National Skin Centre appointment today.
so not fun. because i was late. & my appt time was delayed.
:X
the consultants could not diagnose anything out from my rash,
so had to do full blood count test, antibodies test.
ok, in short, blood test.
it's not pain when they taking my blood sample.
it's pain after that. AFTER! like tsk! i think is the plaster's fault.
& I've got to go back in 2 months time..
i'm glad i got government grant.
expensive leh!!!!
mommy actually wanted to help me pay for my medicine,
but they didn't have small change for her big note.
so in the end.. another 10 bucks flew away just like this..
OH MY SAVINGSSSSSS~~!!~~~~
THEY JUST FLEW AWAY :'(((((
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
Saturday, January 23, 2010
Week 4 at Inpatient Pharmacy
hoohoo~ long time no blog!
hahahh!!!
time really flies.
last wednesday i was just back in school for FYP presentation.
this week's wednesday, i went back once again.
for a talk, and chiong FYP part 2 with Irene.
library is really a nice place to work in, especially towards the night, when it is quiet.
i didn't even need music to keep me awake.
i simply love the quietness.
shall be back there again. heh! :))
this week is week 4 at inpatient pharmacy.
LAST WEEK ALREADY!!!!
see, time flies right???
this is a place where i had fun.
more fun than SOC, but less dispensing though.
hahha!
but this is the place where my life did not revolve only around picking and packing,
which is something i yearned for.
i like to do returns, even though i might feel sleepy cutting tablets whole afternoon.
(something which SS yearns to do, haha!)
i like to do crediting, even though it holds a cautionary label stating 'May Cause Drowsiness'.
i like to do e-portering, even though the pharmacists loves to bomb me with files in piles.
i like to do IOU even though i have not done it before, because i get to walk all over the hospital to the different wards and etc.
i like to help Jaslyn do stocks, because flipping tablets do not require much use of brains.
i like to 'drive' the stock trolley, even though i always lang gar because i have no license.
i like to go top up wards even though i always get lost, even though i cannot differentiate which prep room is A, B or C.
but i always managed to find it in the end.
that is the process of learning on my own.
which is something that i wanna learn.
to stand on my own feet, to ask people when i really need to.
heck care if i dont know the nurses.
but at least, i don't put the patients' lives at stake right?
BUT I STILL DON'T LIKE PHONE OPERATOR DUTIES. >.<
i did dispensing today.
not a lot, no difficult drugs.
simple & straight forward. I LIKE!
hahaha!
went with Fel & Ms Wan.
she's very nice & patient.
& she taught me lots of things too. I LIKE! :))
had lunch with Jaslyn & KY (one of the pharmacist, idk how to spell his name)
once again, the topic never change.
where will i go after i end attachment?
how do i find these places?
these questions that have been asked many times.
many times which i did not put it to serious considerations.
but now, it's different. because i'm only left with 4 weeks.
before i start eating grass & drinking air.
oh well, I've got my plans in mind.
not many people knows about it though.
so.. hahhaa!
let's keep it this way.
Inpatient Pharmacy. For now, it's till here.
Thanks to many people who had guided me along, whom I had fun with.
will remember everyone deep deep! heheheh!!
hahahh!!!
time really flies.
last wednesday i was just back in school for FYP presentation.
this week's wednesday, i went back once again.
for a talk, and chiong FYP part 2 with Irene.
library is really a nice place to work in, especially towards the night, when it is quiet.
i didn't even need music to keep me awake.
i simply love the quietness.
shall be back there again. heh! :))
this week is week 4 at inpatient pharmacy.
LAST WEEK ALREADY!!!!
see, time flies right???
this is a place where i had fun.
more fun than SOC, but less dispensing though.
hahha!
but this is the place where my life did not revolve only around picking and packing,
which is something i yearned for.
i like to do returns, even though i might feel sleepy cutting tablets whole afternoon.
