i thought i love O lvl, because it makes me think i am a guai xiao hai (though i admit, i am never one).

i thought i would do well for prelims. so that it would motivate me to do better in O lvl.

however, all are just thoughts.

i just simply hate my prelim results.

and instead of motivating me to study harder,

i think they are just there to tell me that i shld give up.

sians.

But no matter what, i dont think i shld waste the money paid for the exams.

SO, i think i shld give it another shot.

think is one thing

do is another.

i hope i succeed then.

gd luck to me.