shirts from g2000.
waited for him from his toilet break all the way to his dinner break.
haha.
his toilet break actually ended up at g2000 looking at black label shirts lo.
how cn like that de??
haa.
out of his 30 min break,
17 minutes were spent in g2000
coz he couldnt decide which pattern to buy.
coz he couldnt decide which size he wants to take.
and he didnt want to try them on,
coz it would take a longer time.
-.-
i swear i could strangle him la...
buy one shirt also can so po ma de..

after that pei him go buy his dinner.
omg..
he actually walked all the way to S-11 there that coffeeshop to buy his dinner.
-.-
i go interchange also lazy already.
and he still can walk all the way to S-11.
*faints*
actually want to psycho him go east-link buy only.
but in the end failed to do so.
>.< haha =")" size="1">放弃好难。。
我应该放弃
放弃吗？
我真的 好乱好乱

19122007:
Michelle. XiaoMao, and me went to bugis to celebrate Xiaomao's birthday
muahaha.
walk so many places to look for Xiaomao's birthday present.
ask her choose the one that she liked.
want to buy her a super nice crown necklance,
but she say too expensive, she dont want.
-.-

in the end, we three bought the same earrings.
it was rather interesting.
coz michelle was spinning the thing.
then i saw the earring straight.
i told then i saw one tt i like.
and i ask them to guess is which one.
and they guessed it correctly lo.
haha.


ttz me wearing it.
it has a white star at the top,
and a black one at the bottom.
=)

michelle wearing it.




xiaomao wearing it.
haha.
the small little belated birthday girl.
=)




the Sookee musical box display.
wasnt exactly VERY nice~~
but.. not bad la.
at least got a lot of carbon diamonds.
haha.



we went to take neoprints.
and like what i said previously,
the quality wasnt very good.
=x



=)



=p



^^V



(",)



michelle left after that,
and me and xiaomao went to the food junction to slack.
and ordered desserts.
haha.



my ice pearl jelly
yumyum



her hei luo mi.
yum yum too
=p



i take a picture of xiaomao taking a picture of me.
haha



and ending off with a nice little picture of the three of us.
we said our good byes to the day separately
but we didnt say goodbyes to the memorries we had that day.
heart-Z

i just finished uploading ALL the photos i had in my phone into my notebook.
hence..
i have TONS of photos to be uploaded.
first one up would be the ones taken at mac.
when we counted down to jacklynn's 16th birthday on 30th Dec to 31st Dec.



the super high jackynn

everyone laughing away like siao..
these are Jacklynn and TingWen.
siamed my 3,2.
=x



Jacklynn,
SiangTing
LiChao
laughing away like crazy again.
haha.
all Jacklynn, and Derick's fault la.
there keeps something that makes Jacklynn laugh like crazy.
make us see her laugh until we also laugh mouth pain.
haha.




our messy table.
everyone ate MacNuggets meal.
haha.




Jacklynn's cake.
she cnt finish it lo.
hahaha



let's end off with
Leon's so damn innocent face.
he was immersed in Derick's PSP
that he didnt know what the commotion was about.
then he had this super blur face.
and LiChao had it taken down.
haha.
i didnt had that pic.
so i just take it like tt from her camera.
OMG.
HO CHENG WEE,
U LLOK SO DARN CUTE LIKE THAT LA!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahahahahahhahaha

2008 has already passed 2 days.
today is the third day.
it seem like i havent been studying much
the only good sign is that
i have touched on my projects.
hahha.
well...
new year should have resolutions right??
here are some which i have thought about.
those that i MUST at least try to achive..
haha.

1. to put in more effort and determination in both wushu and studies.
2. to score my 3.6 GPA for studies
3. to keep awake in lectures and tutorials.
4. sleep early at night
5. better time management for both studies and work.
6. score at least a SILVER or even better, GOLD in grading
7. put in more efforts so that i dont screw up my reports and projects
8. put in effort at G2000 as long as i am working there (??)
9. be more responsible
10. no late night outings if possible.
11. no supper, unless i am really really hungry.

i guess that's about it..
hahah.
what else..
i dont know.
haha.

