2010!

last post of the year.

WE LOVE ADVENTURES!

:DD

BYE 2010, HI 2011 :DDD

2010 had been a GREAT year..

i graduated;

i started full time working;

i made many friends;

(including eyecandy!)

i went for tons of adventures;

 i said bye to wushu, making it become a lesser part of my life now.

i've learnt to earn for what i want.

i come to know who are my best friends.

towards the end of 2010,

i say a big THANK YOU to all my beloved.

love-Z, poly cliques, brothers, adventurers, dua labeet..

my life has become more happening with you guys around..

& my new year resolution is simple.

to get back to books before my brain turns rusty.

hahahah!

& i look forward to baby ace's arrival too!

:DDDD

YOU!!!

江山能改，本性难移..

how true.

after so long, you still haven't change a bit.

i saw what i deem as the past me.

oh well, maybe the third party is more tolerant to this kind of you.

whatever~

i only know if u tie too tight, one day the third party will struggle too,

LIKE ME!!!!!

& we say goodbye... :((((((

邻家王子...

stopped at TOP 12 in 超级星光大道

:((((((
& i was hoping and praying that they would at least get to Top 5.

HAIZZZ....

nothing much more to look forward to from next week onwards i guess...

i like them,

coz of their attitude towards their passion.

they know they love music.

& they work hard for it..

i guess it's something that i am lacking in my life.

somehow or rather,

they remind me of another band that i used to like when i was in my secondary school days.

anyway, im posting some videos of them.

i really think they are good..

>.<

 

死了都要愛

since then, i start to notice this special group.

i like the song they sang in this round.

somehow or rather,

i kept repeating this song because it cheered me up!

and they just look so cute in this round.

=D 

haha!

Work on Christmas Day

YEAR 2006:
Chirstmas was spent in G2000-- working...

YEAR 2007:
Chirstmas was spent in G2000-- working...

ok, but we 'celebrated' with late night supper from MacDonalds.

YEAR 2008:
Chistmas was spent on i-forgot-what.
I only remember I wasn't working.
like finally...

YEAR 2009:
Christmas was spent at second aunt's home from evening onwards.
I can't remember what happened in the day.. Oops..
I just remember, I wasn't working.. yeah!

YEAR 2010:
Christmas was spent in SGH... working... (again)!
this time round, wasn't that bad.
many people i know are working..
JASLYN KOH, TAY RUI YI (even though u are night shift).
LAI YI FENG, Kunar, Hazirah..
& adventures since Christmas Eve till today.
=)))))

*work in party mood*

& i can't get u out from my mind...
every single moment...
i'm so missing my bed!!!!!!

i really don't know why.
but i've been so so so so tired recently...
i haven't post about our long awaited adventure,
i haven't post about retail party.

i forgot that i've got an unfinished movie in my PPTV.
i forgot that i've got a Jay Chou concert dvd in my drawer.

i've been so lazy to the extent that,
i am already proud of myself for sitting down,
on this lappie, and type all these.
ok, coz i need to charge my ipod. haha!

orderorderorderorderorderorder

to finish my ordering seems like mission impossible. omg.. why so much to do??? ok, let's not say like all 24 pages from A to Z. just one page seems soooooooooo impossible to get over with. why can't my ordering be like ah lee's? don't care about anything, come jiu come, no come jiu e-order. headache headache headache >.<

Adventure!!!!

we love adventures =))
finally the three adventurers get to meet together. hahaha!!!!
curry rice @ stamford road no more.. :((
but the another curry rice at ION also not bad. hehe!
pretty lights at orchard were not that bad too. hehehe!!
pretty blues and whites and purple :))))
main lead of the day, CHARLIE BROWN CAFE @ 313.
jaslyn went jelly legs when she saw that cafe too. hahahha!
prolly going there again on xmas? HAHAHAH!!

and today,
for the first time in my life,
after IKEA at tampines have been built,
i finally got the chance to go there.
hahahah!!!!
though didn't spend muxh time due to time constraints,
but at least i've neem there.
hehehehe :))

=)

sources around me are there in times of emo-ness.
so sweet eh?
always there for me.
but somehow or rather, when they compile the timing of my emo-ness together,
it doesn't really tally.
hahaha.
这位小姐还挺麻烦的hor?
LOL!!!!!

down

when i feel down, i like to listen to sad songs.
when i feel down, i like to listen to JJ's slow songs.
when i feel very down, i like to listen to all of Hin's songs.
tonight is JJ and Hin's night.

& please don't ask me why.

Training

yesterday training was fun.

no guangyao coach, but eric coach.

no jingting, shuting and kokwei,

only me and yeetian.

and the tons of hyperactive kids. hahahah!!!!

new kids came, i didn't teach much. lol.

as though so much stuffs to teach, but too little time.

end of lesson, ruiling coach & her family came.

and we got to know of a little trick by ryan.

and we go..

