allosh... im back again... this two weeks... lots of things happen....

first, bryan won the star idol... im sooooooooo happy about it....god.. i thought he would lose to leo sia.. then luckily in the end, he won... man, i was so glad....

second, dunno why... maybe is because of study pressure, so many people are losing their tempers... of course, i did lost mine....and lots of time.....well, who doesn't get affected by the study pressure??? every week, if suay, got 5 tests a week.. or maybe 4.. if lucky, then only one or two test.... then after school, everyday , except monday, got in-focus, wednesday, still got cca, muz geng until 630pm... then during that time, still must go train the juniors.... im really tired of everything man....

speaking of those juniors... i know as their seniors, i shouldnt say this, but sometimes i really feel like smacking them sia... they just REFUSE to do everything properly... what the hell! they would rather go run ten runs around the parade square, rather do push ups than do those basic training for wushu!! since they like that so much, why didnt they join track n field from the start? they shouldnt have joined wushu in the first place.. sad to say, i dont think this cca can survive for a long time.... im just so freaking fed-up with them....

then, ther's is another person in my class, who yesterday, made me pissed off. maybe i shoouldnt menion his name... just call him E. [i think all knows who is it liao] he insulted one of my best friends, because of her figure.... how could he do that???? he thinks himself as someone who is 100% perfect huh???? i can swear, he is defintely not! he doesnt even have a 'fit' figure, those biceps muscle showing, and those six-pacs, and he goes around criticing my friend of her figure.... he thinks he is handsome??? he is definetly not... anyway, im not going to talk much about it anymore.... im just so pissed off with him... blogging about him makes me think that im staining my blog dirty... can i say that??? is it right to say that? have i gone too far??? im not so sure about it myself, to say the truth....

chinese o levels is coming... im getting worried about it sia... or maybe we shouldnt even talk about it, but talk about mid year exams first..... im just so worried that i would have no ling gan when doing my compositions, and essays... sometimes i really dont have it... and can leave my essay to rot for a few days...but exams how????? shit man!!