2008 new year resolutions

2008 is here people!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
happy new year!!!!!!!
though there are many many photos which are not uploaded,
but i promise that they would be uploaded in year 2008.
hahhaa.

okok..
so..
new year new resolutions.
but before that,
let me reflect on what i have encountered this year...

work:
- my work at G2000 continues
and i see people change
people coming in
people leaving
some with smiles
some with negative feels.

i got my first complain
when i did a wrong measurement for the alteration for customer.
i had to pay for the first pair of pants which i did not know where the hell it went to
UNTIL NOW~~
for i was so-called partly at fault for the loss.

i get to know more new friends.
Belinda,
SiangTing,
LiChao,
Priss,
Gaya,
Evelyn,
KaiBoon,
Nuh
Marcus (G2 blu buddy),
Thomas (at Sookee)
some others,
i forgot for now...
=x

more new part timers coming in
making me feel more responsible for what i do
Jacklynn
Angie
TingWen
Gladys
and some others whom i am not familar with

i had new supervisors
i had a new manager,
whom until now,
i try to avoid talking to her
in case i might become pissed

at work,
people complain about me..
saying negative things about me.
i think i have grown to it.
i dont think i shall give a damn freaking care about it.
haha.

studies
- i got my O level results,
with results much much better than i expected,

- i got into Diploma in Pharmaceutical Science
a course which wasnt, in actual fact, my top choice.
BUT i do feel lucky that i have gotten here.

- i entered Nanyang Polytechnic
a new phase of my life.
where i grow older
where the surroundings,
the people whom i meet
makes me grow up
makes me more mature in thinking.
a place where i DO actually quite enjoy

- i got my first laptop
which cost me a bomb
but worthy.

-continuing of wushu life
JingTing and i planned not to continue learning wushu anymore.
but in the end we continued.
and we didnt regret.
coz,
though we begin from the most junior rank,
white belt,
we learn many things besides the tao lu.
especially team work
between the white beltees.
we went for our first grading.
and we got promoted together.
to green-white belt.

- studies...
the first time i study so many science related topics at a go.
first time i thanked the fact that i actually took A Maths during TPSS days.
first time i took exams with high expectations for some subjects
but some results turned out to be a disappointment.
first time i take a lot of things very seriously.
first time attending lectures,
but half of them, i was sleeping through.
first time skip lecture,
first time skip tutorial,
but still scored a distinction in the end.
;p
haha.
first time i almost lost my admin card
which also led to the the fact that i almost lost my thumbdrive.
which might mean
i may lose EVERYTHING
well, practically.

others
- precious memories between me, WengYan, MiaoRu, Michelle.
we had more outings and gatherings together.
our friendship continues to grow.
and this shall continue as the days, months, years pass.

- pocket money
i am very proud to say this
that i have not been taking any pocket money from my parents
for the past 12 months.
and this shall continue
for as long as i hold a job.
=)

-new handphone
i got myself a new handphone
though it is paid by daddy and not myself,
but i shall repay daddy everything for it.

- meeting Vincent Ng
how could i ever forget this????????????
i saw my idol of 5 years.
at Toa Payoh Indoor Stadium
in august.
still i must say
thanks lots to HongYi and PeiShan
or else this wouldn't have happen.

-Mi Lu Bing chasing
mi lu bing chasing continues.
together with Vincent Ng chasing.
but not so crazy la...
haha.

-earning of my own pocket money
i have been earning my own pocket money for this past year.
and the things i spend on
are most of them,
what i earned myself.
im quite glad of this.
as this sort of makes me think before i splurge.
=)

- love life
sad to say,
i have not meet my prince charming this year..
BUT~~
being single is nice too..
haha.
at least i have my friends with me.

- eye-candy
i dont want to classify him under 'love life'
coz it would be weird.
anyway..
some people might know more than others.
with Michelle, WengYan and MiaoRu knowing the most and best,
i guess there isnt really much things to say now.
except that he isnt my eyecandy anymore.
i had my share of fun going down all the way to Toa Payoh to find him
i have had my motivation to work hard from him
i wont forget them all.
but i would also not forget the time when i see him smoke.
the time when...
well..
it shall not be disclosed.
he ain't my eye-candy anymore.
but he shall stay as one of my friends.

ANYWAY~~
i got a new eye-candy ma..
haha.
yeah, PRINCE!!!!!!

-birthday
how could i forget my own birthday????
i had my first celebrations 1 week before my birthday.
which, coincidentally,
was my lunar birthday.
haha.
celebrated it with
JianWei, Derick, Claire and Wendy.
and i turned 17 happily.
=)
even though i will not forget that
i was unhappy the next day due to some things.
=x

-tong lei
how could i forget them??
haha.
WeiChong,
Corinne
HongYi
my 3 tong lei-s.
sharing wushu passion with me.
=)
and also literature ( HongYi and Corinne)
=)

ok.. it's 2am+++
i have work at 12 later...
i need my bed...
*snores*
nights people~
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!