(something which SS yearns to do, haha!)
i like to do crediting, even though it holds a cautionary label stating 'May Cause Drowsiness'.
i like to do e-portering, even though the pharmacists loves to bomb me with files in piles.
i like to do IOU even though i have not done it before, because i get to walk all over the hospital to the different wards and etc.
i like to help Jaslyn do stocks, because flipping tablets do not require much use of brains.
i like to 'drive' the stock trolley, even though i always lang gar because i have no license.
i like to go top up wards even though i always get lost, even though i cannot differentiate which prep room is A, B or C.
but i always managed to find it in the end.
that is the process of learning on my own.
which is something that i wanna learn.
to stand on my own feet, to ask people when i really need to.
heck care if i dont know the nurses.
but at least, i don't put the patients' lives at stake right?
BUT I STILL DON'T LIKE PHONE OPERATOR DUTIES. >.<
i did dispensing today.
not a lot, no difficult drugs.
simple & straight forward. I LIKE!
hahaha!
went with Fel & Ms Wan.
she's very nice & patient.
& she taught me lots of things too. I LIKE! :))
had lunch with Jaslyn & KY (one of the pharmacist, idk how to spell his name)
once again, the topic never change.
where will i go after i end attachment?
how do i find these places?
these questions that have been asked many times.
many times which i did not put it to serious considerations.
but now, it's different. because i'm only left with 4 weeks.
before i start eating grass & drinking air.
oh well, I've got my plans in mind.
not many people knows about it though.
so.. hahhaa!
let's keep it this way.
Inpatient Pharmacy. For now, it's till here.
Thanks to many people who had guided me along, whom I had fun with.
will remember everyone deep deep! heheheh!!
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
Sunday, January 17, 2010
Week 3 of Inpatient Pharmacy, FYP
this week is Week 3.
next week is last week in Inpatient pharmacy.
>.<
this week..
BACK TO WARD AREA!!!
haha. cool cool.
the coolest thing i've done this week is to go top up wards on my own.
wahaahaha..
ok, it's no big deal.
but i did it ok.
LOL!!!
and the four students were on a 'major project' of answering phone calls.
cool job right??!!
stationed next to the phone for 4 hours everyday,
answering stupid and weird questions from nurses,
answering questions from doctors, public, etc.
running around looking and digging for files and stuffs
no thanks to nurses when they are supposed to be the ones doing those checkings first.
-.-
a lot a lot..
there were dumb questions that made us go -.-||
there were questions that made us go o.O
there were questions that made us LOL
there were questions that made us go RARRRR
obviously the questions that made us go RARRR is from ____.
hahahahah!
work aside.
presented on the first FYP presentation on wednesday.
early in the morning @ NYP.
it was ok la,
just wasn't exactly very smooth.
and i couldn't really answer Q&A.
*.*
but one question only..
hope it does not make much difference.
*fingers crossed*
let's hope for a better grade on second presentation.
:)))
MY ILO CALLED ME LO!!!!
yeah, she's visiting me soon. hoohoo!!!
BACK TO WARD AREA!!!
haha. cool cool.
the coolest thing i've done this week is to go top up wards on my own.
wahaahaha..
ok, it's no big deal.
but i did it ok.
LOL!!!
and the four students were on a 'major project' of answering phone calls.
cool job right??!!
stationed next to the phone for 4 hours everyday,
answering stupid and weird questions from nurses,
answering questions from doctors, public, etc.
running around looking and digging for files and stuffs
no thanks to nurses when they are supposed to be the ones doing those checkings first.
-.-
a lot a lot..
there were dumb questions that made us go -.-||
there were questions that made us go o.O
there were questions that made us LOL
there were questions that made us go RARRRR
obviously the questions that made us go RARRR is from ____.
hahahahah!
work aside.
presented on the first FYP presentation on wednesday.
early in the morning @ NYP.
it was ok la,
just wasn't exactly very smooth.
and i couldn't really answer Q&A.
*.*
but one question only..
hope it does not make much difference.
*fingers crossed*
let's hope for a better grade on second presentation.
:)))
MY ILO CALLED ME LO!!!!
yeah, she's visiting me soon. hoohoo!!!
Thursday, January 14, 2010
thinking..
*jiang jiang jiang jiang....*
pillar pictures!!!!
:))
*****
sometimes, i like the way we are now.
aren't the best of all friends,
yet always there for one another;
when we are bored, when we feel like grumbling.
when we are tired, when we need entertainment.
this chemistry between us,
it's not even spoken out.
we know it in ourselves,
somehow or rather.
you can be my crappiest friend,
& yet the best listening ear at the same time.
i can be the crappiest friend,
& yet the best listening ear at the same time.
i guess this is how we bond?
i like it this way.