*CLARKS*

so cute!!! hahahah!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

to my two brothers,
alvin & weimun

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!
SHENG RI KUAI LE!!!!!

weimun, i hope you will answer calls more frequently. haha.
alvin, i hope you will get your sexy abs soon. haha. oh, and your car. and drive me. lol

BIG ACCOMPLISHMENT!!!!!

i walked home from tampines west cc after lesson today. yeetian accompany me like one quarter. coz he ran back to catch his bus. LOL! first time i walk full journey home. tired and sweaty. but it feels so shuang. :)
and yeetian is funny. he bought the '玉女心经' manual notebook, and reading his stuffs while practicing his 长穗剑。so wrong can...

yilong and zixuan are so cute. coz they shouted 'jie jie bye bye' to me after lessons. haha. and yeetian got heartbroken coz they didnt say 'kor kor bye bye' to him. LOLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!!

all these shows how bored i am now. STAT!

i'm bored

*doodles doodles*

this is a place for me to pen my boredom tonight.

facebook has nothing interesting at the moment..

my mind is in a total blank. 

i cannot think of anything, except my bed.

i didn't mention it, but anyway, 

i watched harry potter last week with miao.

it wasn't as bad.

i almost fell asleep. but the snake startled me awake. 

o.O

rapunzel was nice.

the show was funny,

rapunzel was cute.

the beh is definitely cuter! :)

this week, i am 'teacher' at work to students.

i feel like a teacher.

but a lousy one. 

hur hur hur.

i don't seem to know how to piece things together.

sometimes i think they don't know what am i saying,

but they are too shy to ask me repeat. LOL!

& on sidenote, i don't like people who always think that there are people who are cleaning their backsides 24/7.

i'm sorry, but my job scope doesn't involve that!

i'm bored.

it's 2310hr.

i hope my iPod Shuffle gets fully charged asap.

i wanna sleep!!!!!

booo!!!!!

Yes or No?

should i start again?
if i say yes, i might regret.
if i say no, i might regret.

if i say yes, how long can i stay committed.
if i say no, i think i will regret more.

i've got fourteen days to think about it.

Jokes that make my day!

#1:
*while discussing about the different flights*
jaslyn: eh, Tiger Airways is the one that has a tiger on the plane ah?

#2:
*on the train*
me: that adidas jacket (a stranger is wearing) very nice..
yf: huh? *looks around* what intestine very nice?
me: -______-|||||

#3:
*yf trying very hard to get me praise me for being smart. but i refuse to do so.*
yf: 厉害吗？
me: 不厉害
yf: 了得起吗？
me: 了不起. (my initial plan of 不了不起 ended up became that answer. & he was definitely glad to have that answer.)


in conclusion, i self-diagnosed myself to have got infected by this disease known as Mad Labeet Disease.
我要声明，我是被传染的。
:))

Happening outing!

Saturday's happening outing!!
:))))))

from tampines to bugis,
from bugis back to tampines,
a movie,
and home sweet home.
and all the funny & weird stuffs that we chatted along the way.
and all the stupid nonsense.
FUN!!!!!!!!

hahaaha.
sjt, xie xie ni! :))

you never fail to crack me up with your jokes when i am down.
you can be my best dustbin when i need.
forever there to listen to my grumbles and mumbles even though i think
half of the time you dont know who am i talking about.
i will remember your birthday wish for me on my birthday.
'hope you find a job that you like soon.'
hahahhaa!!
& i will never forget your psycho-s for me to take leave for
some reasons.

thank you alvin kor.
you rock!
hahahah!
:D

Locked!

mind made up.
from now onwards, it's gonna be locked.
& i ain't no longer so stupid,
to open it so easily.
it's not going to be easy,
my mind says i can, i hope my heart can too. :))

*****

few days ago..
i texted brother..
me: brother, wo hen nan guo.. :((
then we chatted over the phone for some time... xie xie bro!

the next day..
brother texted me..
him: sister, wo hen nan guo.. :((
hahaha!!! i've got such a funny brother.

給十五歲的自己

To the 15 yr old me,

At fifteen, it was the best year in your secondary school life. Because you got to know friends who would be by your side for the rest of your life. Though you all would not be in contact everyday in future, your friendship might become a little distant, but everyone knows, deep down in their heart, who to look for when you need a shoulder to cry on, a listening ear to listen to. As you grow older, you face obstacles. Like how you chose studies over friends, a decision that you regretted after that, but it's ok. Everyone learns from their mistakes. When you proceed to a next phase of life, working & earning money as times pass, you get to know people who are in the same boat as you. Learn from them, your best buddy. Learn his spirit of fighting till the end just for a simple reason. Learn his ways to curb shopping habits. Learn to face good and bad people from everywhere. Learn to see how people behaves. He is your best friend, & he would continue to be. 

