nothing seems to be going right this week.
common tests results are back.
one word to describe: SHIT!!!!!!
well, there isn't much glory results with it.
so i shall not say much about it.
anyway, thanks to those whom i talked to about it.
you guys know who you are.
=)

common tests results are shit.
basic pharmacology presentation went haywire.
even gong li quan wasn't up to standard on wednesday!!!!!!!!!!!!

ZiWei says my quan are too low,
and my gong jia is too high,
and i still look strength-less.
=((((((((((((((((((((

i guess the only good thing that happened this week is that,
HEY, I HAVE MY COSTUME ALREADY!!!!!!
hahaa.
it's light blue with white lining.
like i previously mentioned.
but they say the colour is feminine and that
i need to use more strength during competition to show that i have strength
during the routine.
when i am already strength-less.
haish.

and now there is still pharmacy prac presentation
and drug delivery system presentation yet to be finished.
oh ya.
and there is basic immuno as well.

grr~~~

it seems that my mountain is unable to get to as high as it went to previously.
i dont know why.
it's not as though i have not been through exams and tests.
but this time,
everything seems too heavy to be carried.
i have my own expectations,
and i do hope to fulfill them.
not only in school work,
also in wushu.
especially when competition is coming.
sometimes i feel like throwing everything down
but i know i cant.
coz i need to fight them on.

yes, i should go up my mountain now.
in fact, i should be at top of my mountain now.
and not on the way up.

=x

i should be studying now.
not blogging.