& i hope this continues.
no changes, at least not for now.
:))
aren't the best of all friends,
yet always there for one another;
when we are bored, when we feel like grumbling.
when we are tired, when we need entertainment.
this chemistry between us,
it's not even spoken out.
we know it in ourselves,
somehow or rather.
you can be my crappiest friend,
& yet the best listening ear at the same time.
i can be the crappiest friend,
& yet the best listening ear at the same time.
i guess this is how we bond?
i like it this way.
& i hope this continues.
no changes, at least not for now.
:))
3 years of NYP
does all these shows how fast time flies?
3 years. in a blink of eye.
1 AES, 1 report, 1 more presentation,
5 more weeks of attachment.
and it's self-proclaimed graduation.
come april or may 2010,
i will be officially graduating.
how will life be from then onwards?
hmm.. it's time to ponder.
Monday, January 11, 2010
oh so random & it's just fyp AGAIN!
Alrights, I have decided.
Decided that I reaaaalllllly need to tidy up my stuffs.
those hell lots of stuffs.
my notes...
the first thing I have decided, is to buy those boxes.
the ones from MCKY.
i know, i know,
I've been telling people that those boxes cannot fit my lecture notes.
so I'm gonna get like tons of it or something??
like one box contains one sem of notes???
I know it sounds like crazy. I dun even have the space to put those boxes.
Oh well, i will work something out later after i got it then. HOHO!
my horrible + terrible messy table..
it's just so damn messy.
chargers, wires, everything everywhere.
sometimes, even dear baby doesn't even have a place to sit.
and FYP chiong-ing at this peak period is making things worse.
because tons of papers are all over the place.
& stuffs on my table that cannot be exposed to heat and light too much ain't making it any better because my table is facing the window. -.-
prolly getting a new drawer or something on my desk.
i really cannot stand the mess anymore. i used to be such a neat freak,
and now all these mess. OMG!!!!!!
i think whoever sees all this mess is just gonna faint and go
OMG, how the hell do you work like this,
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!
then again, that's why it is hardworking slacker, isn't it?
hardworking coz i did work, slacker because i didn't tidy up my place. :P
oh, that damn wardrobe...
that shall come in later.
after i get my fyp done,
after i get my table cleared.
i think by then already CNY period.
hohoho!
the bad thing is, new clothes would be on the way,
while i'm tidying those piles and mountains of clothes.
lalalalala~~~
idk how i am going to do it.
I've got like.. 3 piles of BRAND NEW clothes,
yet i am always telling mummy that.
it's time for shopping, I've got no clothes to wear
HAHAHAHHAA!
oh man.. girls...
lol!!!!!!
Decided that I reaaaalllllly need to tidy up my stuffs.
those hell lots of stuffs.
my notes...
the first thing I have decided, is to buy those boxes.
the ones from MCKY.
i know, i know,
I've been telling people that those boxes cannot fit my lecture notes.
so I'm gonna get like tons of it or something??
like one box contains one sem of notes???
I know it sounds like crazy. I dun even have the space to put those boxes.
Oh well, i will work something out later after i got it then. HOHO!
my horrible + terrible messy table..
it's just so damn messy.
chargers, wires, everything everywhere.
sometimes, even dear baby doesn't even have a place to sit.
and FYP chiong-ing at this peak period is making things worse.
because tons of papers are all over the place.
& stuffs on my table that cannot be exposed to heat and light too much ain't making it any better because my table is facing the window. -.-
prolly getting a new drawer or something on my desk.
i really cannot stand the mess anymore. i used to be such a neat freak,
and now all these mess. OMG!!!!!!
i think whoever sees all this mess is just gonna faint and go
OMG, how the hell do you work like this,
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!
then again, that's why it is hardworking slacker, isn't it?
hardworking coz i did work, slacker because i didn't tidy up my place. :P
oh, that damn wardrobe...
that shall come in later.
after i get my fyp done,
after i get my table cleared.
i think by then already CNY period.
hohoho!
the bad thing is, new clothes would be on the way,
while i'm tidying those piles and mountains of clothes.
lalalalala~~~
idk how i am going to do it.