When you are to choose your course of study that would decide your future, choose according to what you like, not as to what other people wishes you to be. People might influence your thinking, but do not let yourself get influenced. School might be far, it's ok. It's just three years. What matters most is that you are happy with what you are doing, because this is what you want. 

You love wushu. Your little dream is to at least take part in a competition; no matter you win medal or not. You've got the chance. Cherish it! Learn well, do not disappoint yourself, do not disappoint the people who put in so much effort for you. Aside from that, embrace the chances when you've got the chance to learn things that not everyone get to do so. Yes, coaching is hard. Everyone who went through this will experience this rough patch as you. But do not give up. You can do it!

Polytechnic life is the time when you meet many many people. You meet the best friends who would scold you awake. Do not blame them. They are letting you know how to face the harsh reality. You meet people at work who goes through all the scoldings together, burning midnight oil together after work just to get reports done. You meet someone whom you would fall in love with. You meet many people who shares the same passion for wushu as you, and go through the harsh trainings and lots of sweat together. You meet the craziest bunch of classmates who grumble and mumble with you through the hardest modules & yet, the passion never dies. 

Working life is not easy. You've went through the times of juggling between studies and work. But when it's time for full time work, you would start to miss the times when you were studying. You would rather study hard modules than work and face weird people everyday. You would start to miss studying. Think on the bright side!!! You get to know more friends, they widen your sight. You know more people whom you can talk, laugh and cry with. 

& kick that bad habit of yours. the you who doesn't know how to cherish things and people until they are gone.

Continue to further your studies if you want to. Fly as high as you can. The world is big.

Remember, what doesn't kill you, makes you stronger. This is what you need to keep inside your mind.

Best wishes,

From the 20 yr old me.

Adventurous weekend!

saturday was awesome!!! so awesome, work felt awesome too!
last minute plan of going to bedok 85 got changed. (sorry derick, wasted your time in teaching me how to get there. haha! oops!) Jaslyn & I went to food fair @ expo instead. durian pancake was YUMMY NICE!!!! and durian pudding. & shark fin soup. & coffees.. and potato twist. too bad didn't buy dodo fishballs. hahah!!! after that, we went to changi airport for psycotherapy. talk talk talk, everything in my brain, in my mind, any first thing that pops out, stupid, lame, funny... everything! even random things like the kids around us. hahah!

sunday.. which is like less than 12 hours later, we met again! haah!!! k-box at bedok with her & yf. woohoo!!! 加油 was our first song. many many Jay & JJ & Hins!!! :)))) we sang for 5 hours, until i feel like i am really JJ's sista. hahahah!! at night, still went to teach my little bunch of kids. alamak.. abit worry for them. sigh... but anyway, seems like some of them are improving. :)) Jiayou!!!!

i love weekends. weeeee~

monday came, & i was sick. -.-
what a big contradiction. mc-ed, slept the whole afternoon. and said hi to work again today.. -.-

SIGH!!!!

this sucks!! why must she keep repeating it? isn't it fustrating? ok, fine, i shall not bother. let her mouth gets tired. & let her keep thinking. she will grow squishy squashy worms in ther brain someday. eeks!!!!!

i'm thinking if i should look forward to christmas & new year 2011 next year. you know, working on new year doesn't sound as though i would have a great year ahead thingy. WHO WANTS TO BUY NEW YEAR SUNDAY SHIFT? DOUBLE PAY WOR!!!!!

holiday?

i was so looking forward to the public holiday today; not because i had any special plans, but because i could rest at home. ended up, on this public holiday, i had to work. worse, i didn't know i had to work. totally ain't informed. how nice. ok, whatever it is, it's over. today was a busy busy day. either prescriptions, IMR-s, retail order forms, whatever. the conclusion is, i didn't get my holiday.

one good thing i could think of is that i didnt had to open retail shop floor many times. i did it only once. the other was, i had company. and thanks to winnie and ruiyi for calling me. haha!

christmas is coming. today's work shall mean extra pocket money for christmas. it's time to start thinking of christmas wish. :)

Megamind

yeah!!!! i caught megamind already. :))))))
it's so soooo cute! haha!!!

*what if i am bald & my skin colour is one of the primary colour?*
hahahah!!!!

anyway, have been watching a show till particularly late recently..
读心神探-- about solving crimes by reading expressions & body languages.
there's different types of 'distances' in between human. and the closest distance is known as 'intimate distance' whereby it is ranged about 45cm to 90cm. if people steps into your intimate distance, you would feel disturbed because you feel like people are stepping into your territory. 
it makes me think... everyday when i take mrt, people are all stepping within my 'intimate distance' too!!!

then, they talk about 夫妻相。
所谓的夫妻相，其实叫做mirror behaviour. they adapt to one another's lifestyle and habits as time passes. that's why they start to live like one another, behave like one another, etc.

wow!!!! i learnt new things... :)))))

酷酷的他，惹人讨厌。
对自己傻笑的他 却是那么的可爱。
他，外表不算帅，
以智慧来凭， 非常帅！！！
他是安中根医生 =）））

Libra VS Librax

one fine evening on the way home...
after talking about some irritating person & medications,
he asked me this suddenly..

