Tuesday, August 18, 2009

alrights. finally i can blog properly. coz using draft blogger. LOL. 
yala yala, thanks to that small sister. LOL! 
guess this should be my last post until i finish exams ba. and my long long long long post shall start from 08082009.

08082009 (saturday)
actually nothing much to do. plus there was no grps.was studying Aseptic Dispensing test in the morning, and then went to T1 to gai gai during the afternoon.

JD was looking for his white cap, and he finally got it. CONGRATS~ and i got the 'honour' to wear it for quite some time. -.- after that, went to look for my birthday present. felt like getting something for myself, but guess what, i dont know what to buy. sometimes, i dont even know what i really want.
anyway, after gai gai jiu go home liao. thought some thoughts, guessed went a little emo too much.

promised someone that i would tell him/her my story, but until now i haven't. sorry, not that i don't want to say. i guess that i just could not find the right time and also the guts to say it out bah. anw, i guess he/her should have guessed a little? don't know...

09082009 (sunday)
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY


today is the actual day of performance. went to pek kio at around 1pm plus or was it 2pm plus? forgot.. anyway, reached there, and some of us put tattoo on our face. i chose the NDPeeps tattoo. then board bus to marina platform.

reached there, then start to rot. actually brought pharmacotherapy tutorials to revise. hopefully someone would be kind enough to be my patient. but well, in the end, i didnt even take it out. -.- so we really rot lo. we went walking around. had old chang kee. actually want to have ice cream de, but too full to have it. think back, that was the last time having free ice cream leh, should have taken lo. LOL! (typical singaporean).

then since f1 pitt was damn hot, so we sat outside. happily transferring songs from RuiQi's phone to mine. haha. she got lots of nice songs. LOL! and we took quite lots of photos with our phones and Alvin's camera. then ShuTing, JingTing, FengWei, RuiQi and me went to the flyer there to feed fish. haahha!!!! then after a while jiu eat dinner le. last day, had KFC. plus bird nest drink. lol!

then proceed to NDP performance. last time doing the performance. but not very excited coz not first time doing the routine. but feel quite high. blah blah... then to finale.. we were duper high! hahaha! took lots of photos, and do crazy things. like everyone running around the whole stage, and having food fight. like people throwing biscuits all around. LOL!

others, oops, i cnt rmb much. but i know i had lots of fun that night. ;p
10082009 (monday)
SENTOSA DAY!


hahha. wasn't that bad. spent most of the time in the water, but did not tan much because there was no sun due to the rain in the morning. considered good ba. coz at this moment, dont feel like tanning much. hoho!

blah blah.. then went to vivo at around 4plus? then went walking around with dada. went to adidas (as usual la.) but well, nothing much there. too bad. went NUM and saw a singlet with the word 'tampines' on it. LOL! was telling dada that if i were to wear that, then it seems that i am telling everyone i live in tampines la. okies. i am speaking rubbish.
-.-

blahblah.. skip skip.. then jiu go home le. went home, study pharmacy practice practical test.

11082009 (tuesday)
pharmacy practice practical test. was done in the new teaching pharmacy. which was super duper cold!!!! we had different stations. me and nel were partners. practically stone at nutraceuticals question. OMG! what yellow flower question.. went -.-||

some stations were quite easy too. coz we were like reading the guidelines or something? then there was this packet of dont know what tablets. forget liao. anw, nel say it's very cute. and she almost wanted to bring one home. -.-

after that had attachment briefing. got to know FYP topic. luckily, my FYP falls on second half of IPP. which means, doing it next year @ SGH. well.. i still dont know what to do for it. dont even feel like thinking. tsk tsk.. and we still dont know which polyclinic are we going to. except that first day report at some Jackson Square place.. wondering where is it..

12082009 (wednesday)
no school today. so stayed at home to K pharmacotherapy test as well as Aseptic Dispensing test. almost went crazy. rarr rarr! did not went training either... tsk.