I've got like.. 3 piles of BRAND NEW clothes,
yet i am always telling mummy that.
it's time for shopping, I've got no clothes to wear
HAHAHAHHAA!
oh man.. girls...
lol!!!!!!
*****
counting down 3 days.
3 DAYS!!!!!
i actually skipped TJ training to chiong out my slides
so i can send them to Rachel by today,
so hopefully i get a PASS from her
before i let my accessor faint.
i dun have much expectations for FYP.
i just pray that i don't get shot by weird questions that will leave me stone.
i just pray that i don't get everyone-knows-who.
& if i really get her, *touchwood*
she would be in a great mood, so i won't kena shoot.
oh, &&&&
I HOPE I CAN FINISH EVERYTHING WITHIN 10 MINUTES!!!
THIS IS A GREAT BIG CHALLENGE!
counting down 3 days.
3 DAYS!!!!!
i actually skipped TJ training to chiong out my slides
so i can send them to Rachel by today,
so hopefully i get a PASS from her
before i let my accessor faint.
i dun have much expectations for FYP.
i just pray that i don't get shot by weird questions that will leave me stone.
i just pray that i don't get everyone-knows-who.
& if i really get her, *touchwood*
she would be in a great mood, so i won't kena shoot.
oh, &&&&
I HOPE I CAN FINISH EVERYTHING WITHIN 10 MINUTES!!!
THIS IS A GREAT BIG CHALLENGE!
Saturday, January 09, 2010
HAHA!
Steve Soh is a meanie.
His happiness is built on my sadness.
-.-
'i need cheering up too, & you can help with it
by telling me how sad & bad your life is.'
thanks ah.
His happiness is built on my sadness.
-.-
'i need cheering up too, & you can help with it
by telling me how sad & bad your life is.'
thanks ah.
Week 2 of Inpatient Pharmacy
hello!
into week 2 @ inpatient pharmacy..
this week is RX area. boohoo!
everyday is damn xiong.
hoohooo! :'(
past 3 days, i had been in charge of the phone calls.
terrible to max. because i always cannot find the phone,
& sometimes i cannot answer the questions. hahaa
but after that, i sort of got used to it already. haaha!
ok la, sometimes it's fun too, coz when i answer phone, i dun have to pack. LOL!!!
today, David & I gave myself a title:
Diploma in Pharmaceutical Science--
Merit in Flipping of Drugs,
Honours in E-portering
phD in Answering Phone Calls
hahah! ain't it cool? LOL!
this title is enough to remind myself of what i have been doing for the past week. lol!
blah blah blah..
let Rachel look through my ppt. & know where to improve on.
& i printed one super big stack of notes just for it.
not that i am complaining though. but yeah.. thick. HAHAH!
into week 2 @ inpatient pharmacy..
this week is RX area. boohoo!
everyday is damn xiong.
hoohooo! :'(
past 3 days, i had been in charge of the phone calls.
terrible to max. because i always cannot find the phone,
& sometimes i cannot answer the questions. hahaa
but after that, i sort of got used to it already. haaha!
ok la, sometimes it's fun too, coz when i answer phone, i dun have to pack. LOL!!!
today, David & I gave myself a title:
Diploma in Pharmaceutical Science--
Merit in Flipping of Drugs,
Honours in E-portering
phD in Answering Phone Calls
hahah! ain't it cool? LOL!
this title is enough to remind myself of what i have been doing for the past week. lol!
blah blah blah..
let Rachel look through my ppt. & know where to improve on.
& i printed one super big stack of notes just for it.
not that i am complaining though. but yeah.. thick. HAHAH!
Wednesday, January 06, 2010
first and second week of 2010.
hmm.. haven't been blogging much these few days right?
oh well, nothing much happened anyway..
it's just plain work work and work.
& some trainings along the way.
& fyp-ing.
things aside from the usuals..
2nd of Jan, i made a decison to go rot in a polyclinic rather than let my face rot.
ok, i didn't really rot, for 2 reasons.
first, jt was with me, second, i got fast queue. heh!
before seeing doctor, jt was telling me i should just go NSC straight and no need see doc le.
but i didn't want to because the last thing i wanted was to go there.
guess what? ended up Dr.Chin gave me referral to NSC. -.-
of course jt laughed like crazy. inside consultation room somemore. i think she scared Dr.Chin a lil'. LOL!
anyway, maybe because it's 2nd Jan. & the polyclinic was like super packed.
like to the top most max, and roof is gonna burst anytime soon, those type of packed.
even my fast queue also have to wait for like 20 minutes lor!