YiFeng: Can libra eat librax?
Me: Cannot...
YiFeng: Why?
Me: Because there is a 'X' behind the word 'Libra'. so means cannot take...
YiFeng: Orhhhh, so the 'X' in Librax is supposed to mean no supply of Librax to Libra-s?
Me: Yupp!!!!! *beams*

i think he almost fainted.
=)

many many many a photos...

Jerlin's Farewell dinner

& my mom simply laughed when she saw this photo coz she thinks her daughter is SHORT!

Pinks are Me, Jerlin & Nathalie!

Oh, we are the Pinks & Blues~

Family Times

my family photo

心情之歌

喜欢你现在的样子

我就是喜歡你現在的樣子
我就是喜歡你這樣的脾氣
有時善解人意　有時粗心大意
我 就是喜歡你現在的樣子

我真的喜歡你現在的樣子
我真的喜歡你這樣的 任性
有時千言萬語　有時不說一句
我真的喜歡你現在的樣子

不要輕異嚐試任何改變
改變你現在所有的一切
以為我能再多愛你一些

不要懷疑自己
屬於你的一切都是美麗
我相信 只有真心能永遠

我就是喜歡你現在的樣子
我就是喜歡你這樣的脾氣
有時善解人意　有時粗心大意
我 就是喜歡你現在的樣子

不要輕異嚐試任何改變
改變你現在所有的一切
以為我能再多愛你一些

不要懷疑自己
屬於你的一切都是美麗
我相信 只有真心能永遠
不變～

我就是喜歡你現在的樣子
我就是喜歡你這樣的脾氣
有時善解人意　有時粗心大意
我 就是喜歡你現在的樣子

不要隨便 改變你現在的樣子

心情之歌

plus current mood:
I want to watch MegaMind.
I want to watch MegaMind.
I want to watch MegaMind.
I want to watch MegaMind.
I want to watch MegaMind.


ok. bye. pop!

Awesome Brothers!!!! :D

proud to annouce,

i've got awesome brothers!!!

Alvin Wee!!

 He drew a map for me in case i got lost in town.

He's always there to listen to my grumbles,

when i throw tantrums at work.

He's there to motivate me do sit-ups everynight.

hahahaha!!!!

WeiMun & WeiChong

WeiChong drove me to Jurong from Orchard.

He knew I'm not familar with town area.

He changed to another meeting place which I am familar.

from there, he drove me to our destination.

WeiMun drove me from Jurong to Tampines

even though he stayed in Jurong.

Initially, the plan was to drive me to MRT station only,

but he ended up driving me all the way to my destination even though he wasn't familar with the routes.

告诉我，我是幸福的

:))

this is,

my red-white belt.

from now onwards,

it will officially be kept in my drawer,

together with white, green-white & green belts.

not because i have been promoted.

but because, it marks the end.

two weeks ago, it marks the last time i don the belt.

i guess, 

i won't be wearing it for quite some time,

or maybe even no more chances to wear it.

i have finally relieved my heaviest burden.

from this moment onwards, sunday mornings would be free.

it's not that i don't like training, learning and 'teaching' there.

but if it is a burden being there, at least to me,

i guess it's a better choice to leave.

training should be a passion,

not a burden, before interest burns away.

before i end,

i take this chance to thank all the coaches who had help me before.

the coaches who brought me down to hongwen,

the coaches who guided me there,

the coaches who taught me there with patience,

the people whom i 'taught' before, 

thanks for teaching me so many things.

i wouldn't say i have learnt nothing at all.

i learnt many.

& to the people who had accompanied me there,

and the two new friends i made because of our passion--

ZhengYang & ShuHui.

i'm glad to know you two, really.

这个决定， 我不会后悔.

想念，我会。

后悔，我不会。

thinking..

我们之间到底是怎样，我没有正确的答案。
我也没有想要你在短时间内给我一个正确的答案。。
是我多心了吗？总是觉得你稍微地变了。
我想，或许在大家确定以前，是佛应该先回到原点？想清楚再向前？
毕竟虽然大家的梦想是相同的，但进度却大不相同。
我不想影响你的大好前途。。

或许乖乖的呆在你身边也能帮到你，因为那是种默默地支持，
但是，那是需要经过你的同意。
对不起，我很笨，
拐弯抹角的事我听不懂，看不懂。
希望你能明确地说清楚。。。

Pictures..

the adventures, the outings, the laughters....