13082009 (thursday)
pharmacotherapy test. am number 20 to go for it. kept praying that i wont get you-know-who. well i didn't. hahah! got Mr Kelvin for the prescription part (woohoo!) and Ms Yong for the second part.

OMG! i got hair loss case study. which made my mind went blank STAT! was like besides recommending Minoxidil, others dont know what to say le. and it was so obvious coz i was practically staring back at Ms Yong. and she had to prompt me. haiz... damn sad... emo-ed the whole day after that...

14082009 (friday)
went to school for pharm analysis lab. 150 eppendorf! we broke record. LOL! and we managed to do it in  2 hours. Dr Henry thought we wanted to submit 150 samples lo. crazy. hahaa!

blah blah.. in evening got Aseptic Dispensing test. 30 min close book and 20 minutes open. could not get much stuffs in my head. by end of 30 minutes close book, everyone had already finish what they know and waitng for open book liao. LOL! dont know what to think about the paper. because scared disappointment.


like what i told someone, i hope that when i get my result, i dont need consolation from anyone. though it is only an elective topic, but it still means something to me afterall.

15082009 (saturday)
grps in the morning. no jt, no wm. so bored! then went to yf and fh with them, and went grading at night. nv grade la, only go there see, help and support. overall, think everyone did quite a good job. ;p


ps: i was a little high that night because of something. i think only JT knows. haha. no prizes to know what it is. LOL~  xn... hahhax!

at night, went to airport to send wushan off. reached home at 12am plus.

16082009 (sunday)
routine day. morning hw. but afternoon went to watch movie with dada and chia wei. watched UP. haha.

the story was nice nice and niceee!! like what the movie critics say, the story between the old man and his wife was very touching. and i sort of 'drop tears' when watching the stories between the couple. but they dont know! hahah!

the story made me think. 
like what dada say about the old explorer.
like how he fought for things that did not belong to him. 
and the old man who had so strong determination to keep his house. 
and his strong determination to move to Paradise Falls so as to fulfill his wife's dream.
and his love for his wife.
and how he moved on with his life when he saw his late wife's message for him-- 'to look for new adventure'.
and how he let go of his house towards the end..
and rusell and his love for kevin the bird. and determination to keep the bird when it got injured.


...

not emo-ing lah. just reflecting.
at night, went training. well as usual...
nothing much.

17082009 (monday)
went school at 11am to take HPLC results. waited quite long.

so the waiting process ended up us doing the ppt skeleton as well as me uploading most photos of NDP in FB. LOL! didnt really finish yet. shall complete it when i have the time or something.

well, anw, when we got back result, horror and more horror!!!!! we did not get what we wanted. no sample peaks at all. like AT ALL!!!! so we were kinda stuck in the ppt. called dr henry, and the only way out was to have another lab session. like so RARRRR!!!! our conclusion was, our dilution factor was way too small. another conclusion is, the 150 eppendorf lab went down the drain. felt so so so so down after that. demoralised. discouraged. de-motivated. =(((((

18092009 (tuesday)
really went to do lab. SERIOUS WORK LO! thanks to dr henry and jing quan. clarified most of our doubts, and we finally knew why our dilution was so so small. and i felt so dumb after that. thanks to jq wrt to some calculations too.10X dilution!  hahah!

finished prac at about 12 plus. lunched and homed. duper tired. went sleep, wake up and study. and here i am, trying to blog and do sth abt tmr's ppt.

yes, pharmacy analysis ppt is tmr, and we are getting the results tmr as well as finish up the ppt and present it. everything at one go. i think my group members are really tough. we are all fighting hard to beat time juggling this prac as well as time to study.

i hope i can find the same strong determination like the old man in UP. the very strong determination to do things in the way that he wants. but can i? i dont know.. really.... i hope i find it like real soon, and able to use it during exam period. haiz..



okies. end here le.
it's really a long post.
shall last til end of exam.
till then.
;p

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