Uncle Amran gave me special queue number at pharmacy. hoho! 6000 one. hahah!
but Irene BAD BAD BAD! she packed my basket slowly.
know why i know? coz she told me! hahahha! tsk tsk!
after that, went bugis with jt, went to pray, and did a lil' shopping.
it's supposed to be 'a lil'.
it was! but the amount spent wasn't exactly. LOL!
back home, lil' fyp again.
training. the usual stuffs.
sunday was training day again..
taiji in the morning was great. haha
coz my kong tui can go up A LIL'
at least it didnt pull my whatever veins or others, unlike last week.
night training was as usual. guided the kids a lil' here and there. hee~
attachment. as always. for these 24 weeks.
attachment wise..
it's second week at IP.
kinda fun so far.
but THIS WHOLE WEEK NO WARD TOP-UP!!
i'm like so sad can.
this whole week is e-portering and packing and jagar-ing between reception and rx and e-porter. LOL! bumble bee busy!
david got to go baby ward. I DIDN'T! *pouts*
i was stuck in packing files after files la. grrr..
not that i don't like.
i sort of like to pack.
but at this point of time,
i think going to wards is more exciting than packing. coz i get to explore,
know what are the different wards and etc.
maybe one day if i am full timer there, and i'll get to walk around the wards until i am sick and tired of it. HAHAHAH!
oh well, i dun care.
i wanna go baby ward one day. HAHAH!
and there's FYP.presentation's coming in like... 8 days?
oh man.
thanks to my SOS last night, my pathophysiology came out le.
THANK YOU SOS!!!
hahah!
and slides are almost there..
left revise revise and revise!
the last thing i want is shock, stunned and shot in the middle of my head with questions.
oh well, it's late.
gonna bed. hur hur!
nights.
till then:))
oh well, nothing much happened anyway..
it's just plain work work and work.
& some trainings along the way.
& fyp-ing.
things aside from the usuals..
2nd of Jan, i made a decison to go rot in a polyclinic rather than let my face rot.
ok, i didn't really rot, for 2 reasons.
first, jt was with me, second, i got fast queue. heh!
before seeing doctor, jt was telling me i should just go NSC straight and no need see doc le.
but i didn't want to because the last thing i wanted was to go there.
guess what? ended up Dr.Chin gave me referral to NSC. -.-
of course jt laughed like crazy. inside consultation room somemore. i think she scared Dr.Chin a lil'. LOL!
anyway, maybe because it's 2nd Jan. & the polyclinic was like super packed.
like to the top most max, and roof is gonna burst anytime soon, those type of packed.
even my fast queue also have to wait for like 20 minutes lor!
Uncle Amran gave me special queue number at pharmacy. hoho! 6000 one. hahah!
but Irene BAD BAD BAD! she packed my basket slowly.
know why i know? coz she told me! hahahha! tsk tsk!
after that, went bugis with jt, went to pray, and did a lil' shopping.
it's supposed to be 'a lil'.
it was! but the amount spent wasn't exactly. LOL!
back home, lil' fyp again.
training. the usual stuffs.
sunday was training day again..
taiji in the morning was great. haha
coz my kong tui can go up A LIL'
at least it didnt pull my whatever veins or others, unlike last week.
night training was as usual. guided the kids a lil' here and there. hee~
attachment. as always. for these 24 weeks.
attachment wise..
it's second week at IP.
kinda fun so far.
but THIS WHOLE WEEK NO WARD TOP-UP!!
i'm like so sad can.
this whole week is e-portering and packing and jagar-ing between reception and rx and e-porter. LOL! bumble bee busy!
david got to go baby ward. I DIDN'T! *pouts*
i was stuck in packing files after files la. grrr..
not that i don't like.
i sort of like to pack.
but at this point of time,
i think going to wards is more exciting than packing. coz i get to explore,
know what are the different wards and etc.
maybe one day if i am full timer there, and i'll get to walk around the wards until i am sick and tired of it. HAHAHAH!
oh well, i dun care.
i wanna go baby ward one day. HAHAH!
and there's FYP.presentation's coming in like... 8 days?
oh man.
thanks to my SOS last night, my pathophysiology came out le.