The night of Paranormal Activity & Minds Cafe :)

 

 The night of World of Snoopy :))

so cute!! i like this!

badge on white coat :)

Adventure!

the whole week is fantabulous!  hahhaa!!!!
minus all the rubbish at work of course...

tuesday was with poly cliques..
dragged to watch paranormal activity. zzzz
i dont know how i went through the 90 minutes. hahah!!!
but i just told my younger sister it was a very nice movie, and it wasn't scary at all. mwahahahahah!!!!
i think i freak her out. LOL!
after movie was minds cafe. we played the dinosaur game and tre colours.
er hem...
i am now proclaimed er hem HONEST SHI PING!
lol!!!!

thursday was with adventurers.
snoopy exhibiton at hilton hotel, after that was dinner at sakura thai, then muji and kinokuniya and home.
hahah!!
psychotherapy of course!!!!!!!! as though the whole week of fustrations were let off.

friday is last day of pharmacy week.
breakfast was waffles and milk tea. :))
i was supergirl the whole day.
typing champion for 3 hours with no food drink and toilet allowed. with the fact that i havent finish my waffles and my milk tea. couldn't even clear my iforgothowmany cartons of stock.
afternoon was then i allowed to clear. lol. after clearing, e-order, went to store, come back, continue to clear somemore. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!!!!!!!!!!

next week, there will be additional pt-s in. i hope i would not be taken as supergirl. occasionally i don't mind, everyday, im sorry i mind.

happy pharmacy week. i hope from now on i don't have to do interventions like 'i don't know i just copy from IMR' anymore. tyvm. lol

grumbles, mumbles and many more

i don't understand. everyweek, there is at least a day where something would happen. a thing that will make my mood go all the way down as though someone threw me hard on the ground. then my face would turn black like charcoal for the next few hours or worse, remaining of the day. what's just so hard to avoid it? is there a solution to settle it like once and for all? it's so irritating! is there a bright side in looking into this issue? like what? take it as i am training my temper limits? maybe in the long run, i might control my temper better? my limits would be higher? like seriously...

maybe there IS a bright side. which is, i've got someone beside me who is willing to listen to my everything. like everything, even though they are plain rubbish and nonsensical. but how long would it last? 2 weeks more only? i don't know. i don't want to think about it.

everything

i just finished the show 恋爱星求人. i don't like the ending. it made me drop tears a little. not because i am touched. but because i am sad. i am going to emo the whole night. lol.

work wise, monday aside, i feel much better the whole week. see, it's monday blues. i hope i don't have it next week. it's nice to have someone nice to work with. to grumble grumble grumble about every single thing. ADVENTURE NEXT WEEK!

how long was it since i knew he ain't there? now, i dun have the 期待 feeling wherever i go. before that, i would look into cafe & toast whenever i passed by, hoping to catch a glimpse of him. but now, whenever i do that, i would remind myself once again, dun need to look la, he won't be here. sigh... lol

anyway, IT'S IVP soon!!!! TEAM NYP GO GO GO!!!!!!!! i will go down to support everyone! hahah!!!
after ivp, it's gonna be world championship. who wants to go watch with me??? maybe i should go and find motivation. then i would start training again.. should i? seems like i am 有心无力...

Heavy Monday Blues

i had my weekend duty yesterday. today i feel so tired. my legs are so tired i don't feel like standing and walking. i feel like an old lady who cannot stand for long. i stoned almost the whole day. i was the inpatient specialist for today and i had tons of stuffs to pack and type. and i got alot of pneumatic tubes to shoot back to the wards, but apparently, i did not finish shooting them back. i should have snapped a photo of it. it was simply lots. ah lee laughed at me and said that i shouldn't have worked yesterday. maybe today i will regret. maybe this whole week i will regret. but when i know my november pay comes, i won't regret. & when i got my sunday duty again, i will fulfill it myself without selling to other people, & the vicious cycle shall continue.

today maylan taught me something. about teaching students how to work. and i thought about it. maybe the way we taught them is wrong. that's why people can never get it right. not everyone gets everything right the first time they were told so. everyone makes mistakes. everyone forgets. i should not be so impatient. i was once a student, i wished people would be patient in teaching a slow student like me. so i should not wish that the students i guide now goes express streams. sigh.

that made me think of the students at tampines west. i skipped training yesterday because of work. i could have made an effort to go and see them but i did not. they are going for grading soon. i should not leave them alone. 2 weeks ago, when i went back to teach them after going missing for 2 weeks, Crystal said she missed me. RuiYuan said that he was happy because i was back. he even asked how was my injury. somehow or rather, i feel guilty for not going down yesterday. like 对不起 them. sigh...

i haven't finished my korean medical drama. i haven't finished Grey's Anatomy. am not finishing it anyway because the discs are all not working. stopped medical drama for a new hongkong show; 恋爱星求人-- some stuffs about horoscope.

there was this scene whereby the female lead could not sleep in the middle of the night, so she called her best friend, the male lead. he was sound asleep, but he woke up in the middle of the night, entertained her, & even read newspaper to her. he read the weather forecast to her, so she could not ask questions, & do nothing but listen to him talk until she falls asleep. sweet right?

