once again,

i'm asked to work full shift last minute again.
coz HE took MC again.
aargghhh!!!!!!!

that means less time for homeworks.
thanks lo!

suddenly,
i miss being a student.
the times when we worry about nothing except homework and grades.
the times when i can chat non-stop with miaomiao, mich and xiaomao.
the times when we groan and moan about in-focus.
the times when we had so much fun during practicals even though the labs sucks.
the times when we complaint that the school is super budget but we still graduated from it.
the times when the gathering spot of our class was the corner of the corridoor,
as though we owns it.
the time when our class was 'one for all and all for one.'
those times.... ...

i miss waking up late during weekends,
i miss chiong-ing homework during weekend the whole day.
i miss talking on the phone with xiaomao every day and night.
i miss ...
almost everything.
i miss tpss..

though O levels was super tiring.
i can't even imagine how i passed those time.
but at least i know that i was super hardworking then.

compared to now,
sleeping in lectures,
not doing tutorials.
etc etc..
things that i have never expected myself to do.
because i never wanted myself to become like this.
when can i really really become a full time 24 hr student again???
if i have the choice to choose,
i hope to get back to then.
even though i would work doubly hard
i would even mug for A maths!!!

but face reality,
there isn't such a chance.
that is all the past,
and we should look forward to the future.
i have a dream,
but an unrealistic dream.
a dream that i can work towards it,
but a dream that i cannot afford.
what's the difference????
........
haish.
.....



*****

能不能就这样牵着你
爱让我们靠在一起 永远不分离
想告诉你就是我的决定
你我会放在心里 永远的回忆

能不能就这样牵着你
爱让我们靠在一起 永远不分离
想告诉你是最美的结局
你我会好好珍惜
把爱的证明 刻在我手心