THANK YOU SOS!!!
hahah!
and slides are almost there..
left revise revise and revise!
the last thing i want is shock, stunned and shot in the middle of my head with questions.
oh well, it's late.
gonna bed. hur hur!
nights.
till then:))
Saturday, January 02, 2010
Year 2010, reflections
oh man..
this seriously sucks to the max.
second post of Year 2010,
day 1 of 2010;
i'm cooped up at home doing FYP.
i had to control the urge of going out with love-Z to chiong my project.
sad to MAX!
my brain is filled with bone mass and bone structures.
everytime i close my eyes, i see their pictures.
how can i make it go away?
lappie had been on for the whole day.
I'VE GOT PRODUCTION!
thank god for that. lol
:)
i would have killed myself if it is zero production today, anyway..
*****
i went through my archives.
sometimes, it's sort of fun to read through my past.
reading through the changes in my life,
reading through how my style of writing has changed too.
can't really believe that i have not been posting much for the past year. hahah
*****
Some reflections.
Year 2009 has been a year of up-s and down-s. I've met many obstacles, I've overcomed them. & in a way, I am proud of myself for doing so. I've learnt lots during the last year. Meeting people, knowing people from everywhere, more exposure to the society.. & many many more. & many a things have changed me. Relationship, friendships, views, etc.
Yes, there were times when i hated some incidents for taking part in this course of my life.
But I've come to think it from another point of view, which is, I've grown to learn something from it. & for those incidents when I still have not convinced myself in this way, I will continue doing so.
Many many events which I have never expected, all happened in 2009. Working at HSBC Golf Championship, taking part in NDP, solo performance in wushu (even though it was a small performance), getting gold for grading, partying away many nights at one go, sleeping only 2 hours for the sake of exams, moving from one place to another for the sake of projects, being more bookworm as compared to secondary school times (haha!). & getting tons of adidas stuffs as presents this year just makes me feel so :)) to the max. Hahah! Once, when i was young, i didn't even expect myself owning so many adidas stuffs. Everything that has an adidas logo was a treasure to me. Of course, up till today, it still is. Haha!
i've partly stepped into society now due to attachment. Working as a pharmacy technician, I am still coping with it. The duties, the responsibilities. The difference in Hougang Polyclinic and SGH was great. The difference in SOC and inpatient is great. I have tell myself, I shall not to do any comparisons. I shall just enjoy my attachment in peace.
Final Year Project. It's a chore, seriously. But do not complain, for i will definitely learn something from it. & this is the main aim, isn't it? So, I shall only grumble. Not complain. Hahaha. JQ says, at least our project is mainly on research, & not case studies, analysing, or doing experiments, which are more hectic as compared. True...
This year, 2009, I learnt an important lesson, which is not to harbour expectations from anyone. I should not hold high expectations until I've seen it myself. For higher expectations leads to higher disappointment. & sad to say, this applies to everything. From relationships to friendships, to society, and to everything. This sounds very passive, but welcome to the reality. Someone told me I am too strong. & I should not be. But I guess, being strong is the only way which I can fight everything--ALONE.
However, I shall not forget my friends.
WengYan, MiaoRu, Michelle. My 3 girls, who have accompanied me through thick and thin since secondary school days. I'm sorry I kept such a big issue from you gals. I'm sorry I've neglected you girls for the past year. I'm really happy that you girls still stand by me despite all these. Thanks girls, especially for the support. :)) Me love you all deep deep. HAHA! :))
Wendy, Derick, Leon, Jonathan, Kally. My ex-colleagues. Time really flies. We've known each other for 3 years. Well, for the exception of Wendy because I knew her since young. Since I was 16. 3 whole years. Even I can't believe that. Can really see the changes in everyone of us. Wendy being the free girl. Enjoying her life everyday. Kally kor kor still working in G2000, transferring from Tampines to OUB to Vivocity, the young guys into NS.. and me. I really enjoyed the outing the other day. Thanks people. & I hope we can still keep in touch for many many more 3 years.