& i asked, how many of us would be willing to do that? honestly saying, if my phone rings in the middle of the night, i would scold some stuffs before asking the person what he or she wants.. would i do what the male lead did for the female lead? i don't know. would anyone do this for me? i also don't know.

last question: why am i having so many thoughts running in my brain. answer is, I don't know. SIGHS.

Revamp!!!!!

been long since this blog has been written like a real diary. hahah!

saturday: didn't went anywhere. intended shopping day became wardrobe clearing day. i tidied my wardrobe, cleared unwanted clothes, & stuffs which i had wanted to throw since ages ago but didn't have the 'time' to. not bad. i threw out one and half bag of clothes. hahah!

sunday: was training as usual. except that there wasn't tampines west training. 10.10.2010 wasn't any day special to me.

monday: ON LEAVE!!!! woke up, watch show, and shopping!!! it's nice to do this once in a while. wearing my favourite adidas singlet, rented VCD-s, went to do my nails, went to buy watches, and went walking around and doing nothing but buying things. hahaa!!! reached home, tidied my table a little. and start watching my shows.

tuesday: back to work. everyone told me monday was a horrible war. they broke record with 550+ patients. on average, usually we served 100+ less than this. but tuesday wasn't much better. the flow was much smoother i guess, but the crowd wasn't. broke record with 560+ patients, but i was inpatient specialist, so i wasn't affected much.

i am happy at home when watching my medical drama, because i got the diagnosis of patient right. :)
patient has a blood clot in artery which resulted in epilepsy i think. dr went through the rx, saw that vit K was prescribed, & scolded the trainee dr. but upon investigation, they realized the dose of vit K was too little to cause any blood coagulation. as patient is regularly on long flights, suspected that blood clot was actually deep vein thrombosis, and not the vit K.
and i got this diagnosis right before the another trainee dr. did. hahahah!!!

wednesday, thursday: it's just plain work. mood isn't good at work these days. i've come to a conclusion i should not care about anything anymore. i don't know whats gonna happen tomorrow. i just cleared my table. here and there. i feel so good about throwing things, and finding antiques. alvin calls them 'ten years of thrash'. hahaha. & i threw away a DIY present that was intended for someone but in the end wasn't given away.

should i take a picture of my neat desk now? hahah! maybe after proper done with, i shall. lol.

after the revamp of my bags, then my wardrobe & the clothes. now m table and cupboard. next up, my laptop and my blog. hhah!

The passer-by

it's confirmed, guranteed & stamped. he's no longer here. ask if i'm sad? wasn't that bad. because it is half-expected. i don't expect him to be here forever. but just a little because the truth sinks in. and the fact that the next two postings would be  further and further away. now that truth comes, i will not be expecting to see him anywhere in the cafes, cheers, wards, pharmacies. not even prescriptions signed by him. sighs. oh well, we'll meet if we have fate; even if it means on the streets. i don't ask for much. the fact he remembers is enough.

wishing him all the best in all his postings. and hopefully may we meet in the same working place once more again in the near future. haha.

this passer-by, he will never know. once upon a time, his smile could actually makes someone's day. he was this 'special'. he is a special bond. :)

it's back again

it's back again...
the urggghhhh feeling.
it's exactly the same as the previous feeling.
what to do?????
:(((((((((

K Box @ Cuppage

K box-ed with Jaslyn & Ruiyi last thursday.
I think Cuppage is nice.
they have updated new songs..
& most importantly, they have Hin's version of 听说爱情回来过..
hahhah!!!!
:))

Celin's farewell dinner

Celin's last day today. 

Aww... one less person to crap with me. & talk about eyecandy too...

hur hur~ 

anw, wishing her all the best. :D

farewell dinner for her last friday. 

because of her, almost everyone wore red on that day. 

i think we attracted alot of attention, because there were alot of people coming to our pharmacy that day,

as though it is a Monday after long holiday. LOL!

ok, finished rambling. pictures shall do the rest. Hehe :D

Celin & Me. i like this picture. haha!

HAPPY TWO ZERO BIRTHDAY TO ME =) (Part 2)

13th September was when I went shopping for present with one of my best brother. 

weets~ =)

 *picture not taken. hehe!!*

Then on 21st September, the adventurers had an outing to Central @ Clarke Quay. 

went to had our ramen & saw a sexy beh & labeet.

woo~ the beh is so sexy~

Oh.. & I picked up my necklace as a present from another brother.

weets~ =)

from brother!

from brother!

from adventurers :D

Then on the day itself, 23rd September, 

had two celebrations.

One in the pharmacy, the other outside pharmacy..

from retail pharmacy :D

Justina & Me

Jerlin & Me

AhLee Bah Bah & Me

Suzzanna, Me, Iszi

KaiXiang, Yuwen, Me, Ah Lee

HAPPY TWENTY TO ME :DD

HAPPY TWO ZERO BIRTHDAY TO ME =)

thanks everyone who celebrated with me & wished me.  =)
i really enjoyed my 20th this year.
to be updated soon. =))

one week later on a sunday...

last sunday, there wasn't any training...
this week, there is. but i'm not attending any.
sprained my ankle on friday when i fell down the stairs on friday.
super ZZZ
yesterday mommy brought me to a sinseh.
he's quite good i suppose?
he cracked my leg twice and i jumped and my mom laughed at me.
& it's so painful. don't know how to describe.
but anyway, my bones went back to where it was. that's the main thing. which is good.
and one blue colour note just flew away just like that.
tell me what is payday for.
hahah!

No training today

No training today.
Time check: 1345hr.
Hello world, I just woke up. Haha!!!

this feels so shuang. i'm tired from yesterday's work plus adventures. haha. simply lots of randomness and unexpected stuffs. like i saw someone who looks so similar to carbon bond. especially his eyes. as though they are of the same size. but i know they are different people. no dimples, and this person doesn't recognise me, unlike the real carbon bond. hahah! and of course, the real carbon bond doesn't need to sell moncakes. he's too busy for that i think. hahha!! then there was this little lost girl who kept crying.. haha!! and blah blah..

then at work, helped this old uncle.. from blk 4 walk to blk 1, then from block one walk to ward 74.. zzz... many thanks to this nurse clinician and this house officer for their help. if not i think i would be helpless and don't know where to go already. haha.

photos.. soon. lol!!

Birthday

suddenly remember about this incident which left me quite a deep impression.
sunday night, as usual, had training. & i took the usual groups.

one of the students, Crystal, told me about her birthday coming on next sunday. she seems excited. ‘教练，my birthday is next sunday.. '
then RuiYuan told me, '老师，我的生日是holiday 那个星期一'. he meant the monday that had passed, which was 6th september.
then Javier quietly told me, '姐姐，我的生日是星期三。。。'. he meant the wednesday that passed.
hahaha!!! they are all from the same group, but the way they call me is all different.. hahah!!!
so cute!!!
:))

谈情说案

I've finished the show.
i think the ending is a little weird.
i think i like Lo-Sir more than Prof King.
though i like Prof King's ben ben ideas. hahha

i learnt new things in this show.
like how i will remember
Formalin, a preservative, has low boiling point.
so in order to keep it in liquid state, the environment must be very very very cold.

like how i know how to define love with science.
which equates to the concentration of phenylalanine.
when two people are in love, the amount of phenylalamine in body increases. and this makes them happy.

so what is phenylalanine?
it is a direct precursor to phenylethylamine. Phenylalanine is a precursor for tyrosine, the monoamine signaling molecules dopamine, norepinephrine (noradrenaline), and epinephrine (adrenaline)... etc.

-wikipedia

but i still can't link it to Prof King's theory of love. because he said that phenylalanine is an enzyme. but wiki says its an amino acids. ok, i know enzymes are proteins. but i still cannot link them. hur! i'm a dumb-ass!

but i understand the other theory.

In mathematics, 1 + 1 = 2.

In science, 1 + 1 = 2.

In the theory of love, 1 + 1 doesn't equate to 2.

because love is not just between the two people. it involves the people around them, and the environment, and etc. like what we say, 天时，地利，人和。

so deep right? HAHA!!!

bored

so bored, i feel like rotting till the last bit.
i remember i still got photos yet to be uploaded.
yet i feel so lazy.
i remember my ipod is yet to be fully charged.
yet i am not doing so because i think i am shutting my loved laptop soon.

these 2 days have been 'awesome' to max.
everyday we are breaking records.
everyday we are record breakers.
so awesome, i think we are wonderful.

brother weimun has enlisted.
now one less brother to pei me talk at night on msn.
which reminds me;
some ben dan is so busy, ain't talking to me.
pfffttttttt.....

Adventure!

once again, adventures!!!
really been some time since adventure and psychotherapy; after fireworks crazyness. the last time when we had adventure was when we went to a Japanese primary school for a event, followed by a trip to Changi Airport. hahah! that was when Amanda joined us. yeah!

this time round, we went to Comex!!! haha. nope, there wasn't much jam. went to look for microsoft office for jaslyn. in the end, she left there empty-handed, but i left with a pretty white mouse for my beloved laptop. so we headed to Funan IT mall where Jaslyn found Microsoft Office cheaper than Comex and did not have to lug a printer home as well. Hahaha!!

Dinner was at some i-forgot-where place. but the food was not bad. all our favourites. ending with toufu! hahah!!! then we had some psychotherapy alongside the road of raffles and cityhall mrt station too. Hahah. Many many a things. 我的菜，你的菜，她的菜；我们的菜!!

ps, carbon bond rocks! :)

Korean food + Party World =)

this time round, let pictures do the talking..