Speaking of G2000 colleagues, how could I forget KengBoon. That 'bastard' who always calls me 'bitch'. HAHA! I've known him for only one year plus. But I know, he is a great friend, a great buddy. We don't usually contact one another, but he is always there when I needed to ask him things. Like X'mas present buying the other time. Haha! He was just a call and a MSN chatroom away. THANKS BUDDY! I guess I really owe you many many Starbucks treat. HEHEH!
Then, there are my wushu buddies. Diehard buddies. WeiChong, WeiMun, JingTing, and many more. Too many of their names to write. But these 3 people really bring lots of laughter into my life when I am with them. :))
Speaking of NYP life, how could i forget my cliques? Evelyn, Felyssia, Janella, PeiShan. We've got our internal affairs. You all know it, we all know it. Haha. Nevertheless, thanks for being my listening ears when I really need it. They always let me face the true hard reality in the hard way, the way they know it works for me. Thanks for all the plannings for celebrations, gatherings and adidas watch too! And these gatherings, extents its way to PS0701. haha!
Khairul, my attachment buddy! He's a joker! He brings lots of jokes wherever he goes. My buddy for 3 years in my life at NYP. Always there to hear my grumbles, and my rants, be it online or wherever. & he teaches me Malay too! HAHAH!
& last but not least, to ___. You know who you are, don't act blur. I don't know if you will be reading this not. I doubt so too. I just wanna say a big big THANK YOU for letting me know more about you. For letting me to be part of your life, even though it is once upon a time. For teaching me many many things that can only be learnt through experiences. For bringing me around everywhere. For making me into a better person. For letting me know more about myself too, the sides that I never knew it existed. For helping me face the sides of me that I never dared to face. For being there with me 24/7. Though I wasn't. For all the times spent together. You taught me how to grow up. You taught me not to be a mama-girl anymore. You taught me to be independent. There were tears, definitely. But there were many many laughter too. I really enjoyed myself then. I hoped you did too. & I wish you will lead a better life. & I hope you will wish me too.
Yes, there were times when i hated some incidents for taking part in this course of my life.
But I've come to think it from another point of view, which is, I've grown to learn something from it. & for those incidents when I still have not convinced myself in this way, I will continue doing so.
Many many events which I have never expected, all happened in 2009. Working at HSBC Golf Championship, taking part in NDP, solo performance in wushu (even though it was a small performance), getting gold for grading, partying away many nights at one go, sleeping only 2 hours for the sake of exams, moving from one place to another for the sake of projects, being more bookworm as compared to secondary school times (haha!). & getting tons of adidas stuffs as presents this year just makes me feel so :)) to the max. Hahah! Once, when i was young, i didn't even expect myself owning so many adidas stuffs. Everything that has an adidas logo was a treasure to me. Of course, up till today, it still is. Haha!
i've partly stepped into society now due to attachment. Working as a pharmacy technician, I am still coping with it. The duties, the responsibilities. The difference in Hougang Polyclinic and SGH was great. The difference in SOC and inpatient is great. I have tell myself, I shall not to do any comparisons. I shall just enjoy my attachment in peace.
Final Year Project. It's a chore, seriously. But do not complain, for i will definitely learn something from it. & this is the main aim, isn't it? So, I shall only grumble. Not complain. Hahaha. JQ says, at least our project is mainly on research, & not case studies, analysing, or doing experiments, which are more hectic as compared. True...
This year, 2009, I learnt an important lesson, which is not to harbour expectations from anyone. I should not hold high expectations until I've seen it myself. For higher expectations leads to higher disappointment. & sad to say, this applies to everything. From relationships to friendships, to society, and to everything. This sounds very passive, but welcome to the reality. Someone told me I am too strong. & I should not be. But I guess, being strong is the only way which I can fight everything--ALONE.
However, I shall not forget my friends.
WengYan, MiaoRu, Michelle. My 3 girls, who have accompanied me through thick and thin since secondary school days. I'm sorry I kept such a big issue from you gals. I'm sorry I've neglected you girls for the past year. I'm really happy that you girls still stand by me despite all these. Thanks girls, especially for the support. :)) Me love you all deep deep. HAHA! :))
Wendy, Derick, Leon, Jonathan, Kally. My ex-colleagues. Time really flies. We've known each other for 3 years. Well, for the exception of Wendy because I knew her since young. Since I was 16. 3 whole years. Even I can't believe that. Can really see the changes in everyone of us. Wendy being the free girl. Enjoying her life everyday. Kally kor kor still working in G2000, transferring from Tampines to OUB to Vivocity, the young guys into NS.. and me. I really enjoyed the outing the other day. Thanks people. & I hope we can still keep in touch for many many more 3 years.
Speaking of G2000 colleagues, how could I forget KengBoon. That 'bastard' who always calls me 'bitch'. HAHA! I've known him for only one year plus. But I know, he is a great friend, a great buddy. We don't usually contact one another, but he is always there when I needed to ask him things. Like X'mas present buying the other time. Haha! He was just a call and a MSN chatroom away. THANKS BUDDY! I guess I really owe you many many Starbucks treat. HEHEH!
Then, there are my wushu buddies. Diehard buddies. WeiChong, WeiMun, JingTing, and many more. Too many of their names to write. But these 3 people really bring lots of laughter into my life when I am with them. :))
Speaking of NYP life, how could i forget my cliques? Evelyn, Felyssia, Janella, PeiShan. We've got our internal affairs. You all know it, we all know it. Haha. Nevertheless, thanks for being my listening ears when I really need it. They always let me face the true hard reality in the hard way, the way they know it works for me. Thanks for all the plannings for celebrations, gatherings and adidas watch too! And these gatherings, extents its way to PS0701. haha!
Khairul, my attachment buddy! He's a joker! He brings lots of jokes wherever he goes. My buddy for 3 years in my life at NYP. Always there to hear my grumbles, and my rants, be it online or wherever. & he teaches me Malay too! HAHAH!
& last but not least, to ___. You know who you are, don't act blur. I don't know if you will be reading this not. I doubt so too. I just wanna say a big big THANK YOU for letting me know more about you. For letting me to be part of your life, even though it is once upon a time. For teaching me many many things that can only be learnt through experiences. For bringing me around everywhere. For making me into a better person. For letting me know more about myself too, the sides that I never knew it existed. For helping me face the sides of me that I never dared to face. For being there with me 24/7. Though I wasn't. For all the times spent together. You taught me how to grow up. You taught me not to be a mama-girl anymore. You taught me to be independent. There were tears, definitely. But there were many many laughter too. I really enjoyed myself then. I hoped you did too. & I wish you will lead a better life. & I hope you will wish me too.
*****
tada! i'm done!
it's time for bed. HAHAH!
till then :)
tada! i'm done!
it's time for bed. HAHAH!
till then :)
Friday, January 01, 2010
Year 2010
WELCOME TO YEAR 2010!
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE
:))
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE
:))
::ShiPing::
*throws lecture notes everywhere*
2010 resolution:
tidy my messy table, which until now, idk how, & where to start with.
:O
tidy up my messy wardrobe, which until now, idk how, & where to start with
:O
finish up my attachment and FYP in peace.
:)
make up my mind on where to go after i grad.
decisions should not be limited to only marrying a rich man
:O
really really to brush up on wushu,
even if it means from basics all over again.
:X
exercise more!
i love to eat, but i don't love to get fat!
& i wanna learn more types of sports.
:))
spend lesser, save more.
i wanna go holiday.
:D
definitely, to live my life as a happier person.
:DD
tidy my messy table, which until now, idk how, & where to start with.
:O
tidy up my messy wardrobe, which until now, idk how, & where to start with
:O
finish up my attachment and FYP in peace.
:)
make up my mind on where to go after i grad.
:O
really really to brush up on wushu,
even if it means from basics all over again.
:X
exercise more!
i love to eat, but i don't love to get fat!
& i wanna learn more types of sports.
:))
spend lesser, save more.
i wanna go holiday.
:D
definitely, to live my life as a happier person.
:DD
alrights.
here are some of the photos taken during X'mas 2009
with my love-Z.
not all are up here.
slackerinaction may just hang anytime. LOL!
facebook is not doing me any favour by refusing me to upload pictures too.
maybe it's telling me that i should work hard on FYP, not upload pictures. LOL!
sorry gals, if some photos i take with you all are not here.
i'll post them to fb when it allows me ok?
hehe!
:))
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