From Genting, with love from Eve& Lionel & Nel

From Taiwan, with love from Ray&PeiShan

自摸 good ah!

guess what's it.

yummy p*ds

let me show u the right way.

highlight of the night, 带我走by Janella. video on FB. haha!

 

王力宏-你不知道的事

New song by Wang Lee Hom.
now i feel like watching this movie.
who wants to watch with me? hah!
:))

Adventure!

Jaslyn (sings): (Stephanie Sun's song) Green light.. (blah blah blah, idk the lyrics.)
Ruiyi: What's with that green light. why she needs green light?
Me: Oh, she's waiting for traffic light...

all: nice one. zzzz -.-!

September 2010...

ooooo.. time flies. it's september now.
although at work, i think time passes very slowly, as an overall, i think time passes very fast. hahah!!!

first up, september got a lot of birthday babies!!!!! hahah!!!
so happy birthday to all of US!!!

To Tirza, ShuTing, Maylann, JiangDa, Waty & her husband who shares the same date as me, ShuYan, David Ng & ME!!
haha!!! so many many many people....

oh man.. getting old. hur hur hur!!!
gotta blog about crazy night out with poly cliques later (hopefully).
hahah!

sometimes, i think the people around me have much more potential in taiji as compared to me. because they are absolutely excellent in pushing stuffs around. much more better than me.

Tired!!!!

It's the last week of August!
It has been tiring, I feel like URGH!!!
Inpatient-ing duties almost everyday until i feel like vomitting. I think AhLee knows how it feels :(((

Im tired, I don't know why. I just feel so lethargic, until I don't feel like moving. Tomorrow still got Taiji. 8 more days to full rest day. Go GO!!!

Claudia's last day on wed. She's flying back to continue be our future doctor. Glenn, Claudia, AhLee and me went to TBM for lunch. hahah! It's gonna be 10 months later if she wants to eat hokkien mee again. LOL!

James' last day on 21st. Next time, i can't call out to his name for fun already. awww.... One less person to help me find retail stuffs too.

I got my new adidas bag!!! Thanks to Grace, she showed me the bag and i wanted to get it. haha! I brought my bag to work already. Hahah. Pretty!!!! Of course I won't abandon the old bag that I brought last year after I saw Tracy's. Hahaha!!! Tsktsk.. I think I always splurge on adidas bags. Haha.. Oh well, it makes me happy. :)

Today is saturday. after work, went steamboat with PeiShan. Nice!!! the tom yam soup is nice~ but the chicken soup like no taste one. And mango dessert from HK cafe is superb too!!!

This week!

Eventful week I must say.

Enjoying my life everyday.
One day, I was angry. But having someone, though she can't hear my grumbles. she is there to read my grumbles, is fine too. after all the not-so-nice words and grumbles and scoldings, am fine already. Hins' songs made me feel much better too. :)

Anyway, let's move on to brighter stuffs.

Like 

YOG Opening Ceremony.
After work, met Jaslyn at city hall. went for our curry rice at Stamford Road again. After that, we went around everywhere exploring almost everything. We found Marina Xchange!!! HAHAHAHA!!! and we found esplanade MRT station. not esplanade that durian via underground.

Anyway, Jaslyn and I loitered almost everywhere, till we found a place to view the fireworks live. We went esplanade. Helix bridge was closed. :(((( After that, went back to City Hall to wait for RuiYi. & walked back to watch fireworks again.

AhLee & KaiXiang who supposedly wanted to meet us ended up at Orchard eating dinner. Didn't meet them afterall. Anyway, Before fireworks, we had psychotherapy again. & lots of funny funny jokes till the max. Couldn't stop laughing, I think everyone around us really think we are psycho. Hahaha!!!!

Fireworks were not bad, but they were being shot like bit by bit, each about 1 minute only. so i think we spent more time talking than watching fireworks. Left at about 8 plus? I know it was after performance by Martial House (Monster) because we saw the 'UFO-s' like what I saw on the videos.

Went to eat fruit tarts, which were super nice. Then went home. On the way home, Jaslyn and me saw fireworks again. Closing fireworks. NICE!!! i like the golden shower. Hahaha!! :))

the 'person' we kept laughing at while i was on the phone with AhLee.

& he was like 'why are u laughing?'

ok, the name tag on this 'person'

is written 'Big Brother'

no one knows what's the 笑点. nevermind.

PeiShan & Ray's chalet

After work on Monday, went down to their chalet after meeting the rest of the girls. Nice time chatting around with one another, catching up and gossiping about everything under the world. 

our best wishes <3

a twist of chemistry

supposed to be 扮鬼脸,
ended up all act cute

and our series of absolute camwhore!!

tada~ a night with smile :)